wishing you a happy happy new year...

Dearest friends who are reading my blog...

I would like to take this opportunity to wish you a very HAPPY NEW YEAR...

may it be not the best but better year...

cause there'll be ups and downs always.. but may it be not as bad as the last time...

alright... my last post..

I write on the means of eating porridge for one week

but now I cant stand it anymore... lunch and dinner porridge.... :x

I really cant stand it after my 3rd day of the meal.... help~~~

real thoughts...

Im afraid of welcoming the new year....

Im afraid what the year might holds for me...

having sweet and bitter memories this year... will come to an end in less than 6 hours time...

the happy memories I share with my friends and family...

the sad ones I face personally and fears... will all be forgotten when the clock strikes 12...

2nd of the tooth surgery

my 2nd was not as bad as yesterday with the pain coming down and able to something in my stomach~~~

well its porridge of course...but~~ with a small side dish to put flavor to the blend meal course...

but is going to be a week's meal course.. day and night till I remove the stitches... ohh yeah~~ forgotten to tell... I have 2 stitches for the tooth surgery... T_T

taking pain killers as prescribe by the doc. and antibiotics... will remove the stitches after a week/ 2....

with that~~~

pain pain~~~

suffering the aftermath of the tooth surgery today...

the right side of my face hurts like nobody's business...

and the Doc says I have to bear it for a week... T_T

Pain... Pain... PAin~~~~

Dentist

Dentist visit tomorrow.....

arrrghhh~~~~~

to remove my remaining wisdom tooth... haihzzz.... another... scary day for me...

because I dont like to visit the dentist... been having this fear since I was a child and to do a major surgery...

~~~ is just torturing

I mark my 5th Dec SPECIAL

yes yes... the last 5th Dec 2010....

hahhaha... it because I went to Sunway to meet one of the member from my idol group SS501...

he was here in Malaysia to promote The Face Shop new product set to release out next year who is also the TFS ambassador/ spokespersons.

Its so nice to be able to see him.. but thanks to the press and the bad view... I could hardly see him... and since I was standing on the opposite site... the press blocks my view.. and I cant take a picture of him.. but video I have... here is that day's photo

and here is where he sign to mark he was here..

and me with a cardboard picture of him and is also where he sign....

this book~~~ I want but have to spend a minimum of RM300 from TFS to get it for free... T_T

and this is the product he endorse that is to be launch next year~~

my nailsss

ohh well... been doing my nails a lot lately....

I've change the colour numbers of times... the last one was light purple...

now I've change from that colour to light blue... tadaaaa!!!!

but since i just started blogging again.. I've start taking lots of pictures again... but dont have a pic when my nails was purple

MSN

after I got this lappy of mine fix from internal hardisk failure...

and download the new MSN.... it has been going hair wire... haihzzz... now I cant use my MSN till I open my hotmail inbox... T_T

so sorry to those of you who is trying to keep in touch with me... cause I seldom open my mail to check.. therefore I hardly be able to communicate thru MSN... but in FB i will...

sorry... when I get it fix... I will announce again... ^^

feelings... somehow

been thinking lots lately....

there are times when I sit alone in my room thinking bout my Uni..

As I come into the last sem of my 2nd year.. Im starting to struggle already.... there are times I feel like Im drowning.... yet still surviving the struggle...

Pressure is getting heavier as I feel the weight on my shoulders... to be honest I think about giving up already.. it been on my thoughts all the time... but I remember my close friend advise, you came all the way this far, why give up when is about to end??

but then also, I was thinking this is for my future!! for my better good next time.. I must survive to be able to succeed, therefore I cannot give up... but this come with a feeling that I myself cant even explain it in words...

This feeling somehow makes me lonely easily and I end up crying because of it.... but still I have to be strong.... and strong I will be to face it!!!

nowadays been up to watch

Mary Stay out all night... heheheh... funny... how things evolve from being hit by car till they fall in love... well is kind of a story... hardly people fall in love with that kind of accident.. hehehe..

Christmas morning

it's Christmas morning!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas everyone !!!!!!

it's Christmas again

it's Christmas again... and another year end...

wish all my friends who is reading my blog merry christmas and happy new year (well.. soon to be)

have a great time with your family and love ones... spend it well and spend it full of joy and laughter..

hope you all have a great meal... or even a simple meal to past the day... where ever you all are and who you spend this time with, even if you're alone.. its okiess ^^ just know that there will be people thinking of you in their heart and just enjoy this happy day...

please dun drink and drive okies.... i wish for you safety...

I love u all <3<3

obsessed

obsessed with Korean songs nowadays~~~

listen non stop... wkakaka... and I now officially can't live without music in my ear....

without music I feel so dead....

old timess

went back to any old place of mind...

Taman Midah, a place where I've stayed for over 10 years before I moved far to Subang...

Dad pick me up and still remember tat I have the craving for the special Malay rice near the BHP petrol station... it's one of my favourite Malay dish...

best of the best... anyone fro Taman Midah wants to try this...ask me yeah... will direct you there... but only if you can eat beef... cause most dishes are beef ^^

pictures and crowds will tell you all

and I tell you, not only Malays fills this hawker stall but also Chinese and India as well.... pack...

ohh wow!!!

it been so so long..

I must admit.. my blog.. has been dead for a year now... hmmm

so sorry... I was so busy that I gave up updating my blog.. but now im going to start back...

her comes many many blogss date soon

its been a long long time......

yes I know... its been a long long time since I... suet...

update my blog... so sorry cause now... the place Im staying in sg.long has no internet.... so I cant update my blog at all...

but will keep you in touch and getting my blog live back when I have the internet line back...

till then~~~

hey friends!!!!!

here's another sorry sorry sorry blog...

I know I've been MIA for so long.... is cause due to.... me FINALS exam.....

a stressful semester yet another stressful 3 weeks of exam... not easy...

down with 3 papers and another 3 MORE to go... then after that I will update my blog....

till then..... miss all of u from the bottom of my heart... muaks...

updates from me....

welll been busy lately...

yeah yeah I know I still have some pictures to upload.... welll ~~~~

IM really sorry... was busy with all the replacement classes that has been going on for days... and the past week.....

and what worst still is that FINALS ARE HERE.....

omg!!! omg!!!! yeah FINALS~~~~~~

what a.... haihz.... so fast time pass by....

so fast... almost half a year has pass....

i misss me pianoman so so much... due to the coming study week... i wont be able to see him :(

pictures are now uploaded into my desktop computer.... hahahha...

sorry for the long wait u all....

hopefully when I get back home this week... I will post it up and let u all have a look into my birthday world....

in the maen time.... I will continue writing when Im in Sg.Long... of course without photos...

but now going for classs... ciaozzzz

my horse idol birthday!!!!

yes yes is SS501 mr.Park Jung Min......

hehheeh sexy charisma... and loud jung min sshii....

love u jung min ssshhhii

happy happy 23rd birthday mal......

hElloOOO hellOO

hey peeps!!

Im back!!!!

yes yes... I know is been a while.. sorry because assignment and midterm are all pack and there is no even enough time for blogging... but NOW here I am...

I have lots to tell....

my birthday parties..... well I did celebrate not 1, not 2, not even 3, not even 4 BUT 5 birthday parties....

well...

Party #1 : a private time with my family on the 21 March
Party #2 : a surprise early party by my housemates on the 22 March
Party #3 : party with class friends..after the exams and went out for dinner 24 March
Party #4 : was a BLAST party by my forever friends who are so DEAR to me 26 March
Party #5 : a combine party with my cousin sis who turns 4 this year 28 March

and not so good news as well... will elaborate next time.....

tune in to my blog within the next few days as I will be posting photos and stories about this happening event!!!! TUNE IN

I'm going to the Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair

yes yes... I MIGHT end up going there... to have some fun!!! and release STRESS!!!!!

when, where n time ????

HERE IS the DETAILS!!!!

DaTE : 17th apRIL 2010
TimE : 10am till 5pm
VenuE : Front FOYER, GROUND floor, berjaya TIMES SQUARE, kuala lumpur

I heard there is going to be a lucky draw!!! and other various cool gadgets worth RM15,000 for grabs!!!! who know maybe... IM the LUCKY one!!!

not only that, they have cool and exciting games for people to attend!!!
such as : sumo wrestling (in air bag suits), gladiator, and more addictive games which we normally see in a FUN-FAir

here is for the link for more INFormatiON : www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair

see u THERE!!!!

sorry for the no post for the last few weeks...

sorry all!!! for the no post and updates...

well been really busy with

1) Mid-Terms
2) Assignments

yeah... everything within the last 3 weeks till then end of next week.. which means Friday 26 of March 2010 will only I be free from AssigNMENTs... and MIDtermS...

so pratically speaking... blog will still be dead.... till after 26 March... come back during that time okies.. promise for a full updates...

bak to my assignments!!! bye peeps... by the way my eyes are similar to the panda bear's due to late nitez sleep... so dont be shock when you see me when the next time I see you ^^

ps: really miss piano man a lot... have not been contacting him... sad... haihz... apa mau buat ???

ss501 center guy kim kyu jong birthday...

yeah!!!!! this time is Kim Kyu Jong's birthday!!!!

weeee... he is 23 this year....

the centre and charming guy... love him... weeeesss

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYU JONG......

sorry for the no new post...
will be busy dealing with assignmnet and midterms.....

will come back once I have the time... sorry.....

Why did I choose you???,

when all you did was hurt me till the end ??

Knowing what the pain is like and suffering it inside..

I end up still liking you..

happy happy happy

hehhehe.... im so happy today... lol...

saw someone special today... bluek XD

todays is MONDAY!!

MONDAY.....

end of my holidays and start A new semester before my 2nd year comes....

This time around... I will have a long breaks in between...which means long waiting hours... and late finishing hours... hmmmm... should use time wisely... as this time... is going to be a hectic semester...

This time.. I have 7 subjects... yes 7 subjects to go thru this sem....
1) Pengajian Am
2) Business Accounting 2
3) Quantitative Techniques 2
4) Organization Behaviour
5) Sun Zi's Art of War and Business Strategies
6) Corporate and Business Law
7) Principles of Marketing

yup all of this for this long 14 weeks semester 3... therefore all my EXTRA time shall be used wisely to STUDY!!! god bless me thru out this 14 weeks of study...and 2/3 week of examination...

end of my holidays

today's friday marks the end of my almost a month holiday....

well......

wish my holidays last forever as I've been catching up with tv episodes that when I start college back I wont be able to watch them as I will head back to Sg.Long to stay...

Nothing special happen during this one month break... just daily activities and celebrations.... most of the extra holidays spend flying to my world and taught...and also waiting for sms(S) that I wont receive... hahahah...

some how Im looking for comfort from others these days as I just dont want to be alone but no one is here... therefore I just keep quiet only and smile... yet inside Im hurting... but somehow is my life and nobody know is but me and god... no ones will understand me better than him...

my 140th post

This year started of with a very very bad start.....

yesterday just got my result... and it was not what I have expected...
haihz... what a great way to start the new year....

I think I really dont deserve anything at all this year...

let it be silent.. let it be unknown to you....

For the last few days I've been thinking a lot....

things bout my studies, things bout the future and friendships that I have... but what I think the most is about you....

Some people say is time to wrap up this feeling and throw it away... to me if it could be that simple.... I would have long say goodbye but is not that easy after liking you for the longest time.... who say giving up feelings is the easy part by finding another to replace the feeling you have when you know all you think about is that person... is not fair for both sides...

I know this is wrong... But I still have my every right to like someone or to give up on someone therefore I choose to continue liking you.... but with the feelings kept as a secret from you... maybe you know but I wont admit to you.. maybe you can see it but I will give reasons to it... Others can see but is their words to say... As long as you never hear it from my mouth, from my heart then it is not true..

I plan to watch you from afar.. though I cant reach you but at least I can still see you... a glance of you is more than enough for me.. talking to you is better than none at all... Let me keep all the smiles that you have given me.. and memories of joy, laughter and the care you have given me...

No matter what happens Im always by your side when you need me..
you will always be that someone I really like a lot...
and till the times comes when I finally meet someone better than you...

let this feelings be silent... let is be unknown to you....

New Year!!!!

This is my very first post for the New Year!!!

A New Year with

- A New Beginning
- A New Chapter In Life
- New Challenges
- New Resolutions
- New stories to write about my life

with this New Year Im looking forward to

- have good grades in my exams.....
- Chinese New Year!!!
- Valentine's Day... well though Im Single... Im happy to celebrate it as well :p
- friends birthday (tease them for turning another year older)
- turning a year older (hiahz... cant be avoided)
- ji mui's birthday ( look back at times on what we have been thru)
- kor kor, di di and mui mui and my families birthday...
- more SS501 collection!!!
- surprises that will shock me but happy ones and choi touch wood for sad ones
(IF U R Thinking) I had one stoned one last year from Darlings Feli and Jinn... thanks... been hugging the dog to sleep.. ^^ with Ivan's and Carmen's teddy bear...
P.S Jinn your teddy bear is still inside the box... cause don't want to make it dirty..