wishing you a happy happy new year...

Dearest friends who are reading my blog...

I would like to take this opportunity to wish you a very HAPPY NEW YEAR...

may it be not the best but better year...

cause there'll be ups and downs always.. but may it be not as bad as the last time...

alright... my last post..

I write on the means of eating porridge for one week

but now I cant stand it anymore... lunch and dinner porridge.... :x

I really cant stand it after my 3rd day of the meal.... help~~~

real thoughts...

Im afraid of welcoming the new year....

Im afraid what the year might holds for me...

having sweet and bitter memories this year... will come to an end in less than 6 hours time...

the happy memories I share with my friends and family...

the sad ones I face personally and fears... will all be forgotten when the clock strikes 12...

2nd of the tooth surgery

my 2nd was not as bad as yesterday with the pain coming down and able to something in my stomach~~~

well its porridge of course...but~~ with a small side dish to put flavor to the blend meal course...

but is going to be a week's meal course.. day and night till I remove the stitches... ohh yeah~~ forgotten to tell... I have 2 stitches for the tooth surgery... T_T

taking pain killers as prescribe by the doc. and antibiotics... will remove the stitches after a week/ 2....

with that~~~

pain pain~~~

suffering the aftermath of the tooth surgery today...

the right side of my face hurts like nobody's business...

and the Doc says I have to bear it for a week... T_T

Pain... Pain... PAin~~~~

Dentist

Dentist visit tomorrow.....

arrrghhh~~~~~

to remove my remaining wisdom tooth... haihzzz.... another... scary day for me...

because I dont like to visit the dentist... been having this fear since I was a child and to do a major surgery...

~~~ is just torturing

I mark my 5th Dec SPECIAL

yes yes... the last 5th Dec 2010....

hahhaha... it because I went to Sunway to meet one of the member from my idol group SS501...

he was here in Malaysia to promote The Face Shop new product set to release out next year who is also the TFS ambassador/ spokespersons.

Its so nice to be able to see him.. but thanks to the press and the bad view... I could hardly see him... and since I was standing on the opposite site... the press blocks my view.. and I cant take a picture of him.. but video I have... here is that day's photo

and here is where he sign to mark he was here..

and me with a cardboard picture of him and is also where he sign....

this book~~~ I want but have to spend a minimum of RM300 from TFS to get it for free... T_T

and this is the product he endorse that is to be launch next year~~

my nailsss

ohh well... been doing my nails a lot lately....

I've change the colour numbers of times... the last one was light purple...

now I've change from that colour to light blue... tadaaaa!!!!

but since i just started blogging again.. I've start taking lots of pictures again... but dont have a pic when my nails was purple

MSN

after I got this lappy of mine fix from internal hardisk failure...

and download the new MSN.... it has been going hair wire... haihzzz... now I cant use my MSN till I open my hotmail inbox... T_T

so sorry to those of you who is trying to keep in touch with me... cause I seldom open my mail to check.. therefore I hardly be able to communicate thru MSN... but in FB i will...

sorry... when I get it fix... I will announce again... ^^

feelings... somehow

been thinking lots lately....

there are times when I sit alone in my room thinking bout my Uni..

As I come into the last sem of my 2nd year.. Im starting to struggle already.... there are times I feel like Im drowning.... yet still surviving the struggle...

Pressure is getting heavier as I feel the weight on my shoulders... to be honest I think about giving up already.. it been on my thoughts all the time... but I remember my close friend advise, you came all the way this far, why give up when is about to end??

but then also, I was thinking this is for my future!! for my better good next time.. I must survive to be able to succeed, therefore I cannot give up... but this come with a feeling that I myself cant even explain it in words...

This feeling somehow makes me lonely easily and I end up crying because of it.... but still I have to be strong.... and strong I will be to face it!!!

nowadays been up to watch

Mary Stay out all night... heheheh... funny... how things evolve from being hit by car till they fall in love... well is kind of a story... hardly people fall in love with that kind of accident.. hehehe..

Christmas morning

it's Christmas morning!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas everyone !!!!!!

it's Christmas again

it's Christmas again... and another year end...

wish all my friends who is reading my blog merry christmas and happy new year (well.. soon to be)

have a great time with your family and love ones... spend it well and spend it full of joy and laughter..

hope you all have a great meal... or even a simple meal to past the day... where ever you all are and who you spend this time with, even if you're alone.. its okiess ^^ just know that there will be people thinking of you in their heart and just enjoy this happy day...

please dun drink and drive okies.... i wish for you safety...

I love u all <3<3

obsessed

obsessed with Korean songs nowadays~~~

listen non stop... wkakaka... and I now officially can't live without music in my ear....

without music I feel so dead....

old timess

went back to any old place of mind...

Taman Midah, a place where I've stayed for over 10 years before I moved far to Subang...

Dad pick me up and still remember tat I have the craving for the special Malay rice near the BHP petrol station... it's one of my favourite Malay dish...

best of the best... anyone fro Taman Midah wants to try this...ask me yeah... will direct you there... but only if you can eat beef... cause most dishes are beef ^^

pictures and crowds will tell you all

and I tell you, not only Malays fills this hawker stall but also Chinese and India as well.... pack...

ohh wow!!!

it been so so long..

I must admit.. my blog.. has been dead for a year now... hmmm

so sorry... I was so busy that I gave up updating my blog.. but now im going to start back...

her comes many many blogss date soon