Friday, December 28, 2007
i know i havent been blogging! x(
christmas wasn't as good as it was supposed to be ): no wonderful presents, no church, no meet ups and a super sick grandfather in hospital. oh well, God will provide! (;
it has been an eventful week! and yes, cookies are on the way for special people i have yet to wish merry christmas to, baby's joining church tml and i'm looking forward to dancing for launch service 2008! 2008 here i come :D keep my grandfather in prayer, we dun wanna lose him just yet, let's pray for a miracle friends! :D did some patching up with some friends, lost contact with another few but well, friends come and go. i'm just happy to have friends in my life now (:
no pictures just yet! hannah loves all of you :D ;D plenty.
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
THE FATHER'S LOVE presentation is officially over. and i miss all of them already! sorry i havnet been blogging! what to do? rehearsals rehearsals and more rehearsals. it was really a great production. the only thing we hated was well u said it! MAKEUP :D loads and loads and LOADS of it. and i really mean LOADS xD
love medley was THE BOMB :D thanks to all dancers soloists and the ever so impt CHOIR for making it so lovely ;D ppl must be wondering how we change so super fast. lemme tell you, backstage is chaos. the girls run up to 4M that area backstage and just strip on the spot! HAHAH xD who cares glam or not glam! and we reach front stage panting and before you know it, the next song starts and u walk out GLAM-ly :D really fun really fun. still waiting for the rest of the ppl to send in photos and all so heres what's on my hp cam fr now! :D
;can see the horrendously thick make up? xD
; this is favourite. mime family eating together at one table :D
i really believed God worked through this presentation. of all the countless hours and blood sweat and tears put into this huge production, many people came to know God and God's anoiting was so evident in every one of the cast and crew members, front stage or backstage :) i'm raelly proud of you all :D keep pressing on for more! i miss TFL! ):
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
;BESTFRIEND GET TOGETHER.
we had such a great time at island creamery ytd before service having delicious ice cream and camwhoring till the cows came home. there're alot more pictures but nah, i'll save them for next time (; and we went walking in the rain too! me and chel shared umbellas and got our shoes and jeans soaking wet lah! and we were literally screaming :D HAHA, i never knew walking in the rain was so much fun (x we went drying shoes in the toilet and made lots of noise :D
after service rehearsals la. it was a poor run and most of us got scared cos there were ppl sitting there and laughing so we kinda lost it. but! it's for the glory of God ;D like PBee said, we don't get paid but we get joy upon hearing the number of souls saved and we give excellence to our God! :D HANG IN THERE FOLKS!
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Friday, December 14, 2007
it's official. i broke up with qinrong today. don't be surprised please! i love him and so does he love me, but i just wanna honor God with my life. the relationship cannot function without God in it. this camp was certainly a battlecall for me to just let it go and trust God to provide for me; to grant me the strenght tt i always got from QR, love and acceptance and even money! it's been so much of a struggle. i will continue to love him. i believe tt if God meant for us to be together we will be some day :) i have faith. i'm gonna keep trying to save him cos i love him so much tt i dun wanna see the devil have a hold of his precious life (: it's gonna be our 2nd year 1 month on the 16th but let's just say were commemorating our friendship (: it's been after crying so many tears and talking to the leaders before i came to this decision. and thank you baby for respecting my decision. i guess i'll never get used to mlife without u and i would keep calling u baby. let's hang in there and press on! cos i believe soon enough we will be together under Gods protection :D so wish us well friends! we'll sitll meet up for dinner, hang out together call each other and rely on each other cos we're BeSTBESTBESTBESTFRIENDS. for sure (:
i'm back from camp! ;D awesome stuff. yes there were complains bout sleeping alone and horrile food and the superly tiring games and the cold services and all. but i believe all of the IGNYTE campers can assure that God moved. it was so comforting to see ppl breaking out and just waring in prayer during service and just worshipping God with so much joy. and God spoke, not only to me, but to everyone i am sure (: and it was really a battecall - tt's the title of our camp by the way :D and really, 2007 has certainly a bad year for most of us. now i know, 2007 was a yar of adversities to prepare us to rise up as mighty warriors for Christ. i wanna go further than ever before :D i wanna reflect God's love and rise up to impact more and more and more lives and live the way God wants me to lead my life. it's gonna be hard. but through God, i'm more than a conqueror! can i hear an AMEN! ;D i'm so excited, i'm on fire, i wanna reach out! i can't wait for year 2008! i can't wait for revival in my school and my family (: i love God! period.
; thank you so much bestfriend.
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Monday, December 10, 2007
FRIDAY 
SATURDAY
;favourites.
saturday didn't end just like that. supposedly i was supposed to have diner at yew tee with frog and liying. BUT THEN, some things cropped up so in the end me and him solo -.- wa lau pissed me off. in the end had to go ALL THE WAY TO JURONG for a dinner; cos apparently whilst having dinner, the "popular guy's" friend called saying they broke up so being a nice guy as he already is (NOT!), he abandoned me after dinner to hang out with his friends xD but oh well, in the short 1 hour spent together, he cracked me up HELL LOT and made my unhappy day turn out to be a good day (: the silly fella sent me to my DOORSTEP, fearing tt i may faint in the lift or smth and it'll be ALL HIS FAULT. HURHUR (x so well, the bad day ended off just fine (;
well sunday we had rehearsals with costumes and all the whatever nots HAH (; not bad not bad but to them still not up to standard ): so we just have to buck up. i'll be away for camp from tml till friday so don't expect updates! miss me okay ;D
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
i guess you'd probably never read this but i still think i need to say my piece or my heart just wld'nt be able to take it. IGNYTE dance practice just ended, so i'm at mum's office to blog now since there will be Xmas dance rehearsals later )x to you, the one i call ----ie: hey there you. i dunno if it was a dream or something but it really felt like we were strangers; it felt like my heart was playing games with me. when you walked through tt door just now, my eyes lit. for what? i don't know. then when our eyes met, u gave me that cold stare - like u didn't know me at all. what happened to my ---y? oh yah, maybe u'd use the excuse 'i never meant it that way in the first place' but i think u planned for it to be this way - to make my heart messed up then decide to forget everything and put our friendship aside like that SOMEONE. why were u so nice to me anyway? then suddenly, like REALLY i mean suddenly, just turn ur back and stop replying my smses and just giving me cold stares like you did. in any case, u broke my heart. pls tell me, tell me what to do, and where u're heading. i don't recognise this feeling. it's something totally new to me? or are guys just all the same, selfish, insensitive and well, just plain mean?
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once, there was this girl called hannah. she loved this guy like he was the last man on earth. she gave him everything she ever had - but he'd break her spirit down, then come loving up to her; give a little, then take it back. She'd tell him about her dreams and he'd just shoot them down. OH, and he loved to make her cry too. he said "you're crazy for believing you'll ever leave the ground, cos only angels know how to fly". So with a broken wing, she still sings, and keeps an eye on the sky; with a broken wing, she carries her dreams. Man, you ought to see her fly.
ps: thanks for telling me you missed me. even if it was for fun, or maybe it was just a joke, or even if it was true, it made my day. really. i think u know who you are (:
"With a broken wing,
she carries her dreams.. "
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007
;late night madness.
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Monday, December 03, 2007
another ultra long post for you: here's a continutation of the shoutouts to the ones who never receieved a card from me. first and foremost i wanna let
ALL of u know u are beautifully and wonderfully made, and i love
every single one of you (:
in alphabetical, here goes to the
GRADUATES OF KRANJI SEC;
PS: i wanted to include pics but i'm kinda working now so if time and space permits, i'll include the pictures (;AMIRAH: sister, like i've commented on ur blog, it's realy been hell lot of fun getting to know you since primary school. i'm glad we even spent our 4 years of secondary school life together; dancing folk dance together, hip hop our way through to the finals, made silly noises, laugh at anything and everything and forbeing so so supportive whenever i needed the extra push from someone who cares, esp the time when i seriously broke down in class cos of you-know-who. i'll always remember you being such a fan of hannah (x but honestly i'm your biggest fan. i always knew somewhere in the corner of my mind that u WILL grow up to be a fine fine lady, who's successful and just simply gorgeous inside and out. i'll miss you ami,
many loves (:
3babes of 4A; BONG, STEPH& JACQ: the 3 of u have certainly added so much colour into these 4 years of my secondary school life with all the stories u guys have in store, all the juiciest gossips ard, the entertaining lifestyle u guys have running here and there and everywhere and all the bra snapping, and the huge huge hugs u guys have given me (: i absolutely enjoyed ur company. u 3 are like diamonds and gems, so ultra precious. really wanna thank all of u for the times when u guys were ard me to dry my tears and give me the courage to stand up for my rights. a little means alot (: and i love you all. AW, BEAR HUG! ;D
CHERIE, CHUNYANG & JENN: yes i know, though u guys have already receieved cards i really think it is necessary that i include u 3 gorgeous ppl into the shoutouts cos really, if u 3 were not in the picture, i think there would be such a huge difference cos life would be SO much duller than it is now (: kudos to u 3! certainly and most definitely, the 3 of you mean this much to me and u guys have confirmed urselves a place in my small small selfish heart. on any one of your calls i promise i'll be there WHENEVER u need me (: remember, we stil need to marry off our children. don't forget the promises we made as friends. we MUST meet up some day soon. and again, i really do love u all. ;D
JALIAH: emo fag! undeniably, GOD I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU. we havent sang Moulin Rouge's Lady Marmalade and dance Sexyback together you know! seriously, i wish i had more time to spend with u ): we only had less than hal a year to bond lah ); and idiot! u made me cry and made me look fugly! you owe me one sister. u totally can bet on it that i will miss you baby! GOD, it's gonna be so hard. i think i had the hardest time writing ur section of this post. i can only say i miss you already sweet cupcake )x and hell u know how much i love you. i'll miss you funky lovely handwriting and crazy laughter and the murderous drawings (x JALEE, sister i love you so.
JUNJIE: dude, i think i've said enough in the card. butstill wanna tell teh world how much i love this guy here called NG JUN JIE (: u are possibly the best-est friend anyone can find and i'm bless i found you. i'll remember the times we'd share secrets, slack during horrendously boring bio lessons and scribbles and math and chinese and GOD, oh so many stuff we've done together. through the good times and the bad, i'll be here for you junjie. brother, i'll miss you.
XUAN: boy, u already had ur section previously okay. BUT IN ANYCASE, you're my sugar pie,mini cupcake, chocolate fudge,peanut butte&jam,icing on my cake, and my darling! (x *puke PRECIOUS, i'll miss u ;D many many many many loves. PS: grow up xuan xuan, and stop acting cute! cos i think u already are :X GOD! i can't believe i said that. i promise i'll go town and camwhore with u lovable!
CLASS OF 1F&2F 04-05' : certainly enjoyed the times we've spent as a class. pranking teachers together, and being such a united bunch and wining many awards. for being s supportive when i was ur class vice chairman, and as such great great friends and fun bunch to hang out wish. hey, i promise i'll remember all of you for sure (: love you all e same.
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the rest of the graduates probably recieved my thanks already. these are special mentions. hey if u're not here do let me know! i'll update as and when new ppl pop up. i'm working now so kinda brain dead here, can't think of all the names tt i wanna add. do tag me and let me know (x
here's to the SPECIALFRIENDS;
BEL&CHEL: u crazy crazy people, you know how much i ABSOLUTELY love the both of u even if u guys are ugly disgusting monsters (: thanks for the years of friendship we've shared; the times we cried together, laughed together,crapped together, dance & sing together, fought with one another and spend our lives as friends. i really thank God for u precious babes (: plenty of love. BIG HUG!
BRIAN: kor, i don't blame you at all. though it seems like u've disappeared on and off, i always knew that when i needed u, u'd be there for me (: i'm sorry i havent been a good mei and not being able to lend u my shoulder or my ears to listen your problems or give u advice. on the other hand, u've been a great kor. as little as i've done for you, u never fail to come and give me encouragement and the extra push to keep me going in the Lord. and i truly thank you for it. i really wanna share ur troubles too, so please let me know okay? i've certainly been blessed with ur friendship. God loves you, and so do i okay? ps: i think u still owe me a little something ah (:
DEREKleejunrong: MY sweetestgodBROTHER! :D ahhh, i bet u know by now i totally love love love you lah (: thanks for being such an awesome friend, camwhoring with me, giving me sweets, acting with me, dancing lame dances together and always being super encouraging and just an awesome friend once again. for keeping my secrets as secrets and just pushing me forward; giving me advice to some things in my life though u're younger than me! u're a rare gem brother. and i totally appreciate u like no one else will :D i'll be here for you okay. remember the umbrella song u dedicated to me? i promise though tough times i will be here to share my umbrella with you ;) u've made a difference okay. i love love you.
FROG(luodeqiang): haha, you know who you are (: chances of you reading this is darn low since u'd be in camp, but in anycase! i still have to post my shoutouts to you (: you've been such a sweet sweet friend through these like, let's see, 2 months? :D thanks, for the presents, for entertaining me when i'm bored, for cheering me up when i felt lousy, for giving me courage to end IT&face the difficulties in life, playing pool with me,scolding me when i couldn't pick myself up, being so so supportive of everything i do, being such a sweetheart and such a true friend. i promise i'll be standing by you too! rememeber ah, whoever fails to keep to the promise do 100push up and run ard orchard road! (: certainly hope we'd get to know each other more and become even better friends. you've certainly been one of a kind, and u're a great guy okay! i'm glad u got to know u (: many loves out to you too sweetheart! ;D ( get used to this mushy treatment. as long as u're my treasured friend, u'd be hearing lots and lots of 'i-love-yous' and 'sweethearts' okay! ;D dn't worry, all my friends receive such treatment too ;D )
LIYING: u are definitely my most special mention. see you're underlined baby! ;D u not only deserve this dedication, you've earned ur spot here (: girl, i really wanna thank u so so so so so much for the genuine friendship u've blessed me tremendously with. you're probably the only one who's never judged me and always accepted me the way i already am, the sucky, bitchy way i am. and really i wanna thankyou for that! it's hard to find a friend tt'll be as accpeting as you, as friendly as you, as funny as you, as crappy as you, as gorgeous as you and such a great confidante as you. i can really share ANYTHING in the world with you. thanks for keeping the secrets between us as secrets and always alwaysbeing there for me when i need u to go shopping with me or just talk to me and lend me a listening ear. and stop laughing atme for the charles & keith thingy okay! (x i look forward to the next time we hang out together. faces may change, buildings may wear out, everything may be lost but i'm dead sure that our friendship wld be as strong as it is now. you're beautiful inside and out liying. don't let the words of others cause u to feel inferior. whenever u need some ego boosting and encouragement, i swear i'd be here for you too my precious. i love you plenty plenty.
JONATHANhochinkiat: ah, i finally came to you. u shld be back in singapore today. so first of all, WELCOME BACK SWEETHEART! hope u enjoyed ur trip there at Japan. okay, i shant say much here cos well it's been kinda personal the things i wanna say to you. i'd swear on my LIFE i'd remember u forever my friend; from the time we got to know each other, to the time we shared our beautiful fairy tale past, till today after we've fell out. thank you, so much, for letting me share thatpart of ur life with you. as cliche as it already sounds, friends forever.
last but not the least,
BABY: there will be only one person i'd call my baby, and that would be none other than you. baby, i really wanna thank you for putting up with me these 2 years we've spent together and the times we fought to be together despite the many oppositions and hurdles that came crashing at us. even as we go through this season of putting our relationship on a break, i really hope we'd still be best friends as we already are from the beginning. after the rain and storm has passed, i promise we'll still be the best best best couple and friends ever. darling thanks for supporting me the way u have giving me tremendous strength to move mountains. for catching me with ur strong secure arms when i fall, for giving me wings to soar above the seas and fulfilling dreams i never thought i wld fulfill. it's been such an awesome 2 years spent with you. baby i'll miss you, i really will. i hope from this experience, our love would grow stronger and break new ground together. hang in there, i'll be here for you anytime sweetheart. simple 3 words for you, i love you; so so much. BESTBESTFOREVER.
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haha, just look at the number of people i have to thank and how blessed i am to have this many poeple i can thank God for.
God, it has been an amazing journey.
all this wldnt be possible without you Lord;
thank you, thank you for these precious lives u've given me.
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Sunday, December 02, 2007
SHOUTOUT TO JOSIAH TAN JUN QI:
ah yes, although i look absolutely fatly horrendous in this pic i guess i had to do u justice since josiah kindly made a sweet sweet shoutout to me (x josiah josiah: you've been an awesome friend too. honestly, i always had a bad impression of u since God knows when. HAHA (: but i guess as we sat beside each other and crapped with ZX during english lessons and copying ur work and irritaing miss yap together, i've changed my impression of you. sometimes, just like ZX, i find u ultra irrtating and i wished i never known u and never had to talk to you BUT BUT BUT! i found myself growing to like you! i wish we had just a month longer to spend together. i feel like i havent got enough of u yet lah it's only been like a month when we started being real friends. I'LL MISS YOU JOSIAH. god bless u awesome chap (;
thank you Lord. (: santa claus dropped by early this christmas; and we were JUST blessed with a new SAMSUNG LCD 32inch TV (:
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i'm letting u go, for good.
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