Wednesday, May 29, 2013

seems like forever....

I have to start by saying, I am so grateful to be having another baby, We have been wanting one for a while, but the timing was never right. So when we got pregnant we were very excited and couldnt wait to have another one! With this all being said... This has been the most difficult and longest pregnancy ever!!!!! I was so sick to start with and then 2nd trimester was heaven, Easy and fast... However since the 3rd trimester I have had a cold, cant sleep and cant seem to get any energy whatsoever!
With my history of pregnancy (complications with Duncan and Beckham coming 3 weeks early) I tend to be a little paranoid, So when I went into the Doctor last week and he told me I am measuring 2 weeks small, I got a little nervous. I know there are several reasons why this could be at this point, BUT this is when things started happening with Duncan. So I am on a little alert! The Doctor doesnt seem to be to worried as of right now, so that is positive and He moves around like a crazy boy! I cant wait to meet him, but it would be good to wait at least 4 more weeks to meet him! The Doctor says that I just may have small babies and thats just whats in the cards for me.( 4lbs 6oz and 6lbs, 7oz ) We will see what happens in a week, we should know more by then.
The boys are getting more excited, or I should say that Duncan is really excited but Beckham is a little stand offish if we bring it up, however if I try to leave him anywhere he is very clingy and I cant help but be ok with it. I know it wont last forever so when he comes in at 1 in the morning and says, "mommy I just need a snuggle huggle from you!" I cant resist!! Today the baby was doing some flips back and forth and Beckham happen to be next to me and he lifted up my shirt looked at my belly and screams, Ahhhh he is coming out right now! I can see him! I think it may have scared him to death!.
My mom and I have been working like crazy on projects for the nursery, from bedding, to wall hangings to vinyl. Everyday it seems like I find more things that I want to do but I know I dont have any time to finish!
On top of all of that, Chris has decided he is going to be running in the St George Marathon! I am so proud of him and cant wait to root him on! So with that he is up every morning EARLY running!
We have been so busy with Baby Blessings and other family things that life just seems to be flying by....Except that I am still pregnant!!! I thought all these family things and traveling would make the months fly by but all I feel like is that time just seems to stand still! I love this little guy and cant wait till JULY!!!!