ouch...

PMO camp!!! I know that I haven't been blogging for a while, This is because that I'm really busy with all the things going around these days. And theres the camp. Its the first time I've ever stayed in school overnight, and I was worried at first. I admit that the only thing that I was afraid of is the taking a bath problem. Besides that everything seems so normal. But at least that's over..

Anyway, about the camp!!
The camp was~~ DA BOMB!! Hmm, lets see, on friday night, I've packed what-seems-enough and went to bed. The next day, the adventure really begins. I went to school, *the first thing I realized is my bag seems alot smaller compared to most of them* and left everything in classroom E25. And went to PMO room, for further briefing.

There, we were split into groups. And I'm in the "gold" group, our group name is 'man tian jing' aka gold all over the sky and our slogan is the twinkle twinkle star song. I don't think I'll list down the member's name, cause you might not know them anyway. Then, we took turns to pick a paper from the box, the paper consist the name of our angel. we'll have to "guard" them and make ssure they don't starve or get hurt. Guess what, my angel is Zixin, it was an easy job for me since that I know her and it was easier to deal with her.

We played loads of games, well the first game is london bridge followed by da feng chui and OOoops I forgot. We had much fun, I had real fun. And we played water too, I was the first to be wet, cause I am guarding the water balloon which represent the "life" of our group. As time pass, players are slowly going less. And I was easily spotted, then I ran around the safe box just in case. Then, someone *I think is tian yoon* pushed me from behind, and left me shocked and loosen the grasp on the water balloon. She took the balloon from behind and splash, the ballon burst. How sad.

Then we went for our bath, at first, we went to the teacher's toilet BUT, it was full. So, being wet and cold we ran to block C for our bath. I pinjamed jia yee's tong cuz my paip can't be used. So, when I camed out, I went to off the light and the people inside got the shock of their lives haha, they thought that there were something 4Dimensional. Haha, I was so playful, how bad was I. Then, we went to dinner, we had spagetti. Then, my guardian asked me how was I doing. *and that was it seriously.. this kind of guardian*

Then, we had to do the thing for form 5's. Each and everyone of the form 3 was present and we discussed the thing. I was chosen *more like forced* to act one of the form 5 and those who acted and directed had to stay awake and touch up the thing. Gawd, I only slept 3 hours. When I woke up, I feel like a downright zombie. We changed and went to the tapak, for-- Marching. I can't believe I woke up so early for marching. zombie call.

Then, we had breakfast, and re-arranged the classroom to its original position. Um.. then we acted the thing and erm.. it was a sucess!!! then we played treasure hunt, and took the treasure, it was raining then,and I was all wet. then they gave prizes to all the winners. We didn't win tough, but it was all memorable as well. Then, it was time to reveal the our guardians. you should see Zixin's face when She knew that I was her guardian, all surprised and happy. haha

Damn, I just got scolded from my dad! He says that I spend too much time on the internet. I can't believe that he just sid that, where I only spent a little time longer then usual cause I need to do some work and do this blog. I love my blog, he said that if I don't limit myself he'll cut down the internet. I'm heartbroken, I can't believe that my parents can be so pathetic and they put so little trust in me.

time flies

BZ..

I know I'm busy and I barely have time to blog these days. I'm truly busy, with everything going around here. There are many things going around lately, and I have made great effort to catch up with everything. In school, there are people being.. well people. And me being um.. me!! I'm kinda tired and I think I'll make this short *if I manage to*.

Um, wednesday, ZOMG. I've gotten back my math result. And guess what? I've gotten 75-- an "A" its been the first "A" since form 2. I really don't know why I failed myself to get "A"s for so many times. I mean, maths is an easy subject. And for me its not a big problem to master it all. BUT I'm REALLY careless. As you might know, I'm the kind of MCC *aka mong cha cha* person. I make alot of mistakes in the test, And the big problem is, I can't seem to find any time to check my errors before handing in the paper. And when the result comes back, I'll be really.. geram.

And there's one thing I don't understand, and yet I cant figure it out. Perhaps my dear readers can help me!! Here's the thing- I'M NOT CHILDISH. I'm really simple-minded *aka dan chun*. I mean, what have I done to make myself known as "childish"? As far as I know, nothing big. So, why is everyone calling me childish? Its been really weird. And when I ask someone about the thing, they will say that being childish is what makes me special, I need not change myself *faints*. And, let me repeat one more time, I'M NOT CHILDISH!!!!!!!

Thursday, I've been reading books again, the whole day. I've been reading the book Mindy lent me. One the private series, the book after confessions. Its called "inner cricle", Its an extermely nice book, with extraordinary english. And I cant believe it either, I've actually finished the whole book in one day. I even have time to read other books. Talking about books, I've too read the book Laitang lent me. Its really fun reading books during your free time, besides enchancing your knowledge,it can also be one of your best friend, especially when you start imagining things. And I've started to watch another taiwan drama, the title this time is - fated to love you. I've only watched episode one part one, *I'm busy ma*. The show is still airing in Taiwan, so its still new XD.

Erm, today *unexpected-ly* Miss sherry *our arts teacher* came back from her I-don't-know-what course. And she's back, and so is my arts paper. My arts, is as usual, which is BAD. I've got 71, I think. But thank god its not as bad as I've expected. In my drawing test, I've got 35/50, OMG, I can't belive my drawing could even touch 30. I don't think you'll understand tough, wait till you see my art, you'll know why. Paper one wasn't as bad-- 14/20. And plus everything, taa-daa.

Hmm, piano class!! god, I really miss my previous teacher. She is an angel, but this teacher. *no comment.* I didn't practice last week and my playing was um.. bad. Furthermore, she taught us theory, and thats where I start to have question marks above my head. I can't remember what she said. GOD, I don't know what have gotten in to me. I usually understands andknow what she's talking about in a blink of the eye. But, this week, I really am blur.

After not long, Friday!! Today PJK was the BOMB. We played basketball like mad, Its was way fun. I mean, its not everytime you can play like that. But, I kinda have problem with my left forefinger -the one we use to point things. It kinda "sprained" itself, and wow, it hurts.. It still hurt now, only not so much. I'll have to pray hard it won't go bengkak tomorrow. Speaking about sports, Yiwen won the firstplace in mix doubles and second place in doubles-- congrats~~ And yes, Yiwen didn't turn up for school today, screw her. ^.^

At PMO *after school* teacher asked me to actually go play double bass. ZOMG, watch it, I really don't want to play double bass. I love my instrument, and altough I'm not very good at it. I'm trying my very best so, just get on with it. And today, some of the nominated going-to-be AJK's got a chance to conduct and to stand at the "stage". Of course I'm not one of them, don't be silly. It was real fun!! Then there's the briefing for the camp. It was fun, in the same time funny...

Okie, I've just realised that I haven't pack for the camp tomorrow and I haven't do my homework. Gosh, could I be any more last minute?? I regret it, but I have no choice. And I won't be blogging for the next 2 days, I'll be off to CAMP!!! ^.^

Blerk XD

Yet another foolish day,

Haha, I'm bored, foolish. Erm, not to mention clumsy. I got myself into deep shit today, I got scolded by my dad AGAIN. And this time, I have to admit, its my mistake. I got the dates messed up, I thought the interview thingie was today, thank god for jia hui. I called her yesterday night, just to make sure of the date thingie. I'm such a blur queen, so as usual, I got scolded for my mistakes. I can't believe that I could get important things like this mixed up. Its really erm, not me. I think I kept getting things like this mixed up because of my post-exam-fever *after exam, I play till siao*. But now, I think its bout time I get back to my studies.

I seriously can't believe that this morning, I'm still freaked out that I mixed up the date thing. And for one thing, I'm afraid that my dad can't make it to fetch me home. But now, I realised that I can count on my dad for anything, he'll never let me down. Thats the foolish part about me. I keep worrying about the things that I shouldn't be worrying about. So, this morning, I was almost late again. But yiwen broke the record for being LATE. haha. She kept blaming her sister and I was there laughing. I kinda feel bad for that. I was late once and just once only, I knew that it felt bad, And kind of embarrasing. So, I won't press on the matter..

Liyin still has makeup on her face, I didn't say anything. Her classmate saw it, and asked her about putting makeup on. She said that she couldn't wash it off, I don't know, I couldn't say I trust her hundred percent, but I felt that putting on make up to school is really too much. Yiwen on the other hand, detest it, we're betting on whether Liyin will put make up to school tommorrow. Yiwen, won her badminton championship, mix doubles. The one she's been afraid of, CONGRATS. The finals is on I dunno when. But I'm wishing her luck anyway. The only defect is her hand is very painful, poor thing.

Then, back to books, I've finished the book Laitang lent me. Now, I'm waiting for tomorrow to come so that I can have another book. Its in the series, each series with a different story, each both touching and funny. Yiwen finished her book too, Its kinda miracle for her *as she's a person who seldom reads storybooks*. I'm reading narnia, and getting kinda fed up with it, the whole book is like a childish storybook. I know many people call me childish, but I'm very choosy in the books I read. For instance, I don't read non-fiction books, those books anr boring *in my own way*. I don't read horror books, I felt that life is scary enough even without those horror books. In storybooks, I don't read about those warriors who fight here and there for nothing but their pride and ego. The best kind of story is fairytale ones, it makes me believe that there are still evelasting love and happiness.

And talking about books, I can't believe that mindy is reading one of the books I'm currently reading. I mean, wow. Among so many other famous books, I really can't believe it. Anyway, we're talking about the private series. And, I can't believe she read the book. Honest. And, She said she's reading inner circle now, the latest book. But I don't have the book =.=". So sad. Now, I want to watch this movie, -GET SMART. starring anne hattawaty. The girl who starred in the princess diaries. But, I haven't even watched Narnia: prince caspian. Gee, how much Time do I have to include blogging, watching dramas, reading, studying, and movies?? not much I guess.

Anyway, in school today, our maths teacher is marking our test paper. Maths, the subject I have no I dea about. I hope I can scrape by an "A" this time. I've heard that someone *I don't want to mention the name* have got her results and broke down. I sympatise him/her, I truly hope that he/she will get over it. Yingbing said I got 40+ I hope so, its best if I can get 47and above. Then I'll get 80. Thanks to my dreadful paper one. I've got back my science paper, It dropped. Not that disappointed I guess, I mean, 84 is still an "A". I wonder when will I get to break my record and get 90+ for a change?? I must be daydreaming.

Nothing else happened today, except that my precious phone is expiring. I must get reload, haha. Hmm.. claim from my dad. haha. Um.. yeah, I almost forgot to think of what to pack for the camp this weekend. I'm kinda looking forward towards it. But there's just one thing, I have nothing to wear. My Tshirts are all so, um.... old. I really should go shopping more often. But when I see clothes I like, Its either too expensive or ugly. Who can tell me where to find cheap nice clothes?? Haha. But I prefer to buy a nice lovely storybook compared to buying shirts.

Thats me I guess..

I love myself !

Black Monday,

I hate mondays, I brings my mood to the drains. Today, it was the usual funny routine. I was almost late to school, then I went to toilet. Brushed my teeth, and change at the same time *good when you're rushing for time*, rushing like mad. Then went down to breakfast, take my socks. Then, I realised I haven't wash my school shoes since the holidays *its a whole new record, for me anyway*. We sat in the car by 6.25am (the supposed time is 6.15). And plus, we need to send my brother to his school first before me. I kept quiet for the whole journey, I am afraid that anything I say will cause my father to yell at us.

About an hour later, I've arrived the school. Being almost late, I practically ran to schools. Lucky me, I'm not late.. yet. In my "beloved" school, being late is a serious offence. And when you got late for 5 times, they'll say welcome to the discipline room. And you'll be standing there for 1 hour straight. And if you're lucky, you will have fried cane free-of-charge.

Nothing much happened, really. If you count yiwen keep telling me that she is afraid of her badminton competition. I can't think of anything that can be classified as interesting.And erm, she did kinda mentioned to me that she saw Liyin up close and thought that she put make up to school today. She just put on some mascara, thats what I've heard. I'm not sensitive to this kind of things, as I am not the kind of person who loves to put on make up *unless by force*. I prefer living life simple, and enjoy it as it is.

Then, I almost forgot to hand in my "peribahasa" today, I just keep forgetting. Its not like I don't do the homework, Its just that I keep forgetting to hand up the thing. And one embarassing thing happened today. I kinda forgot to pay the photostat thing for BM. When teacher checked, she eventually called my name in front of everyone. Um.. its not like I have no money for the thing, its just that I keep on forgetting. I really have to do something with this forgetful mind of mine, its starting to irk me.

I've returned mun yee's touching book. And I've borrowed another book from LaiTang. This book describes a young girl who knows kung fu, and she's really tomboy. Its was an interesting story, but I still prefer, the last book. Now with everything over, I can really concentrate on my RM18 *what a bargain*, thick book, The Chornicles of Narnia. I've started the book long ago before the exam, but I did not manage to finish it, thanks to exam. But now, I'm back!!!

Oh, I've got my KH paper back and was way happy with it. I can't believe that I could ever be happy with my KH. But, its the lesson that I'm disappointed with. Today, teacher taught us how to change the dunno what electronic thing to dunno what electronic thing. I heard what he said at the same time, I forget what she said. This thing Is making me getting blur-er and blur-er each time. Thank god, when the bell rang. As what they said in the shows, "saved by the bell". Erm, I don't really know why, but, my chinese isn't that bad after all. As it shows...

KH: 82 WHEEEeeeee
chinese: 72,* I think, but I dunno why*

And yet again, I'm kinda getting closer to the interview. I mean, I'm not afraid but. Okay, put it this way, I'm still kinda freaked out about the whole thing. But that doesn't make me afraid. I never get nervous for interviews, I have trust in myself. But I couldn't actually verbalise how I feel, it felt weird. Its like there's something between me and full-confidence. But I'll do my best, no matter what...
wish me luck...

Results~~

Wheeeee exam over!! Now time to play!! Until now, I still havren't get over with the JOY of after exam. It feels like I've accomplished a mission and way happy with it.
However, things may not be what it seem, at least not till I've got back my results. As on the overall, I'm quite satisfied wih my results. All except chinese. Most people know that chinese is not my strong point. I feel that altough chinese maybe my mother tongue, But I still can't really master it although much efforts have been put to action. I really want to get straight A's for PMR this year. and the only subject I'm really worried about is Chinese. No matter how much effort I've put, I've even tried reading chinese storybooks but nothing just seems to happen. My chinese vocabulary is just as bad. there must be someway.

Things aren't that bad this week, it was the usual. School, friends, television and sleep. Erm, yeah, some of my results are back and they are BAD! Well, life isn't a bed of roses *what I've learnt this Exam*.

English: 78 *damn it, thanks to my dreadful litreature*
Sejarah: 77
Geografi: 83
Chinese: 68 *I think, oh celaka*
Science: 33/40
Math : 33/40
BM: 27/40

There are still some papers with the teachers. I can't believe it. I've only got an "a" this semester. *I count 80 as an "A".* after so much effort being put into. I really can't believe it, only an "a". I'm truly dissapointed in myself. I think I know why I get such teruk marks for my chinese. My essay *the main one* got out of topic. I'm very disappointed. And it did pull down my average by alot. Arrgh!! stupid chinese.

Lets forget about results for a while and get on with my life, last thursday, Piano class. Teacher checked our weekly *or maybe monthly* pieces and WHEEEEE!! I passed. But, I can't seem to get the hang out of the haappy christmas, the ensemble-- So, it was a huge embarassment. I totally forgot which part is which. and I can't seem to get the hang of the sound changing on the electone. It was either the wrong soung or the wrong key. Man, teacher was furious, she wanted to close up this thing ages ago. But, we disappointed her, disaster struck.

I almost forgot, I watched the Taiwanese drama "ying ye 3+1", I watched all 16 episodes in four whole days. Its a new record for a person like me. Thanks for introducing me this drama, special thanks to Yiwen and Nikki aik. Well, after watching this show, I've felt that happiness is really a simple word. And it maybe just by your side. My dad kept yelling at me for watching this kind of show and not to study well. I guess I really shouldn't be watching that much from now.

Nothing much happened at class recently. But teachers seem to be getting weirder and weirder, they are starting to put pressure on us about our be-non-loved PMR. All they do now is finish our exam stuff as fast as possible. Everyday they will say that the trials are just two months away, we really should study hard and leave the fun for later. How on earth that we're going to study hard knowing the exams have just passed by?? its really a question I cant' answer.

And we had PMO *otherwise known as pancaragam muzik oriental* practice yesterday. And I'm really glad that among all uniform body, I've chose PMO. I really am grateful. And I'm practically heads over heels now, for being chosen to be running in the commitee's election. Well, I'm really hyper. seriously hyper!! I really can't believe it at first. When our beloved vice president called my name out, I had a shock of my life. I'm seriously grateful and glad. Altough I may not be one of the commitees, but being chosen is really enough for me. Seriously, I've never even think about being chosen I can't believe it!! I'm so damn happy!!

Hmm.. I may not be around next weekend. cause I'm going for PMO camp! there's a first time for everything, This time I'm having my first time staying in school overnight. I'm still struggling about to stay or not to stay. I tried to persuade my dad to fetch me back in 12 pm sharp. but my dad won't budge. He felt that this is non of his buisness. And furthermore, this is a path I've chose. And he won't pamper me. =.=": oh well, I think I don't really have a choice. hopefully I've have the time of my life there.

I almost forgot, I need to thank Nikki Aik mun Yee personally for lending me the storybook.Altough I know we must never judge a book by its cover, but this book has the nicest cover ever. And the story is truly touching. I ALMOST cried and mind you, I'm not the kind of touchy person, and I don't cry because of books or movies. but the book is truly touching. And I've too learnt a lesson: be honest to yourself, and to everyone. A small mistakes takes a long way!!

And yeah, I have interview next tuesday, 4.05pm. I hope I don't get my tongues tied, not to mention sweaty hands and legs.. anyways, wish me luck!!!!!

Mun Yee la... Y u tag me??

10 rules I can think of :
1. Dont say foul words towards me. *I mean it*
2. Sleep before 2am. *trying to follow this rule*
3. Dont eat so much *tough one*
4. Bring a smile to at least one person per day *laughter is better but a smile will do*
5. Don't smoke where I can smell it. ugh! *I second that*
6. Dont backstab me
7. Live love life!
8. Don't make remarks behind the person, make remarks in front of them is much politer
9. No one likes being scolded for no reason. *watch it*
10. Never "putus asa" no matter in what you do

10 people I tag:
1. Nikko
2. dunno
3. U
4. someone
5. ...

UPDATES!!

Finally!! I'm so happy, My exams are Over! WAAY over!! I'm practically head over heels by now. I'm just so happy!! I can stand it, I really cant stand the fact that the stupid exams are finally over. I suddenly feel so blank, I don't even know whats the meaning to study anymore. Anyway, ready to find out how badly I did, AGAIN??

Sejarah: don't ask
KH: not bad, not good either..
Seni: paper 1 was bad, paper two was worse.
Sivik: I didn't study, so tembak lo...

But, anyway, I'm So happy!! um, overall, I'm quite satisfied with how I did in all the above, including my un-stated subjects. Anyway, now with my exams over, I finally have time to read my narnia, I've been waiting for so long. I still haven't finish, Narnia and the boy next door and I plan to finish the whole six volume and my new book-CONFESSIONS by end of this month, that is if I really have enough time.

Well, today was the usual exam day. We had Art paper2, This was the worst paper I've had all day. Drawing is not a big matter, when it comes to colouring. I get the whole thing screwed up, and furthermore, the thing I've most dreaded happened. That is, I can't finish colouring. I started off smoothly, drawing and all *mind you, I'm NO good at art*. Then, I had to do some panic work, I simply coloured the remaining parts. And handed in my UGLY "masterpiece". Its the ugliest work, I can't believe its even a work from a GIRL. The teacher in charge of my class gave my work a weird stare, I'm surprised if I even pass the test.

I kinda love my life now. The old me is back, no more exam pressure. if this pressure continues, I will become the first student to go ZI BI. I almost cracked when I had my history test. I couldn't seem to find my memory, everything I've read before just seems to vanish from my memory, I don't know why. Adn it leaves my no choice but to study the same thing all over again. I really almost cracked. Thank god I managed to finish all my studies in time. I was way grateful. So, from tomorrow onwards, I've finnaly gotten free from the exam pressure. Instead, I should be worrying about my horrible results.

Anyway, It was father's day, And we celebrated it the old fashion way.It means theres a cake and food. In this case we went to the nearest restaurant for lunch, a long with my uncle and aunties. It was kinda fun, especially with all my little cousins around, they are just so C.U.T.E not to mention chubby and all sort. My grandpa was very happy, well, as he always does, when the whole family get together for food, no matter dinner or lunch.

We ordered food, ate the food and I went home. But, my mum and brother went shopping in one utama, without me, how could they?? But, thanks to that, I've got a new shirt. In my opinion, a new shirt is better than nothing. So, thanks mom! I stayed at home to study, and refreshing my memory. I'm done with myself, revising my studies.

I was in my dreams this morning, when I wake up. I saw something that helped on recalling some one. A deep down long lost friend, I couldn't even remember the name of this person. I just remember that there's a person very kind to me during kindergarten days. I hope that this person would have found happiness. *ignore this crap*

my first tag..

Tagged by Nikko Aik Mun Shin.

8 Things I'm Passionate About.
1. Myself (zilian)
2. My life (and how to make it better)
3. My family
4. Online
5. My friends
6. My wardrobe
7. My handphone
8. Money

8 Things I say Or Do Often.
1. "oh shit"
2. Sleeping XD
3. Online-ing
4. Shopping
5. "what the hell??"
6. Eating (god I'm getting fatter each day..)
7. Watch TV
8. Panic

8 Things I've Recently Read.
1. Sejarah
2. Science
3. Kemahiran hidup
4. CONFESSIONS (a private novel- by kate brian)
5. Narnia, the boy next door - C.S. lewis
6. Geofraphy text book
7. Panas salju *I hate that book*
8. Dr, Jekyll & Mr. Hyde- Robert Louis Stevenson

8 Songs I Could Listen To Over And Over Again.
1. twinkle-twinkle little star
2. baa- baa black sheep
3. 123 mu tou ren - hei se hui mei mei
4. wu yue tian- SHE
5. My happy Ending- Avril Lavinge
6. Don't Stop The Music- Rihanna
7. barney's I love you song XD
8. dunno...

8 Things I've Learned This Year And Last Year.
1. Appreciate money
2. Appreciate time.
3. Don't judge a book by it's cover.
4. practice makes perfect
5. live, laugh, love
6. "I love you" is eight letters long, and so is "bullshit"
7. No one can help you if you don't help yourself
8. Don't think so much

8 ppl i tag:
1. Wong mun yee *sry there are two mun yee's around, just to make sure*
2. monyun
3. Yiwen
4. hui qing.
5. weii syuen
6. Kai hui
7. shu hui??
8. I dunno liao...

almost over...

I can't wait. The exams are ALMOST over. But whatever, its the weekends, I'm going to let go of myself for a moment anyway. Um.. yeah, I almost forgot, today is friday the thirteen. So, did you step on any cracks today *I know I did*? or perhaps walked under a ladder?? Today is the most unlucky day anyone could have been. Today was supposedly filled with blackmagic or that's what I've heard.
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Friday the 13th is considered a day of bad luck in English-, French- and Portuguese-speaking countries around the world, as well as in Austria, Germany, Estonia, Finland, The Netherlands, Belgium, Republic of Ireland, Poland, Bulgaria, Denmark, Iceland, Sweden, Norway, Czech Republic, Slovakia, Slovenia, Hungary, and the Philippines.

Similar superstitions exist in some other traditions. In Greece, Romania and Spanish-speaking countries, for example, it is Tuesday the 13th that is considered unlucky. In Italy, it is Friday the 17th.
The fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskavedekatriaphobia,[1], a word derived from the concatenation of the Greek words Paraskeví (Παρασκευή) (meaning Friday), and dekatreís (δεκατρείς) (meaning thirteen), attached to phobía (φοβία) (meaning fear). The term is a specialized form of triskaidekaphobia, a simple phobia (fear) of the number thirteen appearing in any case.
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^.^ I found this in wikipedia. and after much editing. It became this short. I know I should be studying, but, I can't resist the temptation to come here. Blogging is undoubtedly becoming one of my hobby, *well its fun* and when I can see my blog altogether it makes me feel so happy, especially after I've written a long post. Thats me, I guess. My study quota for today is to finish "KH" form 2, Its halfway done, I'm quite satisfied with myself. Okie, here are my exam blabs, you can skip i this part if you're lazy...

Bahasa Malaysia: Um, okie with my essay but my paper one, was bad..
English: litreature, big problem there.
Maths: I cant finish both the papers, gawd, I'm done for..
Geo : no comment, yet
Science : I think i flunked paper one and two.
Chinese: gone case..
Moral: This paper, was bad

Nothing much happened this past week except piano lesson. And it was the worst, we had to play the stupid ensemble and being busy with all the exams.. I was totally lost, I kept looking at what the person playing the same part with me was playing.. Toobad she was lost too, so we both went lost. Erm, I had alot of homework in piano as the result of getting lost, thanks to the dearest teacher. This is the pressure I'm facing. I don't even know whether I can finish practicing in time with my exams going on. And we're finally learning a new piece, altough I still can;t seem to perfect the last one.

Hey, I have a feeling that something is wrong with me, during the previous weeks, I can write long posts. But now, no matter how much I think, I can't seem to get the post thing done. Maybe, I am pressuring myself too much. Anyway, the exam quota for today is KH form2, since then, I better get to dinner then back to work.

TWO MORE DAYS LEFT!!!!!
wheeeeee!!

So many things, so little time

Yesterday night, I went to Subang Parade for dinner. I was rushing like mad for time, I have music class you see. And my parents are late *cut the crap*. Then, we had dinner in the manhattan fish. So, as you can see, its manhattan fish, so we ate seafood there. Mum ordered fisherman platter for two, It took approximately fifteen minutes for the food to get here, It means I still have onlty fifteen minutes to finish my dinner. The food is HUGE. I don't really know how we manage to finish it. Wow, was I rushing like mad. I ate till the last minute, and ran *from ground floor* to first floor where my music lesson is held. *BTW, I still have time, to go to the ladies*

Okie, music lesson. This lesson, I made a fool of myself again. As usual, teacher asked us to kinda compose a song thingie last week, with all my exams going on, I kinda composed the simplest form of thingie. And the modulation, its the most *um* cacat of all. It kinda stuck halfway, hanging just kike that. Teacher asked us to play the stupid piece, one by one. Gosh, with all the fright and shaking, I kinda screwed the whole thing up. Its way weird and simple, compared to all my classmates. But whatever, Teacher for one thing tought I was in form two, *I so hope that came true* but reality check?! I'm in form three PMR year. But, I was kinda happy that teacher think I looked young for a change *XDXD*

Then, when I came back, I called yiwen. She told me half of a secret, all I can say is I don't really believe you *sorry Yiwen* but we talked about some other things for around an hour. Then, we hanged up, and I went back to study.

Ohh, I almost forgot, I added a new link to my blog, that is http://www.laozhabor.blogspot.com/ just for fun. I just couldn't believe that an old woman like that could actually have a blog and adwarded best blog of Singapore. I went to her blog, And I have to admit it, her blog is kinda nice. And her blog is FAMOUS!! it even reached the top most viewed blog. Gosh, I can't believe it. Then trought her blog, there are links to many other places. one of it is You tube, well, its her video and its one of the most funniest. And I saw her MV too, gosh, she is GOOD...

O.o
watching videos, reading blogs has taken away half of my time. So, I didn't finished my study quota yesterday, which is geo form 3. Gosh, if this continues, my exams are officially gone case. I must and will workhard to catch my quota...

And its friday already, It kinda marks the end of school holidays, Monday, I'll be back in school facing my most-hated exams. I really hope I do well this time, just to make up for my terrible results last time. Exams, this reminds me, I won't be around in a week or so because of my exams. So, don't miss me so much XDXD

And my mum just went out with my brother just now, so I'm alone at home. since then, I'd better go to watch some TV before they come back XDXD

ciaoz...

PS: happie b'day peiyun

oh gosh!!

Yet another day passed by,
This is driving me crazy, I can't stand this anymore. Its really too much. Its the mid-term holidays and there is only one thing that I can't stand, That is watching days pass by and not doing anything meaningful. I'll put it in simpler form that is- I'M GOING TO DIE IN BOREDOM!!

Yes, boredom,
I know that happiness is a simple word. But I can't seem to achive what I want, I'm still not satisfied with my all-so-boring life. There are just somethings that I can't verbalise, I just don't know how to express myself anymore. Everything seems so abstract, results,etc. Guess what, just now when I was lying down on my bed, I suddenly feel that PMR is just a another shit of exam, and I don't really have to pay much attention in it. When I realised what was I thinking about, I wanted to slap myself. I mean, how can I say such things. The only thing I desired is get top results, am I putting too much pressure on myself? I sometimes really think that I'm not myself anymore. The -Joo Lin- I know won't say this kind of crap, she is a happy go lucky person. But now, whatever.

Okie, back to boredom. now I'm at home, waiting for the time to pass. I was wondering, should I practise my piano *I have piano lesson later* ? or should I continue with my cross-stich *the one I started 4 years ago* ? OR going back to study?? Then, I realised that I shouldn't be wondering with all the rubbish and put those toughts into action. Later, another stupid thing occured, I was thinking of which thing to start first?? *god, I really felt so stupid* After much thinking and thinking, I went back to lie down on my bed. Then, I spent my time there thinking again *cut the crap* End up, I wasted my time there doing nothing.

Oh I almost forgot, Yiwen called today bout her blog *yes, again* She said she encountered some problem with her blog and she can't see her blog. She asked me to help hercheck it out. When I was there, I saw her blog perfectly arranged,words were perfectly typed. I told her that but she still can't see her blog. I can't help it.. But, thanks to her, so I can curi-curi on9. I'm not supposed to be here, and my parents won't be happy if they see this. Hmm.. let me recall.. um yeah, I sorta blew out their trip to singapore just because I had to study, but all my revision are still hanging halfway.

And while I was surfing the net just now, I saw this quote-
Its perfectly placed, a marvelous quote. Haha..

I know I should be studying rather than to put up meaningless posts like this. But my exams are ages away, oh wait, Its just four days away!! why none of you guys remind me?? I'm practically hypervenliating.. OH.. I need a paper bag to breathe in!! XD Whatever, I'm stll freaking out, just not that much. And this reminds me, I still haven't finish the malay Litreature novel - "Panas Salju". That is a stupid boring book, Its about helping people. *But why no one ever helped me? I have financial problems too!* Oh, my daily study quota for today is to finish geo form 3.. But, I havent even finish my yesterday's quota. Oh well...

Back to studying...
Oh, erm before that, I saw this thing in some other person's blog, I sure hope that you enjoy it:-

Did You Know, Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

Did You Know, The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

Did You Know, 40 percent of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals.

Did You Know, TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

Did You Know, Butterflies taste with their feet.Did You Know, Coca-Cola was originally green.

Did You know, If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.

Did You Know, Every day more money is printed forMonopoly than the US Treasury.

Did You Know, It is impossible to lick your elbow.

Did You Know, Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair

really back to studying now...

god, am I bored...

O.o I can't believe I blabbed so much about the stupid people trying to sabotage the name of us students. Hehe, I kinda have a feeling of slapping myself now. I mean I was so freakishly long winded. I think I might have to get rid of this habbit *long winded, i mean*, whoops there I go again..

Whatever,
Today, I woke up early. Why, you asked. Its because that I'm rushing for my study quota. Instead of a holiday timetable, I personally feel that study quota is WAY more effective. A study quota means I set a target, eg: i must finish geo form 2 by today, then I must finish it. So, I planned to finish my science form 3 today. Then, beep beep, my phone rang, a sms just came in then open then... there's yiwen asking for my help. For her new blog, so I slowly listened to her blabs, and finally I got the hang of it. I tried to teach her BUT. She is kinda slow in these things. So, she didn't manage to get what I mean. I finally got fed up and ask her to giv me password. *I'll do the thing for her*

Then after much struggling and hestitation, finally taa-daa all of you can go have a look at her blog-- www.stupid-turtle.blogspot.com all done by me!! I really feel so happy, but I'm kinda jealous of her blog because its nicer than mine, and not so cacat. Um, the post are done by the owner herself, and she wanted to kill me. Wait till I hack her account XD. Well, I spent the whole morning doing her stuff until I forgot about my studies.

Then the afternoon, I went to the temple, and saw my current classmate- Hui yee there. I was stunned for about 30 seconds, but whatever. We didn't say hi, I just smiled at her. With all those waiting, *thank god I brought my books there* I've studied 2 full chapters of science. Later, we went to take a look at my brand-new-but-isn't-readily-built-house in setia eco park, We can only see the skeleton, but better than nothing.

When I came home, its already 5:45pm, with much dilly-dallying here and there. I finally started my revision at 6pm. Struggle, struggle, struggle, I've finally made it to chapter four- reproduction. This is the chapter where I just can't risk studying in public. I mean, it feels weird studying a whole chapter like that in public. So, I'm still stuck there.

now, I'm going out for dinner...
got to run!

I'm back, and kicking butt... I did went out for dinner, and I just had to post this. But, I don't want to have two post with the same date it, it looks funny. Anyways, we went out to subang parade, for dinner. We ate Japanese food AGAIN!! The food was WAY Yummy, as all japanese food taste. Its Da BOMB!! Okie, this time, I ordered tepanyaki seafood beef, the beef is medium. And it comes with cawanmushi, and many other stuff. I ate alot, I even get to finish up the shashimi that no one was able to take another bite. I was *and am* very full. I know even that I'm gaining weight more than ever this holidays, I still can't get tired with eating!

whatever,
now, more serious stuff. Petroleum price going up from RM2.10-RM2.70 or something like that... Diesel is from RM1.50-RM2.50, so car owners, I suggest you better take public transport xp. So, for those who caught this news, spread the news and ge your car tank fill up full!!

haha
yours truly XD XD

how can they?

Rape, molesting cases are getting from bad to worse in our country. But the police aren't taking any action. Instead of taking up the job looking for the criminals, they are puting the blame on the students. I saw this in http://thestar.com.my/ , read the newpaper, doofus.

School uniform sexy, says group
A Malaysian group condemned the uniform worn by girls at government schools, saying it encouraged rape and pre-marital sex.

Ok, its really getting on my nerves now, don't you realise that this is a commonly known propblem. And yet, the police aren't taking much action on stopping it. If they are really putting much effort, many cases will be solved, and the rapist will be caught. Our school uniform is the ugliest among all, *it looks more like an apron*, if compared to school uniforms in japan, singapore, etc. And in this tropical wheather, its really hot wearing so many layers of cloth, why don't they just get us a shirt and a dress and be done with? Its kind of pathetic.. Mind you, I wasn't that furious until I saw this:- *its in the papers, go find.. i can't get it in the internet...*

School uniforms aren't sexy, its just the way students wear them..
Dunno who published this stupid post in the star May 23 edition...

They have gone all the way to the limit, I can't stand it anymore. not only they are not taking any action BUT they are practically blaming on us students. This isn't fair, we're taking the blame for what the cops aren't doing. instead of putting road blocks here and there, they can use the time to search for the criminals, planning their next move. Mind you, they aren't paid to sit around doing nothing. However, they are using their time to find out who to blame, its getting more ridiculous by the second.

I know this is WAY random, but I just have to find a way to "melepaskan geram". Anyway, back to my life:-

Monday,
its the first week of the day I'm staying home all alone with my brother *my grandma went back to home town, she'll be back in around a week* It sounds fun but its actually kinda boring. Its more like eat eat eat eat, sleep sleep sleep, watch tv, watch tv... then its time for lunch, dad came back, we ate something... sleep... then the next day starts...

Tuesday...
Yay, mum brought us out for some JAPANESE FOOD!! and I love japanese food. We went to Petaling Jaya. Its in a building called Jaya 33. the shop name is NAGOMI. It serves shabu-shabu *which means steamboat in japanese* and we had fun there. The food was DA bomb. It has the kind of broth which was not too salty, just nice for taste. when we put in the food, it gives the broth more taste, and they serve japanese mee aka ramen. when you put it inside, it taste.. hmm... wonderful!! yummy... later, when we come back from lunch, I planned to rest my eyes for a while before I start my studies. Then unexpectedly, I fell asleep, that was a whole day of revision i wasted. I really should work hard tomorrow. Later, we ate dinner.. Today, it rained heavily in shah Alam... lets just hope that it don't flood..

my beloved weekend

Finally, WEEKENDS!!
the only few days where I get to go SHOPPING!! okay, not really but whatever...
Saturday, my mum went back to hometown leaving my brother and I with my dad. We waited until they left for Taiping(my hometown), then we went to I kano power centre and so as The curve, Ikea, and cineleisure. And surprisingly, instead of doing nothing, we went for the Indiana Jones 4pm show, after many days of studying, finally, this is the life!



This movie is the BOMB!! Is has the most wonderful plot, about mysteries solving problems and moral values..

Indiana Jones aka Henry Jones junior:" how about yur school?"
Mutt: "who cares about school *or something like that*?"
Indiana Jones: "Young people like you should chase after your dreams"
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Marion: "Mutt is your kid."
Indiana Jones: "What?! why did you let him quit school for??"

Haha, I love that part. Then, we went walking around till around dinner time. We went to Thai expressway for dinner, the food there is kinda ok. But there were leftovers. But anyway, later we went to Baskin Robins for ice-cream at 31% discount. It was a LONG queue but we finally made it through. this concludes sat!!

Today, we went to some landrover carnival. I love to see the kids playing *it makes me feel all grown up XD* We had breakfast there. Later, we went to KL convention centre. For the book fest! there are many books there but I did only manage to find one miserable book. They weren't very cheap, normal price I would say. But, there were alot of people. there were separated into two different section- chinese and english. I went to Eng section and saw the only book that I've found suitable, then the chinese section. *which I've got nothing* there were loads of activities and all, including debates and autograph session with the local writers. It wasn't a total loss, then we had lunch at madam kwan's in suria KLCC.

Then we went home. Then, STUDY!! I've been way behind my daily quota!~ I was still stuck at form one sejarah. Its freakishly driving me insane. however, I'm going to chase back the quota thing tomorrow. And one more thing, I've changed my blogskin, does it look cacat?? if so pls comment... thx!