Wednesday, September 19, 2012

more than the words in my brain can express


The thing about friends is this:


No. Wait.


The frustrating thing about friends is this:

it always feels like you care more about them than they actually care about you.

it also always always feels like you care more about them than they care about themselves!

as friends, I believe we have a duty to be honest.

too bad the people we call friends and are honest with NEVER actually appreciate it when we are honest.


stupid huh?

I wonder why people bother. why do people care.


why in the world do i care!
(I can't even bring myself to say that in all uppercase because it just doesn't do it justice)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

without you holding my heart


The thing about birthdays is this:

It is way too overrated.



It is actually, unassuming.

It is JUST like any other day of the year. If we didn't remember the date/day, it would literally pass by us…and it wouldn't make a difference. Plenty of people around the world don't celebrate or know when their actual birthday is! As far as I know, the Bible doesn't even talk about celebrating birthdays!



And yet we get so hung up about it, such that we can't get over it! ugh.



I wonder who was the person who first started the trend on celebrating birthdays. -.- He obviously had nothing else better to do.



Sunday, September 02, 2012

make it special in some way



I reckon I'm young enough to say "There are a lot of things in life that I don't understand"

..but old enough to know what it means to "trust in my Saviour, the Son of God."




Wherever you are, whoever you are, whatever your destiny. I pray for you.
I pray for a spirit of wisdom and revelation to fall upon you, so that you might desire to know my Lord better. I pray the eyes of your heart will be enlightened to the Hope in Him.
I pray you realise that Life means nothing without Jesus. I pray your faith grows in Him.

And I pray, you'll never fall too far from His embrace.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

when i'm looking in your eyes


"Why did you buy me flowers?"

"Because I can."



Tuesday, August 07, 2012

city lights; cloudy skies; slow dance in the rain



a story written by a loving Creator

gladly celebrated by His angels

even the twinkle stars danced

what more can I ask for?

except to let it unfold

I'm in love :)

Monday, June 04, 2012

running round in circles jumping over hurdles



Don't remember ever experiencing this much torment in an effort to complete an essay in my life before this.


every 100 words is a painful jab in the butt!

ggrrr#$%@&

Monday, May 28, 2012

between the traffic and ordinary sounds


Remembering me, a year ago.

in April 2011

in May 2011

And thinking about how I found my Thief :) (or how he found me) funny how this was a year ago…never imagined you'd be here with me today.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

stuck in a cold december


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:(

Dislike this semester! :( :( :( :'(

Monday, May 21, 2012

God knows we're worth it



Because in Christ alone I find my Hope and Strength.


Because every day, I have reason to thank Him for the way He's blessed my life.


Because He saw my worth. In love, He gave Himself for me.


Because His grace has allowed me to experience true Love.


Because of Him, I have Life.



This journey we call Life, is bittersweet, but Beautiful indeed.




#21x5 :)

Thursday, May 10, 2012

everything i missed before


It's difficult isn't it.

Human relationships.


From the first waking moment until we shut our eyes close for the day, we're interacting with human relationships.

You'd think that being surrounded by this constant web of people connected to you in some form or way, all your life, would make you a Master at manoeuvring through this web.

Guess not.

These relationships are inevitable, mostly. Others, we can avoid. But for some… I wonder why we even bother. Why DO people bother? It takes too much energy, and more than half the time you get no return.

Actually, come to think of it. Even some of the ones that are inevitable are rubbish. Complete waste of time.


Human relationships. One of Life's greater mysteries or one of Life's greater disappointments?

Friday, May 04, 2012

cause all that's waiting is regret

When 7.5 out of 10 is just not good enough because 90% of your classmates are at least 8.5 out of 10! :(


sighface!
Cold weeks call for hot, spicy and reaaalllly tasty soups!!
Missing you, Mum!

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Saturday, April 21, 2012

even the stars they burn



“Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved. ”
Barbara Johnson (1947-2009);
American literary critic and translator



Tuesday, April 17, 2012

and every single moment between


Casual postcards in the mail that make long days Perfect :)

Monday, April 16, 2012

broken things, turn them into beautiful



Time.

How that is scary.



Grace.

How that is necessary.



Love.

How it is an unjustified beauty.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

catching teardrops in my hands










“So many of our dreams at first seem impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon become inevitable. ”


Christopher Reeve (1952-2004);
actor, producer, director, and writer; best known for his role as Superman

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

for a thousand more years


Because you show me that I'm worth it. I believe you :)

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

our wrinkles understand we never





What do we know about life, love and living?


What do we know about the people in our lives?


You could live in the same house for years and still not know someone.


Interpret. Decipher. Render. Misinterpret.



"…and Time will be a distant memory, nobody could tell us to stay…"
- Avalanche City

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

be bold, need to jump in the cold water



First Valentines Day with my Best Friend


The person who turned me from a doubter to a believer and made me the luckiest person alive.

Monday, January 02, 2012

like more than distance between us

So the new year has begun. And I'm performing the balancing act between confronting conflicts and letting it go.
Yes, already.
Joy.