I seriously got a shock after the call..
How can it be??I just can't accept it..I know ur feeling..But it just happens too fast and too sudden..Dont u ever feel so??I dunno..The way u expressed all the things didnt seem so..I guess you are proud instead..U make me have the sense that love is perhaps really fragile..Love can't stand for any obstacles..Once is gone, is gone...forever and ever perhaps..I seriously got a shock..I guess is because I never exposed to such thing before..MAybe for others, its just a normal norm..I m stunned...I dunno wat to say..I sincerely wish that for all the decision that you have made, you are truly happy with it, but not because of the short term satisfaction..
I Still believe that the true love is never fragile..It will be remembered deep inside in each other's heart even though one has ended his last breath..The spirit, the promise and the memory will still carry on , forever and ever....Thats what i choose to believe...T.T
Perhaps the song "angel" can make me feel better and continue to believe that love is borderless..It should not be that fragile..
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
12.34.56. 07.08.09 Once in your life
What so special about today is that at 12 hours 34 minutes and 56 seconds, the time and date will become 12.34.56 07-08-09..This will definitely occur only once in your life. Well, I m the kind of person who likes such thing.I keep telling my friens about it, forward the msg..etc..But it just seems that I m the only one who feel so excited and look forward to that moment..Like for last two years at 07.07.07 7.07pm I even forced my friend to text me a message. Same for last year during olympics day, 08.08.08 8.08pm..haha..How good it is if time can just freeze at that particular special moment with your loved ones..This particular moment just passed so fast when I was having my maths class. I even told my lecturer about it. haha. To me, it is just simply a special day that I should make a record on it..^^v
This whole week is quite a relaxing one with no any assignment and test which I feel so good. haha..and I always look forward to the long awaited 6 August cos its my dearest teacher's birthday..and guess what! so coincidently that my mentor's birthday is also on that day..haha..Thats really unexpected..haha..So as usual, I will text my teacher birthday message..and...as usual, she will also reply me only after few hours.. This time was the worst as she only replied me late at night..Well, of course I m not blamming her, cos she is busy with her life as well..Her reply just made me feel so warm and touched..I just wish to tell her that along these few years, the cake, presents, n whatsoever, I give it simply because the appreciation that I wish to convey to her..If its not her who pulled me from the trap that time, I guess thats no YinShia right now..I always believe that once you get touched bcos of something, you will remember the moment forever ..I'm truly proud and lucky to have your guidance, advice and ur endless support throughout my life..Instead, we are just like friends now though with the difference of 23 years in age....haha..can just talk nonsense and crack jokes to reach other..Be it how tough my future path would be, with your support, I will struggle hard to endure it...
The cake for Miss Choo, J8's Mummy ^^v
All black
Our class photo..My pre U life
Truly appreciated to have her as my accounting lecturer as I m the one who don't have any accounting background at all..With her patience in teaching, only I m able to catch up with my classmates..Thanks a lot , miss choo..
Thats the end for today's post..Not to mention , I just had a very wonderful karaoke session with my housemate, Lee Chien using the Youtube MV..haha..It was really funny to sing crazily especially when Emily came to our unit suddenly..haha...I mean , the sound pollution that we created in Casa..haha...
This whole week is quite a relaxing one with no any assignment and test which I feel so good. haha..and I always look forward to the long awaited 6 August cos its my dearest teacher's birthday..and guess what! so coincidently that my mentor's birthday is also on that day..haha..Thats really unexpected..haha..So as usual, I will text my teacher birthday message..and...as usual, she will also reply me only after few hours.. This time was the worst as she only replied me late at night..Well, of course I m not blamming her, cos she is busy with her life as well..Her reply just made me feel so warm and touched..I just wish to tell her that along these few years, the cake, presents, n whatsoever, I give it simply because the appreciation that I wish to convey to her..If its not her who pulled me from the trap that time, I guess thats no YinShia right now..I always believe that once you get touched bcos of something, you will remember the moment forever ..I'm truly proud and lucky to have your guidance, advice and ur endless support throughout my life..Instead, we are just like friends now though with the difference of 23 years in age....haha..can just talk nonsense and crack jokes to reach other..Be it how tough my future path would be, with your support, I will struggle hard to endure it...
The cake for Miss Choo, J8's Mummy ^^v
All black
Our class photo..My pre U life
Truly appreciated to have her as my accounting lecturer as I m the one who don't have any accounting background at all..With her patience in teaching, only I m able to catch up with my classmates..Thanks a lot , miss choo..Thats the end for today's post..Not to mention , I just had a very wonderful karaoke session with my housemate, Lee Chien using the Youtube MV..haha..It was really funny to sing crazily especially when Emily came to our unit suddenly..haha...I mean , the sound pollution that we created in Casa..haha...
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
For We are From 6M...
The lovely August finally approaches..
There is always a task for me to do as an organiser whenever comes to this month. But I don't mind at all.Instead, I just feel energetic and motivated to inform all of you, think of the venue, the food, the surprise element for every year..haha..Now flashing back all the celebration and gathering that we have gone through with you, I suddenly have a sense of unbelievable. I mean its really not easy for us to gather around and still keep in touch with our primary school's teacher..I believe its all about your effort and sincerity in your job as a teacher that bring us bounded together no matter where we are right now..
back to 2006, it was the first ever birthday celebration with you..It was a very successful surprised party, don't it?..I still remember how funny it was when your purse was being stolen by us so that you were not able to pay the bill..haha...It was really a very memorable gathering!!
well, it looks like a volcano..haha..we had put 41 candles on top of the cake..not kidding..haha..
The cake and the flower...still remember how we all discussed and planned in the class to make this party a successful one??Its all because we are united as one..
The 'pink' gathering that we had before all of us departed to our own destiny of lives..Its another touching and warm reunion...with the games, the song we sang and every single joke that we cracked...
It was last year when we sneaked into your house with the birthday cake..with Shun Jing came back from England
The group photo^^v
If not mistaken thats my idea of having a serious looking photo as if we were having the class photo session..But still some of you just cant stop laughing for a single second..haha
Thats the spirit...6M roX!!
A sense of proud and touched just uncontrollably melt through my heart whenever looking at this picture..we have just gone through so much...The priceless advice, care and whatever you have given to me, I sincerely appreciate it deep inside my heart...It is a real blessing to have you in part of my journey of life...
Well, as for now, I m still cracking my head thinking what should we do for the coming reunion in conjunction with the birthday celebration..I really wish to hv a very memorable gathering with you all before I fly off to Australia though it seems that only a few people can attend since we all are busy pursuing our dreams right now..Be it how tough, I believe that as long as I have the spirit to make it, it will be another touching and memorable gathering...for we are from 6M ^^v
There is always a task for me to do as an organiser whenever comes to this month. But I don't mind at all.Instead, I just feel energetic and motivated to inform all of you, think of the venue, the food, the surprise element for every year..haha..Now flashing back all the celebration and gathering that we have gone through with you, I suddenly have a sense of unbelievable. I mean its really not easy for us to gather around and still keep in touch with our primary school's teacher..I believe its all about your effort and sincerity in your job as a teacher that bring us bounded together no matter where we are right now..
back to 2006, it was the first ever birthday celebration with you..It was a very successful surprised party, don't it?..I still remember how funny it was when your purse was being stolen by us so that you were not able to pay the bill..haha...It was really a very memorable gathering!!
well, it looks like a volcano..haha..we had put 41 candles on top of the cake..not kidding..haha..
The cake and the flower...still remember how we all discussed and planned in the class to make this party a successful one??Its all because we are united as one..
The 'pink' gathering that we had before all of us departed to our own destiny of lives..Its another touching and warm reunion...with the games, the song we sang and every single joke that we cracked...
It was last year when we sneaked into your house with the birthday cake..with Shun Jing came back from England
The group photo^^v
If not mistaken thats my idea of having a serious looking photo as if we were having the class photo session..But still some of you just cant stop laughing for a single second..haha
Thats the spirit...6M roX!!
A sense of proud and touched just uncontrollably melt through my heart whenever looking at this picture..we have just gone through so much...The priceless advice, care and whatever you have given to me, I sincerely appreciate it deep inside my heart...It is a real blessing to have you in part of my journey of life...Well, as for now, I m still cracking my head thinking what should we do for the coming reunion in conjunction with the birthday celebration..I really wish to hv a very memorable gathering with you all before I fly off to Australia though it seems that only a few people can attend since we all are busy pursuing our dreams right now..Be it how tough, I believe that as long as I have the spirit to make it, it will be another touching and memorable gathering...for we are from 6M ^^v
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Live Life to The Fullest ^^v
Well, as I always emphasized, this is the longest period I have never been home..Even longer than the period when I was working last time in kl..The feeling of standing on ur own land is so great..Have a sense of proud instead..
I have never realised the sky right in front my house can be so nice...I have just neglected it all these while
Well, I got to admit that last few weeks, I m really emo..cos I m a typical pessimist person. Anything discouraging can just depress me so easily..Only last week I realised that we as the human actually have a choice~ a choice to live ur life to the fullest..Its all happen because of you all...
Darren~ A true heart to heart talk did make me feel better as I can never express all the true things in front of others..I guess its sort of a weapon to myself so that I can feel more secured..Ur blog seriously impressed me.The way u think, u lead ur life, everything..I m really proud to have u as my godbrother.."with us to reunite and complement each other, we form a family"..I like this phrase..Cos I always believe that human can never be alone, we are interdependent, dont we??Only through sharing and support we are able to overcome all the obstacles in our lives..Thats the spirit I m holding now..and I will let it flow through my blood till the end of my breathe^^v ..look forward to meet u n ur dad in Singapore...
Nicholas~ur comment in facebook impressed me alot and made me think twice why am i so fragile all these while..I m a such a lucky dude instead..Start from now onwards, I will put that in my mind.." whenever sick of studying, think of those african children who dont even have the opportunity to touch a book~~Whenever getting frustrated with friends, think of those blood cancer children who have only friends in hospital with all the stuffs stick on their body~~Whenever coming across the bottleneck in study, tell urself that u still have rooms of improvement~~and if ur friend betray you, just tell urself that they let you knw the harsh realities of life..Take it as a challenge and never be disoriented ..Life is just all about ups and downs..
The happiness actually streamed through my heart the day I got back the paper. I m truly happy with it. I mean when ur hardwork is really paid off and u got such an encouraging comments, u will definitely feel appreciated..Live is all about giving and receiving, when you are willing to contribute, you will get back at the end..I always believe on it ..and a phrase from someone actually make me think twice the real meaning of life" u study hard, get a degree, then work even harder 2 earn a living and by the time u have enough to support yourself, u find that you're too old to really enjoy ur life"..I guess this really applies to all of us especially we are in such a competitive society..We keep working and working but turn up to neglect the beauty of the world..What am I trying to convey is that take ur life easy, while striving to the peak, take a rest at times and look around, and by that time, u will sense the real beauty of life..^^Its true...
Its all the true reflection of myself of what happening to me recently..I have wasted so much time living in a depression mode..Now its time for me to revert to what am I supposed to live...and you definitely give me a very valuable lesson..and i m glad that i m really feeling better thinking of u right now..I knw my mistake at the end..the day u decided to release ur hands, I know that I m gonna hold it more tightly the next time..Alright, thats all for it...have a look on my recent photo..
let me introduce: this is "happy" n i m "go" the one who hold the camera (michelle) is 'lucky"..haha..this was the first tim happy cooked the green bean soup which was quite an unsuccessful one..haah..learn from experience..
Its Pappa Rich which was just opened recently in front of taylors there..I like the design of their menu..It just looks comfortable..and it make me think of my future dream of having my own coffee shop..haha.
Its look nice..but look at the chicken wing...Its so so so small which is totally different from the menu..I have been warned by Sheila for not ordering, yet I insisted to have a try..and now i knw how small is the chicken wing in Pappa Rich..haha
A farwell dinner with all the bank scholars who are flying soon to US..all the best to and c u all in four year times in BNM..^^v
With Vinnie..California girl..
The gathering in Casa after the dinner..with Jayson and Vinner as our drivers..
The first ever dog in our family..he has been with us for 12 years..so he is officially 84 years old right now..he is terribly sick and thats one of the reason i m bac to home..I dunno how long can he still be with us..But one thing for sure, he is part of our family forever..Thanks for being that strong and wait for my return
He seriously looks thinner..and this is the very first time he walks so slow when I brings him out to have a walk..
THis is my fatty doggie..She is still that fat..or shud I say she will be that fat forever..haha..
Well, i will regard it as the foreigner in our family as he is the dog that my dad just brought bac last few months.I dont really like him act...but he jus looks innocent all the times and brings laughter to us..
Thats my dearest grandma..with the mask I wore on my way back..haha..her listening problem has worsened when I talk to her..its not a prob to me at all..As long as i can speak and hear, i dun mind repeat for few times until she can hear me..i dun mind talk louder..always the young generation dont understand this and thats y we have so many old folks home in malaysia..Bear in mind that they are elders who cant really control the process of aging, so we as the youngs should think on behalf of them..I can sense how happy she is with my return..I teach her how to use my camera, i bring her out to shop for grocery,i talk everything to me using my terrible hokkien mix with cantonese and chinese..haaa..thats the funniest way communcating with her..
The photo that i took in my garden when i was out to hv a walk..note that there are two baby grasshoppers there..so cute..'LoOk around and u can sense the beauty of the world' ^^v
Thats all for my post...i should enjoy the rest of the few hours at home ..with my doggies around...and eat whatever I wish to ..do whatever I like....Hold the spirit that u are having now...Live life to the fullest^^v
I have never realised the sky right in front my house can be so nice...I have just neglected it all these whileWell, I got to admit that last few weeks, I m really emo..cos I m a typical pessimist person. Anything discouraging can just depress me so easily..Only last week I realised that we as the human actually have a choice~ a choice to live ur life to the fullest..Its all happen because of you all...
Darren~ A true heart to heart talk did make me feel better as I can never express all the true things in front of others..I guess its sort of a weapon to myself so that I can feel more secured..Ur blog seriously impressed me.The way u think, u lead ur life, everything..I m really proud to have u as my godbrother.."with us to reunite and complement each other, we form a family"..I like this phrase..Cos I always believe that human can never be alone, we are interdependent, dont we??Only through sharing and support we are able to overcome all the obstacles in our lives..Thats the spirit I m holding now..and I will let it flow through my blood till the end of my breathe^^v ..look forward to meet u n ur dad in Singapore...
Nicholas~ur comment in facebook impressed me alot and made me think twice why am i so fragile all these while..I m a such a lucky dude instead..Start from now onwards, I will put that in my mind.." whenever sick of studying, think of those african children who dont even have the opportunity to touch a book~~Whenever getting frustrated with friends, think of those blood cancer children who have only friends in hospital with all the stuffs stick on their body~~Whenever coming across the bottleneck in study, tell urself that u still have rooms of improvement~~and if ur friend betray you, just tell urself that they let you knw the harsh realities of life..Take it as a challenge and never be disoriented ..Life is just all about ups and downs..
The happiness actually streamed through my heart the day I got back the paper. I m truly happy with it. I mean when ur hardwork is really paid off and u got such an encouraging comments, u will definitely feel appreciated..Live is all about giving and receiving, when you are willing to contribute, you will get back at the end..I always believe on it ..and a phrase from someone actually make me think twice the real meaning of life" u study hard, get a degree, then work even harder 2 earn a living and by the time u have enough to support yourself, u find that you're too old to really enjoy ur life"..I guess this really applies to all of us especially we are in such a competitive society..We keep working and working but turn up to neglect the beauty of the world..What am I trying to convey is that take ur life easy, while striving to the peak, take a rest at times and look around, and by that time, u will sense the real beauty of life..^^Its true...
Its all the true reflection of myself of what happening to me recently..I have wasted so much time living in a depression mode..Now its time for me to revert to what am I supposed to live...and you definitely give me a very valuable lesson..and i m glad that i m really feeling better thinking of u right now..I knw my mistake at the end..the day u decided to release ur hands, I know that I m gonna hold it more tightly the next time..Alright, thats all for it...have a look on my recent photo..
let me introduce: this is "happy" n i m "go" the one who hold the camera (michelle) is 'lucky"..haha..this was the first tim happy cooked the green bean soup which was quite an unsuccessful one..haah..learn from experience..
Its Pappa Rich which was just opened recently in front of taylors there..I like the design of their menu..It just looks comfortable..and it make me think of my future dream of having my own coffee shop..haha.
Its look nice..but look at the chicken wing...Its so so so small which is totally different from the menu..I have been warned by Sheila for not ordering, yet I insisted to have a try..and now i knw how small is the chicken wing in Pappa Rich..haha
A farwell dinner with all the bank scholars who are flying soon to US..all the best to and c u all in four year times in BNM..^^v
With Vinnie..California girl..
The gathering in Casa after the dinner..with Jayson and Vinner as our drivers..
The first ever dog in our family..he has been with us for 12 years..so he is officially 84 years old right now..he is terribly sick and thats one of the reason i m bac to home..I dunno how long can he still be with us..But one thing for sure, he is part of our family forever..Thanks for being that strong and wait for my return
He seriously looks thinner..and this is the very first time he walks so slow when I brings him out to have a walk..
THis is my fatty doggie..She is still that fat..or shud I say she will be that fat forever..haha..
Well, i will regard it as the foreigner in our family as he is the dog that my dad just brought bac last few months.I dont really like him act...but he jus looks innocent all the times and brings laughter to us..
Thats my dearest grandma..with the mask I wore on my way back..haha..her listening problem has worsened when I talk to her..its not a prob to me at all..As long as i can speak and hear, i dun mind repeat for few times until she can hear me..i dun mind talk louder..always the young generation dont understand this and thats y we have so many old folks home in malaysia..Bear in mind that they are elders who cant really control the process of aging, so we as the youngs should think on behalf of them..I can sense how happy she is with my return..I teach her how to use my camera, i bring her out to shop for grocery,i talk everything to me using my terrible hokkien mix with cantonese and chinese..haaa..thats the funniest way communcating with her..
The photo that i took in my garden when i was out to hv a walk..note that there are two baby grasshoppers there..so cute..'LoOk around and u can sense the beauty of the world' ^^vThats all for my post...i should enjoy the rest of the few hours at home ..with my doggies around...and eat whatever I wish to ..do whatever I like....Hold the spirit that u are having now...Live life to the fullest^^v
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