Food food and more food=D

SO. It's about time i blog about the cruise. Yalar yalar. Outdated ad. But whatever. Anyway. Went on Superstar Libra. It was HUGEEE. Like a floating hotel. But then can't feel it moving cos it's so big[duh] Didn't do much there. Cos there wasnt much to do la.

Well. The cabin[the place we stayed in]was very very SMALL. Deck10, the highest place of the ship, was a little scary. I mean, at times, the wind is so strong, i felt as though i could fly away. One good thing about the entire cruise was THE FOOOOOOOOD. =D

Every meal was GOOD. Oh yeah. There was one night, my dad was in a SUPER good mood, he let us order drinks from the menu[now, all the food was FREE with plain water provided but if you want somethin else, PAY MORE LA]SOO. My bro and i ordered some carbonated drinks. IT COST SGD5 EACH. GAHH! Hahaha.

Weeeell. There was a GALA DINNER. Dresscode: ELEGANT casual. Nehh i wore JEANS AND TSHIRT. HAHA. The food was EXCEPTIONALLY good that night..

The FARMER'S SALAD. Haha it was GOOOOOOD. =D
GRILLED something. Hehe. Cant remember. It's half eaten. But yeah it was amazing! Not too cooked not too raw. xD
OOOOOO!!! CAKE!! EVERYTHING about this cake is DE-LI-CIOUS!! From the choc piece to the strawberry jam. Haha.

Sorry i'm not a good food critic. I just like eating it. =DDD

Hmm. The food on the cruise is like the HIGHLIGHT of the entire thing. Slept a lot and ate a lot. Oh yeahhh. Introducing....

ABBY THE STANDING APPLE....ON SKIS!!HAHA.*lame*

Okay. My mum saw this snowman and wanted to keep as a souvenir or something. But then.. I couldn't tahan, i ate it once we reached the cabin. HAHAHAHA. It was YUMMY.

Ahh it's gettin boring and totally nonsensical.
SO I'M OUT!

This feels so wrong. Yet so right. =)

ze olde olde fweelings coming bahck...


ta-dah!=D

I'M HOMEEEEE!!!!

MAN! You guys have NO IDEA how much i missed you all. I mean, REALLY! If i could have jumped off the ship and swim home i would. But you know la, there may be jellyfish, SHARKS lol, and what not in the BIG BIG sea. Christmas was weird. =P It was not christmas AT ALL. But yeah I'M BACK. So never mind all that. =D Haha lame lame.

Ahh i'll update more about my HOLIDAY and all another time. Bye bye.

"You know what'll be funny?"
"What?"
"If you trip and fall."
=.="

So people. I just uploaded the STOMP vid. Youtube lar.[look under cgbc youthcamp 08] BUT its not the complete version. Just from when mingsheng started and til sam ask people to dance. LOL. And and and. Joel pulak uploaded the SAM SONG and this is your life and the DANCE ad. So go check it out lar. =D Heheh.

=/ =l =) =D

Soooo. It feels pretty good. Coming home at 1 everyday and having NOTHING planned. =) So relaxing i tell you. Gah. Won't be here for christmas. SAD LA! We're supposed to perform on christmas day too. BUT i won't be here SO. One of the guys will take my place. I'M SPENDING CHRISTMAS EVE WITH A BUNCH OF STRANGERS!!!! =( Oh and my family of cos. =D

Yeah we'll be in SINGAPORE that day. My bro wants to meet up with suann[his ex]and ivy[ex's sis/his godsis/blahs]VERY COOL. I kinda like them. HAHA. They are nice people la. Aiyah nothing to blog about also.

Camp camp camp camp camp

Okay. Back from camp. It. Was. Awe-SOME! Of cos it was smooth sailing the whole camp, but hey. It ROCKED anyway. =D I dunno why, but this camp somehow feels different. Hmm. Didn't go around getting autographs, so my booklet's very empty. Haha.

Theme: ARE YOU READY FOR MORE?[believe..with GOD all things are possible]

Date: 12th-14th dec 2008

Venue: Stella marris, PENANG.

Speaker: Joseph Raj

Just a short summary of what happened at camp:

1. We didn't get to go shopping cos we didn't have enough time. Sigh. Missed queensbay on sunday. Session ended late.. but then again, i think it was worth it. =)

2. GAMES. Guys, GOOD JOB!!! There were a few injuries during the station games. But you know what, people had fun. =DDD Beach games was GREAT. I knowla you guys super stress ad, everything turned out AWESOME!!

3. Worship and session. WOW. If only people were that hyped up during regular worships... Uncle Jo[Joseph raj la] was so good! He's such a nice guy too. And funny.. The sessions were amazing. Response was good too. =D No words can describe how i feeeel.

4. SATURDAY NIGHT!!!! GAH! I LOVE IT! STOMP got good feedback. *sighs* High praise wasn't what i expected but still =)

To Sam: DUDE! YOUR SONG PERFORMANCE ROCKED MAN!!! Eventhough THIS IS YOUR LIFE started out wrong, it was SO COOOOOOL!! Haha. Dude you rock!*does the hand thing*

Our theme song was BELIEVE. It's an original song man! *grins*

Like i said before, this camp felt different. Anyways.. here are some pictures. Didn't take much =/

My nametagggg. Yeahh committees got a diff one. The campers punya was a puzzle type. With graffiti and all. Real cool.
Rachel and i. Haish..That girl ar.. Tsk tsk. haha.
Eugene and i. Haha. Sounds like "YOU JEAN".. HAHAHA. I asked them to hold my camera for a while and this is what happens. =.=" Alex and sunny's head.
Eugene. Mark. ME. Mark is a cekap dancer i tell ya. He came with uncle Jo.
Backdrop for SATURDAY NIGHT. Done by. Who else? Rachel la.
Ahaha. I like this pic. Sinyee eugene and i. We were taking this pic when suddenly mark and uncle jo RAN from the other side of the room and JUMPed. =.=" Haha.
Alex uncle jo and i. =D
Doreen eugene and i. [i think the people behind were dancing]
Eugene alex and i. What they pointing at? LOL. lame.

Lukas with a 'K' and i. He looks so dead..

Me. Venetia. Fidelia. Rena. Venetia and Fidelia are soo nice. will try to keep in touch with them. [they're from penang] Me. Eugene. Adrian. Eh baboon. Why the face??? Group pictureeee. WE WANT MORE!! =D

CGBC Youth Camp Committees '08. =)

At-TEN-tionnn

YO PEOPLE!
CAMP IS TOMORROW Y'ALL!!!
Are YOU READY for MORE???
LOL. I'm excited. And sad. Well, camp will be over like, super fast right? And once camp's over, it only means THE HOLS ARE ENDING. And who wants the hols to be over huh??? Aiks.
Aiyo my mum's bugging me. Keep asking me to PACK. Haha.
Printing the stars now.
It's a bit small le. Hm i should enlarge it.
Gah i'm talking to myself.

Tagged by the idiotic monkey

Dude. Because i love you. I'm doing this dumb tag. also cos i have to wait a few more hours for my bro to come home and i don't know what to do to keep me awake. Hahahah.

1. Name the people you tagged.
Aiyo as if la i tag the person will do la.

2. Describe yourself in one word.
LAME!!! hahahahaha. i am whaatttttttt.

3. Who would you pick,someone who really loves you,or the one you love?
Hmm decisions decisions. Let's seeee. If the person loves me, but me no love the person, it's one-sided right? And and and, if i pulak love the person and the person no love me, STILL one-sided right? So. WHAT'S THE POINT? Someone will suffer also mar. Since both also one-sided, both pun tak mahu la. Why wanna suffer?

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Errrrr. Good question. HAHA. *thinks hohoho* Eh chup. Love is such a general thing la. APA LA!

5. How if people reject your confession face to face?
Oh i would just DIE!!! not. C'mon la. If someone rejects me face to face, i think i would just say,"Oh okay." SMILE politely and walk away lor. Haha.

6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
"Why don't i have more time?!! I mean, there's soo much i wanna say. *tears start rolling* Oh man. Where to start where to start???" and keep rambling on and on til that 5minutes is up. HAHAHA. Aiya if you want a 'serious' answer then i would tell whoever that is EVERYTHING la. How would i know NOW what i would say when i'm about to die? Hello??

7. What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
"Don't believe then don't believe la. Too bad." *roll eyes at the person and DRAMATICALLY walk away* LOL.

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Oh yes. Of course la. Some people are just SO HARD to love y'know?

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
SomeTHING special, meaning material wise? OBVIOUSLY NOT. That THING would be stinky and totally ruined la.

10. Long distance love?
.......you're kidding right?

11. Best place to cry?
Depends. If i want attention, then hah in front of EVERYBODY la. Somewhere darn public. If not, then in the shower or rain. Cos well, my face will be WET what. So can't differentiate the tears from the water or raindrops. =DDD okay i'm obviously crapping..

12. Who do you love the most?
GOD. <3

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Haha really wanna know? It was weird. I dreamt of PMR[was talking about when results would come out with rach before sleeping heh]I dreamt i took my ENGLISH paper when everyone else took SEJARAH. And then i took SEJARAH when they took ENGLISH cos by then they realised the mix up. Hahah lame.

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
So bad means how bad?

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Aiyo. This is personal dude!

16. The last person you had a beer with?
Beer? I'm a good girl. No drink beer. now WINE is a different thing.=D

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Err. Kim. Twilight. LOL.

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
Hmm wait lemme check my phone.. my MUMMY!

19. The last person you hugged?
Person? I dunno le. Long time didn't hug anyone. Last THING would be my red froggy.. =)

20. The last person you yelled at?
I don't remember. Heh.

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Er no. Haha.

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
*thinks hard* Eheh. Umm. =DDDDD

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Anything? WELL. I would wish for WORLD PEACE! HAHA.

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Ahh this is hard. I guess my answer would be the same as kim's. AROUND THE WORLD YO!

25. What you hate the most?
Hah. Selfish people who only care about themselves. No one else is important. No one else matters. OPEN YOUR EYES WOULD YA?

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Gah. I dunno. I reeeeally dunno....=P

27. Five facts About Me:
1) I like playing the piano when no one's around. [i think i play better then]
2) My left foot is bigger than my right =.="
3) I'm thinking whether to let my hair grow[long]or keep it short. xD
4) I can't STAND long fingernails. Once my nails grow to a certain length, i HAVE to cut them.
5) I find little kids VERY ADORABLE. Heheh.

28. Five things that scare me.
1) Losing a loved one. =/
2) Knowing that people can KILL for no reason.[they are SO HEARTLESS]
3) The thought of someone i care deeply about change drastically.
4) The feeling of having no one to talk to when i want to share my thoughts.
5) Saying goodbye forever.

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
1) Guardian angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
2) The wedding song.. Haha.

30. Five Things I treasure in my life
1) FAMILYYYY and friends
2) I have a bed to sleep on, i KNOW that everyday i'll have meals, i get to study in a proper school...
Okay let's be honest here. I take many things for granted[we all do] So, what do i really treasure? Just the fact that no matter what, JESUS is here for me. That assurance. He accepts me for who i am, LAME as i may be. Haha.

Hmm suddenly so serious ad. Haha. Ah well. Gosh it's now 1:24am. Mr wong still not back. La di da di da.

Outcasted. =(

Chill la.

Good morning people! Haha lamenya.. Yeah. Yesterday was so cool..!!! Heheh.
In the morning, had freaking piano. But hmmm it was okay. Breakfast, yada yada. Went to jusco. Met with kimmy. Yeah walk walk a bit. Movie. Watched twilight. Ah edward cullen is U-G-L-Y. Seriously. Hm.

Then then then. SHOPPING!! HAHA. Managed to get kim to actually SHOP with me. Went trying shoes and stuffies. Blah why can't my feet be smaller eh? Semua pun tak de size. Gosh. Really ALL also no size you know. But yea bought one pair also la in the end. Hehe must must MUST take kim shopping again. Agreed?

After that, my mum came and yeah went home with kim. After she went back, sat around a while before going to church. Fast and pray. =P Sing sing pray pray. Talk talk laugh laugh. For some reason, everyone was feeling hyper. Hmmm. The room was SOOOOOO noisy!! When we finished prayer, it was late! I'm still amazed that time passed so quickly. Noise noise noise. Bising people. But hey, me like. =D

Went to pasar malam with everybody.... *grins* I kept thinking some strangers were our own people. =.=" Like this guy at the fried chicken shop, i thought he was waikit. HAHA. And then saw waikit standing somewhere else. Lame la.

So yeah, had loads of fun yesterday. THANK YOU KIM for temaning me shop. THANK YOU RACH for the bubble tea. Haha was broke after shopping. THANK YOU EVERYBODY for the laughs. THANK YOU GOD for Your awesome-ness. =)

Hehe i know this is a lame post.
Strike 3, you're out.

Jeng jeng JENGGGGGG!

Let's get serious. *background music*
Ah forget it.
Was thinking of private-ing this blog.
Rather than changing the WHOLE thing.
I feel more ermmm secured? no that's not the right word. Err haha. Whatever la. Should i? Hmm i really think i should. Heheh.
So, only CERTAIN people will get to read this thingy.
I sound so evil la.
Nolar i'm actually a very nice person.
Ahhhh i'm high.

Hello hello

"Eh let's steal the grass cutters!!"
"And what...cut the grass for them?"
=.=

Okay. Honestly, this hols doesn't feel like hols at all. Really lor. But I LIKE IT! Haha. Most of it anyway. Friday was fun. =D Tiring of cos, but still FUN.

Bro coming back tomorrow. Relatives coming tomorrow. Yippee... We're gonna have a blast. =.=" We'll have to queue up to use the bathroom. TV will be on the entire day. Watching who-knows-WHAT. See see have to teman them shopping also. Ciss. Look on the bright side...umm. ?????

Blahs i am so shallow.

I am not perfect. So, don't expect me to be.

Pictures

Hmmm. Don't really feel like blogging. So...PICTURESSSS! Only a few la. They're QUITE outdated.

When did we take this huh?? Ahh kim andrea aku.

HALF of 3hornbill '08. With our hampers and stuffies. Oh yeah! We were[are]the overall champions. Woooo! xD
Aku Nyityi Kim Alison Yoongwhei Peiqi. The Pongs. =)

Pongs again. Only this time, with Shuqi and Jiaxin.

Kim Misschee Aku. Taken during errr Hari Anugerah. Yeahh...
I like this pic. Haha. Love the RUST.

Ah. I'll post more later.

So. The second week of hols are here. Yippee.
Ahh. What am i doing here?
why do i even bother?
Goodnight people.
And yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUAHYENFONG!
(i know la it's tomorrow. No harm wishing early.)

17th NOVEMBER 2008

Ah i'm one i mean TWO days late. But whatever, it's not like you'll read this anyway.

You are the craziest guy i know. You were the one who's always asking me to study eventhough you hardly study.. haha. You were the guy who taught me to be more guy-ish. HAHA. We used to make guns out of the big lego set we had and run around the house. Oh yes, you broke my tricycle. Twice. I always hate it when people go,"Oh! You're Jao's sis eh." Now, some people know YOU as 'Jean's bro.' HAHAHA. =D

You would always get blamed for whatever noise we made during cell group. You are a pretty safe driver, to be honest. I mean, you drive like a psycho but i still feel okay. Haha. And yup, you're MY driver. Hahaha. You're not afraid to try new things[like your HAIR for example...]

You are OVER-PROTECTIVE. Seriously!! Man! By the way you owe me money. Lol. Blahh it's late and i can't think what else to say. Thanks for all the whackings and naggings and driving around pointlessly and the i-feel-like-eating-something rides and ahhhh PLENTY more.

Soooo. Old man[aka my big brother]
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY YO!!
from your ANNOYING lil sis...

blahh i need to update my pics man.

Roses stink.

I. Am. Still. Alive. Haha. Right. Long time no update. So here goes..

Went for worship camp two weeks ago[i know i know that's VERY LONG ago]It was unbelievably awesome. =D After that. Ahh.. ?? School. Gangstarz competition. Haha. We got 2nd.. AGAIN. Yeah. Ours was the most unique performance. Hahaha.

Combined christmas celeb. It was okayla. The BB's awards thing was only like 5minutes?? Maybe less. Ours pulak FUYOH. Haha.

Then then then. Taiping. One word : LAME. We were so bored that peiqi and i started scolding the ZABU. Umm i mean the 'seladang'. Haha. I know what EVERYBODY's thinking. Pathetic much... Hehe. The bus trip there and back was LOUD.

Hari penghargaan. Lemme just say this. Hari penghargaan is a boring event that is COMPULSORY for us to attend. So yeah. You can probably guess how it went. But that day, after the event, had stupid rehearsal. Grrr.

Next. Miss mgs. Oh boy. I have a lot a lot A LOT to say about it. About how lame how dumb how superficial how argh-fying it was. The entire process of getting ready was errr torturing. Haha. Imagine this. I'm sitting on some wooden chair, people-people surrounding, watching, staring as ONE person does the make-up. While two others are thinking what accessories to put on me. I felt like a doll. Now i know how poor Barbie felt. HAHA. And then others would just come in to 7+1 and exclaim,"JEANN!! You look so diff!!!" Do you have any idea how many times i heard that sentence??? Haha.

Then the real thing began. *cheercheercheer* Kononnya pose la. So glad i was out in the first round. HAHAHA. Please. I may have dressed up and all, but that doesnt make me a diff person. After everything, took many pics with different people. *snapsnapsnap* Felt better after changing. HAHA. Yeah.

Had outdoor games the next day. Yada yada. Photography workshop. That dude loved syoking sendiri. But it was fun la. Of cos there were some boring parts. Oh wells. =D

That brings us [almost] up to date. Wow this is a long post. Alright. Won't bore anyone anymore. Me out.

"I slept from 3-5."
"That's your problem."
xD

Fake laughter

Wanted to download 'Don't wanna think about you' by [who else] Simple Plan. Haven't heard that song in ages. So yeah i did. And when i listened to it. HAHAHA. It was the chipmunk version. Cute. Haha. Downloading the proper version now.

Bro's coming back today. Whee. Too bad he hurt himself pretty badly during the recent basketball tournament. Ah well. Looking forward to going out on tuesday.. Last day of kimber-ly being here. =( [LOL]

Oh had jam at church yesterday. I LOVED it!! It was great. Haha. Seriously. Feel like skipping school tomorrow. But aihh as if i would. I mean, THIS is the girl who went to school even when she had a freakingly high fever and stayed back that day too. Ahh well. Just one more day til the Deepavali hols. ONE MORE DAY....!

Stand or sit CHOOSE

I feel as though i'm being stabbed. Badly. But It doesn't hurt. It should right?? Aiya this is not me being heartless. It's just me being feeling-less. There's a difference. Don't get me started. Please don't. Haha.

Broken promises. This is the second time. The same day. Blahhs. They just don't get it do they? Oh well.

Eeeeeeeee!! People are so weird. *shudders* Imagine this: We're talking[okay not really talking la. SHE was talking. I was trying to get out of the conversation.] And SUDDENLY she just says "Miss you la." That. Is. Weird. Good thing she had to go already. Or else. Haha i have no idea how to continue that awkward conversation. Haha. The way she ended the conversation was erm weird.. HAHAHA. That's mean i know. =P

My christmas list
-SIMPLE PLAN-

I'm still waiting blahhh

It's over it's over it's over. Hah...
Today i sat at my desk for a while after clearing all my books and realized something missing. I don't have to study for some time. HAHA. And and and it's cos i have NOTHING to study. And i get to concentrate on all the not-so-important tasks i have to complete. =D Me like.

A little recap of what i've done so far. My go-home-and-sleep-after-pmr plan was totally ruined. Instead of going home after enjoying recess for the FIRST time the whole week, WE went back at 1. Hahaha. Don't ask. Then had lunch. Sat around awhile. Aunty PC came. Had practice[i missed the practice they had in the morning. xP] Later, at 6.45 went to church, kindy concert. Cute kids. Haha.

Next day. Ate cheesecake for breakfast in front of the tv[was watching cartoons.]Went for the salvation food fair thingy. Yeah. Buy buy buy. Then eat eat eat. Then bathe. HAHA. Peiqi came over and we went to ISC. Found kim. Went to Su's for makan. She had open house. Tumpang-ed shuqi's car to jusco. Walked around. Ate ice-cream, sent peiqi off. Walked somemore. Talked. Went for a movie. Came back late. Sms-ed til dunno what time. Watched some nonsense tv. Slept.

Yups. My friday and saturday. Today was pretty normal la. So.. hmm.

Haha. This is such a boring post. Lalalala.

Check this out!

I'm not evil. I'm not i'm not i'm NOTTT. Hmmph. Lol.

Anyway. Today's the 13th of oct. Tell me tell me tell me what that means... Anyone??? Right. First day of PMR. It was okaylar. *shrugs* There were good and bad moments. Haha.

Just wanna wish YOU a very happy birthdayyyyyy!! Didn't wish ya in school[aiya didn't see mar..had exam wert..]Ah i don't have to say like loads of stuff right..? Seriously hope you had a great birthday, one that you can remember. And yeah, the year's ending yo! Study hard and PLAY harder. Hahaha. Wishing you all the best in everything from the bottom of my hearttt[LOL sounds like something from a greeting card]

Sooo. Thanks for everything....^^ though hardly had time to talk lately =P and yeah. You'll definitely be missed!![it'll be so lame to say "You R0cK!" haha]
hApPy BiRtHdAy JESSICA Lohhhhhhhhh!!!
You in a skirt =D[this pic was taken so long ago lahhh]
Lotsa love,
MEEEE

Tenth of October

Wow. She's mad. Really mad. And i feel bad bad bad. She had high high hopes. And they're all crushed now=( Yeaa i'm gonna do something. No idea what and how. Never mind. Will deal with it when the time comes.

Anyway. Kim didn't come to school today. Blueks. You missed a good time, girl!! So yeah. We were in the AVA room today. Our beloved class was being 'intruded' by the form5s. We had fun in the AVA. =DDD I have very lame classmates. Seriously. [not saying it's a bad thing]

The year's ending. Already. Cepat-nya. PMR's next weeeek. And and and after that, we'll either be busy busy or keeping ourselves busy. Haha. Fun!! Okay not gonna think so far just yet.

Everyone's darn stressed out now eh. [i, on the other hand, am online.. hehe]Aiya. We all need breaks too you know. We're just humans after all. People-people sekalian, take it easy la weh.

Oh!! My bro got a modeling job today!! HAHA. He got paid RM200 and totally awesome treatment, a FIVE-STAR buffet, FREEEE starbucks AND he met some pretty well-known people[dr mahathir,...some guy who's famous worr...,etc etc] So cool larrr! The free stuff not the modeling. My bro's really too free for words. He goes for all those lame auditions and does lame stuff. He called me a while ago to nag me about studying[gees real good timing =.="] and talk about stuff lor.

Alright. Gotta go layan some relatives now. Sighs.

Tak biasa

I'm so not used to this new computer!! The monitor is as big as a small TV. Gosh. And and and everyone's addicted to this thing. Why la. Oh wells.

Anyway. I want the hols to last forever!!!! Haha who doesn't right?? Not being in school is really good for me. HAHA. Some people will know why. Going to kedah laterr. Blahh. Thinking of bringing some books there. Don't think will get to study much though. Will be visiting people more than anything.

You know how parents say they don't have favourites? HAH. As if. It's not that i WANT to notice it. It's just that it's too obvious NOT to. I dunno. Ah forget it. [i seem to be saying that alot these days. =D]

Oh. Have you people checked out the link pn jamnah gave? HAHAHA. I totally forgot about it. Until just now. Haha. Go see go see!

Aiks. MUST sit down and study...!! Must!! Time's running out. Tick tock tick tock......

She said i'm fat.

Gotta make this quick. Bro wants to use the computer but hehehe. I'm using it while he watches 'news' now. Anywayy.. Was watching tv just now. After soooo long only am i allowed to watch BUT suddenly no electricity. So unfair la. Grr.

Oh well. Got to go to kopitiam with the family. Haha. It was fun. Bro hasn't come home in weeeks, probably months. The first thing he did when he came home was bang on my door. =.=" He just loves making noise.

I'm going to be happy dwappy from now on. ^^ Or at least, i'm gonna try to be. One week of holidays. Good. Have to catch up on my sleep la. The last time i slept well was err ??? Dreams are weird, you know. And tiring. Sighs.

Oooooh! I'm gonna watch tv now....

"Ehh. What if ....."
"Hmm..?What?"
"What if i transfer?"
"You wanna die ar?"
"Waiitt..!!I haven't say where also..."
*silence* "You wanna die ar?"
Babe, i love you too much to say goodbye. haha.

Reliving the past..Looking at the future..

I'm here again. This time. WITH permission.

The other day. I heard a few kids cycling outside my house. They were shouting at each other, laughing, just having fun. It reminded me of you. How i wish you would still be here. Cycling pass my house, shouting all the nicknames you had for me, Jellybean, Mangkuk or just plain Wongjeanli.

I miss the times we would meet in the church opposite both our houses and just make fun of each other. Talking, laughing, whacking each other up =).

And how about in school? Sitting at one corner, just us. Talking about everything. Comparing the complaints we get from our friends. Chasing each other around school. Sharing secrets. And you used to tease me about all and i mean ALL of my crushes. Ahemm it's not like i didn't do the same to you.

When you told me you were moving, i'm sorry i didn't believe you. I guess i didn't want to believe it. Until the next year... when you weren't in school anymore.

It has been YEARS since we last met/contacted each other. Maybe we wouldn't be friends even if you're still here. Perhaps we'll drift apart... but it's a nice thought thinking that we might still be close friends. I want to tell you everything that has been happening to me. I want to share all the good and the bad. I want to be able to talk and laugh and hear your crazy laugh once more.

I could go on and on about this. But i better not.
Lemme just say this:

I miss you, V.

Ask the right questions, and i'll tell you what you wanna know.

Yes yes. My pimples are getting more by the second. Yes yes. I'm stressed out.right*rolls eyes* Yes yes. PMR coming. Yes yes. I KNOW.

Mum's in KL. Sooo. I'm left alone at home[again]. Since dad works til late at night. Anyway. I'm supposed to help my parents with some work on the computer. But, haven't onlined in soooooo long. All sources of entertainment have been banned/limited.

These past few days has been phew-fying. Seriously... Umm i dunno how to talk about it without revealing much so, i'm not gonna say much about it lar. I guess i've been thinking waaay too much. Haha. A thousand apologies to those who have to bear with me.

Okay. Time to go back to staring at the boooooks.

I'm tired. I'm frustrated.
But i'm fine.=)

I'm lovin' it. Haha.

I love studying. I love studying. I love studying. I love studying.
Studying is good. Studying makes life better. Go! Studying!!

Blahh if only i could convince myself that it is true.
Haha. Oh wells!! =)

Trapped with nothing but my own thoughts..

Meanie jeanie is talking HAHA

I got kicked out of my room cos some 'men' are fixing my cupboard. Don't ask la. So, i'm here. Anyway. School nowadays are pretty boring. But, with the help of some very funny/weird/lame/nice/etc people, it's bearable. =D Nothing much is happening la. What to do?

Yesterday, was talking to Kim when suddenly we started talking about next year. [we were talking about our future and the future of others. AHAHA] Who knows what's gonna happen NEXT YEAR? We don't even know what's gonna happen next WEEK, for goodness sake. Anything is possible. Right? For all you know, i'll be a rich[single]businesswoman who is also a secret agent for the government next time. HAHAH. Riiight.[i watch too much TV...]

Bored la. Oh! They are done. Okay. Gonna check out what they did now.

I am mean..hahahaha

What if i don't want to?

Friday. I can't believe the week is over. The long long week is over. What a weird week this has been. =/

Let's see. A short summary of the week. We didn't have PJ AGAIN. *grrr* Got back all our results. Bored bored bored. We don't do anything anymore. How boring. The good thing is, it's over. Oh, right. Celebrated Merdeka today. =.= I wanted to celebrate MORE. Sighs.

I seriously can't believe august is coming to an end. Fast-nya. Oh!! Ceazaan and co.[hehehe] won the C4R thing!! That's soooo cool!! So yeah. They're going to HongKong.

Ceazaan sat in front of me[and turned around]the entire day today. She's good company. i didn't talk much though.. Ooooh. We have a three-day weekend. Nice.

Out.

Us LAME-Os gotta stick togethaa!

Just a quick one before i go to bed. It's 1.02am.

How long have we known each other? Not that long to be honest. But hey, somehow, we're close. somehow. Haha. All the things we talk about. All the secrets. All the lame stuff we talk about that no one understands. All the 'secret language'. [one good example:penyakit xD]

We get on each other's nerves ALL THE TIME. We often wonder how we can stand sitting next to each other. What with YOU falling asleep in class and ME trying sososo hard to keep you awake...i have to say, we make a good team eh. =D
Hmm. Great minds DO think alike.
All things considered, aren't you glad you're my deskmate??? AHAHA.
And yeah yeah i miss you *rolls eyes*
I'm letting you be perasan cos it's your birthday. Haha.

Babe, together, we rock!! And thanks for being a great friend. Listening to all my complaints.... Helping me with stuff. Tahaning my mooooods. HAHA. Alright. You know i like being sentimental.
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM BER-LY!!

You and me. Back when we both had hair. Hahahaha.

Goodnight everyone.

Nothing fancy. Just this.

Sigh. It's amazing how someone can be oh-so-happy one minute and feel the total opposite the very next minute. Life is full of surprises. xP

How i long for an actual conversation. An actual conversation with an actual person. An actual person who ACTUALLY cares. Til then. My lips are sealed.

Laugh more. Talk more. Love more. Life gets better. oh yeahhh.

Jumping for joy is an understatement

It's been waaay too long since i felt like THIS. =DDDD I LOVE IT!! I feel soooo happy. Haha. Happiness without reason [xP] is the best. And yeah, just had piano lesson. We talked about badminton and my teacher actually connected it to piano. =.= Haha. Talked more than play actually. Cos, kinda neglected the piano during trials. So, couldn't play. ^^

Called aunty florence just now. TODAY'S HER BIRTHDAY!!! She was so happy lar. She sounded shocked too. Hehe. Going out for lunch with her and mum and bro later.

This hols.. I'm gonna spend it at home. Not going out much. =P

Alrighty. More laterrr.

A little too much

Have you ever met someone who actually dislikes you cos of what you have and who you are but tries hard to like you cos, once again, of what you have and who you are?? Don't you think it's weird? At first i thought i was being a little ahemmm but after hearing it[that someone dislikes me...]from my own friend, reality sinks in. [yes kim. I'm talking about THAT her =P]

Well. Don't blame her. I mean, it's hard not to feel the way she does. So yeah. I'm trying to understand and accept her. It's hard... Ahh i don't dislike her or anything. In my opinion, we're friends. ^^

Sigh. I'm just glad i have friends who've got my back. [and me theirs.] Hmm. I wonder. Is that why you guys dislike her soooo much??? xP

Smiles make the world go round

It's over. Trials = Over. PMR = Soon. Hehe.

Anyway. Yeah. Should be darn happy right? Hmm. I guess so. Came home today, and i felt as if i had NOTHING to do. Yups. The useless feeling. There's plenty to be done though... Starting with: CLEANING MY ROOOOOM. It looks like a tornado hit it. Seriously. All the books scattered everywhere. Folded laundry on my big big bed. xP In short, my room's messier than usual.

Oh yes. Rest. Need to get enough rest[like i don't already hahaha] My mum's, once again, pestering me to paint my room. =.=" And yeah, going to KL this sunday. =D Been looking forward to the trip. Haha. Dunno why.

Peace yo..!

I will survive...!

Alright. Day two of trials DONE. Three more days. I can't wait!! It's as if my whole life is being put on PAUSE. And the only thing playing is TRIALS. I want the holidays. But the worst of trials is yet to come. =( Still many more papers. Oh well. It's trials.. TRY-als hehe. I can't believe i put sooo many things on hold. After trials, things are gonna be hectic? Weird? I dunno. It's definitely gonna be DIFFERENT. =/

Anyway. Sejarah paper yesterday was okay la. But then, after hearing how many wrongs the rest of the world's getting, i can't help but think,"I'm doom." Haha. So much for positive thinking.

Im out.

Keep the nonsense to yourself. I'm DONE.

Ahhh. News spreads FAST. And i mean SUPER fast. Can't people just NOT tell other people?? I mean, seriously! I don't need random people coming up to me and asking about it. Sighs. And now, more and more people are getting to know it. Oh wells. What can i do?

Okay. Once again, i'm officially BROKE. Only have *checks wallet* 30cents left. Must remember to get cash from mum. Or else, i'll have to survive without food in the canteen. On second thought, maybe that's not so hard.. hehe.

mewannatalkbutmewannabesilentmedunnowhatmewant. =P

Lame storytelling..

Okay. So, something lame happened in school yesterday. I was sitting at my place finishing some sejarah work. Suddenly phara came to me and said,"JeanLi! Andrea brought some benda haram..!" Haha. Cute right? I had no intention of confiscating whatever 'benda haram' she brought. So just played along.

I got up and phara whispered,"Act as if you know what it is la.." Okaaay. Walked to andrea's place saying,"Andreaaaa what did you bring hmm??" And gave the scary-look. HAHA. Andrea said,"Nothingg... Check my file la.." Cyheetal was laughing. [i saw them keep a file under the table] I said, acting a little bossy,"Open the file for me la." [it was getting obvious that we're just playing around]

So, andrea opened it for me. They were laughing. Phara even said,"Look! It's there!!" She took the file, wanting to show me whatever it was. Then suddenly exclaimed,"Eh!! This is my file!!!" HAHAHA. I was laughing like a mad pig by then. HAHA. How lame is that. Gosh they're so funny la.

Okay. Enough lame-ness. Bye bye.

"Praise You In This Storm" by Casting Crowns

I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

And I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to you
And you raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

But as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

Look at the lyrics. It's really meaningful. And so true...
Enough said.. =)

Random..

I'm still home alone. Parents gone since i came back from church. And it's after 10 now. Sighs. So, finally finished the sivik report. Yeah, finally. Sighs[again]

I hope everything's fine. I reeeaaaally do. Ahh. I didn't know it was so serious. If only. If only. If only. Feel like grabbing the first person i see and telling everything. Haha. Okay, maybe not the first person la. But, you know the feeling.. Alright. I'm out...

can someone just tell me that everything will be fine?

So how now cow wow?

When i blog on monday and tuesday and again on friday, you KNOW something's wrong.. I actually woke up this morning thinking,"Thank GOD it's friday!!" I LIKE fridays. It's the beginning of the weekend la. Today was.... Errmm how should i put it.. Ahh it was interesting. In a disgusting way. HAHA. It's too embarassing[for the person..i mean the PEOPLE. Not me la..] Hmm. I was the unlucky one. Eww eww ewwwww. HAHAHAH. We got to miss a little of sejarah. So, yeah.

ANYWAY. Oh no. I got peiqi's disease.. Forgot what i wanted to say. Darn. Haha. Have been freakishly high this week. Yes. This WEEK. Not DAY or anything less. It's fun.

Ahh. Better end this crappy post before it gets worse.. ^^

Caping...

Sigh. Kim kim kim. Mana lu.. Waiting for her to come online to send me stuff. Haishh. Never mind. I already printed the stuff. hehe. Anyway...

"Kanak-kanak perempuan sudah dianggap lengkap berpakaian dengan hanya memakai sekeping cawat atau caping untuk menutupi kemaluannya. Caping biasanya diperbuat daripada logam yang berbentuk daun ara tanpa ukiran. Bagaimanapun terdapat bukti dan rekod yang menunjukkan bahawa caping diperbuat daripada berbagai-bagai bahan seperti emas, perak, tembaga kuning dan merah, kulit kerang, tempurung, kayu dan kadangkala berbagai-bagai bahan yang dijalin, ditempah atau dipaterikan."

LOL. This is what i found. About caping. It's this metal thing girls used to wear. Isn't it heavy? I wonder... Oh well. Got to finish some other stuff now..

Lame lame lame lame lame

What a lame day. And i'm doing some lame thing now. AHHHH. I'm lame.
What's CAPING?!!! It's a malay word... According to Kim, who did some research, it's a thing people last time used to cover their tempat kemaluan. Hmm. Aiya. The reason i'm online is to find out MORE about 'caping'. How nonsensical.. hehe.

Haish. Today's reeeally lame la. It started with PJ. Ahhh. Ran 3 rounds. HAHAHA. Yeah right. Played football again. Darn lame wehh. The score[at one time]was 3-2 1/2. HAHA. Don't ask me how the HALF got there. Long story. Our 'referee' even played to [quote] "Help the hopeless team." Plus, ceazaan was extra lame. Sikit-sikit, PENALTY!! LOL. Great way to start the day i guess...

Then, it was normal la. You know, talk, sit around, study, blah blah blah. I wonder who the person who's doing all the 'stuff' is.. If or when any of us finds out, i really feel sorry for that fella then. How could she? I really wanna know la.

Okay. Gonna find out EXACTLY what 'caping' is. Sigh.

I love my kilometricoooo! =]

Da dummmm

Okay. I've typed out a few posts and deleted them. So, i'm determined NOT to delete this one. So here goes!!

Right. English oral. It was. Ermm. A little embarassing. But what do i know about embarassing? Aku ni kan muka tebal.. xD It was fun la. Screaming in front of the whole class, acting out our dumb story... Yada yada yada..

Oh yeah! The other day, was sitting on the floor near my beloved door with kim. Then, fazilah suddenly came and ask me,"Are you okay?" I was like,"Uhh. Yeahhh. Why not?" Fazi,"Oh. You look like you're crying." What the crap. HAHA. Funny la. I was laughing la when she saw me. Hehe. Oh well.

Sigh. Another long saturday tomorrow.
My aunt's here. My soon-to-be uncle drove all the way to kedah and took her back. So sweet right?? They had their bridal photoshoot today. We were kinda teasing my soon-to-be uncle about his hair[he barely has any. HAHA. ]

Wheeeee! Addicted to 'Leave Out All The Rest' by Linkin Park....

Haiyoh.

It's times like this that makes me wish i had three-way calling, so i can call both Kim and Peiqi.
It's times like this that makes me wish my brain was the size of Jupiter and ideas would just flow out like water from a tap.
It's times like this that makes me appreciate the noise and the sense of belonging we have in class.
It's times like this that makes me wish time would just stand still and i would have forever to complete this thing.
It's times like this that makes me laugh without reason. Alone.
It's times like this that makes me feel so lonely.
Times like this don't come often.

If you're wondering what the h*** am i talking about, well well well. Oral of cos. What started out to be an interesting drama with a darn complicating plot, is now an 'adult' novel. I really wonder how we're gonna present it tomorrow. What with the kononnya 'short' summary not even done, i really don't know what to do. How is it gonna end? Is the mysterious guy really her brother? Is it another case of incest? What about the baby? Would it live? Hmm. Maybe i should give it some dramatic ending. You know, the girl and the baby dies. And the mysterious guy dies as well. HAHAHA. The easiest ending ever. Everyone dies. Good eh? *grins*

Gosh dudes. We can be waaay ambitious at times. And i mean WAAAAAAY ambitious.[you better not ask to change the storyline again kay?!!] The script's already two pages long. And it hasn't ended. Not yet. I've been sitting here for quite some time.. Not sure how long though.

Back to work...

It's been two weeks. Two LOOOONG weeks. Haha. Yeah not supposed to be online. But had to find the sivik thing. [i have NO IDEA what we're supposed to do with it la!!!org tu tak explain pun...]

Anyway. Yup loads have happened. Ahh where to start huh.. Things have been hectic. Oh.. Let me start from camp la. Easier.. Camp was [surprisingly] OKAY. Fun at times. Despite the silence and the no-response. So yeah. Not bad la. Eventhough i was really dreading it... Hehe. Kim should know. =D

Aiyo. Not gonna list out everything that has happened here la. It's hard. Let's just say there were ups, downs and in-betweens.

Well. Well. Well. OH! I went for the ipoh international run. HAHA. Yes yes. I'm darn lazy when it comes to things like that. I forced myself to go. For YOU PEOPLE la! LOL.

Oh yeah. Penyakit. ARGH. I had it. A few times. Two or three times i think. But it was only for a little while la. It sucks. At least mine's not as serious as kim's. Hers is at peringkat almost-soon-to-be-akhir. ahah.

Okay. Don't think anyone actually understands this post. But whatever.

TO THE PEOPLE WHO MATTERS[mbct til the end]
thank you for always making me laugh.
for tahaning me even when i'm in a freaking mood and when i snap at you.
sorry about that.
thanks again.

Lalalalala.

Gimme an A! Gimme a double S!! ...

Was clearing some stuff last night[didn't really clear anything in the end. HEHE. ]Found the old old OLD A.S.S. book. The dumb club we had in primary. All the 'spying' we did. Haha. I read it again and i have one thing to say, WE WERE IDIOTS. HAHAHA. Seriously. The A.S.S. book is this pink book with a 'cute-ish' pic in front. The pages are pink and light blue. xD See what i mean?

In the book, other than the spying thing[which is too horrible for me to even SAY.]there was a section where we wrote all our crushes. Haha. MAN!! That was fun to read. We were such kids. Oh well, it was so fun then. There's also this part where jia an drew baby sumos of us. That was erm lame. Good times, good times. *hums the dumb 'tammm-tamm' song*

Waiting for mum to pick me up. SCG's finally starting again. Yay? Hmm i guessss. =D
La-di-daaa.

Random

AWWWWW!!

Thanks gurl. You made my day. =D

If you don't understand what his post is about, then don't. Hahaha.
Man. I feel so good now. I feel so....awww. hehehe.

There's so much i don't understand. There's so much i don't want to understand. Why are all these happening? I don't get it. If you people hate each other, why pretend? If you can be so holy and goody goody during CF or GB or just church, why not be the same other times? If you don't like what i have to say, why pretend that you do? If you want to USE me, tell me straight to the face instead of making excuses all the time.
H Y P O C R I T E S.
I don't understand how people can be so hypocritical. And you call yourself a christian... Please. Hold on a second. I'm not saying i'm perfect. I'm not. Not even close. I feel like a hypocrite too at times. at least i admit it.

How many times have i prayed the same prayer?? Asking God what's REALLY happening? I just don't get it. Why? Why? Why? Where have all the passion gone? Why is it only restricted between these four walls? Once people step out of this place, they are totally different people. What happened to the church without walls?

Oh Father. I've not been a good christian. I watched my friends backslide. I don't know what else i can do other than pray and pray and pray. I can't do this without You. I'm torn... I don't want to be just the spectator anymore. But I don't know how. Show me..

Chocolate

Alright i'm gonna crap now. Peiqi has this calender thingy which has the words 'Cocoa Boutique' and the address. And 'Chocolate Gallery' and the address. So, being the lame and curious person i am, i asked, "What's the difference between a cocoa BOUTIQUE and a chocolate GALLERY??" Peiqi ignored me. Haha. She was busy reading the book that she snatched from me while I was reading it. Ish. I just answered my own question. And added some crap."A cocoa boutique sells chocolate-made clothes and a chocolate gallery is for us to LOOK at the chocolate." Well, that got peiqi's attention. She gave me this blur-i-couldn't-care-less-and-i-don't-get-it look. So i continued. "Hmm a chocolate BAKERY is where you get to buy the chocolate and EAT it." And thus, the chocolate thing began...

Cocoa Boutique: Sells chocolate-made clothes
Chocolate Gallery: To look at the chocolates[like a museum]
Chocolate Bakery: Sells chocolate to EAT
Chocolate School: Where you learn ABOUT chocolate
Chocolate Lab: To analyse the chocolate
Chocolate clinic: To treat the chocolate
Chocolate prison: To store the bad chocs....

HAHA. Lame huh? It was funny at the time. We were practically laughing til we went home. That's what you get for snatching a book i was reading. HAH!!

Okay. I'm off to make some calls.

The Ten

I suddenly had this urge to blog. So here i am. =]

The other day peiqi and nyityi were doing this list thing. It's a list where you list out the ten most important people in your life. They asked me to do it too. I told them i was lazy and couldn't think. excuses. The truth? I didn't want to list it out. Maybe it's cos i DON'T KNOW who the ten most important people are. I tried listing it out on my own. I managed to write down one. The other nine were confusing. They still are. I don't know. It's kinda hard to WRITE it all down. Somemore, it's limited to only ten!! It may seem like a lot, but it isnt. I would write one name down, and start thinking it was unfair to the others whose names i didn't write. =.= So typical of me. I'm still trying to figure out who the TEN are. Haha.

Hmm. I feel really really bad when people tell me stuff and i don't tell them much. Only the things on the surface, not personal stuff. Ahhh. Sorrylar. I'm like that with everyone so don't take it personally.

Grrr. i wish i could shut her up once and for all.

Kay-elle

Back from KL. KL is bad for health la. It causes
1. Mental retardness
Spent the whole day and night yesterday watching senseless TV. Watched some lame cantonese show, episode after episode of SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS, some pathetic singing competition, HOUSE, tom and jerry kids[swts], cartooooons, chicken little and license to wed. Yeah. Almost went crazy. ALMOST. I'm still sane.
2. Kidney failure
The fries they serve there is soooo salty. The McD fries i mean. I wonder how much salt they put. We had to shake the salt off the fries before eating it. Ughh. I finished the WHOLE packet of fries though. =D
3. Mind boggling[not exactly a sickness....]
Okay. I was soooo impressed by the way the people there advertise church. I mean, they were passing some fliers around. My bro got one. It looked like some big party, but it was only advertising their SERVICE. And and and they can afford to provide dinner for everyone and still give away freebies[starbucks, movie vouchers, etc]. It REEEEAALLY looked like an advertisement for a concert or huge party.

So. It's a good thing i'm still alive and well. Haha. It's father's day and i'm at home watching The Simpsons' alone. Sigh.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.

Update

Okay. I'm really getting lazy. Gonna say a few things then i'm out.

This week. Ahh. What a crazy week. I really don't know how to describe my week. =D

Let's talk about my weekend then. Hahaha. Going to KL. Will be missing Starwalk. Going SHOPPING. HAHA. It's been waaay too long since i last shopped. So, haha.

Aiya. Short one ni lar. So, it's super short. Oh well.

Wedding bells...

I tried to resist from saying ANYTHING about the wedding til the day comes closer. But, haha. Can't tahan ad. The wedding's on the 7th of december 2008. Okay, in case you're blurring, i'm talking about my aunt's wedding[FINALLLYYY!!]Yup. After many many years of being single, she was introduced to a brother of my mum's friend[yes my mum was the middle person]After two years, he proposed to my aunt. HAHA. Was sooo shocked when i heard about it. He proposed with A HUNDRED ROSES. Goshhh.

Anyway. The wedding. They're planning it right now. Behind me. =P I don't really know all the details. They're having the wedding IN MY HOUSE. AHHHHH!! I don't stay in a big house la. I stay in a single storey terrace, for goodness sake. Haihhh. Soooooo surprised when i heard it. The dinner's pretty grand too. They plan to have it at some big restaurant. More than 200 guests. Man. Now, they're planning who's doing what. Blah blah blah.

My aunt and mum were trying to convince me to wear a skirt. HAHA. As if they'll succeed la. And then, my mum said that i should wear a skirt for the wedding. My aunt agreed whole-heartedly. Typical. My entire family's against me on this. We shall see what happens!! They even offered to take me shopping for one. =.= [YES,i'm PROUD to say i don't own any skirt/dress/??? other than my prefects' skirt. ]

Aih. TV's been on the whole day. Watched tennis, football, CSI, numb3rs and some nonsense shows. My grandma is darn emotional weh. Especially when it comes to sports. Tennis mainly. Oh, now they're discussing the invitation cards. Hmmm.

A child's prayer

Dear GOD,
Your little child is afraid. Afraid of what is awaiting her. Give her the reassurance once again. She wants to know where her passion for You is. This little child does not ask for much. She only asks of Your protection over those she really cares about. She's been feeling a little out of touch lately. Oh Father, what happened to the little child we all grew to know and love? Where is she? Bring her back please...Your little child here is hungry. She's looking for more of You. Light up the fire once again. That much she asks.

Amen.

So. It's 2am. Great. Since this evening, something weird's been happening. And it's not the price increase of petrol. Sure, it's drastic and all, but that's not what i mean. There's something. I'm not sure what. Hmm. Could it be....errr lack of food? Impossible. i barely ate in school. So, what is it then? *shrugs* Can't really figure this one out. What have i been doing differently these past few days? Nothing? Oh well. Let's just see what happens then. maybe that's not such a great idea.....

Lalalala. I probably need my 'beauty' sleep. HAHA.

Midnight!!

Alrighty. It's a little after midnight. Buuuut. Haha.

HAPPY BUUUURFDAY TO YOUUUU
HAPPY BUUUURFDAY TO YOUUUU
HAPPY BUUUUUUUURFFFDAYY[waaaay off key]to RRAAAAACHHHEEEEEL
HAPPY BUUUURFDAY TO YOUUUU!!!!

Haha. Seeeeee?? Nice nice?? LOL.

List.

Whoa. It's 9.22pm now. Somehow, it feels like it's only 7 or something. Haha. Lalalala.
Long time since i made a list....

THE TOP TEN THINGS I MISS ABOUT SCHOOL
[don't ask why la]
10. The joy of being in class when the teacher leaves. HAHA.
9. Making lame jokes in class
8. Being rushed to go for recess =.=
7. RECESSSS [hahaha]
6. The feel of the sweat dripping after going ALL OVER school looking for one particular person.
5. Teasing people about weird stuff
4. Laughing at the dumbest things
3. Going HIGHHH
2. FAT CAT!!!!![hehe]
1. All of you guys.... [you know who you are HAHAHA]

Haha. I like listing things out. Well well well. I'm off to watch TV and finish up the big packet of chocolates i have waiting for me.

Do i seem shallow to you? Cos i feel darn shallow right now. =P

Nonsense

School starts in less than a week. Dum da dumm.
For the first time in a long long time, i have nothing to say.
There's so much to tell.
Yet nothing to say.
You get what i mean?
LOL. Never mind.

I'm gonna lock myself in the room now.
Til 'we' meet again.

Signing out,
Aku

Laugh. Cry. Talk.

Oh gosh. Read some blogs. Talked to some people[okay, one person]. There's only one thing in my mind now. NOW WHAT? Good question. VERY good question. A good question deserves a good answer, which i don't have right now. I know i know. This is so random. HAHA. Forget it.

Anyway, i hope tomorrow turns out fine. Ah what am i saying???? It will. So, Rach can't make it. Adrian won't be joining us. His excuse? He has to go to school. PATHETIC. Please, adrian yap jin ming and school don't go together. HAHAHA. I'm being evil. What are we gonna do again? Bowl? LOL. We're gonna do things to 'strengthen our relationship' or something like that. We shall see eh.

I'm gonna say the same thing i've said many many times before. TIME PASSES SO FAST!! It's june already. Aiya. Right now, i don't really care. HAH.

You know, i wish they would at LEAST be considerate. And NOT talk about all THAT in front of me. I don't wanna hear all those. You could say i'm trying to hide from reality. But, whateverrrr. Things are getting worse by the minuteee.

tick tock tick tock

Change..

This is gonna be a little weird. So here goes.
Haha. Now lagi weird.

Well. Talked to Sam earlier today. And yeah. He wanted to go out to hang with joel tomorrow. But after talking, we decided to go out on sunday after service[so, we 're not going to harvest time. haih. ]Talked about many stuff. Many happenings that i obviously wasnt aware of. [Duh i've been missing in action for so long]and i came to the conclusion that people change. And things aren't always what they seem.

How i wish things would be like what it used to be. That's just wistful thinking. If only life was simpler. It isn't. That's the beauty of it all. Agreed? The wrongs in life make the rights sooo much better. It's amazing how drastic that change can be. I can't believe it myself. But. As i look at it carefully, i realize that it was always like this. I've only been too blind to see. Maybe i didn't want to admit it. *shrugs*

All this 'people change' thing makes me wonder. Have I changed?? Am i worse?? I seriously hope not. Hmm maybe change is good. Hahaha. Well, it is. In some ways. Haha. I guess i'm more outspoken now???? Alright, i'm a little TOO loud. I admit it. =D

No matter what happens. I'm always here.

Me. Out.

Hehe? please

Okay. You know those moments where you can't help but roll your eyes? Well well well. I had those moments one too many times. Some people can be so hmm i don't know how to put it. Let's just say they're not very likable. =]

And and anddddd i just found out, I'M NOT ALONE!! Haha. I mean, i'm not the only one who really really really appreciates Peace cell membersss. You guys rock you know that?? [i can hear some people saying,"Yes i know." Lol.] I don't have a proper picture of you guys la. All the pics are nonsense. [Especially the gay pics of adrian, daren and sam xD] I hope the plan to go out next week works.

Alright. Now i'm REALLY out.

surprise...

I'm angry. Furious. Boiling mad. How could she do this to us???? Who does she think she is?? It's obvious she only cares about THOSE people. We, on the other hand, are left to rot. I look forward to it EVERY YEAR. And she just, ARGH. How could she?? There's no reason whatsoever for her to do it. I've tried understanding. Tried seeing things from YOUR point of view. I still don't get it. What are you thinking? You know what, i feel like just not caring. But i know i won't. Haih. I'm gonna do something. Take my word for it.

Ugh.
I'm out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!

Michelle's birthday partayy!

Okay. I better blog about this before it becomes old news. Haha. It's still pretty hot right now. xD Here goes. Met up with michelle, Sim and Jaymee at the kopitiam at about 1. So, yeah, we went walking around til about 3. Then, we watched.....NARNIA:PRINCE CASPIAN. woooo! Haha. Yes, we found another guy to go GA-GA over. Haha. Too bad we didn't get to take pic with King Peter. xD Call us crazy if you must. One lesson i learnt, TGV is waaaaaay better than GSC. Gosh. The popcorn at GSC is smaller and more expensive. The sound system is not that good. And that incident where i kicked someone's foot and it wasn't sim's[i was sitting at the side]kinda freaked me out. Ahah.

After walking around for a few hours, we bought the cake and headed to MP. Where the partay would be. Started eating. And eating. And eating. AND eating. HAHA. Wanted to make it worth the cash we paid mar. After dinner[alright so, DURING dinner as well]we took many pictures. HAHA. The people there probably thought we were nutsss.

Vivian kinda dared us to finish the spicy spicy bowl of tomyam and WE DID IT!! I loved the tomyam!! Haha.

In the toilet. HEHE. Don't have to know what we were doing. Okay, the pics are not in order la. So, bear with it. Haha. We pindah-ed table[like nomads]. Acting emo. Haha. Was pretty tired at that time.
ME: I also want cakeeeee. =(

Pose pose poseeee. Lol.

From the top[L to R]: Evon, Sarafong, Vivian, Huini, Jaymee, Michelle, Sim, ME, Monteiro.

In the toilettt. The toilet is AIRCONDITIONED. Gosh. Better than my room man. HAHA.

Lol. I find this very interesting. Do they even CHECK if we waste food? What more, weigh the wastage??
I can seee the light!!xD

Lol. This is proof that we're crazy. That's me and evon on the floor. Haha.

ME: May i present to you....THE GENTS!!

Michelle and sim:Ooooooooolala.

Eh wait. Whose birthday was it again? Haha.
Modelssss. Lol. MP's gonna be darn famous thanks to us. Hehe.
Oh yeah. Coldstorage. Right right. We went shopping there. Look at these sakkais. HAHA. People were staring. I wonder if the trolley can still move properly.

Alrighty. Last pic. I have more. But nahh. Too many la. Hmm. What were we pointing at?? LOL. Nonsense wehh.

Hahhh. It was so fun. I had a really great time. We should do it again sometime soon. HAHA.

Just for the record, I DON'T CAMWHORE. this is the first time. =]