2010

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Short post:

HAPPY 2010

spm year

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Stress

Study stress? Trust me, study even less stress. I need a break. I mean, seriously. That hongken keep pressuring me on "HOW DIRTY is our PMO hall problem". And i still need to set my freaking liuqin exam stuff. I'm going to vomit blood soon!!

Craps craps and more craps, these were my lifestyle for the past 2 weeks. There were many outings till i lost track of which is which. Go to all the same places till i sian. I stayed up everynight doing my usual stuff, reading, games etc. SO lifeless!!. Okay, when i wanted to blog today, my mind went blank, (Actually, its still blank now). Suddenly, duno what to write.

NOW, the most troublesome thing is spring cleaning this saturday. OMG, stress. 4hours clean all will die de. Haihsss Dun care la. I post for fun nia.

P/s: Charmaine intro me play Ro, what she talking about i simply don't understand. =.="

Dead!!!

Umm, Have you ever seen anyone who updates at 8.30AM at the morning? I think its kinda weird, sitting here and updating as well. Exams, are over long ago, come to think of it, it have been 1 and a half month since my last update. Especially sorry to those people out there spending their time reading the same thing all over and over again. (But i guess that isn't necessary as no one visits my blog anyway) Uhh, Let me think for a second, What to post, or more likely where to begin.

I am in damn freaking no mood these days, I cant tell why. Partially because i personally don't know whats happening in me. I might be cheerful like nothing is happening, but sometimes i really can EMO one. OMG? have you ever seen me emo, seriously, i never have this case of "emo-ness" before. Yes, I'm trying to find out whats the root cause of this problem. Don't worry, I'll get my head back in NO time. Having headaches as well, I don't know where to start finding all my root cause, probably over pressure? Ahh, i don't know.

Exams, to be totally honest. I didn't really study. My results can show my zero effort. All 50+ 60+ wth. The worst part is, I realise that I have to spend at least 10 minutes going through the moral text book. I ALMOST failed moral. Iish, why do we have to study moral? Its as pathetic as studying sivic. And I was thinking, HOW does a person as BERMORAL as me almost fail moral. Umm, i passed addd math, deep inside me, this is not GOOD. I want more marks, iish, and a better grade. Stupid. This is not the results i used to have, And not to mention the results i WANT to have. I'm going to study!!! starting now. =.=" Just kidding?

MY birthday? I used to be looking forward to birthdays, But I felt that I have been immune to them. I'm growing OLDER, And i wish i could stay a teenager forever? Anyway, Thanks for ALL the wishes and gifts, I truly appreciate it. No matter who you are =D Hmm, Thanks to all PMO peeps who sang me a birthday song. Thanks to my dad and mom for the watch, though its too dangerous for a person as blur as me to wear it to school.

Uhh yeah, yesterday about the hormat thingie. I screwed up the second time we hormat. Okay, I'll admit its my fault. And monyun oso haha, She arr go and hormat early so. I thought it was my mistake. And i oso go and hormat =.=". Sry la hongken. And happy retirement Pn Lim. Although i dunno who u are. And happy graduation to ALL the form 5's.

Ummmm, nothing to write. i'll go back to sleep

err

Dead as usual, my blog is always dead. Since its dead for so long, I think I'll just let it die. Until i have mood to save it, or something. But, Updating a blog is not a chore to do, Its something i do when i feel like doing. And so, I'm here Updating =D

Okay, Let me explain why I'm here. First of all, I'm being much of a brat, I should be hitting the books but instead I'm here. Face it, The computer is much more interesting than Dull history. Come on, Everyone needs a break. If i dont take a break, I'm gonna turn cuckoo someday. And Second, Today is a holiday, And bad news is my exams are postponed. Ahh, I'd rather sit for chemistry paper 1 and mathematics paper2 than sitting here and face the tension of waiting. But, Anyway, I cant change the fact that it is a holiday.

Now, For hari raya. I would like to wiah all Muslims, A Very happy hari Raya. And For the others, a very happy holidays. And those who are sitting for exams, Good luck and all the best. Hari Raya, Ofter so many years, I'm finally going to pinang. Not that I've never been there, Its just that I really miss the laksa there. And Hopefully, The laksa there is still available. My main point of going to penang is to eat as much as i can. *well I can always watch my diet tomorrow* I miss the food there. And sadly, penang is NOT my kampung. So, i don't go there often.

Well, I Don't know what i wanna say. tata~

decisions

Oh My god, I'm pretty hyper these days. There are still some gloomy days but stilll

2 weeks. I After all the thinking and advice many people gave me. I've finally decided to go for the solo competition. In a way, I was trying to make my self not to regret paying the 20 bucks. So, i had to top up another RM50 for the competition. But i still kinda regret it though, not to mention the fact where the remaining RM50 was indirectly ROBed by charmaine. I may be a fickle minded person sometimes. Anyway, decision made, I'm going to the competition.

Another problem is, my piece. Well, Its bad, partially its because I have no music genes. And secondly, it just doesn't seem to be mine. I mean, i can play it duhh. But, *yes theres a but* Its just seems like its like any other piece. Its doesn't seem mine, argh. Its like playing some weird song. I've listened to some or the recordings and my playing is well BAD.

Anough of me ranting for a while. Lets get into some serious matter. Like Uhhs, i don't know. School? Life is as usual with me sleeping in some of the classes. Sighs, i don't usually post up short post like this. maybe things does change ><

what should i say?

First and formost, i would like to tell everyone here *well, more of anyone who is reading this* to take good care of your health. Okay, i'm just being random, Its kinda because my brother is sick now. Fever and sorts, don't worry, I'm not being quarrantined or whatsoever. Its just good to stay healthy, prevention is better than cure and bla.

Okay, Long time no update, i know. I'm being lazy, nothing bad has happened to me yet. I'm not that passionate until i blog about every minute and everything in my life. I just pick the important ones. Hmm, I shall start with the movie mania =D. I finished watching harry potter and the half blood prince and Pelham123. Harrypotter is *i'm sorry to say* utterly dissapointing. I couldn't believe that the directors emphasise so much on the ron-hermionie thing and cut the part after dumbledore die. The movie was kinda boring. Its worse than the previous one. Pelham123, on the other hand, was better than i expect it to be. It made me realise how a simple storyline could make into the cinema. And it also does describe how a man willing to give up his own life to save others. and of course, how important is the telephone =.="

Haha, I finally got the AJK name tag thingie done. But RM 11 is really quite expensive. I'm trying to get another place's to make our tag abit cheaper. For those who have already done their tags sorry la. That thursday we (me, ziling, shunting) walked to state just to collect all the sname tags. wei da leh. Just for the installation de xuan shi's sake. And i realise all over again that how far is state from our school. imagine having to walk there. And there's the drama thing, After the drama i really think i should dig a hole and bury my face in it. Thank god i'm not the main actress. (imagine of having to be able to fa qiao). But my character is just as bad. as *hua chi* =.="

Installation was the bomb, I almost cried. (read ALMOST) Watching the form 5's going off makes me think about next year. What will happen to ruan liu zhu without shu huey and ahmian and all the other form 5's. I couldn't even think of it. Especially to liuqing zhu, it will be a really big impact as we're only a small group, made up of not-so-many people. The thought of it makes me headache. We'll miss you guys for sure. I know we're naughty sometimes, but i'm a good girl most of the time. Haha. Okay, back to the touching part XD. I almost cried when shu huey said *quote* :" JooLin, you we're the junior whom make me the proudest." *unquote*. I was stunned for about 2 secs. I cant believe she actually said that. After all the scoldings =.=" And believe me, i have seriously zero musical genes in me. I can barely play a whole song without any mistakes, not to mention with expression. Until now, i still dunno what i did to make her proud. Arr, And sorry to you guys for the glass thingie. I didn't know that desmond's art really that bad. I thought he was joking. Lols, dun kill me la, for not drawing ur glasses/cups.

Another thing about PMO, I'm not sure if i'm going for the solo competition thingie. Firstly, Its about the exams. its on the 16th of september people. I don't wanna fail add math all over again, I have to seriously buck up on my studies. And then there's the parents issue, and my song issue. and the part where i have 101% of confidence that i CANT make it into semifinals. Its weird la, knowing that I'm never a quitter but i'm quitting this competition. Actually, i really regret to quit like that. Please, give me some advice? I've even consulted teacher huizhen, but she asked me to go. SHOULD I GO???

Then there was the bulan penghayatan kemerdekaan thingie. God, school anthem, anything could possibly go wrong. With me and a cheongsam?! i don't even know how to wear a skirt. And desperately having to borrow my mum's cheongsam, and sitting on stage. I Dhen, 1st performance, i borrowed ziling's high heels, whoa, i almost fell. That was the 1st time I had to wear high heels and walked further that 1 metre. 1 metre!!! the part of the scholl song was okay. I really salute the shouxi(s) and pres(s) for the song. I magine having to finish the whole thing in 3 hours. The performace? Xiu Yoke did well =D. I'm really happy for her.

Hmm, Books, Storybooks, I haven't touched a story book for weeks. Well, Obviously i'm back in buisness. I'm reading the host by stephanie meyer. I haven't finish with it, because of slight lazy-syndrome. Yes, i call it lazy syndrome. My term. Arr, the book is finally getting more intresting. The introduction almost made me slept. anyways, the book

such a miserable small photo. Okay, after this book, i'm starting angels and demons.

Some things i just don't understand why. Like why and how could two girls could laugh for 1 whole period. Especially in BM period. we just couldn't stop, the sight of her laughing makes me laugh harder. That YW =.=" Like there's some laughing tickle. we laughed for two days, each 35 mins. laughing non-stop. until i almost forgot why i even start laughing. And kinda annoyed some people. Arr paiseh.

Uhhs, i think i should stop?

i shouldnt be here

I shouldnt be here, I should be in bed. I just feel like posting something before i sleep, as i had adbandoned my blog for ages.

It will be a short post, mainly because, I'm so damn freakingly sleepy. Band concert was the bomb. The best part is were laughing like mad throughout the concert. expecially when a curly-haired bald fella is sitting in front of us. It seems that after the break, the bald person had actually grown some more hair. Anyway, The performance was awesome. gosh i love those percussion members. their team work were the best ever. And well the finale was brilliant too. One of the thing that i admire is their light and sound system. so chun weyyy. Aaaa jeez =.="

I shall jump to report card's day. And gosh, my form teacher is insane. She kept telling my dad about how badly i behave in school. Actually, Its more like how i behave during her class, because i don't see other teachers complaining about me. And how i delay her work and everything else. I was actually asking myself since when did i started delaying her work? Okay, i did delay sometimes, but it was solely because that i don't know whats going on as i was sitting in the row behind of the class. When i questioned her about changing places, she just kept quiet and smile. I was speechless. Well, thank god that my dad doesn't believe 100% what that *i cant find the right words* pathetic teacher said. And hasn't scold me at all. She just talk bad about everyone and expect us to respect her.

One more serious problem i've recently had is Im always late for school. What happned to me and i was late twice this week. for god's sake, i'd better sleep now or i will be late tomorrow again =.=

whats up?

Something is desperately wrong with me, I wrote the post half way and i accidently deleted all of it. And i really intended to post this up earlier, as in 1 week ago, just to keep my promise that i won't let my blog go dead.

Okay, wednesday, interview day. I have chosen one in so many words to describe the interview, Which is FUN. I enjoyed every moment in there, I would certainly love to rewind and sit all the other chairs inside the room. For one thing, It wasn't scary at all. And the questions they ask are easy enough. After school, I met up with Shi Yi at PMO hall, She wanted to go Domino's to eat pizza. Then I realised That Pizza is so dam freaking expensive *no offence* my RM10. Yea whatever. Then we walked slowly back to school, The slow part was partially because i was the last on the list and Shi Yi was second last. The conclusion is, we both have to wait till around 6pm? Because 1 person interviewing will take about 20-40 minutes. So, i called my dad to pick me up at 6. But Then, 2 person didn't turn up. So i was left with nothing to do for about 45 minutes. I shan't say i have nothing to do. (if you count syiok sendiri as something incredible?) I started to colour-code the chairs and arranging them in any pattern you can ever think of. I did that until TianYoon beh tahan jor.

Okay. About the interview itself. I have nothing much to say about it except, Thanks to all of you guys whom helped me to sort out my essay. Mind you, My chinese is the lowest in class for this term. Cuz my chinese essay ran out of topic. Okay, no point running out of topic now. Interview, SiJun asked me whether i wanted to be zhuzhang or not. And suddenly an disasterous but hilarious vision came into my mind. Where liuqing zhu was scattered all over. And every one holding liuqing and hitting each other? I couldn't let both liuqing members and this year's Form 5 down. So, i said no, I don't think I am capable of taking care of the whole group when my playing is so cacat.

Then, There's pn.Lim's retirement day and school anniversary. Pn. Lim All i can say is, i know you're a dedicated teacher, All the best and happy retirement. I've always been a good girl So, I have never got caught by her before. In conjuction with the school anniversary, we've got half the day off. which means, sitting inside the hall and listen to people talking crap. They have neglected the whole school aniversary thing by keeping too much the attention on The retirement thing. Well, Things which are done cannot be undone. people will have to move on.

Speaking of moving on, the trainee teachers have to move on too. They've finished their probation time in my school. My Bio teacher Miss Sim, and Chem teacher Mr Tan are going back to university malaya? Or something, all i know is that they are leaving. One of the teacher got a huge tortise for her farewell. Such a cute tortise, i got a glimpse of it when i was walking towards the lab. There was supposed to be a farewell party but i didn't attend.

And yes, I would like to say to blur kaihui, please take good care of your belongings. 1st the water bottle, then your wallet? I'm not complaining or what, seriously, no offence. But, u ar, ini dai tau ha. keep misplace things de. take good care ma

I guess most of you people know that PMO's AGM was held last sat right? I see no point of placing the whole list down here as you guys could get the full list from other people's blog. So, I'll just say what i have to say. I wanna thank all of you for really look up on me, if not i don't think i would get this post. And post or no post, we're still PMO-ians. We will work together nomatter what right? And For next year's concert, I'm sure it will be a sucess. Congrats to Everyone, especially the top 6. You guys are the one who will lead us. Show us what you guys got. Well, I don't think i agree on every single thing on that list. But, from the bottom of my heart, I truly respect the decision made my the form 5's. So, no hard feelings people.

I'm very happy for charmaine, I mean seriously, she got the post she desired. And I'm happy for all the people who are happy with what they've got. Happy or not, do your best alright? And Our new liuqing zhuzhangs is taadaa jiayee and jieying. I'm sure they'll make a great companion and do great stuff. And To my partner Ziling, I seriously so damn looking forward to work together with her. We are gonna be the best Zhongwus EVER. Um, okay, i'm not going to be sick with her hor. *If you get what i mean.*

Okay, I won't be long winded like an aunty. This should be anough for today =D

Unbelievable week

Trust me, I've been through the most unbelievable fortnight ever. I have been through so many things.

First things first, I'm going to shout very calmly that, I failed additional Mathematics. I cant believed after So many years of clean records I would actually fail something as stupid as add math. Face it, I'm dumb. The only thing that bother's me after that is when i discovered that I was so close to passing that paper. I really don't know what has happened to me that day, I mean, I did study and did questions. Its just some careless mistakes here and there, the positive and negative sign is really getting on my nerves. Well, its the first time, And It will be the last time. Trust me.

Hmm, Michael Jackson passed away, And Khin Khuin has been so into the death thingie. And keep singing Songs by michael jackson. Its not that bad when i could actually control my temper for the first few rounds. But it could get a little annoying after some time. And a teeny-weeny problem, He only know how to sing 4 words of the whole song "you are not alone". Its kinda weird when you litsen to the same thing all over and over again. Well, He's a legend, I cant deny that. But i somehow prefer Him without the bleaching of skin thingie. It kinda freaks me out. Just say, let him rest in peace.

I watched transformers already, And I love that movie. Megan foxx dam leng lui. The movie was quite funny. It had been so long since i watch movies in cinemas. I usually have other methods of watching movies.

Time flies, I really cant believe that this year's PMO form 5's are already making plans for changing of comitees. It seems like just yesterday when they were the new people up there. Okay, lets get to the point. I freaked out when conducting. Lols. I did expect it to be scary, I just didn't expect it to be that scary. Trust me, its the first time and last time I'm standing up there. My hands were actually shaking like mad. Nominations were done last saturday, I forgot what i did when Sijun called my name, I was freaked out as usual. Something is desperately wrong with me.

Okay, enough about the weird sorrow part. Now, Desmond's party. Its The bomb. I arrived in Kelana LRT station before 10 i think. *i think i should cut the crap* The main point is, I wanna complain about our uncivilised Malaysians. That stupid taxi driver wanted RM10 for a trip from The LRT station to Kai Hui's house. Which was just 5 minutes drive away. I could have kicked him. We went to the opposite side *across the overhead bridge* And sat taxi which only cost us less than RM4. These Taxi Drivers should be scolded at. Its kid's money, what happned to all the people who gave cute little kids candy or sweets?

Okay, we reached kai hui's house. And there was a big big green grasshopper on one of her tree's leaf. Her mum fetched us back to the LRT station off we went. I seriously love the house. I should start crying already. Its SO DAMN FREAKING BIG. And with a private swimming pool. And Jiayee "fang fei ji". Anyway,The house has its own putting range. A whole golf thingie. Its just like a resort, And with a killer view from the pool. I could practically see the whole Kuala Lumpur from there. And Nikko hotel too.

I was dry, as dry as i could possibly be. And i was safe. Safe until i belived tian yoon's stupid excuse of wanna go to the washroom. I can't believe that i actually forgot that there was a poolside bathroom. I opened the door And she pulled me in. Being myself, ofcourse i started running. I was obviously out-numbered, still wondering how could they possibly drag me up the stairs, and throw me in the pool when I was struggling like a mad person. Actually, i got thrown in the pool twice. I was freezing by then.

Its was when i start shaking that worried me. Then shinyi Discovered something. That is, eat banana. Eating banana will absolutely keep you warm. I ate almost 5 banana That day. And instantly stop freezing. I played charmaine's face book for awhile, and caused her to turn back into an amoeba. aiiks. paiseh hor. The party ended around 6 where we sat LRT home again. I didn't took much pictures as i spent most of the time there in water. I'll try to get some though.

I have homework, I'll be a good girl and go finish it now =D

P/s: MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD, And a fortnight's time isn't really that much

Examss

I had to post something. Over, Finally over. The war is finally over, We're free!!!~ for now at least

After almost a month of torture and non stop boring school subjects, They are finally over. I should be happy, (well i was at first) but thinking of the results just seem to annoy me. I know i hadn't perform well this exam (don't try to comfort me, you'll just make matters worse), And i'm dreading report card day.

Reason no.1:
1) my teacher hates me, she assume that I'm same with yiwen and never hand in homework (OBVIOUSly, i got hand in most of her work *only some i din do*)
Reason no. 2:
When my dad sees my result he'll skin me for sure

Okay whatever, no point to bore all of you with my stupid lame theory. Actually, this is a waay random post. Until now, I still don't know what to say. Umm, lets see what can i crap up with.start with right after the camp?. Nothing much happned, atleast nothing memorable and significant enough to write and bla bla. So, start with today =D

Today i had physics and chemistry 3. Both the papers were, unexpectedly not difficult. Nothing much actually happened today lahs. I don't even know why i bother to update. I've nothing to write. okay fine. i go sleep

Time to updateeeee

Exams are here and i'm here?! Don't worry, Its friday, which means I have no exams tomorrow. or the day after =.=

First thing 1st. people, braise yourself as this is gonna be a LOOONG post. If u wanna grab a drink, you'd better do so now, as non stop axcitement awaits XDD. Okay, Its about the camp. PMO camp. All three days excluding preparation and last words.

Firstly, the preparation. Firday on the 29th of may, we have to rush everything in 3 days. So nice =.=. Okay, its no big deal. The treasure hunt is planned but maybe with abit of changing here and there. I love my treasure hunt team, and those who were more that willing to help out =D. I went there, abit kelam kabut at 1st. Then it was all straightened out. 2 of us went to the places whom were set up to make clues. The rest were left to do.. um i forgot. And i was stuck with that stupid sudoku thingie. Grrrr I SOLEMNLY HATE SUDOKU by now. Anyway, Iwas tied up with that sudoku thingy for 5 hours, Thank god jia hui helped me, if not i might need to rush it overnight.

saturday 30th. I forgot why i went to school that day. And i forgot why i was so tied up with other stuff that i did not finish the treasure hunt de thingie. Time passes so fast, before i knew it, were set to go home. Well, its kinda my fault for not having to finish the job. And i made them come on the next day although its a sunday. I felt so bad, Anyway, Thanks to Amy and hong jian, I finished arranging that stupid clue thing. And thanks to Jia Hui and Jun Xu that I've finish testing the games.

Monday the 31st. went to school again LOL. its like my second home now, Anyway. i went there, briefed everyone about how treasure hunt move and I forgot what i did. Ummm yea, i told the backup team to supply detergent, more detergetn and mop. Big thanks guys(or more rather girls) Then, stayed back till about 7 to clean that PMO hall. we was vacuuming halfway until the both vacuums stop. I was shocked and had to pack the remaining by hand. I went back home and realised after all the preparing, i forgot to pack my own stuff oO. If not how camp lahs?

Finally its the BIG day, I was late for the 1st day. Sorry guys. I went there, about 7. And i saw huishan and the backup team standing there already. I was totally touched by the backup team de team spirit. And then tian yoon told me that the guard doesn't want to open the classroom door for us. WTH? And i was there to save the day LOL. no lah actually I just told tian yoon when we go get the keys yesterday, the teacher told us that we could actually ask the guard to open the classroom door for us 6 in the morning. so Tian yoon managed to persuade the guard to open the stupid door for us.

Formost, the situation was very kelam kabut, because.... nah i don't wan to say anything here =D. Because of miscommunication lahs. but whatever. Then there was the table problem. all of them work hard to get all the tables and chairs down. Then i help to watch people clean? no lah i gt help oso de. Then Finally the classrooms are cleaned. Desmond they all give command so cute. And the tables are nicely arranged behind the bengkel. Then there was the opening ceromony, The Omg really make my reputation go waaay bad chicken dance. Then, tian yoon introduced who is incharge of what. Shiyi said something (games head), desmond said something (food head). Then it was the start for grouping.








Grouping was the build a burger part. Then it was the build a flag part. They have to think of a slogan too? I have videos of some of the slogans, I'll upload it if i'm not lazy. Then there was the team building games. One is the shoe matching thingie and ice melting thingie. I dont know what happened But i saw yee wei fell down. I was like woah, I thought that my job is to carry the first aid kit but i dun know that i actually had to use it =X. She turned out okay where i took tian yoon's advice to clean her wound and dettol-erise it and put iodine and wrap. So sry yee wei i made it look so ugly. Then the ice cube melting part-- I froze two of the t-shirts myself, Mayb something is wrong with my fridge, it took me 2 days to freeze them. Anyway, groups shall have to melt the ice containing the shirts and one of the group members shall have to wear them.







After that Finally lunch, we had no keys yet, so someone (me =.=") had to take care of their bags and stuff. Actually its was me over-worrying. So i went to block E with my hungry stomach and watched their bags? lol Anyway, I was so hungry until dear jiayee came up with her lunchbox in her hand. I was touched lo. Can eat adee wor*to me most important thing is food lahs*. Then enough worrying. I went down to the tapak and saw-- an organised mess. I almost fainted. Nolah i not so weak. But I go clean lo. with all the help of the other form 4's. haha

Then there was the Guardian-angel thingie which Hui Qing had spent her life and erm blood into. So nice watching the paperplane fly. But so sry la my baobei, i really din took care of you. Then there was talent night briefing *i wasn't there* Because Mun wei, one of the campers got some allergy problem on her hands And so i had to call here and there and everywhere. Okay, tian yoon did most of the student-teacher communicating, but i oso gt help de *winks*. Then i had to use the dettol to wipe her hands and aaa i forgot what i did. Then before tea, I went to stick the clues for the treasure hunt which was the next event.



Thank you hong jian, jia yee, jia hui and erm i forgot who ler .. so paiseh. for helping me stick the clues. So during tea time. It was the form 4's last briefing. Okay, I admitt that i did not did an excellent job *due to lack of experience* But during treasure hunt, Another BIG problem had popped up. Peach group- had a clue which was supposed to lead them to the reading corner, But they mis-interpret it and it become leading towards round table. And they found a clue there OMG. The whole thing kelam kabut liao. Ghaaah. bo bian i oso duno what i did ler. Then its again my fault for another miscommunication error. I didn't made the station master at the sports centre understand that a picture of a ball is one of the clues to their station. ALL MY FAULT T.T Then the funniest thing is aa i forgot which group. made their water balloon to the size of a huge balloon. And the water balloon was the groups' "bao bei" whom they have to take care for 3 days of camp. LOL so big how to take care? And the to 10 MIA people, I'm so sorry if the treasure hunt de game bore you. The banana is nice de, ripe de lahs. Dun worry, eat liao wun stomach ache de =.="//

Next, they went for bath and dinner. I went to bath and prepared to take dinner. Then Someone told me *i forgot who* That my guardian left me a plate of rice. OMgosh. Thank you. if not That day i have to eat ipoh chicken rice ler. *food supply not enough* Then later they went for the talk by ex-seniors. I didn't really listened anything. I was busy in the canteen. and suddenly thes girl had to go back home and i had to run again. Then, find plastic bags to put rubbish and etc. Then when the talk ended, Had to clean up dewan kuliah sumore. Then go night games ler.



Night games, Me and yentheen chose to ronda together. They were suppose to be blindfolded and brought to a place with the stories etc. SO funny la these campers Some so scared but most of them not scared de. The funniest was sijun and weng hei. Dam funno la those two, they aren't really scared. But when u poke them be careful, they'll kick you de. And we wanted to block their way using a .... broom =.= cuz nothing else was usable. Then, they snatch my broom!!!! Then when i was left broomless. They wanted to get away. -.- stop them lo. Then it turned out 4 against two when tianming and desmond came up to the prefect bridge. so funny de la. Zixin more funny, when she was telling the story, kai hui and junxu laughed and Zixin oso laughed end up? the whole group oso laugh. So cute lahs. Then i went to clear some stuff in the canteen went to sleep about 3am? or earlier. I ended up waking every half and hour because --- i cant sleep.

I felt so bad for not helping out the hot games, Watching them so tired makes me feel so guilty. I should have helped them out. Anyway, I woke up and 5+ and realised that 0o tina yoon cant recognise me when i dont wear my glasses. She end up flashing every form 4's face just to find me. I'm so so sorryyyyy. I really didn't know that me without my glasses will make so much difference. And I caused hong Jian to become an armadillo when he thought i was lost. he almost called the guard. Then i took over the ronda shift and woke most of the form 4's up when its 6am in the morning.

Then the next day, I woke the campers up at 630 am. They were supposed to gather at the tapak, at about 7. for the excersice. TianMing and Desmond were supposed to lead them run Then we saw those two poor thing lahs. So lam lam and I decided to take their place lo. It started out with jiayee and zixin and ziling with the stretching. When we started running-- Walao, then i realised that that haler SO DAMN HEAVY!!!!! how they carry de? i can run but if add that haler i gonna pengsan. Then Lam lam run halfway went missing ?! I continued running then when reach second round i saw tian yoon and ask the campers to follow her instead.



Then breakfast, The food team did a real great JOB organizing the food---s as well as keeping the canteen nice in order. They woke up early just to boil wter for us all Thanks =D. During breakfast, I went to help out hot games. Had my breakfast there when my super duper caring jiayee brought all of us bread. Then station games. I was in the 1st station with monyun, szemun, jiahui, and charmaine. we made them paint their own face with paint and made them finish one small container of paint, so evil weih.. I took some of their nice looking make-uped pictures..



Then after that, I went to sports centre to clean up with mon yun for light and easy. Walao then i realise that the gelanggang bola keranjang SO BIG DE. I sweep she mop. WA PIANG. The at 1st we intended to mop 1 court, then we cut into 3/4 court. cuz no energy le. Then, i went to help hot games again. SO BIG MAZE, I dam pei fu DesMond And shinyi and tian ming de lo. SO BIG MAZE WOR. under the hot sun. Tell you all 1 extremely stupid thing. I got bring sunblock, but i forget put!!!!!!! So nice. sunburn dao. But anyway, I tried to help. of course when food is here i hope you all can excuse me de lahs. i'll eat 1st de =.= . Actually the time for the hot games was 2pm i think, But we cant finish the thing. so extended till 3pm. I see the rafia string i oso scared liao.

When the maze was finished, i was like FUIYOH. So Nice. So dam yeng. I was supposed to accompany Leemin on the detour part. But i was too obsessed with taking photographs of the hot games. and i kinda adbandoned her. SO SRY ARR. and i like that part where the chess thingie but i lost my cap! duno go where le. aiya suan le. And i want to thank ZHI YING for giving all of us non stop supply of water. REAAL BIG THANKS. If not i sick liao lo. AND p/s : my skin now 2 colour de. And quote from kaihui de blog : "I'm having table phobia, i dowan use table for exam!!!"

Then every one cleaned up that maze de mess. Real big thanks that u all never leave me to clean it up all alone. And i put the rafia strings into 1 big bag, as desmond's pillow that night. But Shinyi sat on it and well it kinda exploded. So Desmond was left pillowless. jiayee and I skipped water games just to clear the rubbish in the canteen. all the rie box have to be cleared asapAnd i reallize another chaotic problem, we ran out of rubbish bags!. I was only holding 10 rubbish bags! Thank god jiayee somehow managed to persuade Pn Lim to bring here to 7-11 to buy some. if not oso duno use what to put the rubbish. eat it better.=.= And The rice bos left in the E block there was oso cleared. Thanks Jiayee =D. So, we bathed earlier than them, nola actually its almost the same time. And I was So grateful to all the f4's who help me cleaned up after the water games. I'm so sorry i didn't get a chance to help you guys out!!

Anyway, during dinner (yes cuz i'm actually eating halfway) i had to rush to dewan kuliah to do some thing about the PA system. To move the tables down and play around with the microphone thingie. Then all done ler, go back eat -.- Later there was the TALENT NIGHT. monyun and I emcee- host lahs. I suddenly realised i talk alot =.= in front of the audience. Then mon yun played around with the comp thingie. The judges for the night are- Kai Hui, Hui Qing, Yentheen, Timmeng. It started out quite okay, but i saw the audience de eyelids drooping. And Timmeng fishing next to me. makes me wants to sleep also!! Then idk who brought him a hundred plus. And I seriously doubt that he even remember how to drink 100+. I emceed like sapo, keep telling some wuliao stuff to make all of them awake. Like how kai hui love final fantasy =.=""

Later, reminiscence was cancelled. how sad, cuz huiqing put her life and erm.. blood into it again.

Third day, I woke up about 5 for toilet. I went into the clothes de room. And saw Kai hui sleeping in there. I tried to woke her up. i tried to wake hong ken up also. BUT THOSE TWO PIGS =.=" cannot wake up de wor. I kik them oso no fan ying LOL. Then i went toilet. cause i really needed to. ARGH, i forgot to wake them up and i went to sleep. my brain stop functioning liao lahs. So, the next morning, I woke up when ziling called me. And I was shocked to see the campers waking up earlier than the commitees. I neglected my duties. SO SRY.

Then there was the dance, I did't get a chance to dance at all. =( Cuz i was too busy with that stupid camera. This is one thing that i truly regreted the whole camp. After loads of practicing i didn't even get a chance, nola, i got chance de just that i cameraman ma. i dance hu take pics? So i didn't dance lo. I also forgot what made me so busy. I oso forgot what i did during the last time of the games. There was the baby food thingie and vinegar thingie. i missed it as usual. Then there was teacher's talk. I sudden;y got that wacky idea: when the teacher comes in- greet the teacher as if you're really having a class. LOL so funny sia. Then i went to the back when tian yoon had some problems and i asked her to get a glass of hot milo. I helped yen theen abit with the stupid calculation of the talent night thingie. But i end up ging the job to hong Jian and Jia Yee, how bad.

Then lunch, after lunch is pack and clean i think. And all the 300 tables and chairs were placed back into their respective classrooms. Suddenly here short of 1 teacher's chair, there shorts of 4 chairs. here missing 1 table. OMG =.= Thank god we found those chairs. And szemun, huishan and i carried the 4 chairs back in to their respective classes. finally everything closed. BUT, the corridor wasn't clean. The brooms were missing, the ben dou oso gone?! ghah. need to reopen all the classroom de door again. And Thanks Timmeng for helpimg me clean the corridor. And thanks hongken for kinda letting me release stress and carrying all the buckets to be placed in their respective classrooms.

Finally, case closed BUT. The pengetua went home already!!!! I was 5 minutes late to return the keys. omgosh omgosh. Then finally i gave the keys back to pn Ngkarpek. Erm, yar, cleaned the GA room too XD. cups were brought down. After there was the photoshoot. And Yeewei de case. I'm so sorry yeewei, that your wound turned from bad to worse, and all because of me. Cuz i stupidly duno how to do the wound thingie. I"M SO SORRY.. i'm lost for words. which caused her to miss the conclusion thing. I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT! And I'm sorry yentheen that I couldn't help her out with the prize giving de things. so so sorry.

Lastly the whole camp officially ended, Then Huiqing played the screenshot thing whom she intended for reminiscence. Then is our turn to pack. We divided into groups where everyone got a place to pack. I packed up hua2 yue4 shi4 with szemun and the gang and helped abit in PMO hall. I'm SO SO SO SO SRY when i have to go back early. I really had to go back. And REALL sry to lam lam because of the tong shui thingie. And real Big thanks To Tian yoon and hong jian and timmeng and desmond and kaihui and zixin and all the others whom stayed late at night to clean PMO hall and real sorry that I neglected my duties again T.T

Now, I would like to show my 101% de gratitude to the following:
THE FORM 4's

Tian Yoon (our ahtao of everything)
HuiQing (Her nice programming)
TimMeng (For the non-stop hard work)
MonYun (For being MonYun)
Yentheen (The one who put great effort in what she does)
Hong Jian ( the armadillo)
Desmond (Everyday go buy water)
Shiyi (Everyday think of games and games only)
ZiXin ( as of the above)
LamLam (HER NICE TONG SHUIIII)

My treasure hunt team:
Ng Jia Hui(my penolong XD)
Amy( for helping me sort out the clues)
Hong Jian( help me with the insects)
Siewling (for the hangers)
JunXu (for the bananas)
Shunting (for giving ideas)

And the sub-treasure hunt team
Lee Yee Qian (for helping me make clues)
Tang sze mun (for supplying rafia string)

Backup team:
Wong Hui Shan ( for the nice work organising backup team and helping me guard the door early in the morning)

Tan Zi Ling (for being ziling)
Teh Lee Min (for her great work at detour)
Teoh Hong Ken (for letting me scold)
Kong Zhi Ying (for the non stop of water supply during hot games)
Liew Mui Yee (for canteen)
Siow Poh Khee (for helping out)
Charmaine Chan Mei Qi (for letting me scold)
Chai Shin Yi (her awesome idea about hotgames =D)

Last I need to give the highest appreciation to these two people:
Wu Kai Hui ( for non stop of scolding me when i overwork)
Choo Jia Yee (For helping me all the waaayyy)

Taggs by Hui Qing. oO

1. The person who tag you :
Hui Qing

2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Friends

3. Your first impression of him/her is :
supermodel material

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is :
PMO camp =.=

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is :
Childish!!??

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that :
lol dun ask lame questions

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do :
refer question 7's answer

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be :
refer question 8's answer

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is :
erm... wish her good luck in all her exams?

11. Your overall impression on him/her is :
american's next top model XP

12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself :
being LAZY

13. The most ideal person you want to be is :
be rich... umm does that count???

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them :
Thanks XD

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who want to know how they feel abot you :
1. Yiwen
2. liyin
3. wanning
4. ziling
5. Shi Hui
6. shuhui?
7. Nikki
8. kaihui?
9. Mengxin
10. wenshin

16. Who is 6 having relationship with?
IDK

17. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female.

18. What is 2 studying at the moment?
I don't know. Physics i think.

19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
with my dad?

20. What kind of music does 8 like?
FINAL FANTASY =DDD

21. Does 1 have any sibling?
1 brother, 1 sister

22. Is 4 single?
Should be gua

23. What is the surname of 5?
oopps... i duno wor

24. What's the hobby of 3?
study =.=

25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
I don't think they know each other.

26. Where is 10 studying at?
chs

27. Say something casual about your eyes :
is shortsighted?

28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
yalar she too man adee =.=""""""

29. Where does 9 lives?
Somewhere in sunway gua.

30. What colour does 4 like?
IDK

.31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
i don't think they know each other.

32. Does 2 like 7?As a friend?!
I think so.

33. How did you get to know 8?
pmo lohs

34. Does 3 have any pets?
bu zhi dao

35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahahahhahahaha!! yes

36. Are you sexy?
dun ask stupid question

37. What am i doing now?
dun ask stupid question can bo? i doing this tag lahhs

I'm tagging the following :
Those 10 people above.

woah

So many things had been happening lately, it felt like a dream. The scary thing is, its NOT. Such a terrible thing happened Which made me skip school for to days. It does also made me skip sports day. I was so down, that i cant even eat. Don't ask me why, but i cried for a couple of days. Until now the pain is still unbearable. I know whats done cannot be undone, But i still cant help it. I still keep thinking of that inciddent that happened.

Anyway, I'm of course still busy with my usual stuff. And I'll make this post as short as possible. with a little help of some wuliao pictures.

the tian yoon masterpiece =.=" with my lousy phone camera.

The... what i call damn wuliao pictures








And the previous PMO camp meeting: *hui qing's masterpiece







the discussion???!!!

I so damn zhadao...

But anyway, life's back to normal by now. By the wayyy, I've changed my glasses. I've turned from the oll noobish Joolin to the all new noobish Joolin. =.="

And there's the school exam going on. I'm So tired. I just had my history paper today and I desperately need some rest. I think that's all for today.

in a way

I'm so sick. I mean mentally, not physically. Something is so wrong with me, BUT WHAT?? Fine, Ignore that. for now.

I choose to believe that most of the people i know, knows that I was in Port dickson. Okay, I went there with PMO ^^. The joke started 1st thing in the morning, don't laugh. I went to school 1st thing in the morning for the trip, we were supposed to gather around outside 7-11 outside of my school. The thing is, I don't know about this thing. So, I went in school instead. Thank GOD, Jia Hui is as blur as me. We actually went in school. and waited there absent mindedly. Grrr, So, we had to come out eventually, as the fat bus couldn't go in. The worse thing is, I had to drag my bag all the way from school to 7-11. Don't get me wrong, distance is not a problem, and so is weight. The problem is, You don't get how much sound my stupid bag is making. I could feel that the whole world is looking at me, embarassing much?

Forget about the embarassing thing. The next funny thing is, I'm in bus "B"!! When JiaYee and KaiHui is in bus "A". Big bullies. I sat with ShiYi. LOL. Okay then. When I discovered we're about to be in different rooms, Walao again lo. We settled down, as usual, I'm Kicked out to have FUN. And then I realised, Its real fun to be in form 4 =D. Because, there're plenty of little kids to bully, And when we don't know anything, We could ask form 5's. XD

Then there was the ice breaking, Guess what. We played.... ice and water. Lmao. More childish than um.. me?! That there was the group thingie. Aww man I love my group name XD. "eagle toi toi" Which reminds me of the moblie toilet our school had. And wait till you listen to our slogan. But its in chinese. And i cant type chinese.. as well forget about it. Then there was treasure hunt.. And Guardian-angel. I LOVE MY GURADIAN. Thank you so much siew ling. XP

Then, we were like a bunch of little kids playing basketball. boys against girls? We easily outnumber them XP. Dinner, we had BARBEQUE. And i barbequed the most perfect chicken ever. Too bad I don't get a chance to taste them. But My guardian bbqed one for me! i was waaay touched. I was already half tired when it was dinner time. Need to eat. Nice food though.

I've learnt a valuable lesson too. Something about tuan2 jie2. The enthusiasm really touched me. We're seperated into 4 groups to protect a candle, Theso form 5 big bullies were supposed to spray water on the candle. Fine, at first it was spraying. Then, when they discovered that the candle wasn't about to go off easily. They start to pour BIG buckets of water. The thing is, there were four groups, we went out 1 by 1. which means 1 team out, the same team will come back seconds after. I salute my fellow friends. When we merge 4 teams into one team, wow. We passed. I was So touched, and overjoyed. This is what i call :- the semangat PMO.

I slept at 2 and woke up at about 6. 4 hours of sleep don't really make my day. Then, we went for excersice? dance dance. Then there was breakfast. After breakfast, there was this obstacle course. I FELL. i fell in the mud, which forces me to bathe again. LOL, i tried to offer everyone a hug when i just came out from the mud. Ew. Thank god i didn't fall head first. Then we had to check out. which gave us Time to do the newspaper thingie. I almost fail seni, and yet i had to do something. And i Love the weather report thingie. especially the snowstorm with the snowman.

Things happen and almost made me forgot about the stupid go-kart. I regreted to EVER pay 10 bucks on the stupid GO KART.. 50 people waiting for 2 karts? This is way too much. T.T my money ar. Hell, stupid hotel game service management. I hate u... Its almost time, And i was So tired, I Slept! I slept for almost the whole journey back to school. And i couldn't even hear of how loud the noise they were making in the bus. I was a pig. XD

I didn't take much photos But i took afew of tian yoon with the toilet thingie. I'll upload it as fast as possible. Then, it was my bro's birthday yesterday. I bought him a present lar of course. My 40 bucks!!! money fly again. But happy birthday anyways. Zz

And my Beloved phone, Stupid phone battery, become so fat. I cant use adee la. Hell... Using super duper dinosaur phone now. LOL Thats all for today ba...

Life? or no life?

Okay, the conversation went like this, or more rather:-
Me :"Im gonna update my blog as soon as my internet is back to normal."
Yw :"Kononnya..."

Hell, what an answer, but if there wasn't for this answer, I wouldn't be sitting here and updating my half dead blog *choi*. hmm, it have been? almost a month since I've last touched my blog. Argh, when i first open my blog today, I felt like a total stranger. A stanger to this blog, weird. It had no longer have the feeling that I've known it for life. The feeling is just plain weird.

Another question, what have i done of late? the answer is simple actually, I have done everything and nothing. I'm just SO TIRED. I need to breathe, I havent been relaxing for AGES, physically and mentally. I'm in desperate need of DE-stress. I'm so tired. I cant control my temper, the bubble in me could break anytime. Gahh. i miss my old self. I'm here now, still unsure of how to fully express myself. On how much I hate my new life. *okay, i should stop*

And by the way, I'm not so sure about the definition of an emo blog. But from my common sense, I've concluded that and emo blog is not good? As in:
1) no one will bother to finish reading it
2) Makes everybody's life as miserable as yours
3) ITS BORING *no offence though*

Actually, the main reason behind my absence is the exams, the homework, and the projects piling up on my head. It kinda makes my head heavier, and a bigger big head. Okay, first thing first, the exams. I flunked everything *full stop*. I hate myself, I regreted for having myself still in honeymoon year. And I truly understand on how much effort must I work on for the next exam. *which is on 27/5 btw*. I hate my results and I don't think there's any point showing it up here. It'll just upset me more.

And my class, the people are smart? nope, they're nt sjust smart, they're INSANELY smart. I terribly miss my 3A6. At least, ther atmophere there isn't as tense. I mean, no offence BUT. These people are highly INSANE. Form 4 still can score 90+? i mean, as in 99?? gawd. I think I'm gonna faint. I cant even scrape by 80 and these people can get 99?! I felt so stupid, dumb, and useless. All i can do now is wrok hard, iish

Homework? projects? I've finished all pjk, moral, and chemistry thingie. Finally, I can breathe. *I say things as if I'm barely alive XD* Well, actually, I finished all these projects in 3 days? yupps, its down to 1 day per project, nice? Haha, I'm quite proud of myself. I love it when things are done, I felt so ever accomplished. However, I still have alot of homeworks to do =.=".

By the way, I'm going off to Port dickson this week. With PMO, thats the good news, ready for the bad news? That stupid Pn chua is going. Wtf, I dont normally curse a teacher this badly, but i'll make this an exception. I solemnly say that : Damn u pn chua, Why do you have to ruin my trip?! hell, Its bad enough for you to be my form teacher. But with you as guru penasihat?! 2 words: Gone case. Hell, I really hate you. I accept if you scold me if i don't do my work. But you scold me for asking a question?! Hell, i hate you. You and your stupid duck voice!! ghhaah, enough of this, enough of her. I can barely think of polluting my blog with her presence.

And there's this PMO camp =D, but it clashes with my treasure hunt. T.T Awww, I think i'll keep the treasure hunt for next time. iish, i can't wait for the camp, sounds fun. for me XD. Come to think of it, I've just realised that I've already Form 4. which leaves me 1 more year till graduation. SO FAST? that my secondary school days are going to be over. I've always pictured that form 4 and 5 are the seniors in the .. um school. And I cant believe that I'm one of them now. Gee, sounds old XD. It seems just like yesterday when I 1st left primary school, and just as blur. I do wish that I could grow more MENTALLY. Argh, my mentality seems to be stuck. =.=

Hmmm, That should be enough for today. At least i think so, till next time haha.

Tired

Hmmm, it must have been ages since my last post. I cant be continuing to abandon my blog like this. Thats why, UPDATES.. Where should I start? How about:- "Once upon a time, in a far away castle and blah blah blah", Haha. Maybe the PMO orientation? Its the only time that I actually had fun, which i remember since Feb 2th. Imagine what a dull life i had.

Erm, ok. About that day, The whole thing was supposed to start at around 830am. BUT I was actually planning to embarass myself that day, SO, i turned up earlier. Everything went well, until the drama part. Which I'm totally convinced that I screwed the whole show. Everything was going well until my huge fit of giggles came into me. I really couldn't help it, I went laughing hysterically, Infront of the audience. I couldn't imagine that HOW i look infront of the camera *they were recording it*, Honestly, when the whole thing ends, I could have whacked myself on myhead. Its partially the stage fright, BUT i still screwed it. I might have screwed the thing, But i still have to thank lam lam for giving me support =D And a thousand sorry's for screwing it up.

After that, there was station games. Finally, I get to be station master. instead of running around to win, And of course, It was fun, and tired too. Our poor little newspaper mat got torn. They were supposed to fit all their group members into the newspaper. Honestly, I wasnt that strict, I just let them pass the whole thing. Aww, how kind of me *shrugs* perasan. There wasnt much time for the whole game, but i still had fun.

I've started my accounts tuition, Man was i blur for the 1st lesson. I don't even understand a single thing for the whole subject, as I had missed 3 lessons. Pn. Lim, my accounts teacher, was very kind. BUT she teaches like flowing water. Fast and NON stop :- "!#$$#^%$&%@#$#@##^$%$#$#@" pauses for 2 seconds "@!$@$^%&^$#@#@!........" I mean, really, dont she at least need a break? And she's too giving heaps of homework, which I dont know how to do. Thank god she's giving replacement for the lessons i've missed. Btw, Yw and I are having the same tuition, which I dont think its a good thing because we kept talking to each other without paying attention

Did I mentioned anything about merentas desa fell on valentines day? Not that it makes any difference. But a happy valentines day to everyone too! At merentas desa, as of course, I ran for my house. My dad keep teasing me to have an ambulance following me. But, I didn't faint. I saw someone vomit, And i almost vomit myself. I can't bare with the smell and the looks of it, makes me wanna vomit all over again. When i finished the race, I was damn exhausted. But I dont know where i find the strength to drag myself all the way to the side of the dewan for the 'bekalan air'. For this year's merentas desa, i WAS really touched by the sportsmanship shown by some of my fellow schoolmates. They could run non stop for 5 km straight. *applauds*. However, Kuning came in second after UNGU. iish

And of course, I finally truly understand the term of "i could barely walk". When i woke up yesterday, my leg was sore, I couldnt even go for badminton with my brother. BUT, ignoring the fact that my leg is as sore as ever, I went to ikano power centre to buy revision books. All the walking could've killed me. Btw, ikea ice cream taste good. Anyway, Later i went for the accounts replacement where YW is LATE. After that dreadful 2 hours of non stop teaching, I went to Sunway pyramid. to search for my new watch. The old one, is dead. My long beloved friend for 5 years was damaged beyond repair. *some one told me that my blog has no photos* And taadaa:

LOL white is the new black?

5 year old trusty friend

the past propels the present to soar to greater heights XD

Later at dinner, the whole family of five, including my grandma, went to showgun for buffet japanese dinner. there were many things there. inclusive of shashimi, tempura, and scallop? I don't really know much about the names of the food, as i only remember eating it. I ate a Big fat portion, *excercise later* I way WAAYYYYyyyy full. I've never eaten so much since my cruise trip. I can barely walk in the cause of over eating. I know I shouldn't eat that much but I cant resist the temptation of the food being right in front of me. Now i realise that, over eating can make a person unable to sleep at night. my theory is, too much energy liao.

Well, besides that, I've learnt a new skill, after years and years of thinking, I've finally learnt how to solve the rubik's cube. IT was really thanks to khin khuin that I know how to solve it. I'm learning and I could finally solve without even looking at the fomula. Actually, now, if i look at the fomula, Its even more confusing. I've memorised the fomula by heart now. I could solve it no problem. Special thanks to dad for buying me a rubik's cube from toys-r-us.

my one and only cube

My life in school? I don't know, why BUT i keep laughing like shit for the past week. Even the stupidest thing makes me laugh. The problem is that I'm still laughing even when the teacher is teaching. So, the teacher(s) hate us solemnly. And trust me, I really damn ^&*$%^ing hate the stupiak moral teacher. I got pay attention in class de okay, only yw no pay attention. STUPID. And Im facing Big fat problems with the forming quadratic equation for my mod math. I simply don't get the heck of it. And the Alpha beta thing is really getting on my nerves. However, life still goes on no matter you like it or not. I'm trying my best to face the reality, wish me luck!

weird

I intended to post this a VERY long time ago, weird. But I simply can't find the time, mind you, I'm BUSY.

Okay, Chinese new year hols, WHERE ARE THEY? Two BIG BIG hols has just passed and I still feel like nothing had ever happened. Finally I've understood the concept, When you're are busy, time flies. Now, life's is almost back to normal, altough there might still have a certain festive atmosphere. The actual Chinese new year lasts 15 days, BUT teacher's don't take chinese new year as an excuse and keep piling on huge piles of work for us. And they are the ones who encourage us to enjoy our youthful lifes, BUT HOW? How to enjoy when we have so much things to do and so little time?

cut the crap, About chinese new year, unlike many of my fellow friends, I don't have much photo's to show. I was *or rather am* simply too obsessed with the chips and the food(s). This, year, alike many other years, I went back to hometown. And my grandma's house is filled with small little babies. With all the crying and running around, the whole place was so *re nao*. And They are so cute, altoghether 5 babies, aged from 4-0? not counting my little brother who is adored by those small little monkeys. They just love him.

And there's the whole chinese new year routine, eat, sleep, pray, etc... And the worst part about chinese new year, eating mandrin oranges. My mum was conducting an experiment, She went to blend those oranges. And it tasted BITTER. And I drank A whole cup. I almost vomited everything out. It taste worse than bittergourd. Another sip of that thing and I wanted to faint. Imagine how i drank the whole cup. Its the worst thing I've ever tasted.

What's a Chinese new year without decent fireworks? Fireworks are of course, costly. However, watching them fly is the most wonderful feeling. The colours and sparks just add atmosphere to the festive season. My uncle bought alot of fireworks for his 4-year-old son, this year. The fireworks are even worse than those my father bought Last year. It was as though the firework has NO energy at all and the coulours were abit odd.

After a long week in Taiping, we came back on thursday. As of course, Home sweet home. I missed my bed, my room, my place, and most of all, my comp. Well, actually, Nothing much really happened since then. Life goes on and on and on. And that was until last sunday I did realise that my CNY Holidays are all over. I mean, going to school isn't that bad, with friends and stuff. Nevertheless, I'd rather sleep longer for a sec. School? Fine, I'll go

So, School. And I'm proud to finally say that, I've Finally Get The Hang Of Form 4 ^0^. With tons of work to finish, At least now, I've found a way to pay attention in class at the same time being childish with Yiwen. This is called- multitasking. Form 4 is of course, Not a honeymoon year, *there goes my sweet 16* But, after getting used to it, Its actually kinda same with form 1, where every thing is new. While form 4 comes along with tougher tasks and further studies in many of my subjects.

Then, my piano, trust me, I'm gonna die this thurs. I haven't touched piano since last last thurs. zomg. And my PJK folio is due *well* after 1st term exam. And thats about a months time. Exams are the scary part of this year, especially 1st term exam. The thing is, I don't really fancy exams, when it includes studying everything you've learnt and pouring out in those 1-3 hour's time. The worst part is, I havent muster my exam cylibers in such that I don't know what will be coming out for this Exam. Then, how should I study?

Anyways,

A very happy chinese new year to everyone

mun yee... damn u

tagged by: MUN YEE AGN

Name : Lee Joo Lin
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 6 *dam big i know*
Height : 167
Where do you live : Shah Alam
Favorite drinks : ice lemon tea (fresh ones)
Favourite breakfast : Cereals or sausages
Have you ever been on a plane : Yea.
Swam in the ocean : yup
Fallen asleep in school : almost everyday
Fell off your chair : nop
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Nop
Saved e-mails : ... y should i?
What is your room like : A perfect mess
What's right beside you : my piano
What is the last thing you ate : kuey teow soup

Q: When did you cry last :
Last week, forgot why
Q: Are you a friendly person:
erm, a 7/10?
Q: Do you have any pets :
do fishes count?
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now :
feelings? as in how? feelings towards my beloved fishes?
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? :
LOL? yiwen? besties? classmates??
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? :
Nop
Q: What are you doing right now? :
What to eat later?
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? :
yes?
Q: Can you handle the truth? :
honesty is the best policy
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? :
both?
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? :
Plenty, my family?
Q: Do you eat healthy? :
Nop
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:
Nop, no ex, i'm a good girl ^^
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? :
Yes
Q: How often do you go to church?:
never went b4
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
My bolster
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:
quiet and loud and quiet and loud
Q: Are you confident?:
nope
Q: Favorite Quote:
What's done cannot be undone

Q: Things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. last year in kindergarden
2.Eat, sleep, play
3. graduated from kindergarden
4. lost my 1st best friend (she went to primary school and i never saw her agn)
5. duno

Q: Things on my to-do list today.
1. Eat, sleep, play, damn lazy
2. Computer
3. study at night!
4. nth much
5. homework
6. practice piano
7. piano HOMEWORK
8. wait for my evil lil bro
9. Exercise!
10. Try to digest the news jia yee gave me

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy..
1. Chocolates
2. Ice-creams
3. chocolate bars
4. garlic bread
5. chips

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.. (By Order)
1.Eat luxuriously
2.Live luxuriously
3.Buy a big house
4. Travel around the world
5. charity bah

Q: 5 of my bad habits..
1. attitude problem
2. Lazy
3. hot tempered
4. childish
5. tomboy

Q: 5 places I have lived in..
1. My house
2.Grandma and Grandpa's house
3.Hotels, lol
4. smjk catholic
5. ..

Q: 5 jobs I've had..
1. Student
2. Big sis
3. ...
4. ....
5. ..................

5 people I tag..
1.Yiwen
2. u
3. she
4. he
5. them

...

Tagged by Nikki Aik Mun Yee


The tag victim has to come up with 10 different points about his/her perfect lover.Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Personally, i dont know. I mean, no one is perfect, right? And these are of course, wishes~

1. Erm................. Nice and friendly
2. Having a brain better than mine, cuz i need someone to guide me many things >.< *i dont wan an airhead*
3. At least good looking, or a 7/10 on my chart
4. Hmm... how about a musical one? some one who knows piano or violin or some other *And so can play along with me. haha*
5. Rich, LOL
6. Play with me, even with things that are very childish,
7. Makes me laugh, will listen to me and understand
8. Older and taller than me,
9. Smiles always, and i mean it
10. A person who really cares


1. Yiwen
2. ...
3. XXX
4. idk
5. u
6. anyone
7. duno
8. ****

school life

ERM,

For this post, which i really have no intention to write. Firstly because, i dont think ANYone ever read my posts. Secondly, beacuse i'm lazy. Thirdly, because that i'm SUPER sick. Until yiwen keep urging me to write, so i guess i'm giving it my best shot.

Firstly, i hate myself, For being sick. Honestly, I hate being sick, its worse that making me study 24/7. i really hate it. And its only the first week of school! why cant i get better?? I've been having fever since thursday, cough since saturday, and flu since yesterday!! stupid, altough my fever is erm, gone. My cough and flu irks me! Coughing when the class is in perfect silence, is a very APEK behaviour! And my flu, is the worst of all. I cant even bring enought tissues, and all the wan ton... *ew* So, i went to the doctor about this. And i got a big bag of medicine. the only thing worse than being sick is taking the medication. Especially tablets, the smaller the tablet, the harder for me to swallow!! and the syrup taste worse than chinese medication!! Fine, i hope i'll be better off tomorrow...

And its about a week in school already, but i still haven't get the hang of form 4. In other words, form 4 is worse than form 3. All the physics and chemistry and add maths are freaking me out! my calculator's battery is going to finish so fast, all the counting!! Sometimes i just feel like changing stream to study arts, but i won't give up, no matter what. I just have to pay attention from now, NO more honeymoon, and last minute self studys. argh, i miss form 3!!

And about my class, for the 1st day,i've really NEVER seen such a quiet class! Even when the teacher is not teaching. however, things are getting back to normal these days. And yes, i'm in 4s4 this year. Hmm, in this class? i should be happy if don't get the last place. 8 prefects, all the results good like siao and other's mostly results quite good de. HOW TO FIGHT? answer: easy, no need fight also sure lose. Btw, there's a HUGE mountain sitting right in front of me, really huge, and tall blocking my view from my place in school. HOW??? i cant see, and he keep sitting dam straight de, no tuo bei!

Anyways, about the teachers in school. They're not that bad. except my english teacher which always give me a look even when she's smilling. I couldn't handle her lesson, so boring! she's teaching and i don't even know she's teaching. I gave up eventually, ont think i can fail spm tough.

oh big crap, gtg now =) bb

AAACK

!!!
OMIGOD, I havent been writing since last year, I KNOW its VERY VERY LATE, but I still had to say it.

MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ^^

Anyway, all i can say is MANY things had happened during the past month *or more*. I went for a trip, came back. Play play play, play sumore and now. FINALLY, nid study agn, and form 4 DAM freaking tough. I dont have a single idea of what the heck the tcher is talking about, especially chemistry.

Hmm, what to tell? nothing much actually, unless u count for thr fact that i got the PMR results. AND guess what? I got perfect, 8, tiny little A's. And I'm Beyond happy, satisfied and for the first time *hopefully not the last* PROUD of myself. I'm so tired of writing at the nmoment, and i'm not feeling quite well (dam stupid sore throat), I think I shall stop now. and continue when i have the MOOD !!!