Saturday, July 24, 2010

Quote of my winter break


有时候,不是别人不在乎你,而是你把别人看得太重。

Don't make someone a priority when they only make you an option!(LIMICHI 2010)

Sorry for the plagiarism!But somehow I like this phrase so much...

It might be cruel but I guess this is what our society is practising now...

Never do that to those u care....

Friday, July 23, 2010

23.7.2010


23.7.2010~

A 80% Promise is made in Black and White~ Thou Shall never default it unless in some unforeseen circumstances. Counting down 239 Days!hahaha......♥

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I ♥ Sydney!


The summary of the trip:

最常的一句话: Aiyaaa~~^^v 动作动作××××
最搞笑的一幕:莉娟的背吓到法国佬
最佳精神奖: 我们的专业摄影师:yongscen
最搞笑奖:谢谢ALEX努力地把气氛搞热
最甜蜜的一pair:我和SUSAN每晚的洞房
最意想不到的:每个人只限一个碟的BUFFET
最好笑的一幕:看着那鸟被强风搞到上气不接下气,飞上也不是, 飞下也不是
最温馨的一幕:三个朋友的FORMULATION
最无辜的那两个: BRIAN & JJ,不断地被成为话题。哈哈哈
最腼腆的笑容:MISS ADELAIDE 的 HEHEHE
最无厘头的一个:MISS CHUA WAN CHEE 不断地被我们损她的 UNO SKILL ..哈哈。。Reverse reverse 五个7!!!哈哈哈
最丢脸的一幕:一群人在CHINESE GARDEN狂追穿着皇袍的鬼佬。。为的只是拍照.哈哈




The five days four nights Sydney Trip a.k.a Aiyaaa~~vacation has finally come to the end. Here's the summary of all the memories that will be carved deep inside my heart forever.

First and foremost, my deepest and sincere appreciation goes to the 5 awesome hosts in Sydney: The master chef, Sujen, The master Planner, Yiwen, The aunty Wanchee, and the two jokers, Kyana n VVen. The great hospitality melts my heart, I can truly feel the warm welcoming from you all. Not to forget the scrumptious food u guys prepared for us with love: Shark fin soup, Kuih Batik, Popia, Pumpkin Rice, The toast, the pizza, the sushi and sandwhiches!

The Ladies' Night: Having most of the gals but not all talk on the bed late at night was something wonderful as the topic could never escape from Love issue. and the conclusion was some were too pessimistic over it due to their past and so I was being said to be overly optimistic about my Love life! I admitted I am despite of the wounds I m still struggling to recover.But no harm to always look forward to it in an optimistic way right?i mean what's the point if u insist to perceive it in such a negative way which wouldnt help much when u were to start a new relationship, right! Tho I agree with it that the lower the expectation the more fruitful it will end up. I knw I'm contracting myself...Still I believe that TRUE LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL!^^V

朋友就是那些和你晚上站在海边吹着冷风,看着星星,听着爱很简单。。。一句话也不用多说,三颗心已连成一条线♥♥♥ 哈哈哈。。
This is how it derived when three of us were standing in this cold windy night with the opera House and this love song爱很简单 as the background. NO reason except for we click easily! You just don't have to express anything out but can already sense each other's feeling at that moment!Perhaps we have too many things in common! I treasure the heart to heart sharing inside the bus and the night talk till 3am! Can hardly describe the strong bond we created that day but I believe it will go unbreakable as long as we put each of us in mind all the times!

The jokes: I think I laughed a lot throughout these few days! and the funniest one goes to Frying Pan's Back and the French Guy! no offend pls! Just like to share it out..and the second one goes to the lame joke from our dear Vven. The joke goes like that :
有一天小明做错了事, 妈妈很生气, 然后罚他跪在观音面前直到观音肯原谅他。可是就在妈妈一转身, 小明便得意洋洋地站了起来, 妈妈很无赖, 气呼呼的问他说:我不是说了吗一直跪到观音娘娘肯原谅你为止! 小明说“ 观音娘娘原谅我了, 他跟我说。。。。。。。。。OK!( Pls refer to 观音娘娘's hand posture) Please LAUGH! I knw i have changed a bit from the original version but still the root is there. N guess what when I told this to my mum yesterday through webcam, she din really laugh but ended up explaining to me that different 观音娘娘 will have their different hand posture.. n I was like, MUMMY THIS IS JUST SIMPLY A JOKE, just GIVE ME A SMILE WILL DO BUT DONT RESPOND TO IT SO SERIOUSLY!Haha........guess i really nt good in telling jokes!

Time to show some of my favourite photos taken in Sydney



















The end.
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened for there are more new "Hellos" to be made! ♥

Thanks for the awesome memory!

有时候

有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆
  
有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。
  
有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。
  
有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
  
有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。
  
有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。
  
有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
  
有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。
  
有时候,夜深人静,突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。
  
有时候,走过熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一个人的脸。
  
有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。
  
有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
  
真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。
  
有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
  
有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢的 无影无踪。
  
有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。
  
有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。
  
有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。
  
有时候,听到一首歌,就会突然想起一个人。
  
有时候,希望能找个人好好疼爱自己,渴望一种安全感。 可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候,你却偏执地退隐。
  
有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。
  
有时候,被别人伤害,嘴上讲没事,其实心里难过的要死。
  
有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。
  
有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀, 有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
  
有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。
  
其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。  
跟朋友装沉默,跟陌生人讲心里话。对于在乎你的,不想让Ta们担心,有时候,没有消息就是一种好消息。其实,很想说“我很好”,或许是昧着心说谎,也只是想把最灿烂的一面,放在每个人对自己印象的首页。
  
丢了的自己,要记得捡回来……

笑一个吧, 银霞 :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

我以为

我以为。。。
可是换来的只是失望和心痛
原来。。


单方面的我以为。。是苦的

一切回归原始。。。

也好。。

不是吗?

霞霞。。。

Monday, July 19, 2010

19th July

I knw I m gonna miss this night ♥ with the laughters filling up each of the corner of 2304/570

Mafia night with Adelaide, Cecilia, Alex, Frying Pan, Brandon

Don't end it with tears, but with the smile hoping for the next one...

Doritos
:( / :)

Sunday, July 11, 2010


While waiting for Lee Siang's arrival late at night....

Lots of mind running through my mind.
All of the sudden, I miss my family n my beloved buddies terribly...
Perhaps it's because I haven't heard from them for quite some time..esp these few days when I can hardly find time to give them a call

Listening to MY FM n Chatting with da ge...

I'm glad to hang out with all of them..
The laughter, the gossip, the lame jokes we cracked throughout these few days
is deeply treasured ....
The sharing and the grumble channel out all the hidden wounds and feelings

but found out:
the changes! In fact, things do change, isn;t it?and so do I

can never....
Don't know how to ....
Always struggling hard to....
Pretend to...
Find hard to....

Nothing is permanent!N yet impermanent is permanent!

If only laughter can cover up the sham...
If only remain silent can cover up the real self
If only everything is built out of simplicity

Simplicity ....That;s what I always choose to believe....

Sydney, here I come!
Gonna enjoy the rest of my holidays to the fullest!

Cheers!!!!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Places to go in Melbourne


Shrine of Remembrance
An ancient and magnificent memorial to commemorate those Australians who have served in the war. What amazed me is that there is actually this special feature of the shrine, called the ray of light. On the 11th of November, the beam of light will falls on "Love" on the stone of Remembrance at 11am to mark the end of the hostility in World War1.


Awesome right? Wonder how they make it! Shall go and seek for the truth in this coming NOV!After all, it's free admission!haha...

Royal Botanic Garden~


Hopefully able to visit this place when michelle comes!It is said that there are more than 50000 plants in this renowned garden. Will shoot some nice photos in this picturesque setting!

Harbour Town @ Docklands!



A worth going place if you enjoy the cool breeze stroll and shopping spree!What's more appealing is that in this July, there is fireworks shows over Victoria Harbour every Friday. Sounds cool and I will definitely pay a visit there to catch the spectacular fireworks!

Queen Victoria Market~

A favourite place of mine so far as I can find all sort of things there, ranging from foods, drink, necessities, clothes, watch, sunglasses and other merchant items.
It is the buskers and street entertainment as the market feature here that makes it so happening especially during the weekends.

MOre to update! :)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

A day full of jubilant delight

It's gonna be a special post.

Walking from my apartment to Fo Guang Yuan is supposedly a thirty minute journey, but somehow it has taken me more than an hour to reach there this morning. What to expect from a girl who has no sense of direction at all?!haha.. Seriously wonder how long will I take to be familiar with all the streets in Melbourne!and so I was wandering around and around until I reached my destination.

Found out this surprise that the brothers and sisters in Fo Guang Yuan actually have a birthday celebration at the first week of every month. But sadly that I missed the March celebration, else it would be great to celebrate there. haha...This reminds me of my 18th birthday celebration in PBHP two years ago. Touching and warm. so I have made up my mind to go there next year, after all it's my 21st, the most meaningful ones.

Tasted the vegetarian cakes after that! The chocolate and orange flavoured cheesecake. It was so tempting that I actually ate a total of 4 slices!haha...Love this place which always give me a sense of belongings and I enjoyed the sharing sessions by Si fu after the Sutra. It allows us to reflect back on our own attitudes as a human being!

and next the most nervous part was to check for my sem1 result. was chatting all the way to Chin and it helped to cool me down. I was seriously so gan jiong and yet he kept saying that he wanted to see my result. Well, this somehow made me feel inferior, after all he was the receiver of Dean List last year. While I was busy searching for my grades in Student Portals, there he pointed at the screen, showing me where the mark is written...

M.I.S.S.I.O.N. C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E.D!! A satisfying smile lighted up my face :)

At least it serves as a good headstart. Hardwork wins. Keep it up! Shall aim for my next target!

Talking to few friends through phone, not to boasting about my result but to update them with my recent life as well as lending them my ears. It's a relief after pouring out all sort of my feelings to YeeChe. (She must be SS now reading this sentence). Having a friend that is willing to listen to you despite of triumph and sorrow is the most precious gift I possess in my life.

Finally called back to YongPeng! somehow I just feel responsible to give him a call and show my concerns. There's nothing else I can offer to help but to let him feel that at least someone do care of him. It was a pleasant chat.

Thanks for the blessings. Your intangible presence does keep me going. THANK YOU!

and the last one, who kept crying! haha...I guess everyone does has to undergo this stage of life. In fact, this is the phase allowing us to grow more maturely, a stepstone to what we called as an adult life! Being apart is not the saddest thing, but it makes us learn and appreciate more the sense of closeness once we gather again.You will definitely treasure more the moments hanging out together! The new page of life is just about to unfold, be happy to welcome it!

Best of luck to those entering U!^^

Friday, July 2, 2010

Finger crossed!

The coming few days is gonna be scary i guess for the results will be posted on student portals one after next. The first task to do every morning will be checking the results!

Got my Japanese result this morning! A satisfied one though it didnt really live up to my expectation. Still got rooms for improvement? Well, I wouldnt think so. The chance for me to continue with Japanese2A is not that high due to it ascending level of difficulty! Will see how it goes....

Just be optimist, whatever the result may be.

希望越大, 失望越大

The feelings of kept confronted with disappointment is definitely unbearable. Especially when you are really looking forward to that, thinking that it will work out as you wish.


Although I have slowly learnt to accept this kind of uncertainty ever since I first encountered this, Yet when time comes, i do feel heartbroken!cos all these I do it with my heart. I don't like the feeling of being dragged up high into the sky and the next second being flung down so painfully! Hope crush!I really don't like.....yet, I m in contact with it one after next.

I find myself getting more like a coward nowadays. In all sort of things.

Things change and it seems like I'm not quick enough to allow myself to fit well.

I dont wanna fake my smile, fake myself. Cos that's not who I am. Things seem to go haywire.

I wonder how long I have never smiled that blissfully and sincerely from my heart.

I would'nt want to flash back but it's carved there..

每次的回首, 其实都是一种伤害

To my readers:
Don't worry, It's my usual style of random expressions. At least I feel better to express it out in a written form rather than keeping everything to myself.:) Cheers