lonely new year....

while majority of people around the world today gets busy to countdown for the New Year @

-shopping malls
-streets
-restaurant
-clubs
- any other places to watch the fireworks

some minorities like me are lonely at home....

well... Im alone at home cause I dont have anywhere to go... Dad went to work and has dinner tonight... Mum went over to her friends place for new year dinner... not in the mood to celebrate the new year cause of various reason that will keep me sad.. not revealing it.... therefore not celebrating it... just going to watch fireworks outside my house then go sleep..

well...but im still looking forward to a brand new year... what and how will it be filled..
-full of surprises ?? sad or happy ones..
-tears ?? sad or happy ones...
-getting old....
-more stress...
-more responsibilities....

wish my best friends, didi, korkor, ji mui, and those of all who are closed to my heart were over here to build the mood.... and pianoman as well.. haihz...

but anyhow ignore me... and HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR....!!!! HAPPY 2010 EVERY1

its been a week of school holidays

yes... actually is more than a week.... well more in days...

lets see where have I been going...

16th Dec - last paper for Semester 2 and then break!!!
- went over to Puchong for a B.B.Q party with my course mates and juniors mates

17th Dec - went to Sunway with Dad and my brother (real 1) to check out ice skating course but could not find suitable time so we abandon the idea

18th Dec - went to MidValley... LOLssss alot of people cause is PUBLIC HOLIDAY... went round and round to find parking... LOLsssss.... hard to go from one shop to another and the queue for the counters was like so long.... haihz... tiring day...

19th Dec - went church celebrate Christmas Party with my fellow buddies whom I have know for so long.... and then get a chance to meet my didi but haihz... sad ah Henry kor cant come... but it was a great night...

20th Dec - celebrated my little cousin birthday who is just turn 11 years old... haahha... then hold family from mum side except those who migrated... came over to my house to make tong yuen and also decorate their gingerbread man

21st Dec - went out wif my fellow housemates to Times Square like the previous post that I have mention... and went I got back... went to Sunway with family... yes... again.... read my previous post yeahh...this time with the hold family cause parents on leave till next year... walk around and mum wants to do her hair but cant cause is takes her 4hours to do so.

22nd Dec - today I stayed at home cause dont feel like going out.... lazy.... then... i cook my own dinner... wkakakka... tas all...


23rd Dec - went to Sunway again... but this time to celebrate Mum's BIRTHDAY!!!!! weee~~~ she got a free massage and a free haircut... me... well just walk around while waiting for her and dad... and dinner was at the Taiwan Tea something... yukssss foood not niceeeee!!!!!! haihz... so no picture taken... and yeah.... I BOUGHT ANOTHER SS501 collection


24th Dec - this time went to OneUtama (1U) to go for a little walk with the family... not so much of buying things... only bought food and biscuits... went to try the Bak Kut Teh at Paramonde Lake side... is finger licking good.... taste very very nice... well no pictures cause i forget my camera.... hahhaha... if you go to 1U... pls try.... nice!!!!


25th Dec - did not go out... cause I think parents are really tired... so just stay at home... and some how... I like it... cause dun need to walk or spend money.... just send some Christmas sms to friends... those who are reading this if u din get my sms... sorry... is not I forgot but I run out of Credit already... MERRY hohoho CHRISTMAS to you!!! watch Korean Drama "You Are Beautiful" till 3am...

sing k with dear housemates

monday (21/12/09 )...

bout 10.25am left the house and went to Times Square (TS) to meet up with Fanny, Chloe and also Huiey to sing k and also celebrate a surprise party for Fanny whose birthday is also around the corner..

meet them up at Starbucks and Huiey jie help me register for next semester subjects.. thanks a lot if u r reading this.. thank u!!! then headed to Neway to sing k from 1 till bout 3pm then in the middle we celebrate Fanny's birthday!!! heheheh....

take pictures around TS Christmas theme "White Christmas" and went to Sg.Wang to take photo stickers ^^



then have to leave early cause got to head some where else with family... which is Sunway...

christmas party post XD

sorry for this late post... heheheh as i've been out with family this few days and have no time to blog....

everytime when I come back home there is no energy left to blog but 2day... here goes...

the day (19/12/ 09)- Saturday : started of fine everything went well..till i reach the putra train station late...

round 1.25p.m then too add in it rains heavily... which how do u expect to reach each station every 1 or 2 minutes... darn...

I reach the station 2pm sharp and rush all the way up to the church and worst of all Petaling Street was flooded and luckily I was wearing sandals which is kind of help me a little instead of wearing shoes..

saw feli darling and jinn mui who was busy with registration went to gb room to change to my shoes... then saw CM and shana darling then chit chat wif them... lol I was so happy to meet all of them cause it been a while since I last saw them... muaks..

then later on my kai di came though he was late but at least he came ^^ and things just went into a shocking mood when feli and jinn gave me a doggie... cause I was busy grumbling till they say it was mine and i still dun believe them till the very very end... lolzzz

too bad Kor cant come... hmm.....

here are some pictures of the day ^^

us ^^

the present givers and also the shocker @-@

last but not least di di ^-^

PLEASE.........................................................

I BEG U..............................

it been hard on me...

recently... situations of different things have taken its toll on me....

friends going the opposite way is my major problem... 2 different sides.....misunderstandings involved

1 of the situation is tat....
2 very best friends suddenly goes opposite... and I mean way opposite... every little small matter becomes an argument... and Im caught in the middle.... I HATE THIS alot... I HATE THIS FEELING...... and this 2...they are my close buddies to me and yet it happens... I try my very best to solve it but there seem to be no end.... I cried alot 2day cause this happen... I cant help but my tears seem to just flow out on its on will....

I asked... Why things have to be this way??? Why cant juz maintain like they used to???

I feel the burden in my heart... I hate to see what used to be happiness become sadness... I felt that time will help heal everything... let things settle down... and then, only then things can be help... but yet time does not seem to be it anymore... What more can I do to help them??? What should I do to make things better... if is not able to fully heal at least make it not so bad...

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!

SS501 song lyric translated to english

I'm Stupid

VERSE 1:
Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

VERSE 2:
You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

BRIDGE 1:
I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

CHORUS 1:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 3:
You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

BRIDGE 2:
Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

CHORUS 2:
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 4:
Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

CHORUS 3:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

credits to lyricsmode.com

i miss the most and want to see is.....

Henry -My Kor

Felicia - Lame Darling

Shana - LOL Darling

Jinn - Mui Mui

Huo Syan - Pig DiDi

CM - My Funny Friend

Yee Mun - Emo Dear

Stephanie Heng -My Funny GF

Marie Tan -Ji Mui for 12 years

Tony - my ChildHood Friend

My Primary SchoolMates

My GB Family

MY BB Lame Friends

My PianoMan -secret... bluek!!!

its been a very very bz weeks....

it's really been a very bz week for me... that is why my blog has not been updated..

so sorry cause i have assignments due and midterms to face all at the same time...

and now is time for me to prepare for my Finals already.... time really flies for this short sem that consists of 7 weeks of study, 1 week of study week and Finals are here....

after completing all my assignments and prepare for presentation, I now have the time to update my blog....

First of all, Im really really tired after the sleepless nite of staying up late to rush for assignments and wish to sleep and sleep and sleep only now but time does not allow me to do so cause FINALS are up...

Second, I miss water rafting and now is the perfect time to go cause of the water level and is the raining season.. call me crazy but im just love this kind of sports and those who knows me very well knows that I love all this crazy things.. haihz will have to skip it tis time round... cause FINALS are up soon!

ohh YEAH!!!! SS501 won for the first 2 weeks in MUSIC BANK with their new hit song "Love Like This" weeeee~~~ happy happy happy and also won the Best O.S.T song.. hehehe... LOVE THEM TILL BITS ^-^ SS501 Fighting!!!!

Last but not least.... expressing now... missing my pianoman so so much.... longing to meet you... but haihz... no luck....

till the next time and I promise a proper post~~~ buh bye :p

SS501 shy prince young saeng

To the shy prince of the group, who is also the high vocal singer and also the 2nd oldest in the group....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

HEO YOUNG SAENG

3rd November

hope many dreams and wishes to come true for you even though i know you won't be reading my blog... I can't wait to meet you soon for your groups Asia Personal Tour.... meet you very soon!!!

at the mean time... have a blessed birthday..... hope you like the present that our TriplesS Malaysia have prepare 4 u.. hehehe ^^

I am mentally exhausted

yes... this few weeks i am mentally exhausted.... and at the same time.. i am also frustrated

lots of things been happening lately and requires me to think and think and think and also to "fan" a lot....

it is both personal and external affairs which i will not reveal here....

i know all of u wonders what am i so frus about when i am just in my 2nd week in college.. well some like assignments and mid-term and also other than that...things like i say both personal and external affairs...

2 add to the list of frustration... i miss piano man so much and its been a long time since i last saw him... and its been bothering me lately and this time around he is not able 2 cheer me up...

makes me really tired and weak mentally... haihz....

a new semester... a new start towards the future

im back @ my sg.long house already..... the begining of the new semester starts 2 day but in the same year itself... BUT also with a new START....

this semester is a short semester with 7 weeks of study week and 4 new subjects to learn with a hold new determine me!!! to aim for the highest.... and also to work harder for the future....

ohhh and im starting to save money for SS501 upcoming concert in dec or mayb next year jan!!! weeee~~~

yes!!! fighting!!! yukichan fighting!!!

updates..

okie... sorry for the M.I.A blog.... kind of lazy nowdays to update my blog...

white water rafting photos are to be update in the next few blogs...cause i finally hv them..and also...if can...the full story of it...

recently my pretty hot boyband (SS501) finish their concert in taiwan and i have join the triplesS online blog for SS501 where i also meet crazy fans that likes them... it was a total fun cause i get to be crazy with them... share videos, pic, latest updates and many more.... it was FUN!!!! im watching the uploads from ppl who attend their concert... and im so CRAZY... just cant stop thinking of SS501.... their MALAYSIA tour concert.... IM SO GOING...parents gave me the green lights d... weeee~~~

my dec activites are so pack that i dont know if i can handle all of them with the small amount of money... hopefully i can... and finals are in dec too... sad case ehhh... haihz... well my 2weeks of holidays have been wasted as most of the time i have been staying @ home... and now i have 2 hit back to my books...lol... sunday d... monday start back class... haihz...

well.. went back to gb and meet my best buddies there... my 2nd home... friends that i love having in my hold life.. miss u guys lots... muaks...

n i also miss piano man so so much.... it been 18days since i last talk 2 him (2day is sunday)

today is white water rafting day for me!!!!

darlings... the reason for me not being able to attend gb was cause i went white water rafting with my ah yi (aunt) and her colleagues.... hahaha....

welll yeah... all adults.... so mostly talk bout adults stuff and their work in the office.... ohh well they can even tell lame jokes!!!!

started off the journey by waking up b4 6am and meet my aunt friends for a mamak opening... n get to know her colleagues.... we took off bout 7 sumthing and all the way to GOPENG!!!!!

in 2 cars with 9 adults... 7 in one MPV van ...and the other... well couples... reach there bout 11. sumthing like tat (well u can say i loose track of time so it is not accurate )

it was raining heavily... well not a good sign when it involves water sports especially water rafting... so we waited till the river water settle down ( level 4/5) b4 we can enter... it was level 5/6 for the river level after the rain... so quite dangerous...

i also have a great guide in the boat which is abg amy and abg shairee (hopefully correct spelling) they were lots of fun... great 2 hv them... hahaha.... will explain more in the next blog n also hopefully with pictures 2...so stay tune!!!!!

weeeee~~~~ happy happy happy

im so mad!!!!! just so angry...... i hate it!!!!!

n the rain is falling..... (darlings u know wat tat means )

sometimes i hate u... u know that ??

why not just break my heart instead ???

as promise SS501 solo album....

and im the proud owner... hehehe.. weeee.....

missing piano man so much!!!!!

im back!!!

heyee my friends....

im back d... finish my exam and now im here updating my blog... hehehe...

lol.... last 3 weeks was a dreadful exam..

4 papers at one shot for 5 days means one day break...

1 on last friday n 1 just finish yday...

happy im on holiday now but im very worried... cant seem to let it go... ( i mean my papers)

last week..

i sprain my right ankle.... very painful ehhh...
walk also susah...
n now still painful...
it been a long long long time since my last sprain but i never had this pain before.. haihz..

did my accounts revision with my dad...
really thank him a lots!!!!

last last week

i did 4 papers
tues- eng
wed- econs
thurs- rest
frid- QT
sat- management priciples


and yes...
im proud to say out LOUD that i have finally bought their cd..
YES!!! ss501 solo album.... saw it @ great estern mall speedy.. weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

will update the pic of the cd soon!!!! so im very happy now!!! lalala..

hidden truth

I've been under pressure lately.... and lots of things happen 2 me...

im starting to loose a grip of myself and everything that i think i used to have....

i never taught of this but somehow i think im loosing a grip mainly on my own friends...

i've been very lonely this time and i have never felt this way before (if i have wrote last time it was never as bad as this )

there is an emptiness in my heart even though im surrounded by them... with smiles, cheers and laughter but somehow... i still feel emptiness and no sense of belonging.....

i 1 the warm that i used to feel to be back.... to be able to be myself and enjoy my friendship with others and not think negatively....

this post does not apply to my gb ji mui, n my school friends n mc friends...

finals are up... study mood switch on... mood going down the drain

like my title for this post.....

finals are up
in just 1 more week....
i will be having my first finals for Y1S1 degree
with 6 subjects...

study mood switch on
have start studying and going thru lecture notes....
but i haven't do my personal notes... cause i 1 2 go thru again

mood going down the drain
cause im still sad over the SS501 stuff....
trying feeling this :
it's an event u really 1 2 go and have been waiting 4 the time 2 come... ur time comes and ur desire 2 go is there, the palace is near.... BUT far from YOUR OWN reach
*well NO1 understands this feeling im feeling rite now*

finally i cried

my friends went happily to SS501 signing....

she told me things i want 2 experience myself....

heartbreaking things..... happy things for her...

sad things for me....

and now... i cry alone in my dining room..... cause i cant go....

leave me 2 b sad okie.... its my blog!!!! i write wat i feel !!!!

it is now....... 11pm

time 2 say goodbye to them and the other fans who is there!!! while i am here siting typing out what i feel from not being able to attend a once in a lifetime chance....

i feel so sad... my heartbreaks....

my heart aches.....

because i dun get 2 c them and dun get 2 talk n spend time with them....

n now i have to say goodbye..... will cry my heart out very very soon!!!

10.00pm already!!!!!

an hour more........

4 hours gone and lots of things can happen with SS501 and their fans together in a small convention room...ohhhh!!!! and im not there to share it with other fans!!!! heartbreaks

im still counting down and at the same time... do this test... while doing this.. the time is now 9.50pm.. 2 hours and 10 more minutes!!!!!! kill me!!!!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straight forward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

took this test... and found out to b true also..... and that is who i really am.... try it ur self by clicking http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

9.23 now

hurting deep down inside... imagining if i were there... i will b all over the moon.... cries cries

8.30pm.......

2 and a half hours more to spend.....

2 and a half hours have been used up.... cries......

time is now 7.40

an hour and 40 minutes is the time they have been spending with screaming fan!!!.....

omg!!! its killing me...

7.11pm.....

haihz... my heartaches

7.00pm already

4 more hours to spend time with fans.... omg!!!! no!!!! to me is an eternity

okie... those of u who is angry of what i pose...

leave!!!!! cause its my blog... and i will post wat ever i 1 without caring ur taughts...

time is now 6.34pm

the time is now 6.23pm.....

SS501 should be out now... talking with crazy shouting fans....

and i not there... even more sober than b4..... cries....

all i can do is download their wallpaper from the internet.... :'(

sad sad.....

counting down the hours for their autograph signing which i cant b there!!!!!

the time is now 5.00pm.. an hour more before they come out to sign their autograph!!!! an hour which i cant reach there nor will i ever b there to support them

my heartbreaks.... my heart suffers cause once in a lifetime chance right in front of me but so far to reach.....

and i want to cry so much!!!!! cause i am going to miss this chance!!!!

i really 1 2 go!!!!! if and only if.... i have wings to fly....

i really want to c u guys!!!!!

i 1 2 cry my heart out...... sad sad...

LOL SS501 is here in Malaysia 2 sign autograph....

AND IS 2MORROW (3rd sept)

but i might not b able to go!!!!!!

NO!!! my chance of once in a lifetime......

NO!!!!!

now feeling heartbreak and heartache and also 1 2 cry already!!!!!

if i go.... yeah my mood for studying will rise

dun go... will be sad for a while but then studying mood will b up.... so that i work harder... then earn more money.... then can go meet them / even go to korea n meet them..... a wish i must obtain!!!!

WATERGIRL..... FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!

i just miss u so much.....

sms u but no reply in return.....

hoping each sms i receive will b urs but it was never urs.....

all i could was read the old ones tat u have sent to me b4....

oh well.....

missing my piano man.....

back in sg.long d...

after a week of home quarantine from university.....

im finally back in sg.long....

and no worries darlings... im as healthy as ever...

hahaha... sorry 2 tell tis but it was no really quarantine 4 me as i went out almost everyday with my parents for "makan" and "kai kai" hahahah...

LOL... who cares??? hahaha but i dun even have any of the symptoms... no fever, no cough, no flu.. juz siau-ness and spending time on u-tube watching leng chai (SS501 ) ^-^ laugh till no more voice also got!!! and also start studying abit d...

hahahaah....LOL.... will b having class on thursday & friday... hopefully after tat can go back.... n ntg will stop me from going back home ( means no class ganti ) XD

missing piano man again......

went out with my housemates to sing k 2day....

have fun and i have lots of pic 2 upload... so stay tune....

thanks!!!!!

missing my piano man so much.....

its been quite some time since i last saw u...

therefore i miss u so...

my craving

its been so long and now im craving for something so strong and so badly...

right now......
im craving for SS501

im loving ALL their song....

gosh sound like a pregnant women with strong craving for something.. hehehe

my readers... u should check out their song and also their dance move... way so cool... weeee~~~

and their song like

deja vu

ur man

four chance

snow prince

and many many more... the more i say the more u will get sian.. so make u find out urself... and see ur choice..... weee~~~

i 1 their cd..... cd... i 1 2 b the proud owner of the cd.... looking for it!!!

really recommend it 2 u....

ps: missing my piano man

the Piano.....

yesterday (13 aug) went to mid valley wif my IB friends.....

n I hear the soft sweet melodies from the piano....

the piano my favourite instrument....

n the piano reminds me of you....

the skills that you have....

and the pure smile that you show while playing it....

makes my heart do funny things.....

it is a link between you and me......

love all 5 of them till bits!!!! SS501...

I 1 their cd but its so hard to get it in Malaysia... sad case :'(

finally im back....

sorry to my blog readders....

been bz lately....

n I have lots to share wif u......

so it means this blog will b alive again wif my daily stories...

will update very very soon wif pictures together!!!!

my this week schedule

Monday : Econs Exam

Tuesday : English assignment due date

Wednesday: Accounts assignment due date

Thursday : QT exam

Friday : IS exam...

exam & assignment...

first LOL

its midterm exam week... and also assignment week......

i tell you... i never like this kind of a week....

it kills you and your beauty sleep.... :'(

and also make me very emo-ing .....

make me even more sensitive

=.='''''' = suet = sweet = sweat = sweating = a big LOL!!!!

sorry

well its been a long time since I've last post.....

that is cause.. been bz....

i just drop by to say...

miss u my dear...

-gb & bb friends-
-utar foundation friends-
-my high school sweethearts (mun, steph, & ash )
-my primary schoolmates-
-my MC friends-

and
-my gb sweethearts ( feli, jinn, & shana)

been feeling very lonely recently

this song reminds me of............

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

by taylor swift- you belong to me...

birthday babies of july

happy birthday to this month birthday babies...

many best wishes form me to you!!!

6th july - boon kiat

7th july - choon ting

8th july - my dearest kor henry

10th july - jason tan

12th july - shao jun

happy birthday to all of you!!!!!!! stay happy and smiles always!!!!
may all of your wishes and dreams come true!!!

lots of love
-yuki-

water girls fall for the rain over again....

yes water girl falls in love again...

location : sg.long
time : around 7 sumthing

went out to pasar malam near my house today and like always....every tuesday..... then later the wind start to blow... the air breeze was cooling... and i really love it....

then it started to rain... with a stong wind and heavy lighting and thunder.... for the first it was raining leavily here!!!!! n it makes me feel so happy.....

now it starts to drizzle back again with the cold wind entering my room from the windows... i could hear the raindrops from outside my window... it a soothing sound to my ear... and it calms me down.... wish i colud play under the rain right now....

the rain is like my other soul...
it shows when im happy...
n yet it shows when im sad.....
rain always comes at the right time when i need it.......

this song on my MP3 suddenly hit me.....

All the moves I was afraid to make

All the chances that I didn't take

Oh I cried out loud when they were gone

There was so much I should have said

For some reason I chose silence instead

And I cried out loud when you were gone

I was movin' in the wrong direction

Now I'm tryin' to get away from affection

All the years I was too blind to see

That a friend was standin' next to me

Why do people always start to appreciate

When it's gone, when it's done, when it's too late

People always start to appreciate

When it's gone when it's too late

When it's gone when it's too late

When it's gone when it's too late

Life can be much more than it seems

Try to seize your day and live your dreams

'cause you will cry out loud

when they are gone

When do we stop to take it all for granted

it's always gone before we understand it

we don't take care of us until we're torn

we don't take care of friends until they're gone

Why do people always start to appreciate

When it's gone, when it's done, when it's too late

People always start to appreciate

When it's gone when it's too late

When it's gone then it's too late

Try to realize what is fake what is true

try to make up your mind who's important to you

then you'll never know the feelin' of sorrow

for all that is gone

Why do people always start to appreciate

When it's gone, when it's done, when it's too late

People always start to appreciate

When it's gone when it's too late

When it's gone then it's too late

Why do people always start to appreciate

When it's gone, when it's done, when it's too late

People always start to appreciate

When it's gone then it's too late

by Pactrick Nuo- GONE

hearts feeling

I really REALLY miss u so much....

no matter how hard I try.....

no matter how hard I resist.....

you are always on my mind.....

last time...

I can tell you how I feel...

but now....

all I could do is keep it to myself...suffer in silence... bare the pain in my heart

because you are far away from me.... not physically but mentally

i juz 1 my freedom....

my freedom to go out wif friends late at night....

just like tonight... they r all going out except me...

i 1 2 go!!!!!

im doing great...

been staying at sg.long for the past 2 weeks and im back to my home sweet home on friday
(for those of you who dont know).... and im staying happy rite now.... weeeeeeeeeeeee.....

hahhaha... i have a great time staying here and meeting new friends....

been missing all my friends lately.....

from my school friends....

to my MC tuition friends...

my foundation friends

my church friends....

my swimming team friends....

too other friends as well...

omg i miss u guys a lot....

cant wait to meet all of you all again....

EVER SEEKING EVER SURE...

was the 55th anni for BB n GB... and it was a great success!!!!

have lots of fun n meeting new friends of different ages and also old ones too....

thanks to all who have been working hard to make it a great success....

its been great working wif all of u....

2nd day

emo-ing......

extra fan......

extra sad....

extra heartbroken...

emo-ing now...

fan!!!!!

sometimes i wish you could understand how i feel.....

whenever im down or sad...

i wish tat you will be by myside to cheer me up and make me smile again...

because your the one who i 1 2 lean on when i need help...

ur the one i hope i can hang on 2 everytime no matter the time or the distance...

when every1 doubts me... and i've been push to the side...i wish for u to b there n trust me...

because ur my strength and my hope....

i really become 2 dependant on u already.....

jus too dependant on u.....

i just feel like saying tis....

i miss u so much!!!!!!

cant wait to c u again soon!!!!!

now...

im staying in sg.long!!!! juz move in yesterday...





its okie and i like my house mate and room mate lots!!!





hehehe...





today n now i feel like saying





i miss u so much...



i 1 u by myside now...



cause u really make my days the happies of all times

2 places I have to be at the same time....

but....

1 is only I can choose....

1 place is only where I can be...

I feel so GUILTY for BOTH SIDES.....

my head is all over the place.....

VERY FAN ahhhhh.... ROAR

orientation....

ohh well... orientation...

hahaha.... saw lots of foundation friends there.. hehehe....

and its the same old same old boring speech... swt.....

listen to this song.

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SS501- UR MAN

SS501- Deja Vu

I love this song so much!!!!!!!

lol.....

2morrow going for my very first orientation for degree.....

it will be held in sg.long.....

and those of you who still dunno that i have change course

i have change form kampar's business admin to sg.long's international business course....

hahahaha... I cant stop thinking bout you rite now.....

your face is picture in my head....

and the way you play the piano the other day... juz so yeng....

hahaha... and im glad to have you by myside... weeeeeeeee....

Its been so long since I last saw you...

My heart skips a beat everytime....

There are many things to be said and share....

How I wish time could stop at the moment I found you.....

Wish that we never have to be apart again.....

Because I love having you around....

REALLY MISS YOU

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REALLY LOVE YOU

PS : if u know who i mean then KEEP IT 2 URSELF.... if u dunno... i leave a ?????? in ur mind

last saturday is a day to remember...

FINALLY .... YES FINALLLY

i went back to the place i call my 2nd home.....

the place where i have my share of happiness, trouble , sorrows, lame jokes , gossips and bitter sweet memories....

i was welcome back with an open arms.. big family hugs and above all... glad to see my kor there too... was over the moon cause get to meet him... its been 3 long years... yes 3 long years..... miss him so so much.. wakakakka.....

here are the pics of tat day.....

which i really really miss the most... and im glad im back.. hehehe

what happen on friday ???

okie... friday i went out wif the 2 best soulmate of my life hahaha... before tat

i want to say thanks to

my dad : for sending me to GE mall to meet up wof feli n her dad

feli dad : for picking me up at GE mall and to ur house

choon meng : for the ride to TS and abck again

shana : for the hold day kai kai and the trip back home

feli : for ur precious time

first i reach feli house and we talk bout lame stuff and wait for choon meng to arrive.... went for branch wif the at old town in TS hahah....

yes i took pictures of him...

till he realise it was too late..

then we head back to feli place to wait for shana's arrival and we head to MCd drive thru and then to church for the P&W practise and we head to kepong for shave ais... or know as bao peng.. if im not wrong....





i dun think i need to say more bout the flavours but the pink is watermelon

i used to have a sweet memory there but it turns sour lately because of some1.. but i replace them wif my soulmate memories and its a sweet one 2




then head to 1U for BBQ plaza... thanks my babes!!!!

she is full cause we have been puting food into her plates XD

then we went kai kai for a while and taking pictures again... cause feli juz love my camera... wooosh.......




and all 3 of us emo-ing on where to go next...










hahhaha... well went to buy some book and then head back home around 9 sumthing... hahaha well my first night out wif my babe till late nite... hehehe... muaks dar.. love u guy lots!!!!