I am sitting here in my comfy recliner on a Sunday afternoon not feeling so great Big Mister and the kids are at church. It's peaceful.
I'm enjoying my new laptop we purchased a couple months ago. I can't believe it took me so long to get one! Had I known the way it would change my life and how I work, I would have purchased a laptop a long time ago. I feel spoiled sitting here in my cushy chair with my feet up, blanket on, watching a good movie and still being able to get online. It's also been nice to be right where the kids are while working, rather than "locked" in my office:)
I've wanted to post more during this busy holiday season but it just did not happen this year. I'll have to do some catching up. I did want to write a bit so I would have some things documented that I don't want to forget. It'll be kind of random.
I took myself to urgent care a couple of days ago. The kids were with me. I'll always remember how they laughed seeing me as the patient! They especially liked it when I had to stick my tongue and say "ahhh" for the doctor. Too funny.
December went way too fast. It was a perfect month.
I planted a wonderful garden in October. It isn't so wonderful now. I just didn't have it in me to keep it up this season. I do have lots of broccoli and lettuce. Everything else is frozen or drowned out by weeds that I couldn't keep a handle on. Oh well, there's always next time.
November went way too fast. We had a fantastic Thanksgiving.
Big Mister and I went to see Michael McLean's "The Forgotten Carols" just before Christmas. We took my mom and also two of my sisters and their husbands. I love one of the songs where Joseph sings about Jesus, "I was not His father, He was mine". So true. Some of the lyrics to one of the other Forgotten Carols that I love are, "I cried the day that I took the tree down. I want the season to last all year round. And I'm dreaming of Christmases when we'll be together again".
Last Monday I couldn't wait to get Christmas down. I'm such a neat freak, I just wanted my house back, dusted, vacuumed, cleaned and organized again. Oh, I love the sparkle of the inside lights and seeing all the familiar Christmas decor consume each room. But I love it just as much when the familiar yearly decor goes back to the garage and my house seems to look empty again (even thought it's not!) Well, I did cry (a little) the day I took the tree down and I will try to keep the season with my all year round. And I'm already dreaming of next Christmas when we'll all be together again!
October went way too fast. Fall Break was laid-back and Halloween was a blast.
My family room has been filled with a Lego takeover since Christmas. Little Mister and his friends (and occasionally his sister) have had quite the fun building towers, houses and cities. Little Mister inherited two huge tubs full of lego pieces from his cousin, add that with the new ones he has received and there is a ton of Legos. I keep pushing them into the corner so it looks cleaner and so I can vacuum. That only lasts for so long. Tonight is the night, however. All Legos go back up to Little Mister's room as school is starting and there is no more all-day-lego-play! Too bad.
When I'm alone in the house on Monday I know I'll look in the family room and miss the legos! I know I will be teary-eyed when it's my turn to pass on the tubs full of legos to younger cousins. That day will come all too soon.
September went really fast. Little Miss turned nine, Little Mister was baptized and we had a wonderful family vacation.
Just before Christmas, the Dutton's who are in our ward during the Winter months, invited all ward members to come to a show free of charge. I took my mom and we really enjoyed their performance. The kids especially love it when the Little Dutton's come out on stage because they know them all from church and school. They think it's pretty cool!
August couldn't come fast enough! Ha! School began, Little Mister had surgery and also turned eight.
July was hot. The 4th of July was hot. In spite of the heat, the month flew by.
My mom is losing her memory. It frustrates her. She does really funny things. My sisters and I remind each other that we must keep our minds active because we have this dementia thing coming at us from both sides...our mom and our dad's mom! Yikes! She can't even remember what she ate for lunch on any particular day. Sometimes she goes in the bathroom and than can't get out because she turns the light out before opening the door and then can't find the door knob so she bangs on the walls for help. Poor mom.
June went by fast and was fun. A whole month of swimming practically every day. Pure heaven for the kids. Not so heavenly for a mom who hates being out in the sun, especially at a pool!
My aunt and uncle recently left on a mission to Guam. Hopefully they won't have to wear grass skirts and live in huts. I'm certain they will love it.
The month of May and the end of the school year raced in. We enjoyed our 14th Anniversary.
Big Mister's dad gave us a big scare in May. We thought we would lose him for certain. The doctors told mom that maybe all family members should come say their good-byes. His two brothers and their families drove in from Houston and his sister flew in from California. It was a nice few days of family completeness and togetherness. It was not dad's time to go, however. He made a miraculous recovery from his death bed. He remains on dialysis and his health is not good. But, he is here with us and enjoying his days.
April went way too fast.
I decided to begin using my china. Everyday. It has been shelved, neglected and unused for too many years. We now use it lovingly and I don't even care if anything gets broken. The china is getting used and that is a good thing! I now have a whole entire cupboard that I can use for storing other items.
March went way too fast.
The beginning of 2010 brought us many mechanical problems with our van. We contemplated buying a new car or repairing the van. We decided to proceed with the major repairs (along with the major $bills$) and are happy to report that the van is still running well. It even took us on our September vacation and ran great. We are praying for one more year (at least).
February went way too fast.
Big Mister and I started a smarter eating plan last Spring. Big Mister has lost 60 lbs. and I lost 20 lbs. It is definitely hard, but we are determined to proceed forth and try to do even better in 2011.
January went way too fast.
2010 was a great, fantastic year. A year of growth, change, freedom and joy. I am looking forward to 2011.
"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting."
Happy 2011.
I'm sure this year will go way too fast.
I will enjoy each day because Christmas is just around the corner. Again.