So this blog doesnt rot and die. =)

Merry belated christmas y'all.

Christmas doesnt end just 'cause the world says it does.

More updates about camp (yes i know, it was last week) and christmas and all that some other time. Gotta go get ready and stuff.

Have a great day.

Keep it quiet

Ahhhhhh. Camp is coming camp is coming camp is coming!

Really wanna thank those awesomeawesome people who've been coming to church every single day hahahaha. =) We have been having fun. Kinda. But yeahhh still plenty to do. I should be working on it now. Heh. Anyways...

It's been a busy weeek. Last saturday, went for RALT. pffft. Yes i was being positive. Got a problem with that? It was... okay. Then right after, on tuesday, went to PENANGGGG. I had a good time. Eventhough i was pretty much half asleep the whole time. Haha. What do you expect la? After a four days camp somemore. Came back, started with work ad. Til now. =D

It's like non-stop you know? But then again. I'm not complaining. Bahh. Never mind. Just know that we'll be in church everyday til we finish our stuff. Tomorrow's another day. I'll elaborate more another time. Really gotta go be hardworking!

Okay..

I'm OFFICIALLY scaredandnervousandsadand.... =/

I said sorry

I heard them. Talking about me. =/ i don't like it.
Sorry i'm such a disappointment.
Sorry i'm not who you think i am.
Sorry i can't be who you want me to be.
Sorry i'm indifferent sometimes.
Sorry.

HAH. Forget that. Tomorrow's a brand new day. Tomorrow's gonna be different. It's gonna be a good day. *nodnodnod* Ignore the bad, focus on the good right? YEAHH! =))

Say hello

Why is it that when there's so much to be done i want to do nothing? Pffft. Rachel, DUDE, i need you la.*think booklet..* Goshh. Darn you spm. End, QUICK! xP

I wonder if we'll be like them. Somehow, i doubt it. Hmm bro is good at cheering people up. All he does is talk nonsense. But it works. =) Muahahaha i'm waiting for the loads of chocolate. And i'm guessing some jelly sweets too? We shall wait and see.

It's december already.. Goodness me. Time flies. *cheers* The faster the better. Wait, no, holidays please go slooooow. I'm gonna enjoy every second of it..

Gradnite 09 =)

This week the trend

Lol sorry tempted to add the last bit. *points up* Anyway came back from breakfast a while ago. Holidays started this week. WOOTS! =)

It started like usual, church and all. Showed our camp promo video during service. Hahaha. Credits to joel who stayed up til 7am to complete the vid and sam too, for being by his side. LOL.

Tuesday. Yenfong's birthday. CLICK to find out more about that day. Heh. This is me being lazy again. We had fast and pray in church that night. Yeah. God rocks.

Let's skip wednesday okay? Thursday. We went to Rena's for booklet. It was alright. We did quite a lot. haha. Considerably la. Thanks to those who came!

Friday. Went around town running errands with parents. Bought tickets for movie. Relatives came. Yada yada yada. Saturday. Went to Jusco in the morning. Met up with ceazaan. Yups just the two of us. Watched new moon at 11. HAHAHA. Walked around. Eat. Then she went home. My relatives were there. Wanted to go for youth BUT.  Bahh. Didnt get to go. No transport and cos had to teman grandparents and aunts. They can really shop. We walked home cos dad had worship prac for today. It rained. Haha. So, we walked under the rain. Yes even me grandparents. Hahah. =D

Dinner at night. Then watched tv til late at night. Sleep. Then breakfast this morning. They woke me up early in the morning.. =.= Oh yeah grandma's staying for 2weeks. Kays gotta go get ready for service. Huh aunts and grandparents going to parade now.

Say what you want. Whatever la.
Give me another year and i'll be out of your faces.
And i can't wait.

I'll show you.
Don't expect to see me anymore after that.

Facebook

I just got facebook.
By 'just got' i really mean JUST GOT. As in a minute ago? Yeah. Very new to this thing. Don't worry, am not gonna be obsessed over it or whatever. No pics yet. But ahhh. Soon. I think. =P Lazy me.
Why did i get facebook? Many reasons. Haha. One of it is ..... camp. =)

KIM, YOUR TURN!

Tonight was a good night. =)
lol one-handed drummer.

Holidays come quick!
Youthcamp's gonna rock. *thumbs up*

My printer's out of ink. =/
did anyone notice that the words i printed were not black? =D
Oh did i mention..
RACHEL IS COMING FOR CAMP!!*cheers*

anyway. it's late.
Wishing all SPM and STPM peeps ALL THE BEST. =)
Remember, God's with you all the way.

Goodnight.

no weird dreams tonight.. please?

The time and day of now

Okay first of all. Thousand apologies to those whose texts i didn't reply. Which is all who texted me today. Real sorry. For those who i'll see in school tomorrow, i'll probably talk to you about it in school before you see this. But for the others, i hope you see this. Um don't really wanna talk about it now..

ANYWAY. It's promo time!! Alrighty people. It's that time of year again. What time is it? YOUTH CAMP TIME!! Yuppp. This year, our camp theme is X-TREME MAKEOVER. *cheers* Are you excited?? Yes? No?? I AM. So. Camp details. 17th - 19th Dec. A little later than usual. At the GRAND kampar hotel.(Note: GRANDD)Haha. Speaker, Ps Jason Wong. Fees, RM 150.

I honestly believe that its gonna be a life-changing experience. For myself and all who attends. I mean, hey. We gotta start somewhere right? Camp is gonna be AWE-SOME. Because God is AWE-SOME. For more info, check out the CGBC YOUTH IPOH blog. =)

My goal(okay this is sorta a reminder to myself): get work done before december. Procrastinating is the one thing we do best. *thinks rena's place, 2008. *

Okay. Off to bed.

Oh by the way adrian, i solved the rubik's cube.(no thanks to you)=D

The five approaches

Voca people cheered me up. =)

Well well well. Another long weekend ahead. breathe girl, breathe..
So. We got our moral papers yesterday. And here's something interesting. Uh no. It has NOTHING to do with moral. Well, almost nothing. We found out different ways to ask a teacher for marks.

1. The negative approach.
Now, the negative approach goes something like, you walk up to a teacher and ask,"Tak boleh ke cikgu??" This approach usually does not work. It's NEGATIVE right? Teachers will probably answer,"Memanglah tak boleh." Student will then walk back to her seat, defeated.

2. The positive approach.
The opposite of the negative approach. Obviously. This time, you go to a teacher and say,"Cikgu, ini boleh kan?" Saying it like a statement rather than a question. The teacher, seeing you so positive, will probably check out to see if what you're saying is correct. See? By being positive, you get a positive reaction!

3. The confident approach =.=
I do not suggest this approach. I really don't. Student goes up to the teacher and say,"Cikgu, saya rasa jawapan saya ini amat rasional." Please do not try this. You will not get any attention from the teacher and she won't do anything.

4. The begging approach.
I did not observe this yesterday. But, it is known to happen. Student begs for marks, says something like,"Tolonglah cikgu. Satu sahaja. Satu!" Sometimes it works. If that particular teacher is extra kind. And perhaps a few tears will help. But most of the times, the student will be brutally turned away and the outcome? Fail.

5. The honest approach.
People who use this approach usually have reasons to get that extra marks. For example, the teacher marked or counted wrongly. But make sure you're totally honest. This approach works all the time. 100% success. Guranteed. Unless your teacher is a monster la.

So yup. You see the different methods to get marks? The best is the positive and honest approach. I strongly recommend studying and to not go asking for marks if you do not deserve it. Be honest when doing the paper and when checking it too. You'll feel better even if you fail or get 0, trust me.

After staring at the word 'approach', it's starting to look weird. Did i spell it wrongly? Hmm. Darn i'm hungry already!! Even after eating the entire tray of honeydew and watermelon earlier. =)

Til next time.

My whole life is Yours
I give it all

Surrendered to Your Name
And forever I will pray
Have Your way

Have Your way

-arms open wide-

Hillsong United

Why is it so hard to just let go sometimes? Why is it so hard to admit defeat? Why is it that pride is always standing in the way? If only answers come as easily as questions do. What is this feeling? Why is it so easy to say yet so hard to actually do? It's so easy to say, LORD, I surrender ALL to YOU. But come monday, all that's said and done on sunday is thrown out the window.

It's as if nothing happened. Why do we even bother sometimes? Honestly. Why do we keep trying? Why is it so hard to trust? To know that things really WILL be alright. The words come so easily. How many of us really believe that? To trust will all our hearts that He has a plan.

Someone once told me, it's good to ask questions. It's good to wonder. Doubt is normal. It's all part of growing up. It's part of the 'process'. It helps to strengthen our relationship with Him. So, then, why do i feel like how i feel now? Hiding everything is easy. It doesn't take much to cover up. But the more the cover up, the more insecurity breaks into that cover. The easier hurt enters.

I'm pushing aside my pride and saying that i cannot do it alone.
I need help.
Lord, i need You now more than ever.
We need You.

Cute.

DO NOT MAKE A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT FOR ME.
i repeat
DO NOT MAKE A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT FOR ME!!
You know who you are.

So. Exams are over. Nothing to shout about actually. Despite everything that has to be done, all that's happening, i'm bored. Haha i know i have a very short attention span. Anyway. Church tommorrow. We have a meeting for camp at 9.30 and then prayer til 2nd service and then yea service. Still thinking whether or not to go for games.

Yesterday, went to church at 6.30pm for the kindy concert. Talked to sam after. He has a good point about twitter. It catches people's attention. And pastor leroy has a point or two too. He has facebook. So yeah, it got me thinking. Honestly, who reads every word of blog posts? It's long. And draggy. Bah, never mind. Will elaborate another time.

No long post today.

I got the first question wrong

Well. I should really update more often. *exhales* Deepavali weekend was wasted. Translation: Didn't study as much as i could have. BUT i had fun. Let's see. Dinner two nights in a row. Steamboat on saturday. Taiping on sunday. And and and we went to the zoo! Haha hilarious.

Monday. Nothing much. Lazed around, studied here and there. Tuesday. School. Bah. Today. School. Continued with finals. Darn you finals.. Feeling unprepared. Tired. Nervous. Stressed out. Yups. Yay. But ah at least we laughed a lot today. Lol. Moral and accounts tomorrow. Chem on friday. Ugh.

Anyway. Have been having weird dreams. Hehe. I guess everyone knows about my latest one. Thanks to ceazaan's big mouth. Haha. But yeah. I dreamt we stole pnchan's car. HAHAHA. There was a whole group of us in the car. Funny. It was because some juniors broke some rule and we thought we could handle it. YEAH RIGHT. So, we went to pnchan's car to 'settle' it. Haha. What a place to meet.

Long story short, we met with an accident lol. Oh yeah and weili came chasing the car and shoved us some tickets saying, "Pnchan says to meet her at the tambun lost world playground." We ended up back at school. And when we [or rather just me]walked up the stairs, it was in church. =.= And my dad was having worship practice with a bunch of really cekap people. The whole youth was there dancing and singing away. Huh. Strange.

Hahah. =) Okayla. I should really study. C'mon people! Only 7 more days!! And yeah i got the first question of sej paper 1 wrong. Haha.

Not dead!

Oh man i'm not letting this die. Not yet anyway. First of all, sorry for not doing anything to the class blog. Hehh.. Sorry la. Later? =P *don't kill me wailynnnnn* Okay i don't have much time. This is gonna have to do. Still recovering. So, no long post today.

For those who don't know, i was sick after, more like during, the choir competition on tuesday. Yeah absent from school and all. Feeling much better of course. But still not 100% healthy yet. Grr exams coming soon, too. ANYWAY. I did not simply skip school. =.= I had an OFFICIAL doctor's letter.

Ahhhh i got to go already. Bahhh. Never mind. Tomorrow's another day! =) Take good care y'all. Don't get sick like me. It's no fun. Another reminder: FINALS ARE NEXT WEDNESDAY!! Study study study! Remember to read your komsas. Lol i had a dream where none of us read it for exams and puttyokeyin had to lend us her short[and i mean really short] notes. HAHAHAHA. lame..

Okay til next time!

If you could see?

Hmm listening to some miley cyrus songs. Ahh my bro downloaded ALL her songs/ albums. Including all the hannah montana ones. =.=" It happened one very random night.. We downloaded taylor swift's too. Lol. Never mind haha. And well, some of her songs are not bad. Really. Don't worry i'm still not a fan. =) It's all very... 'inspirational' in a disney kinda way. Haha you know what i mean.

There's a party going on outside my house. Ah noisy noisy. Neghbour's son's wedding. Yups. Reminds me of my aunt's wedding last year. Allyson, nicky, my bro and i went to the church opposite. We sat there, made noise, talk til they allyson and nicky left. And the circus stayed in my house.

Okay i'm getting annoyed by miley cyrus. Like i said, not a fan. SOME of her songs are nice. The more err how do i put this, PERKY ones? Is that the word? Yeah well, annoying.

Alrighty, til next time!


i miss my bob and your red hair...

Raya hols have started =/

Holidays are hereee. I don't want today to be a holiday! I really don't.

If we were in school now, it would be RECESS. But then again, two periods of physics? Waiting and waiting for the bell to ring. Hmm. At least we don't have much homework this time! =D Still have to complete the addmath exercises though. That's what happens when you miss TWO lessons in a row. =/

We've been busy with gradnite lately. Rushing and rushing to finish the invitations. Supposed to give it out today, but hello? It's a holiday. Ishhh. We should open an invitation making factory.. We're meeting again next thurs right? Oh yeah, we're a crazy lot. =)

OOO!! Yesterday's assembly was so... cool?Hahaha. They let the students LOOSE. I mean it! We went around wishing people. Selamat hari raya, MERRY CHRISTMAS, happy CNY, Deepavali etc etc. It was fun while it lasted. The one thing i'll miss about school when it's over is the madness. Yes, the PEOPLE. =)

A few days ago, i conducted a survey. HAHA. I found out that, in a day, the average times people bathe is 2-3. There are some who are a little extreme, bathing ONCE a day or FOUR times. Hahaha. And and and 3/4 of the people i asked suffer from period pain.

I wonder, who IS Jeanette's 'person'?? She must be soooo free, i tell you. Err 4S1-ers will know what i'm talking about. Ohmygosh. I would love to know who it is!! If you are reading this, you better be careful. There's a whole ARMY waiting for you. It's just a matter of time. *does the evil scientist laugh* I hope it's not an insider job. That would be... Darn you.

I'll be blogging again soon.
I think there's a lizard under my piano. Grr.

we were talking about heeels, family,boyfriends and facebook.. =)

Close your eyes and count to ten

Mehh lazy lazy lazy!! I need to be disciplined!! Anyway, spent the weekend mostly in church. Like last time.. Haha. Let's start from yesterday.

Yesterday. Went to school for GB. We made SUSHI. Ours was not bad okay! =D Overall the meeting was okay, considering... If you were there, you know how i was la.. Never mind that. After GB, had lunch, then went to church for practice. Bro and i were early. Then YOUTH. Lepak around a while after youth. Just a while la. Reached home around 6.30? Parents went out. So yeah. Was still in GB tshirt and jeans. Haha. At night, had guests in the house. They watched football. There goes my Saturday.

Today. AH. Church again. Haha. Went at 10.30 as usual. Was early again. But not the earliest. Walked in to see waikit wearing only one sock =.= Then prayer. MAKAN. Prayer [for service]. 3rd service. Oh we should eat in mamak more la. HAHAH we pay so little but yet, we are pretty full. Very good!

It's nice to be back in action after MIA-ing for so long. Youth camp coming up. We shall gather at rena's every single day again!! Like last year. And the guys would just sit there doing nonsense while a few of us ACTUALLY do work. But its fun. We get to go to Jusco to 'buy supplies' but end up watching a movie and having dinner there. HAHA. IGORRRR!!

OH OH OH. We have another one week holidays again, next week! WE ARE GOING OUT. I don't care. It's been such a long time since all of us went out together. Right?? By US, i mean the 'percy-ians', eventhough percy is GONE.

Okay enough time wasted here! I had a good weekend. =)

Bouncebouncebounce

I shouldn't.
I know.
But i am. =/

I really really really shouldn't be here. Haven't finished the masks yet. OH NO. And the forum's tomorrow. Ahaha. Whoops i spelled her name wrongly. =P Never mind. Well well well. I like the new dismissal time. It's so. Happy-fying. REALLY! So nice. If only it's like this the whole year round. Hahah i'm so greedy.

Ah daddy wanna use the computer.

On a random note:
"My God *dumdumdum*..."
"...is an awesome God, He reigns.."
"...is BIG."
*silence. burst out laughing.*

Til next time!

I came online. Just to find no reply. *screams*
Ohmygosh i'm getting lazy!!!! I must must must discipline myself!!
BAH just when i thought things would be all nice and quiet.
i have no idea what to do, no idea what's gonna happen.
Everything i thought was true turned out to be not.
MEHHHHHHHH. =/ TELL ME WHAT TO DO PLEASE.
*screamsandscreamstriescalmingselfdownsucceeds*

There. Much better. =)

HELLOOOO EVERYBODY! HAHA. ahh...

WOOT school. You have no idea how much i'm dreading it! No, not because of homework. Bah. Let's not think of school just yet. Anyway, my bro is back. He's gonna start WORKING. No he hasnt finished his studies. Just doing his industrial training.

Have been watching and RE-watching movie after movie. =P Watched half of NARNIA earlier today. Gonna continue after this. =) OH it's merdeka!! Haha. Oh man oh man oh man. Haven't updated this thing since kimmy's bday. So much has happened!

My hols have been good. Yeah i was bored most of the hols. Haha spent a lot of time annoying my bro and mum. Hahaha. Been listening to YELLOWCARD and disney a lot. Such a contrast i know.

Hmm this is preetty pointless. Whatever. YAY NARNIAA.

i hate liars

Well. What is there to say? Just. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Wishing you here cos didn't text you due to obvious reasons... Gonna keep this short and sweet. Actions speak louder than words, remember? =) Once again, happy birthday you small eyes little piggie dude! Let's go out when you're back. I miss my big black balloon. =(

BEBO

Hahaha. Did you people ever take/ create one of those 'How Well Do You Know *insertname*' quiz?? Haha. WELL. WE used to. During primary, especially. Haha man.. I even created a quiz for HSOM-ers. Doink betul. But honestly, primary was fun. Our school was[is]so small, everyone knew everyone. Choral speaking was THE BEST. Of course, trying to control the people was a headache. Classes were fun. We knew the menus for recess everyday. We had amazing singers [haha qayyum]

Anyway. Just looking at those old old quizzes brings back good memories. I have a feeling i'll be telling my grandkids about HSOM next time. =D Back then, the future seemed so bright. Friendship was so easy. I wonder how everyone's doing now.. Hmm. I'm sure everyone's changed. I mean, we were just kids la. We were kids who knew how to have fun. Hahaha. The football matches we had-boys vs girls-were so cool!

Alright enough about HSOM for now. Back to reality. =/

Hehe one of yfong's quiz ques was:
How to make me[yfong]cry??
Ans: Bring me to see something or someone so ugly and annoy me.
HAHAHAHA.

Goodnight.

Time to get serious. *nodnodnod*
Time to move on. *nodssomemore*
Yup. Are you with me? *awkwardsilence*

Playing with digital watches is very addictive. REALLY.
CF was okay today. C came for CF!! =D
Oooo another camp. Wanna go? *grins*
I like volleyball.
Tomorrow's a school day. Joy..
MR WONG IS LEAVING MGS!! =( I'll miss him la. I honestly thought he'll be here forever! Or at least til we leave. What's gonna happen to the plants?? The gardens?!! THE KEBUN ANGKATS?? Sad la.. Let's do something nice for him before he goes. Okay?

I'm getting tired of this. *short attention span betul*

Just wait and see..

There is hope for me yet
Because God won’t forget
All the plans he’s made for me
I have to wait and see
He’s not finished with me yet

Still wondering why I’m here
Still wrestling with my fear
But oh, He’s up to something
And the farther on I go
I’ve seen enough to know
That I’m, not here for nothing
He’s up to something

wait and see =)
-brandon heath-

Youtube is an amazing creation. haha.

Today is all that matters

Mehhh. That is the craziest news i've heard all day. No, wait. One of the craziest.. I should be studying now. Chem not done, sej not done, ahh who knows what happened to addmath?!! Haven't touched it in so long. =/ Hahaha i'm not perfect. What do you want from me?
*sorry to disappoint, weiching. =)*

Sorry for the absence. A lot has been going on. Currently having piawai. Waiting for everything to be over. HOLIDAYS YO! =D Went for youth on saturday. I KNOW. After a long long time. Almost 2 months i think. Haha. It felt GOOD. A little strange at first, cos you know, long time not there, not sure what to expect.. But it was alright. Went to KL yesterday. Took back two INTI pillows and an INTI blanket with plenty of INTI bags. Lol. My bro's so semangat INTI HAHAHAHA.

Aiks. Time's up!

"Eating?!!"
"Don't disturb me! I eat when i'm depressed."
"Okaay. So, why are you depressed?"
"Cos I'm eating.."*grins*
Haha lame la.

Perkhidmatan dibatalkan

My room is so clean!! =D I'm happy to be able to walk and not trip over anything. Haha. Anyway, i'm stuck at home again. Ah. Weather so hot somemore. I should really study/ get some homework done/ SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE. Instead, i'm here. Tried watching transformers, but kept on getting distracted. Never mind.

Walked home alone today. Yeah yeah dangerous.. whatever. lol. Well, my usual route was blocked. BLOCKED. So sad man. Had to take the longer way. Crossed more roads. But hey, i'm home. I'm safe. I'm happy. Hahaha. Dedication service at WMSI was..... We didn't do much actually. Their canteen is so small compared to ours. Then again. There are so few of them..

Okay la. I'm off to do something productive!
See ya.

Painkillers are yummy

Man! It's been so long since i came online. Ah where to start where to start. Everyone's been sick. Why eh? Kimmy, ceazaan, the two H1N1 victims-harmina and farah. Hahaha. Well, i won't exactly say that i was sick. Just a slight flu, lost of voice for a few days.... =P Oh wanna hear something funny? You know how people can pull, strain, sprain, ter-stretched their muscles? Usually in the legs or arms? Weeell. I did the same. To. My. JAW. HAHAHAH. Funny.. But yeah. It's true. According to bro, i eat and talk waaay too much =.=

YLPT was okay. Really. I enjoyed the night. We actually studied! I don't know why people share mattresses/ pillows/ blankets when they have their own.. Weird. Lol. Yeah yeah i shared a mattress too. Kononnya wanna wake up early for drill. Haha.

I've been looking forward to this weekend for a very long time. Supposed to be FREE. Going to WMSI tomorrow for the dedication service. Something like the MYC one i think. Oh well.

AH there's so much i wanna say!! =)
Whatever.

OH WE'RE GOING FOR THE DRILL CAMP! hahahah. I know. We're weird for actually WANTING to go for it. Never mind. It's gonna be interesting. Really! We're even joining the competition.. Lol.

And kim, the feeling will go. Just ignore it and you'll be alright. YES i'm serious.

i cried out to no reply
and i can't feel You by my side
so i'll hold tight to what i know
You're here and i'm never alone
Never Alone
-barlow girl-

YES and AMEN

Last post: 1st July.. Huh.

Grr. School again tomorrow. Sad. Bah.
Oh according to pn jamnah, the pmr top scorers get RM15. We shall see. Not bad ah 15 bucks. Considering there was so many of us. I expected RM5. =P

Haha the 'Yes and Amen' song is stuck in my head. "God said yes and i know that i'm blessed...." Today's weather was[is]sooooo nice. If only we had nice weather everyday. And for some reason, white was THE colour at church today.. Hm i'm being very random now. Okay. It's 7pm ad.

Have a good week!

GB CAMP '09

Okay.. Before it gets super old [though i doubt it will =D] CAMP WAS AMAZING!! It was the best GB camp i've been to, so far. Haha maybe i'm a little biased. =P But you have to admit, it was GREAT. Warning: This is gonna be a very long post.

So, on the 27th of June, school replacement. Yeah it was a saturday. A bunch of us brought our luggage and what nots to school in the morning. The day just flew by. Really. After recess, we found out that there were some stolen things from the PR. CAMP STUFF. So, ceazaan and i reported it. It's a long story la. Will tell it some other time. Okay, then we got out from class early. Ah couldn't concentrate also anyway. Haha.

We carried stuff up the bus, made sure we had everything and everyone, man. It was tiring. OH OH. We had a FULL drum set, an electric guitar, a BASS and two amps. =) Praise the Lord man. At first we didn't even have ANY of that. God provides right?

When we reached, OHMYGOODNESS. The place was 0.0 NICE. It was like a BIG banglo. Hahaha. I mean, it's like a banglo, only bigger with a pool and a basketball court. Aiya I didn't 'cheat' you guys!! Had NO IDEA there was a bball court there. The hall was a little small. At first, didn't know whether or not there will be enough space, but =D there was MORE than enough space. Wheee. Briefing. Distributed tshirts. OHH IT'S SO NICE LA. Only a little too blue. But still, it is NICEEE. The tshirt i mean. Heh. ICEBREAKER! FUNNN. I got 12th.. =.= Lame. Lunch was alright. Food was not bad. Then then then. FIRST WORSHIP. Woooot. Just like any first worships, it was not superly awesome but still GOOD.

Moving on. WATER GAMES! Hahahaha. Quite nonsensical-ish. HAHAHA. Play play play. Got wet wet wet. After the games, everyone else went back. Andri and i 'cleaned up' HAHAHA. We ended up sitting there playing with the eggs while people got us extra wet. Cis. We had a GREAT TIMEEEE. Only some minor injuries la. We got HIGH. Sat around the pool before bathing. We weren't allowed to swim. =( OHHHH DID I TELL YOU?? Our room was RIGHT IN FRONT of the poool!! It's like, open the door, first thing you'll see is THE POOL!!!!! =D

Yeah. After that, dinner time! Oh by the way, i found the guys' toilet and brought the comms there. That was like our own personal bathroom cos for some reason, no one goes there. Hm.. Last year's GBcamp was the same too. Wonder why. After dinner, had our first session. It was alright. Then then then.. HIGH PRAISE!! Oh man oh man oh man! I LOVED IT eventhough it was not perfect, not everyone felt God's presence, there were flaws of course. Haha. Sorry ku enthusiastic about apa-apa pun..

Later, we had a dessert making competition. HEHE. Oh before that, the rest of the comms left to prepare for it. I couldn't leave. I WANTED TO. So fun la prepare stuff. HAHAHA. Instead, i stayed in the hall and entertained the campers. =.=" Don't. Ask. HAHA I DIDN'T SING THE SHAVE!! Dessert competition was because 1. We didn't wanna sleep early. 2. Ceaz wanted to EAT. 3. It's fun!! And we have never done it before, so why not?
After cleaning up, it was time for bed. Eh. I slept early you know. Of course, we sat by the pool til after 12, talking. =) Then a few of us went around to check on people. AHAHAHAHA. Funny. Went back to the room, talked and ate somemore. Took some pics. Me like. We had a very good night's sleep right? =D



Woke up. Bathed. Went around waking people up. Haha. Devotion by the poool. Sad la. I mean, it felt like we just reached and we had to go ad. Breakfast. OHHH. While the rest of the campers had noodles, WE had TOAST. YUMM. Haha. We brought bread and a sandwich maker. And also had eggs left over from the previous day. YUMMY. Drill was ..... Sad. Haha. Never mind that. They will learn. Soon.

Worship. Amazing. =) Session. OHMYOHMYOHMY. I was molested. =/ They knew my weak points and took advantage. Hahaha sounds so wrong eh? Still thinking whether to upload the video or not. =P Then the 'special activity'. Lol. Lemme tell you a little secret. The 'special activity' was not supposed to be what it was. But, it worked, didn't it? While the rest were planning their stuff, WE did a few things of our own.. Hahaha. Our band rocks man. LOL. And also sorted out the prizes. Since the idiot stole my chocs....


Lunch. The best meal there. Then sent all the campers to pack up.. Sad.. Gathered again. This time, for INDOOR GAMES, fashion show, AND the impromptu performances. Yup yup.

And then it was time to change the bedsheets and clean everything up. TIRING BETUL. Closing. Ahhh. SAD. I didn't wanna leave!! Camp was too short. =( But it was still a success. God is truly amazing. I LOVE THE COMMITTEES! Can't ask for better committees. I enjoyed the planning and the late night talk during camp. The little fights we had. The grouping was fun. In the end, it didn't really matter did it? So, congrats on a great camp! It takes so long to upload the pics la..

Okay that's about it for now. Loading the pics is taking forever. Maybe more later? =)

I need you to love me

HAHAHAHA. =)

Nope, i did not forget to take my pills today. =.= I'm just excited la! CAMP IS TOMORROW. Can't believe it's finally here. After months and months of planning..... I don't want it to come so soon though. I mean, give me another week or two to really let it sink in!! Planning was sooo fun. All the running around, getting things done, etc was nice. Really. I LIKE meetings with those people. It is hard to control them, to get them to be SERIOUS. But still. =))))

Anyway. More about camp AFTER camp..
Details of CAMPCAMPCAMP!
Date: 27th & 28th June 2009 [I KNOW. So short right.. =/]
Venue: Harvest Haven, Gopeng. [Capernwray]
Theme: United We Stand.
[Fiona suggested the theme to be 'Running after You' and the groups to be named after brands of SHOES.. =.="]

Well well well. I don't think i can concentrate in class tomorrow la. Hahaha. Good thing there's not much tomorrow ehh.. I have to admit, i'm a little nervous. Hope everything goes alright. I'm not going to be bothered with what YOU PEOPLE think la. I'm doing the best i can, thank you very much. Lol. Out of topic.. Never mind.

So sorry guys. Couldn't go for basketball today. =( Followed phon la.. And and and, i reached home after 7pm, you know. Hahaha. Maybe next time we'll really have dinner at mabel's?? =D A sleepover as well, perhaps? ahaha.

Okay everyone. Go get ready for camp.. =)
Have a good weekend!

ISH much

I am at home. At 11.24am. On a Thursday.
What does that tell you? =/

Thanks for all the care and concern, guys!
I'm alright.. i think. haha.
Yesterday was miserable. And funny.
Tomorrow will be better. =)

Goodbye.

SHE LIVES!!

Darn piano soon. Darn darn darn. Anyway, just wanna clear a few things up. *clears throat* I am not going to die. =.= My scoliosis is not THAT serious. I mean, yeah there are some people who died cos of it. But i'm not one of them. Nope i'm not in pain either. Was never in pain, thank God. No discomfort, nothing. Just very very concerned parents. =P Yeah, that's how we found out i had it. My parents saw something not right about my back and took me for many check-ups.

WELL. There're a few types of scoliosis. There's the C-curve, meaning the one curved one. And also the S-curve, meaning two curves. Mine's the S-curve. If you're wondering why don't i correct the lower spine,.. An operation is not cheap okay. Plus, i would be like a robot if i do. By robot, i mean, super-duper stiff and straight all the time. AND AND AND I don't wanna have to go through the post-op period EVER again. It. Was. Horrible.

Oooo! I have eight screws on[is the word 'on'? Or is it something else??]my spine. Titanium, mind you. People usually ask if they would rust or not. HAHA. Nolar. It can last for a 100 years. And no. The metal detector at the airport won't go off if i go through it.. Lol. It's a little hard to explain how everything[the S-curve, the screws, etc etc]looks la. Hmm. If i ever get my xrays back, i'll show. The before and after is so WHOAA. =) My scar is still here, though. It's not as obvious as last time. It's a long long loooong scar. 12 inches, if i'm not mistaken.

Ah. It's so weird to be blogging about this. I doubt anyone actually knows all the details about it and the operation and everything. Hardly talk about it unless someone asks. Haha. It was so long ago la.. or at least it feels like it was.

Alright. I'm leaving. Feel free to ask anything about IT.

Sleeeeping beast.

Aiyo. Why is everyone blogging about the concert?? =.= Never mind. And yes, it's true. Prefects have to buy the tickets at full price. No discount whatsoever. We duty one night and enjoy the concert the other night. Yup. I'm planning to get mine from pn kaliammal. Will see how. I've finished selling all my tickets ad by the way. Whee.

ANYWAY, how sickening can this get? Oh man. She gave me such a lame excuse!! At least think of something better la. And be more sincere or TRY to, will you? Geez. Blah. Whatever. I'll just forget about it.

Mehh how to tell? =/ She's sure to ask... So, now what? Dunno la. I pray that God will give me the strength and courage to go through all this.. *prayshard* Ku runsing fikirkannya.

Byebye.

Last LAST friday =D

Hahaha this post is specially dedicated to Michelle Lee.

So, last friday, as in the first friday of the holidays, we went out. Whee. Lol. First, went to the hospital.. had a check-up. Did a few x-rays. IT'S BEEN FOUR YEARS PEOPLE! Heh yeah. Anyway, i guess i would never be fully recovered. There's still a slight curve on my lower spine. =/ Only about 10 degrees la. So, not dangerous. But pray it doesn't get worse!=) My operated part was about 36 or 37 degrees. Yup. Teruk, i know. If you don't understand, go google 'scoliosis'. That's the 'disease' i have. HAHA. More about it some other time la.

Weell. The hospital was crowded as usual. Somemore had to do xray, so waited extra long. I kept getting texts from sim asking to HURRY. Hahaha. Poor her.. Home, then had lunch. Poof! Suddenly i'm in jusco.. Haha. We sat around for a few secs and sim asked to teman her to toilet. Apparently she didn't dare move before i arrived. HAHAHA. Walked around, then it's TIME. FOR... HANNAH MONTANA!! Don't ask why i watched it. It was.. hannah montana la. What can i say? The cinema was so cold la. Some people were getting warm near us.. 0.0 And the two people behind were so annoying la. "EH! Taylorswift! Taylorswift!!!... she's gonna sing 'Love story'." She didn't sing 'love story' AHAHAHA.

After movie. Started camwhoring. =.=" I know i know. But yeah, i had FUN. A LOT of fun. =DD This is my fourth year knowing you guys ad le. WOOT! Let's keep going out til... we can't go out. Hahaha. Honestly, it was really nice getting together. We should do it again. This time, ALL GIRLS aite?? Haha.

All others don't matter, do they?

TO SHANNON yang sungguh blur.. The WHOLE list of homework is in 'our' blog.. go check it out dude. Clickety click HERE.

ANYWAY. TODAY IS A GOOD DAY. hahaha. Even though i didn't get much done.. Or rather not as much as i wanted la. But it was still a good day. =D Yup, i didn't go for youth. And not because i wanted to skip okay. Was about to call someone to pick me up, BUT my uncle came. So, had to layan them.. When they left, it was almost 5. So yeah.

Just came back from DINNER. Whee. Haha. Parents' cell thingy. I HAD FUN. =P We ate. We talked. We talked somemore. We laughed. We played UNO. We watched PLAYHOUSE DISNEY. Hahaha. =DDD Darn. I really enjoyed myself la. We were at mrs ling's house.
Goodfood+goodcompany=GREATNIGHT. =)

Currently listening to: You and me - lifehouse
Currently feeling: IFEELGOOOD! =)

Lovely.. .=D

Whoaa. =) Hahahaha. *jean get over it..*

Okay. Okay.. I'm over it.. hahaha. RIGHT.
Anyway. I don't think i'll be going for youth later. I'm stuck at home.. Parents left me.. hahah. since driver tak de. Ku tak dapat keluarrr. Lol. And and and we seriously need to bond more. *nods*

THIS IS SUCH A HAPPENING YEAR WEH. A little too happening la at times. But still! *grins* I'm not saying anything until everything's confirmed. Lalalala... Don't wanna potong any stim. Haha.

School's starting on monday. Feeling a little nervous. For certain reasons. =P Never mind. Anyway. Still have homework waiting to be done. So, GOOOODBYE! i'll be back. =D

Haha went to eugene's blog. Saw the song, downloaded it. =)
Forever - Hillsong... =P
Tomorrow's gonna be another good day!!
Let's get everyone PUMPED UP about it!!
I'M officially EXCITED.
=D

And Oh
How wide You open up Your arms
When I need Your love
How far You would come
If ever I was lost
You said it all
You feel for me
This undying love
That You show through the Cross..

It's okay. Really. I'm fine.
Sure, it hurts.
But it's alright.
The hurt will heal in time..
=)

haha three posts in one day..

HOW COULD I FORGET?!!

OH OH OH! Last week, I GOT a skirt=P

and A NEW CAMERA!!!!!

Only time will tell

God cares definitely:)
Yes He does. He really does. Who else can stand listening to millions of complaints every single day? Who else would even BOTHER? Let's be honest, we're horrible people. Don't get me wrong. God created wonderful beings, with good intentions. But somehow, we tend to go the other way. We tend to do the wrong thing. Most of the time it's accidental, sometimes it's done consciously. But He still cares. Awesome eh? =)

These past few months have been hard. They really have. I'm not complaining. I learnt a very valuable lesson. Life gets better. Everything happens for a reason. LIFE GETS BETTER. Trust me, it does. Nothing has gone my way. Nothing turned out the way i wanted. See? So many 'I', 'ME','MY'.. But really, everything was going downhill. Man, was i discouraged! Time and time again, failure hit me HARD in the face. [Looking back, i think 'PFFT WHATEVER..']Of course, life still isn't perfect.. Failure is still floating around, waiting to slap me somemore.

Many times i wonder, why? Why me? Why does God allow it all to happen? Does He wanna see me suffer? Giving up was number1 on my things-i-wanna-do list. [running away was number2 and getting a new life was number3 =P] But of course, i didn't. I wouldn't be here if i did, right? Wanna know what kept me going? Hope. Hope for a better tomorrow. Faith. Knowing that He has a plan for me. That all this is part of His plan. God has brought me through many storms in my life. This time is no different. He'll be with me through whatever.

We KNOW that He cares. We KNOW that He loves us. We KNOW that He's here. Just knowing is not good enough. Let me tell you something. HE DOES CARE. HE DOES HE DOES HE DOES. Believe it.

When life gets better, i'll let y'all know. =) I'm still waiting..

Nahhh

Hmm actually wanted to blog about my visit to the hospital after a superbly long time. But, it'll be a very long post. Dum di dumm. Oh oh oh.. my email inbox is full with camp stuff. HAHA. Man i'm sad. Saw a moth in a toilet on sunday.. One of those R&R places. Reminds me of harmina. Haha. We saw one outside the 5science classes. We were out collecting $$ [hmm haven't finished collecting le..]That girl, supposedly smart, suggested going down the stairs[the one near the toilet]and up the 5S1 stairs just to avoid the moth. =.=" Of course we didn't la. Haha. Waste of energy i tell you..

Whee i like my notebook. [hahaha so random]

You know what, i've made lots of wrong decisions in my life, but this time, i've made the right one. =)

Haha. Just some random shots i found..
TOP: With THEBROTHER.
BOTTOM: ME, Rachel, Allyson.
=)

..... AND WE'RE DONE!

Yeapp. Midyear is finally over. It took me a while to realize that it's REALLY over. Man... So fast. "In a few months we'll be sitting for finals, then form5, then SPM!!" Anyway. Today was alright i guess. The next few days will be pretty hectic.. What with the special 'last day of school' assembly we're having on friday[lol] and having to rush to get things for camp done, it's gonna be a great week yes? YES. IT WILL BE.. lame.

We painted the school[and each other]today. Yea.. Our group worked with some s2 peeps. We had fun and and we were the first group to finish..! =D We'll be scraping floors tomorrow! Ah. Fun..

OH something random..
Dim dan Sum adalah pekongsi Restoran DIM SUM.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm sorry i find this very funny[and lame]. =D

i cannot wait for that moment to come again.. =)

Math geek i am not

Ah. How i wish i really am a math geek. That would make life easier. HAHA.

Eh people, you guys must try getting sick during exams. It's very cool you know. Sick is the new 'in' thing. Oh especially during the hardest papers ever. ADDMATH. To be honest, i wanted to just leave my paper blank. And i thought it was bad cause i was sick. Haha.

Anyway, here's what happened. [this will be the xxxth time i'm telling this story] Got a slight headache during paper1. So, fine. It'll go away. Right? Wrong. It got worse. Paper2.. Looked at the question paper, thinks,"Damn, better not faint/ vomit.." Did a few, head starts to hurt like mad. Puts pen down. Hands start shaking.. Now, i did about half the paper ad. Puts hand up. Teacher asks if i want test pad. =.=" Asked to go to the toilet. Rush, rush and rush. Out goes some liqiud-ish thing from me mouth. Ugh. Goes back to class. Continues addmath. Suddenly, *grabs plastic bag from pocket and out goes some other stuff from mouth* yup. I vomitted. During addmath.

But then le. I managed to finish the whole paper and sleep.[my head was killing me la]HAHA. 15 minutes earlier somemore. But i honestly have no idea how i did. Can't remember what i scribbled on the paper. Ahh i hope i pass. =/ Haha. yeahhhh. Yesterday was great.. =.= Honestly, i dunno what happened. Gastric? No. The liqiud-ish thing was water. Nothing acidic. Food poisoning? Doubt it. Ah wells. At least i have a good reason if i DO fail addmath. =) mehh i don't wanna fail la obviously.

WELL. One more subject to go. Oh i mean TWO. If you count sivik. Yup accounts. Our class is full of skinny people whose waist diameter is 50CM OR LESS. Crazy. Even MINE is more than that. HAHAHA don't ask how we know or what we did. =D I'm not that skinny after all!!

My happiness just flew out the window,
got ran over by a truck
and kicked down a drain.

Apa itu SEGAK?

*does a little dance around the house*

=D Yes i'm happy. Feeling very free-ish now. All the studying subjects are DONE! I'm NOT gonna think about the results yet la. Why bother right? Whees.. Okay, so, we're now left with ADDMATH, modmath, ACCOUNTSSSS. Oh yeah.. AND PJ+Sivik. HAHAH. I like i like i like... =)

This has been the craziest/ nutsiest/ fun-est/ hardest/ longest/ the list goes on exam week or two ever... Really lor.. Notice how we get all high-ish after every paper? Before every paper1? Notice how QUIET the class is in the morning? Haha. It's freaky really.

Oh we had a teacher day 'celeb',kinda.. yesterday. After recess. Weird huh? Yeahh. IN THE MIDST OF EXAM. It's like, one paper, then the thing, THEN another paper right after that. =.= So tidak syok man.. Ahh. We were kinda like,"now what? NOW WHAT???" HAHA we weren't prepared at all la. Can't blame us right. Haha.

oooo she has a cute little crush on him! ;D
"Eh you know ah, i saw him FLIRTING the other day!!"
"Is it? I think he always flirts lor.."
"Nooo! He's not like that gehh. He's not.......!"
"Yalar yalar he's very loyal.."
"Yeah like YOU.."
=DDDDD

p.s. ignore the title.. =P

While you were out...

Everyone doing fine? Yes? No? Why la... Lol.

Anyway. Nothing much about the past week. Well, it was exam week. What do you expect? Looks like all the memorizing subs are over. Now, we're left with the counting/ formulas/ sometimes crappy subjects. C'mon people! We can we can we can! =)

One thing i like about exams is that we get to go home early!! Instead of the usual 1.50 dismissal on fridays, WE got to go home at 12.30. NICE. That's about EVERYTHING i like about exams unfortunately. Haha.

OH. My piano practical exam's in AUGUST!! August 19th, 11.13am to be exact[yeah i KNOW. They're soo ... Every minute counts.. ] HEHE. SUCH a relief i tell you. PHEW. It's a school day. So.. See how la. I feeeeel for those taking the exam in july. *coughweichingcough*

Aik. Chemistry tomorrow. Followed by physics on tuesday.
All the best y'all..

So. In about 12 hours, we'll be sitting, waiting for our first paper. Waiting to finish it all. Yup in 12 hours, midyear starts. Are you ready for it? I'm not. =)

Mothers' day was nice. Performed 3 times. 2nd service's was the best. =D A few mistakes here and there, but doubt anyone noticed. The kids did a great job. Really! The effort they put in. Ah i wanna blog more about today, the emotional emotional today. =) But, as stated above, MIDYEAR'S IN 12HOURS LA.

All the best to everyone sitting for midyear!!


HAHAHA. Christmas 08.. remember?

Have a great week.

i'm a fool for waiting,
thinking you'd remember.

I really need to learn how to express my feelings in words.
And not just vague actions.
=)

Life is unfair.
We don't always get what we want.
Neither do we get what we deserve.
But we get what's best for us.
Just surrender it all to Him.
i'm learning to..

Smile.
Have a nice week.

P.S. I AM NOT A NERD.
hahah.

Treasure hunt lalala

Had GB today. Had treasure hunt during GB. Fine, it's more like treasure hunt/ station games la. Tiring weh. Eventhough i didn't play. Hahaha. Cut the crap.. Went to school early, prepare/ sit around. Started. The usual routine la. Yada yada.

Hmm. I waited and waited and waited. People came so so so slowly. AHHH. Was a little bored just sitting there waiting for them. Somemore MY game was a little lame-ish.. I KNOW LA CEAZAAN. YOUR GAME WAS SO FUN. She got the little obstacle course next to the toilet. We modified the WHOLE thing. The things they had to do... =D Ridiculous sikit la, but FUN.

After everything, all groups had to carry 500ml of water without using their hands, mouth or bottles of any kind. So obviously, they soaked themselves, put the water in their clothes and all that. Imagine the chaos.....! I was sooo happy at that time cos i was DRY. =DDD Had dismissal. Ohoh. After dismissal, IDIOT. Some very nice people*coughceazaancoughandrinacoughannaCOUGH* poured water on me. THE DRY ME. Yes i was soaking wet. I have such great friends man... haha. You guys wait la.. GBcamp coming.. HAHAHA. Hehe.

Treasure hunt was overall, a success? I guess so. Didn't get to go for movie after.. sad. Ah wells. Alrighty. I'm hungry again. Off to eat!

Huh. Surprise surprise.
I don't blog as often as i used to.
That's good right?

Time's up.
Back to work, jeanie..

Current mood: blahs..
she wants to be cheered up.
Listening to: Collide - howie day =)
Is thinking about: how sucky lies are..

Back then...

When nothing else mattered..

=)

Easter easter easterrr

The occasion: Youth easter celeb
The date: 11th april 09
The place: CGBC Ipoh
The time: 7pm - 10 pm

Okay. Rewind to the day before. Good friday. It was a holiday. YEAHH! Haha. Woke up early all the same. Piano then church. Met up with rach and eemun. DECOOOO yo! We did the banner and the lights and well yeah all that la. Later, had practice for the easter celeb. Fun fun fun.

THE DAY. Went to school. Yeah replacement. How sad man. In the evening, went to church for THE EVENT. The whole thing was AMAZING. Seriously. No exaggerations, people. Worship and everything went pretty smoothly, the response was good, people came. Was busy at the beginning with registration. [THANK YOU JO EE!!] that girl is SWEET. She queued up and got food for meeee!! And drinks too! PLUS, helped out the entire time. Such a nice gal. =) I guess this easter celeb was a success. =D It was great.

The occasion: EASTER SUNDAY!! [plus day out with kimmy]
The date: 12th april 09[OOO MY PARENTS' ANNIVERSARY]
The place[s]: CGBC Ipoh, my house, Jusco, ACS. lol.
The time: Whole day =)

Went to church early. At 8.45am. I KNOW!! haha. Everyone was worn out from the night before. Youth did worship for both the adult services. It was GOOOOD I TELL YOU!! Heh.. The flags were 0.0 REALLY!! It was so grand and you could feel God's presence really there. *prepareyetheway* Everyone was still pumped up and tired after the two services. Haha. After lunch, kim came over.
"Let my phone vibrate at your butt."
"Huh.. for what la?"
"Fun. Funny ma."
"It won't vibrate til you take it away..."
True enough, the phone vibrated RIGHT AFTER it was away from the butt. HAHAHAHA.
We went for dinner, then the ACS play. Hmm. No comment.

NEXT NEXT NEXT.
The occasion: CF Easter Celeb!!!!!!
The date: 17th April 09
The place: MGS IPOH!!
The time: 1.45-3.30pm

Now, we've been planning this event for WEEKS. Had to get permission la, make calls, confirm things, this la that la.. Let me just say this: IT WAS WORTH IT. It was the first time we ever had any combined meets. [combined: other schools] On the day, we were all jumpy about it, few days before the event, all SUPER excited and hyped... at least i was. Haha. We actually got permission to get out of class early! We had many obstacles on the way. REALLY. It almost didn't happen okay? Anyways, PRAYER WORKS PEOPLE! Sooo, it started a little rough, but overall, =)))) ALL GLORY TO GOD. Now i KNOW for sure, ANYTHING is possible. Even the MOST impossible thing. Guys, GOOD JOB. =)

AH God is goood. =D Do i hear an AMEN? Haha.

Tomorrow's another day....

Stalker alert

ATTENTION!
People. I have NO facebook. Seriously. This is not a joke. If anyone sees a 'JeanWong' there, it's someone else la. NOT ME.

Gosh. So freaky man. Wonder who that fella is... *shudders*
Ah it's probably some misunderstanding/ miscommunication/ MISTAKE.
Right? RIGHT?? RIGHTTTTTTT??????
Pffft...=P

Goldfish and sharks

Dumm di dum.. waiting for something to load. It's taking forever la. Sheesh. Bah.

Went for the 'leadership something something' seminar today. I thought no one would be there, but ceazaan, harmina and farah went too!! It was boring, but... We actually had fun. Hahaha.

I guess today is considered a good day. Of cos, there were a few 'obstacles'/ issues/ problems/ whatever you wanna call it. But aiya. There's always a solution. Right? RIGHT?? Overall, okay LA...

Oh and during the seminar, they gave us an accounts 'assignment'[debit kredit etc] and gave us ONE WEEK to complete. HAHA. "Aiya 10mins also can finish ad la!"<==guess who said it... Yeahh it was just a simple one la. haha.

Anyway. Finish loading ad. Off to do chemistry!

HAHAHAHAHAH

OHMYGOSH KIM! THAT FELLA ASKED AGAINNN!! HAHAHA.

Okay. Haha. Soorryy for the total randomness. =P It's so funny i tell ya. HAHAHAHA. Feel kinda bad too... blek. Never mind.

Did a lot and i mean A LOT of catching up this week. Homework etc. And and and EASTER IS COMING!! I'm excited for sooo many reasons!! =DDD Just when i thought all the staybacks would stop..... ah wells! =)

I hate cleaning up your mess.

Let's HOPE for the best

How's everyone? Good? Good. =)
Just a short one. Have to complete the huge pile of homework waiting for me. Was supposed to finish it yesterday/the day before, but something came up.=P

Anyway. This week = weird. Hehe. In so many ways.
1. Choir competition coming. It's this tuesday 31st march. Been practicing.. Some people just don't get it.
2. BK test last thursday. It was alright. Til i saw how much everyone else wrote. Haha. *mamma mia*
3. CF. Erm. Unwanted things happened, but i think i can say that WE PULLED THROUGH. thank you lord!
4. GB Enrolment today.
"Won't be going tomorrow. Going for GB enrolment le."
"God Bless Enrolment?"
It was alright. *shrugs* I had no idea we had an objective/aim and that it was so long!!
5. Eggie egg eggss. Eggs all done. Yes MY eggs, HER eggs. Lol. [translation: easter invites done]
6. Used the phone alot. =P *smssmssmssms*
bad bad jeanli.
7. Had McD one day and WEDGES the next day.
FATFATFAT!=D

That's a little of what i did/happened this week. WEIRD LA. Hehe.
Will be back with more some other time.

Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
--BELIEVE--
-yellowcard-

Miracles

Okay. So. The hols are here! Two vans load of youths went to Bukit Merah yesterday. =) Wanted to go, then didn't feel like going, but i'm glad i went. It was FUN! More so after being MIA for two weeks. All of us went to church today BURNT. Sunburnt i mean. So worth it.

Honestly there's not much to 'play' in bukit merah. But but but we had a GREAT time didnt we? Didn't want yesterday to end so quickly. =( Many great experiences in such a short time. GOD IS GOOD. Rena lost her earring. It could be ANYWHERE. We looked in the big big BIG wave pool. Long story short, waikit prayed and he found it *snap* just like that, together with RM2. haha.

Prayer today was... crowded. Haha. Good to see so many people in that little room. Prayer works man. It really does. Miracles DO happen. Do you believe? I do. In a way, we are all miracles. He has made so many miracles happen to each and everyone of us. Being able to wake up in the morning is definitely a miracle. Us getting to know the AWESOME God is a miracle. What did we ever do to deserve any of this? Nothing. He's awesome isnt he?

Mum asked me how the trip was yesterday. You know me la.. I just answered,"AWESOME!" and gave two thumbs up. Told her all that happened and she told me,"Only GOD is 'AWESOME'." Haha. That's so true.

Let's go

Things in my head now:
1. If she gave me that, then who gave IT? hm.
2. BukitmerahbukitmerahBUKITMERAH!=)
3. Why oh why science?
4. Let's not care. Good.
5. Eek ipoh is not safe anymore.
6. Thank you. [whoever you are LOL]
7. I'm an idiot.
8. I suck. =/
9. Holidays are here...
10. Thank GOD it's only piawai.

when i go down
-relientk-

LTC

YOOHOOO! Long time no update eh. =) Anyway. LTC was last week. Saturday 28th feb - 1st march. There were good and bad times. *shrugs* Let's just concentrate on the goods shall we? Ah if you REALLY care about how LTC went, you can always ask me. So for now, PICTURESSS.
With miss jennifer jason ang ru jing. Can you see the toilet sign???? HAHA. lame..

I LIKE THIS PIC!! It's like so 'teraturly' messy. If you know what i mean. =P The Mo's!

With THEM. =) "Why are we waiting..."

Ahh wait wait wait is all we do.. can anyone identify the 'lady' on the right? HAHA.

Our shoessss. Considered very clean you know.. If you compare with the condition of it AFTER everything.

While waiting.... Hmm LOL.

W-E-T. Yes we played in the rain. Yes we got freakingly wet and YES we were wearing white. We had fun no? a million times better than any 'tarik tali'

PRESENTING GROUPS 3 AND 4!!! I like combine.. hehe.

JENG JENG JENGGG. The AWESOME GROUP 3!! aka THE E.E.s... haha. lame lame lameeee.

The 'tersisihs'. DormC form4s.. =DDD [MIA:Kimliew..] we had a really great time staying up to talk while trying not to get caught[eventhough we had no bed, no proper bathroom, no freedom] =) CHEEZELS anyone? "YOUR best frienddddd..." hehe.

Told you i was gonna focus on the goods. Wanted to take MORE pics but =( i failed due to certain circumstances. =P

What a week man. No words can describe THIS WEEK la. Heh..

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!!!!

Today today TODAY!

Just came back from school a while ago. School was. Nice. =D The AFTER-school activity was better!! Got a little excited about sports' day. Anyway, once the bell rang at 2.05pm, ceazaan actually said,"People, your transport will leave in 5minutes." Only four of us[ceazaan, harmina, szeling and i]plus fiona were going. HAHA. That's how excited we were. Ran to the PR, szeling and i RAN to the toilet and back. Got up the car. Heh. Felt like a little kid going for some rombongan.

Before that, in school, we kinda planned how to shop etc. We were darn inexperienced i tell you. THANK GOD FOR SZELING! Haha. That aunty ah. Love her. Anyway, once there, we took 4trolleys. No we're not insane. One trolley one hamper, so we won't mix it all up. We were walking up and down, with calculators and writing down and comparing prices, laughing at each other. Haha. We should do it more often.

Long story short, we bought everything WITHIN BUDGET!! By the way, we went to econsave cos it's nearby.

Reached school later than expected. Didn't get to stay to keep the stuff cos mum was already waiting. Went in the car and mum said,"Wah so busy til you lost track of time?" Sheesh. What la. Thought she'll scold or something. Well, our shopping trip was a success.

Countdown: 3DAYS TIL LTC!!!
It'll all be over in a few days. =(

Someone should just stick a fork in me,
and leave me to die.

i suck.

No more p-vate p-vate...

Okay public-ed me blog again. Gonna leave it like this til i feel like change. =) Man i'm so tempted to say more more more. But aih piano now. Will update later.

*cheers*LTC IS THIS SATURDAY!!! I'm excited and nervous and happy and sad. Hahaha. SO FAST MAN!! So yeah this time it's somewhere near tg rambutan. Very very near i tell ya but whatever la. We'll have fun.

Ta.

You know. I actually wanted to blog about the entire week and all the happenings but bleh. Lost my mood.

THEY wouldn't judge me.

LTC's next week. Sports' day is the week after that. And school hols are the week after THAT.

Yup.

That's it.

Goodbye for now..

I see so many people posting 'farewell' posts. =/

i hate goodbyes.

So. Here's mine. To the most perasan person EVER. The one with the small head. The one who flew to aussieland about 4hoursplus ago. The person i like to sms cos it only costs 1cent =D
JESSIELOH!
Okay. No i'm not gonna make you cry with this post. Just a little something to let you know that you'll be missed and forever loved. eventhough you're sooo far away..ohmygosh who am i gonna send random smses to?!! Sorry for not saying a proper goodbye. All the best there. Never forget all the memories and friends you have HERE. You'll be fine there i'm sure. Stay close to Him always and DON'T YOU DARE FORGET TO KEEP IN TOUCH[remember my resolutions?HAH.] Blah don't know what to say anymore. Ah.. Take care and see you soon=)


thanks for everything. missing you already..xP
aiyo joevy's hands haha.

Gimme time

She gave me a second look. =/ I have a feeling everyone's wondering what the crap is wrong with me these days. Heh. Yeah i know. I haven't been myself. Especially not there. I dunno la. Whatever it is, it'll pass. So NO WORRIES.

I'm gonna pick up my phone and sms/call the people i haven't talked to in a long while. Just because THEY haven't been[don'twanttobe]good friends to me doesnt mean i have to be a crappy friend to them.

Say what you want.

A little farewell

Today is saturday. It is the start of the weekend. I like weekends. HAHA i sound like a 6-year-old. Sooo. Don't know what to say about yesterday. Just..

I'LL MISS YOU NAZ!!!

Haha don't know about the rest of you. But, yesterday sorta felt like the OLD days. You know, like back when we were in form2. =P The way we were laughing nonstop at the LAMEST stuff, planning all the impossible outings etc. The afternoon passed so fast la. Ceh. Hehe. Eh.. i'm still keeping that one pack of tissue okay. Haha.

And then there was six..

After so long...

I don't know what you think.. but school is exhausting i tell ya! Just one freaking day is more than enough to kill anyone. Haha. Okay maybe not.. but still. Whatever.

Chinese new year was OKAY LA for me. Didn't do much except eat and sleep a lot a lot. I'm gonna be fat soooon!! Thank God for technology =D Oh! I taught my little 7years old cousin SUDOKU. HAHA. That was cute la. He's totally chinese ed. SO. =D My mandarin not that bad okay! And also taught him how to use my mp3 which he got totally addicted to. =.="

Went to Kedah on wednesday. Parents met up with some of their old buddies. Wonder if we would get together again after 20 years and go,"The last time we saw each other was ........ Oh remember the time blah blah..??" Sigh. We should. =)

Thursday. Right after kedah went to shuqi's. It was nice. Got to see the people. Heh. Also met Kim's cousin KC[kay-ceee HAHA]Okay fine. So his name is alex, i think.. Lol. Supposed to go back around 9something. See see 11 plus ni reached home. Hah..

Friday. Ahh SOMEBODY woke me up oh-so-early!! Ish. Jess came over while i was playing Rocket Mania Deluxe. HAHA. It's some lame computer game la. Sat around, talk.. blahs. THEN. CAKE!! Yups we walked to eat cakey. YUM. Hoho when we walked back, it RAINED. =.= The rain sorta made things a little MORE interesting no?[Oh oh thanks for temaning me satisfy my cake craving!=D] At night, went to chemor. Visited uncle kheng chat. Came home late. Again.

Saturday. Youth CNY celeb. Okay okay lar.. Felt weird. Hm. Oh. Ate CAKE again there. Hehe. You know la.. my horrible cake craving. Haha. After the celeb, went to uncle roland's place. Ate CHOC CAKE. hehehe. Cake again. Yumm. One can never have too much cake. =D Reached home around 2? Yeahh.

Sunday. Nothing much.

Today. School. Do i have to say anymore?

So hmmm. Parents are at uncle charles'.
OH! Tomorrow's a holiday!!! Me like.

Party pooper

And so. It's THAT time of the year again. The time when we sit around talking with relatives who may be SO DIFFERENT from us but are related nevertheless. The time we eat way too much of all kinds of food. The time when we're supposed to feel like we belong, grateful to HAVE a family. The time relatives ask the same questions over and over, while WE smile politely and answer them. Every year it's the same old routine.

I haven't been having the CNY mood for a few years now. Blah. I used to look forward to seeing my cousins.. somehow it feels like we're from two different worlds! Hm im being such a party pooper.

Anyone wanna come over for meals anytime? My grandma will be MORE than happy to cook extra. Plus, there'll be many people here already. So, don't think anyone will know the difference..[except me of cos]=)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

Tagged! by sammy =)

Haha. He tagged like so long ago la. But hm. =DD Still not too late..hehe.

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

1. I'm a very random person. =D
2. SNAIL MAIL ROCKS!
3. I sleep when i get hungry at night and i'm too lazy to get up and find food. =DDDD
4. I am NOT a maths geek.
5. I hate it when people do my job. I know it sounds weird but...
6.[EDITED] Thinks JESSICALOH should get a real blog. HAHA. [told ya im random]
7. If i'm given a chance to change ANYTHING about my life, i'll change NOTHING. Perfection isn't life.
8. I'm afraid. Afraid of what is to come..
9. I like to laugh =)
10. I get restless/bored easily. heh..
11. I doubt. =P
12. I'm still waiting for a breakthrough. It's gonna happen. I can feel it.
13. Must must must not keep so much to myself.
14. I'm gonna miss[am missing]how things used to be. =/
15. I like getting unexpected phone calls. =D
16. I bet you're already bored reading all my lame random facts. SO. Last one.. I'm gonna enjoy my life NO MATTER WHAT.
=)

I tag:
1. KIMBERLY [monkey.. so free. go do la. ]
2. JESS [HAH wanna see how she does it.]
3. EEXIN [if you're not too lazy HAHA]
4. SUHAILI.. [ta!]
Dunno who else la. The rest macam kena ad.. So HM!

Installation pics later la. Oh!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!!!
=D i love hols..

May i have your attention please? I'm having a MIDTEENAGE-LIFE CRISIS. I feel old. I mean, i always knew this day would come. But, didn't really think it would feel like THIS. =/ And to think... soon VERY SOON. Life as we know it, will be OVER. We'll be forgotten. AND WE WON'T BE ABLE TO USE 'NIKKIS' AND 'ALEXS' ANYMOREE. Does that make YOU feel old?

"You don't have to say goodbye.."
"I'm just being nice."
"Yeah right."
=P

Listen ah listen!!

Eh i wanna ask everyone something..
Is it THAT hard to pronounce my name??
I mean, really??
Why is it that people have SUCH a hard time saying my name and THEN saying it wrongly? Frus-tra-ting!!
AH WELL. I love my name.

Ding ding ding!!

Jeanie is feeling happy today.
Jeanie wanna sing and dance.
Jeanie is hyperr.
Jeanie loves you all.
Whee.

eventhough today wasnt awesome, i'm happy. =)

=)

After today, I vow to talk to somebody.
I'm gonna tell someone.
No more secrets.
No more self-torture.
It's time to grow up.
Time to stop.
The time is now.

i don't know who to go to. but it doesn't matter.
I WILL TALK TO SOMEONE.

Look beyond the smile

It's FRIDAY night fever!! Oh wait. It's supposed to be SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER. But it's not saturday. Er nevermind. The week is almost over!!! School tomorrow. Grr. Oh wells.

Look at the positives.
Look at the positives.
Look at the positives...

CNY IS COMING!! cny=1weekholidays!!!! *cheersupatthethought*
I'm missing form3 like crazy now. Currently loving my 'pasar'-ish class. With my awesome labpartners. =D And BK buddy. And err the fact that i'm busy is good cos ermm i'm occupied..?? haha.

Life is good. If you want it to be..
Happiness is a choice. =)

S.O.S.

So how?
So how?
So HOWWWW??
*pops out a pimple*

Okay. Let's brainstorm a solution..
*thinks.andsuddenlyremembersthehomeworklefttodo*
Grrrr.
There seems to be NO SOLUTION to this darn-ed thing. None. Tak da. Ze-RO.

God i leave it to you..

In your dreams

So my bro was JUST SAYING about this 'dream' he had. [its soo obvious he was making it all up HAH]Apparently, in this dream, i went to a seminary[bible school/college..]and became REVEREND WONG JEAN-LI. hahaha. Lame. Very lame. Then he went on saying that even if i get straight A1's in SPM, no college EXCEPT seminaries would take me in. HAHA. Funny brother i have.

You know, i've never thought of CF being like TITUS. Until msn-ed with joel just now. Haha. VERY cool. Titus was maha-fun. Everyone who went LOVED it no? All the memories... *sighs happily* Plus.. we learnt a lot there. =D

Schoool has been schoool. From this ONE week of school, i learnt a few things about myself. I'm OLD. I'm a NERD. I'm a totally hopeless workaholic and a BUSYBODY. To summarize it all, I'm an old and busybody nerdy workaholic who's totally anti-social and prefers things to people. Yup. HAHA.

Right.

Yup. I am. It is.

So. Schooooool. OH!! I WATCHED FOOTBALL LAST NIGHT!! MANU VS SOMETHING[MANU WON 3-0 !!]. hehe. Sorry, being lame. I couldn't sleep so went to talk to my bro for a while. It was around 1plus. Yeah. I know.

School started on a very disappointing note. =/ You guys don't know why right? Never mind. =) School got better. And yeah now that we've all filled the darn-ed form.... SMILE YO.

Haven't seen THE PEOPLE since GOD-KNOWS-WHEN. It felt good to talk and laugh like there's no tomorrow. =D Eventhough it felt a LITTLE weird at times, life goes on, no? People change. Things change. But whatever..

Hehehe. Went to this 'lelong' website with my bro earlier. Haha. It was lamely cool. Bid for two watches[one for him, one for me =)] for about RM10?? Hahah. Hope we get it.. *crosses fingers*

Hahhh. i hope hope hope for the best. I really do.
=P

Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain
We're awakening..!!
Awakening
-switchfoot-