my very last update for january...

loh... as all of u know d....

tis will be my last update... then have to do serious study... have not been serious lately...

here it goes...

8th november 2008

I finally bought my very first NICHOLAS orginal cd.... hahahaha yup... my husband cd... and now aim to get his nicholas from now on but dun hv money.... saving ...... the pictures are down below....

december

went out with college friend but photo will be update after my exam... siau up to the max.. really.... never had tis before.. well it because he was there too.. :P loh.... and was in no mood to study cause there is a lot of holidays in between classes...

celebrate cousin bryan birthdays at my house with a special cake ( photo too will be update after my exam) with my little cousin tat i dun often see..... and drank lots of wine....

january.....

new year stay at home... watch fireworks outside my house... damn near wei!!! then start college in the new year with a lazy mood and not too long... exam reach.... swt...... yeah... =.="""

the heart that aches....

todays is the last day of sem2...

as we move to our 2 weeks holiday and later EXAM... i felt a deep sadness in myself....

i felt that I was going to break down in tears but i manage not to until i reach home....

a sadness of leaving my friends...

a sadness of not seeing them...

a sadness for departing......

the sadness of not being able to see him as well.....

as i walk out of the room... i take one last look of every1 i know... even the ones i like and dislike... we grew together within the 24 weeks we know each other... its hard for me to bear the departing time.....

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i have a VERY BAD NEWS.....

BAD NEWS... really BAD...

my sem2 final exam...... is in 3 weeks time

D. A. M. N.

and it is after chinese new year.....

yes!!!!!...AFTER CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

what a bad year to celebrate my chinese new year...

have to study during the best festive season of all year.....

what a bad week to study when holiday mood is in the air.....

my angpaus... loh....

some where in the room there is you.. some where in my mind thinks of you

I never know that I might fall for you... because I promise myself I will study first and then later think bout it....

During my sem1 days I never really get to notice you and all I know is that we are in the same lecture and tutorial class... but at the end of sem1... A TWIST happen...

We start talking and getting along very well though got communication problem (well he speak mandarin) but hey we manage to talk!

When sem2 starts I keep myself busy by thinking bout my studies and for some reason it just manage for a while only....

From time to time I just think of you as a normal friend... but as time pass very slowly... my eyes start to follow you where ever u are...... spot you in your bunch of gang... I never taught that I will have feeling for you because... we were just friend...

Then all a moment I start looking for you....

All you have to do is just smile and laugh and that is just enough to steal my heart away.....

No words required... just smile.....

i miss u deeply and for always....

Felicia - You make my days fill with laughter and joy..... and always be here when I need you

May Ng - You and Felicia just makes my days brighter and make my sad days into a days full of smiles

Shana - I miss you hugs and kisses. I always feel warm with you

Pei Jinn - Loh... all your jokes, fun and laughter makes me miss my times with you

I miss u really deeply and I wish time will never stop on the day we became best friends...

Laughter, joy , cries and the time we cheerish one another is the best of the best time I have with all of you.....

I just 1 2 be with you guys once again...... All of you are my joy that I will never trade for anything.... just to be with you is the best thing ever!!!!!!

true friends will never let go one another but support thru hard and bad times.... and that what make a friend true friend... and that makes me love u even more.....