If there is one thing I really do not feel I have right now it is time. But I did want to take a moment to document my experience this week so I can remind myself why it is important to do what we are asked by the Lord.
As a member of the LDS church we are often asked to serve in several ways. One of those is called visiting teaching. Essentially it is a way to make sure no one is ever without help or lost in the shuffle. The idea is great. But, as many may agree or know, it can be difficult sometimes. I have fallen into that group who has just kind of slacked in that part of my life. I have been busy. After Steve, having Jocelyn, working full time, trying to manage my house hold and help Cory I have barely had time to shower ( literally, I stunk this week.) Let alone go visit people. So I have let it slide. I just told myself that I would if I just had the time.
Well, earlier this week my visiting teaching companion finally cornered me and got me to go with her to visit teach. We planed to go the next day at 8. It just so happened that day was the absolute worst day for me. I had not slept well, I had made a mistake at work which really stressed me out, our house was a mess and I was trying to make dinner while putting Jocelyn to sleep as well. Cory also might have been just a little bit grumpy. I remembered I had to go just in time and left just wanting to get it out of the way.
In short, I am so glad my companion (who also happens to be my neighbor) cornered me and that I went. What I was hoping to be a 30 minute visit became 2 hours and I came home, not feeling stressed about time lost, but relieved that I was able to spend time with amazing women. While I went to see if I could help someone, they ended up helping me. And I also feel I gained a good friend out of it. I have not spoken more then a few words to my neighbor since she moved in because I have been so busy, but now I feel we could get along very well.
In the end, just another reminder that we are not asked to do these things just for fun. It truly does bring blessings and it just so happens that this time, I was the one who needed it. Thank goodness I took some time to do it.
It's Enough
11 years ago
