Operation: Shock and Awe

It's time we begin striking high-value targets.

We will not disappoint.

Failure is not an option!

Mission: Impossible (is Nothing)

1) Buy myself a new bike.

2) Wash the Ferrari once per week.

3) Get fit for NS.

4) Get ye olde Strat going again.

5) Buy a new hoodie.

6) Give Mom and Dad $50 each every pay.

7) Drive slowly to save fuel.

8) Meet up with my bros when they book out.

9) Protect Eyang from any lizards and any incidents involving lizards.

10) Talk less bullshite.

Of all these, number 10 is the hardest. If I fail number 10, I've failed em' all. Hahahahaha!

There Will Come A Time.

When I say goodbye to my youthful freedom.

When I can no longer be carefree.

When it's time to really grow up.....or die.

When I really have to start planning for my future.

Guys, as much as you feel school sucks....

It truly is one of the best times in our lives.

Where memories are made, friendships are forged.

Laughter. Those small little sit-arounds spent chatting.

Stuff you do after school with your mates.

Gettin' into deep shite and coming back out.

There is not a day I spend where I don't miss the yesteryears.

But memories will stay what they are: just thoughts of things that have come to pass.

There's really nothing you can do about them except learn from them.

Good memories? Learn how good times were had. Repeat in future for more fun.

Bad memories? Shite happens. Sometimes we just gotta learn the hard way.

Never let your past drag you away from the bright future ahead of you.

Right now, I just wanna move on with life and forge more good memories for myself in the future!

My Heart.

It speaks to me all the time.

Trust me, there are SO many things it wants me to say, but I always keep my mouth shut and never say those things.

I'm too afraid of the consequences should things go to shite.

But if you could hear the things my heart said....

I think you'll like em'.

But if you don't....

Well, that's why prefer to shut up!

Call of Duty.

NS.

One by one, you took my brothers away.

You kidnap them and after that you mutate them into different people.

You destroy our past memories and replace them with NS stories.

Even though they return every weekend, it's never the same.

Everytime meet up, all the poor fellas can talk about is in-camp stuff.

BOLLOCKS.

Well, after a heartpounding message from my sis, I finally get to know where and when I'm gonna serve my country.

(BTW Nin you annoyed the fuck outta me while taking forever to open the letter. HAHAHA)

I'm gonna be an Abang CD starting from 8 Feb.

Quite sad I won't be able to hold SAR21....or do the SOC. *sigh* I think will be far worst, according to the Abang CDs around me.

You know what?

Just bring it.

I'm already learning how to suck thumb.

Oh well, commence Operation Kong!

I Think...

You so cute. I cannot tahan. Feel like hugging you tight!

Hahahahahahaha!

How?

Just When You Thought....

You're on your way to success, you fall flat on your face.

2 - 0 at half time and BAM you end up losing 2 - 3.

Because you were an overconfident cunt.

WORK HARD AND DESTROY THE OPPOSITION.

ALL THE FUCKING WAY.

Selfish.

I must learn not to be.

But it's so hard....

When it is the only thing that keeps my inner peace.

But then again, I kinda like the chaos inside.

Better than feeling empty like I've been for the past few years, eh?

Today Is.

HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

It's great to hear the takbir again this morning at the mosque.

I remember a bit about this day....it used to be so much more happening for me as a kid.

Back when I lived in West Coast Drive, my dad, uncles and grandpas will gather at my void deck together with the rest of the Muslim community around the neighbourhood to distribute the meat from the korban.

If I recall correctly, they don't perform the korban itself downstairs....but somewhere else. I ain't sure where.... I never woke up early enough to follow my dad to the place but my other dude cousins went. :(

Anyway, in the morning, they'll leave in a big lorry headed for the place where they perform the korban...

Over there, one of my dude cousins who went told me about how they slit the throats of the sheep....

"BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM.." (In the name of God, most Gracious and most Compassionate)

*slit*

*blood squirts out from arteries*

It sounds messed up....but trust me this is THE most humane way of slaughtering sheep. Nothing else comes near.

So after the sheep are sacrificed.... I guess they're skinned and gutted and the rest is brought back on the big lorry..... now headed back to West Coast!

So they meet up with the rest of the community at my void deck.... and they start cutting up all the meat for distribution.

As a kid, it's kinda friggin' cool to see all the pakciks with butcher knives, choppers and all sorts of cutting tools to make the job easier. I swear there was even a pakcik who used some sort of chainsaw.

Oooooooh... I used to remember that sheep smell. It will linger on for about 2 weeks before disappearing...

After all the meat's given away....they clean up the whole place..... or else it will be bloody dirty. Heh Heh. SeewhatIdidthere.

Our families will all gather at my grandpa's.... then my uncles will show up with awesome stuff.... like the sheep's eyeball. HAHAHA! AND they get the best cuts.

*sigh* those were the days...

Do You Have Any Idea?

As to how much I wanna make you smile?

As to how much I wanna make you laugh?

As to how much I wanna make you happy?

As to how much I wanna make all your pain go away?

As to how much I wanna put your heart at ease?

Even if I don't have a chance, the least I hope is that I can fulfill all the above.

Oh. I forgot one important one.

How much I just wanna be with you. All the freakin' time.

There Is A Path.

That I need to follow.

It's a straight path with many detours and bumps.

It's so strange that I keep straying from the path.... taking detours. Cursing at every bump. The path is so easy to follow and yet I do this every single time.

There are times where I go straight for quite a distance but end up straying again someway ahead.

Ya Allah, please keep me on this path always....for this path leads me straight to you.

Please guide me through every obstacle on this path and I will try my best not to take any detours again.

I'm coming back to this path again because I've realized that I have strayed too far and got lost.

But I'm glad I'm coming back again.

And I hope this time I go all the way straight.

When The Road In Front Is Clear.

There is always a temptation in me to floor the fuckin' accelerator to the ground.

Just to get to the destination faster!

It's strange. Somehow I'm always rushing. Be it in the car or on my bike. Or even walking.

Maybe it's coz I'm always late. Hahahahaha!

Which leads me to another thing....

I used to be the early bird.

But now, I'm the tardiest bird ever. I'm the bird that arrives and finds no worms so I chirp some bird curses.

Damn.....being a bird must be so awesome. You get to fly to places - savings on transport!

Not to mention you get to shite wherever you like.

Back on topic.....yeah I'm always late all the time. Late for work. Late to meet friends. You name it. I'm late for it.

It's always something like....

12 Nov:

Friend: dude, tomorrow we meet at 1pm k

Me: okay man see ya tomorrow

And the next day would end up like.....

13 Nov, 12:55pm

Me: (wakes up and looks at clock) HOLY SHITE IT'S 12:55pm

- OR -

13 Nov, 10:30am

Me: Meh....still early. Let's play some Xbox/guitar! (proceeds to get really into it)

13 Nov, 12:55pm

Me: HOLY SHITE IT'S 12:55PM

- OR -

13 Nov, 11:30am

Me: (wakes up and is still sleepy) Thank goodness I woke up... (goes to get ready)

13 Nov, 12:00pm

Me: (all ready to go) Well, no rush. I'll just take a short nap....

[2 hours later]

Me: HOLY SHITE IT'S 2:00PM

And other deep shite I get myself into.

It used to be something in the lines of....

13 Nov, 11:00am

Me: (wakes up and is pumped) Gonna have an awesome day today... (goes to get ready)

13 Nov, 11:30am

Me: (all ready to go) Still early.... let's eat or do something (useful).

13 Nov, 12:55pm

Me: (at planned meeting place) Well, I'm here! But where are they?

Friend: (wakes up and looks at clock) HOLY SHITE IT'S 12:55PM

Time for a change..............

HOLY SHITE IT'S 8:02PM

Some Money and A Physiotherapist

I NEED THOSE!

MONEY TO BUY A NEW BIKE.

AND A PHYSIOTHERAPIST TO CHECK MY RIGHT KNEE.

AND TELL ME WHY IT HURTS!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

WEST COAST PARK ROUTE JOURNEY ON SATURDAY.

I'M GOING TO RAPE IT.

Patience and a Strong Heart.

Is what I need now!

Patience to wait for the right moments.

To cause the least disruption.

A strong heart to put up with this ache inside.

Of not seeing her.

Let me go distract myself so I wouldn't be sooooo MINDFUCKED right now.

Suspicions.

Of mine were surprisingly correct!

I don't know how or why....but somehow I just knew your face could be brighter.

Something inside you is killing you from within and I wish I could take it all away.

You have no idea how heart-wrenching it was to see your tears. I thought I screwed up like I always do.

But if you need to let it out to bring back that smile, then we'll do whatever it takes.

We'll.

Meanwhile, somewhere at Danny's HQ:

Mission Accomplished.

Bring on the next.

PHEW.

Today almost kena accident.

Trying to change lane to right....check behind right. Got one van going slow. I signal and start going in.....then suddenly he sped up!

Swing back to left..... LEFT GOT MOTORBIKE!
Adjust back to right and straight!

Lucky I ADJUST and not swing... or else I kena the bike! But seriously I'd rather the van crash into my ass than sideswipe motorbike.

THANK YOU ALLAH FOR BAILING ME OUT AGAIN ON THE ROADS.

I promise to be safe and slow driver!

Politics.

At simple workplace can be complicated.

I don't know what to say really...hehehe.

I hope everybody can just get along and be nice. Or at least try!

I know I've been pissed off so many times at work, but I keep telling myself it's all part of working anyway.

If you wanna enjoy your job.....just do your best and think of money!

The Cure.

Has been discovered.

It's so easy. How haven't I figured?

It's just her presence.

I wish I could make you laugh and smile a lot more though.

You seem sad all the time.

Cheer up!

:)

No wait.

This much!

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