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PGC asked if i wanted to go down earlier today to help him out to make a few phone calls to some water bap candidates and stuff like that, afterwhich we drove down to sixth avenue for our catch up/challenge/push/encourage session & treated me to ice cream :D It was still alright, just felt very challenged and determined to do smth about what he said. Like Fuwei said, it just takes one step ouuta my comfort zone and be amazed and what God can do (: The cow does wonders -.- I shant cover more, it's kinda personal. Oh and did i tell u, i'll be creating another private blog? -.- Ask me.
Afterwhich PGC sent me down to a busstop & i went down to meet ying (: Joined by kenny for dinner. Shopped abit at Cotton On, got myself a white top for $7.50 :/ Was resisting to spend cos i bought a pullover online :/ Rah. We chatted at macs and stuff, good uh! Talking about having thoughts about being one another's lesbian partner and that we'll last quite long and stuff. HAHAHAHA :D zomg liying i love you :D
------------------------------------------------------- In Christ alone will I glory Though I could pride myself in battles won For Ive been blessed beyond measure And by His strength alone I'll overcome Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand
In Christ alone I place my trust And find my glory in the power of the cross In every victory Let it be said of me My source of strength My source of hope Is Christ alone
In Christ alone do I glory For only by His grace I am redeemed For only His tender mercy Could reach beyond my weakness to my need And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord
With absolute trust, i will walk through this; hand in hand with You by my side. Though storms may come, waves may crash & trials prevail, but i will run till i finish this race You've set out for me. & i will remember, that there's nothing to hard that You & I cannot overcome together. Lord, do your work through me. Set me on fire again.
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9:33 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008
OOH~ Check my little masterpiece out (: HAHAHA :D Spent the entire day ytd and over the week collecting photos, cutting them nicely, measuring cms and all, piecing it tgt, 'lap-ping' the huge thing around and all, was ALL WORTH IT, cos denise loved it :D
Hahaha :D W15L surprised denise by being present, well at least the majority did! :D Presented her the gift and was on all smiles! :D Me, Bk, Zuh & herself already had dinner plans tgt after school so i alerted the rest to give her a surprise. She DID NOT expect it at all (: They did a SPLENDID job so thanks fen & gang! & THEN WE ALL HAD DINNER TGT (: Which made me plus the rest all really happy :D
Finally been to the doctor yesterday. She gave me anti-biotics that would be active for 10days. & yet im taking it everyday -.- This is a result from being sick for like 4 weeks, so Dc.Tay said she needed to catch up with all the stttewwwpiidd viruses in my body. I want my voice back! Lol, i was telling Fenyun today that i havent spoke to the class with my normal voice ever since day 1. So yes, super anti bacterial + lack of appetite + medicine + lack of sleep + stress&worry = dizzy spells, nausea and all that D: Rah. I WANT TO GET WELL :X
PGC MEET UP TML D: & probably dinner with ying after that. YAY NO SCHOOL TML :D
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10:04 PM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Sometimes, life just makes a fool outta you.
People come, people go. & like it or not, they leave footprints; big ones, small ones, everlasting ones, or faded ones. At times we forget to appreciate the people around us, and when things go terribly wrong, when God decides to take them away, what else can we do, but sit, watch & cry? Life is short, horribly short. No one knows when our last day will be, no one knows when the next wave will hit us and take us away almost in the blink of an eye. And we question God, why, why? Why this person, why now? The worst thing of all, is not being able to do anything, but to lend our support, love, and extend our prayers and believe together with them. Scary isn't it? Friends, learn to appreciate those around you, because you'll never know when will be the last time you see them, or when the last time for u to tell them that you love them will be. Dont wait, because time doesn't wait for no man.
Met denise & gang at botanics last morning, and had a great time with them there, first wave, more photos will be up soon (:
Headed down to church, met up S.Eileen, and had a talk, PGC's turn on Tues, Andre's prayer, Delia's talk, just made me feel .. worst. And then over dinner at Serene's, i got an sms. I tried to hold my tears in very, very hard. I dazed the entire night, till when i got home. FuWei called to check up on me, i didn't want to lose it, but i did & i let it go. I cried long & haNord, and cried out all my pain, all my worry, all my fear, all my hurts. He told me things that made sense, things that told me 'With God, anything's possible', things that make me wnat to give it one last shot to have faith in the things i cannot see. It ended with a short,sweet, yet effecient prayer. Lord, i hope you heard it. I know you did. So please, no.
Today's denise's birthday (: Dearest, i hope this will be your best birthday yet! For all, thank you. You've been the best gift God has blessed me with so far. Without you in my life, i dont know how it'll be like. Let's look forward together, to believe, to love, and to share. I love you, really.
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own. When you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, For fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we; Afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
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4:02 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
zomg. Problem for today's Cognitive ;/ Click to enlarge, and make your brains blow, just like mine did. Yawns/
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Acapella was goood! (: Solo's were given out, juniors sit out pretty much this time except for a few Altos since lack altos and all the altos were taken (: Chances next time i guess, we'll settle for background, sounding as good supporting the leads (: I brought Hakim down for Acapella today, since he was interested and i thought he cld sing! & surprisingly he enjoyed it :D So yay, another addition to the Rhapsody* family (: Was in the midst for preparation for Reflections held on 20 Nov, members of public are more than welcome, FOC. Further timing details will be out soon (: Excited excited(:
I stopped in my tracks today, and turned to the left, overlooking the playground. I stared long and hard, hoping i'd see a familiar shadow that'd resemble you. But i didnt find any, and that sent cold arrows piercing through my heart.
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4:11 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Yeah yeah. I'm lacking updates! Life hasn't been at all interesting with fun people skipping school, and class being boring - presentations after presentations. No time for anything else, literally. School today has been okay, new temporary faci (: But what a way to start the day off! I woke up to heavy rain today, and recieved BK's text saying it's raining :/ So i was late to meet him at Yew tee as usual, and we boarded the train slightly late too. Called adeline to tell her we'd be late and asked them if they wanted to cab down to school with us if it was still raining if we got to woodlands, but she and QQ decided to go off first. Smart move girl. Supposed to alight at the same spot everyday, then today we overshot. I looked at BK and went 'ehhh, we board the train same place right? how come today so front?' Then .. "Dear passangers, due to some difficulties, we will be by-passing woodlands .. " Immediate reaction of every RP student on the train, 'SCREW RP! IM GONNA BE LATE!" Hahahaa :D Okay not funny. We went back to woodlands, it was 850 by then. Boarded the OVERLY CROWDED bus at 855am - confirm late. E3 is far away too :/ Rah. First time i reached class late in like the whole ofyear 1. But luckily new faci not so strict, he marked late from 9.06am onwards :/ Phew, still going to be able to aim for my A ;/ It was tiring today cos it's Day 1, means no ppt from other classes to steal slides and stuff :D Hahaha. Team did well today though, great job guys (: Ah, enough for now eh! (: Till then! :D
It has been weeks now. And it just gets worse everyday. No texts, no calls, no IMs, no nothing.I miss you, tons.
Now I can see that we're falling apart From the way that it used to be, yeah No matter the distance I want you to know That deep down inside of me
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7:12 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Gosh! So much to update about.
Okay Friday totally sucked. Let's not go into detail. To make the whole day just a little better, i met Derek up 2 days straight - plus today & updated one another after ages :/ It's always nice to know that no matter HOW LONG we've not met up one another to have good heart-to-heart talks, that we still have that brother-sister invisible bond - being able to still talk like no body's business, being able to share really really really exclusive stuff, and all that (: So i decided to meet at somerset, then brought him to behind centre point with all the cool oriental shophouses and stuff to chill and camwhore like we both would. & we did :D So yeah that was a good thing over the bad day. We talked ALOT, over dinner, walking around. Just talk talk talk. Was supposed to be me being the emo one & ranting, ended up he was the one talking and POURING literally everything out :/ EXCLUSIVES no one hear, or will hear. So thanks dee. Very productive, very fruitful - im really glad we talked, and updated me about alot that's going on. I've given you my take, and said what i had to. In every decision, know that Jie wants the best for you & will support you no matter what decision you make. Think things through carefully okay (:
So today had Camp Com meeting again, supposed to meet Derek again aft that before service, but ended up he had urgent matters to attend to, so i was with Jan & gang again. Things happened (again), and differnt people got affected :/ Rah. Had such a hard time during service cos yeah .. (minus details). But Nat hope u're fine (: Ran around doing filming with Haruki after srv, and headed down to Serene's for a long awaited super happy dinner with the YTSS folks plus derek, who made up for lunch :D YAY YAY YAY :D So surprised to see my hannahdear, shaunice, connie, and the rest of the boys (: We surprisingly had a very interesting deep talk amongst ourselves today which made me happy that things still havent changed though we've multiplied and i havent spoken to you guys since (: Celebrated Ken & Jet's birthday, surprise surprise! :D Talked with Nat & Dee somemore, before cabbing home with him & sis. That ends off the eventful day. & now i got tons on my mind after what they all shared with me. It's problems upon problems, not mine alone :/
Hmmm, oh thank's DRAG for ALL the little encouragements, if u're reading this. I think you know who u are, cos only u know u're called DRAG. Hahaha ;D & TWIN! please be okay. *blogger sucks &i cant upload now :/ TML!
我的心里，没有好受一点。
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10:20 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008
我的冲动。抱歉。就一定要是这样的结局吗？ 可以应许我崩溃了吗？
"Once upon a time, there was a man. The man was abandoned, abandoned in the depths of the woods. So deep, no sunlight could shine, so far, no voice could reach. He, was all alone. Every breath he took, only the raindrops can correspond. Every inch he moved, only his shadow mimicked. He cried no voice that could be heard, he felt no warmth that could penetrate.
One day, a lady, lost her way in the deep deep forest. She was on a journey, a long long journey to find her heart. She ran in the pouring rain, circles and circles in the woods. She spotted one broken hut from afar. Step by step she made her way. She shouted " Will there be any kind soul to shield mi from the down pour?". She was only echoed with silence. She paused, pushing open the door, she could only see darkness. She noticed, a vague figure casting a fading shadow across the corners of the broken hut. She was frightened, but she asked " are u the owner of this house?. "My name is Sarah, can i know what is yours?", the lady voiced out in a trembling yet familiar voice.
He looked up. He felt a familiar yet distanced presence. The first presence he felt after so long, the maiden voice he could hear so clearly. The lady reached for a lamp and lightened the room. The man freaked out. He struggled to keep his eyes open and he was afraid to be seen by a stranger. He isolated himself deeper and deeper into the corners of the room when he saw a pair of hands reaching out for him. He didn’t know what to do. "Dun be afraid.", a gentle voice his ears captured. He stumbled and hesitated. He saw a smile, that seemed to bring him out of the darkness. "Eric is my name.", with a hoarse and shivering voice. The lady was saddened by what she saw and wad she heard. A hug, she gave the man. But to the man, it was the warmth that penetrated into his heart. He stopped shivering.
He dragged his eyes towards her. He saw a lady, a fine lady. He flexed his orbital muscles and tried to smile. He felt. He heard.
He felt his heart beating. A strange feeling he had. The lady stayed on. The clouds started to clear and the rain started to subside. The lady dragged him out of the old and torn down hut. The man was simply fascinated. The grace of the sun, the chip of the birds, the creek of the insects and the lady who was captured so deeply in his vision.
They laid back on a giant piece of rock and watched the sky passed by. He looked at the lady.. "
SCHOOL! :D DAY1, Communications :/ Since it was Day 1 we couldnt take PPT from anyone cos no one would have done it and our block will be the first batch to do the module, ours was Communications. Lucky :/ Today's problem was alot easier compared to the other 2. And so happened ALL 4 groups in class today did videos (: It was good cos people were more free, and we interacted alot more and talked to one another more and laughed in unison at the videos each team came up with. It was a goood experience and the day ended off super early at 4 :D So we camwhored :D This class is diff lah, rather take with webcam -.- Then the guys were super bored so they go dance and start stripping at the windwos so the other class cld see :/ LOL ;/ Headed to CWP after school to get a cake for ahben, then home i am (:
Going to catch a doctor on Sunday, like finally. After 3 weeks of sore throat, flu, eye infection. It got bad when there's this red thing growing in my eye, and i was wearing shades at home yesterday and set my com light super low cos it hurt to stare too long :/ Rah. I hate it.
I'm tired. With all that has been going on. Life, makes no sense at this pointof time.
What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now?
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3:44 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK LEE JUNRONG! : D
Happy birthday to the world's wonderful-lest brother (: It all started in Played Out.Reality bites in July 2007 when we came together as part of the cast for that event. It started with everyone looking at u with weird eyes, then we grew closer, started talking, getting to know you better, rehearsals after rehearsals. After PORB ended, no the friendship did not become stagnant, instead, it grew. Well, WE grew together! :D And being the first and only one to be able to 'scold me' yet make me feel like my ego is not hurt is really a biggie! :D I appreciate all that you've done for me deee. The times when i was down, troubled, happy or sad you never failed to stand by me to show me that there're ppl who want what's best for me and willl understand me (: LOVE YOU! :D Can't write too much here or else nth to write in ur gift! :D But jie loves you, and you know it (:
SCHOOOOL = math = A ALREADY LAH! :D Woohoo, im quite confident about today's problem. First it was as usual, question marks everywhere. But after the lunch break the ppt was done and everything came into place & understanding, thanks to all the smart & lovely people from W15L :D So presentation was very well carried off by the team and i, so kudos everyone! :D Left with time to catch hot shot 8 til halfway, and webcammed madness abit with the team today (: YAY :D PEEEKTURES :D So soon, it's already going to be wednesday :/ BAD. Used to adore communications, but now ;/ WTH. Hate it, it's day 1 again D:
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2:54 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
MOOOONDAY. SCHOOL! :D Hoooray :D It's monday. But argh, as much as school was good today, i woke up and went 'eh why my alarm ring? OHHH, school -.- ' SIAN HALF. Today was science = good group + horrendous faci + horrendous module = hannah. Damn it. I had a hard time again. The group of four worked together again :D :D :D Amanda: the super skinny BUT hot too, Joopeng: the swave, silent killer that shoots people very unexpectly but acts nice, and martin: THE INSANE 'brad pitt look alike'. Whatever mart, i dont know how else to describe you. Well, we just went on and on and on talking, chatting, laughing, being super major girls and dig up juicy stuff from the 2 guys and talking somemore, until nothing was accomplished even after second meeting. & mind you, it was science -.- What was better, Martin left to go on his hot date with only $1.05 in his wallet (sorry dude, i had to mention that) Hahaha ;D So 3 man show. The other 2 were just blur and stoned while i tried figuring things out D: Brains were about dead after presentation, but very very good job my team :D & being awesome friends, we webcammed! (sorry mart, in collage form u just got cut out of the photos). HIGHLIGHT: Note last photo. Martin was looking through the photos on my picasa and went 'oh hi cutie, look at him, isnt he cute? awww.u shld just colour away all the other 3 faces. And so i did! Hahaha! :D Amanda and i talked a couple, i am happppy! :D thank you dear. eh, remember. Self love dear. You look amazing the way you are now, be contented okay! Wo ai ni :D
Walked to CWP with W15L, and met ke ai a.k.a frog a.k.a deqiang a.k.a my cousin's girlfriend's brother. Okay fine :/ Havent met him since God knows when! 29th feb to be exact. Cannot forget lah it was the leap day man! :D Hahaha he's been busy with army and i've been busy with school and other commitments so today he was on leave & offered to meet me up (: I remembeer smsing him telling him to faster complete his license so he can ride me around and then months passed, he even got a bike already -.- Then i kept avoiding his dates cos end up i was afraid -.- Wow, then figured it has been SO LONG and he shld be quite seasoned having riden for few months now and that he kept saying i didnt trust him so oh well, he rode me home today. FUN FUN FUN! :D YAY :D Super shiok! :D Woohoo :D Super nice, we talked for abit and walked around and caught up with one another after 7 mths :/ So that sums up the day (: YAY :D & & & & & & HE HAS BABY SOFT HAIR! *screams*
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8:28 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Finally, some time to take a break and give myself a little time, and a little TLC - from? Hahaha, i dont know, lovely friends around me (: Dragged myself to church early in the morning yesterday for Camp Comm meeting. I tell you, was so busy and drained over the week that i totally forgot i had to lead glorify, it was so last minute but yeah i pulled it off very well in the end (: So meeting was very very productive, very glad :D Stoned (and i literally mean stone) throughout till it was time for cell. & i didnt stop stoning there. Service as usual, dinnered with parents at West Coast, went to collect my lenses but the uncle dont let me! D: Cos i had a bad cornea abrasion on both eyes, and my infection is still there. You know why? Cos of my stupid nose and throat that havent been feeling well for the 3rd week and going already. There goes. I need a doctor.
I dont know. People commented i looked dead, restless, zombie-fied, lap sap, moody, stone, etc etc. I told all of them one thing - that i couldnt feel myself. Entire month so far since school re-opened, just been busy upon busy. Everyday im doing presentations almost all by myself, which keeps me super occupied throughout the day. If i have meeting after school, im occupied again. If not go back home, do RJ evaluation and stuff- sleep. It's been the routine so far, on top of stress from the Camp Comm, problems that make me think too much coming from people i love. I hardly had any time for myself to process whatever was going on, thus it led to me just 'drifting' around, feeling that i didnt exist. It was the first time in cell that my leader noticed something wasn't right and that i wasn't 'hannah'. People gave me comforting hugs but ah, it just felt wrong. During ytd's worship experience, i found it hard to let go of myself. I teared a couple, then it was sit, stand, sit stand. Finally, at the altars, i broke down. I wailed, not just cry. I longed for someone to pick me up, hug me and tell me it was all going to be okay. But it just didnt seem enough. After church, i thought it'll all be fine, that i'd just lay it down at the foot of the cross. But that feeling, remained. I need answers, and a remedy. But one thing i know, twin made me happy yesterday, so thank you hon! You sure know how to do it. ifihadforgottenyou,iwldntknowurscheduleathebackofmyhand;wldnttrysohard(tillithurt)toresistcallingorsms-ingyou.thoughtyoudidntwannarecievesmsesorcallsfrommecosyoualwaysseemedsoturned offbythem,alligotwerecoldrepliesandfiercecomments.theyhurtme.&imissyou,asmuchasididbefore. saidyoudontneedmetoworry-wellusaidityourself.uneverneededme,mycallnormytexts.&thatspreciselywhyidontsms/callu.
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10:03 AM
Friday, September 12, 2008
CLASS :D This is my enterprise group, minus Anand. Well we were having a cute girls talk, and then yah, i figured we took a picture! :D CLass was goood though i was kinda troubled by alot of stuff and all that :/ The ppl in class made the day, though as usual - alot of work to do :/
LOVE W15L! :D Was hesitant about going for the steamboat today, because of dental, severe lack of cash and supposedly having other plans. But so happened, i became free, and dental was not as painful after that and i missed W15L so badly that i just had to turn up (: Chong wasn't ard in school today, so he offered to accompany me to dental then head down tgt to bugis to wait for them to arrive (: Once again, had a VERY good talk with him, and walked around bugis a little while waiting for the rest to end school and make their way there (: Sat down, and jsut started eating, eating and eating! ;D Thats about all we did till 9 plus then all made our way home (:
It's been awhile since i had time for myself to relax myself dwn and think about things. So busy, so tired, so drained. Tomorrow, still have to wake up early to go down to church for Camp Com meeting :/ Sigh. Lord, grant me the strength.
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10:39 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
School was good today. Grades are out! 2As, 2Bs, DAMN THE Bs! D;
Anyways, met magDALENA after school today. Sweet girl came down from home cos she PON school cos today was COMPUTING in her class :/ Hahaha ;D LAZY. Oh wait, she's beside me now and im blogging in front of her (: We had goooood nice lovely sexy talks and of course camwhoring! With my web cam and the cam. Major :/ Okay wait, we're going outside CWP to camwhore more. Hahaha :D Okay, batt's dying! Back with more pictures later! :D
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Ah okay im back :D With an extra collage. Oh we took couple (nah, alot!) more with her cam and there're still a few on my webcam. It's already alot, so yeah we'll save the pictures man! Hahaha ;D Thanks for the lovely day dear! It was nice nice nice! :D See you tml for ACAPELLA :D LOVE!
Class was gooood today, except being pissed with the faci and all. Stupid! I shall NOT go into detail, she'd just fail as a RP faci :/ FULLSTOP! But surprisingly, the bad faci today allowed the class to do alot more bonding, cos everyone was SUPER stuck with the science module today. Screams across the class, flying comments about the stupid faci and all that. (OH, owe a super big thank you to jiahao today who came up to my class during lunch break to teach not only me, but the whole class about today's problem, and i think i did well in explaining and so did the class. Thanks bro! :D ) So stupid people in stupid class did stupid things that made me laugh stupidly. I WAS UBER STRESSED cos my other 3 cute teammates were just lost in space and all that so i eneded up having to do alot alot of work - no time to think bout other things. Martin was camera shy, so he hid him & his laptop under his jacket, and Naz had a cool batman jacket that made everyone laugh. Not bad indeed, today was a real fruitful day for the class (:
After school i headed down to Yishunnnn to meet daaaaavid for urgent therapy :/ Like a super 开心果。Though had his own sets of problems, met me up and totally cheered me up. " Bear it mind that Daddy up there's in control and he DOES have a plan for you k' - quote david. That's what twins are for eh! :D Had a good good talk with him, and then headed home (: So that's about it for today! :D LOVE U ALL :D
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10:23 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Okay! Im back to blogggggging :D It's been a looooong week with LOADS of stuff happening - school reopening, getting used to new classmates, new block, no more W15L life and all that & of course you know what uh :/
So school reopened on Wed. W15L usual people met for school in the morning. We waited for ppl until it was like 845am when we left Woodlands to walk to school. &new environment, block E3, totally lost. So me,chong, fen & ger ended up being late cos we didnt know where the block was. So subsequently it was good. I got my first A for Communications :D Hahahha :D It's lovely, having ppl u know u can count on, having friends to wait for u at the w1 entrance to go homeor go sch go lunch tgt, taking turns to walk one another back to classes ;D
Went down to church on Sat & Sun and all that, celebrated Chuyi's birthday, gave her big surprise with cake and loud birthday song in Macs :D Hope u enjoyed it my dear, i love u plenty plenty! :D Went down to GM's place with sis, and she got a new phone btw. Same K770I, but new and improved. Her cam and speed so much better than mine -.- So we camwhored! Check itout, my smiles are all the same, just accomodating her to find a nice picture so i can edit and she can use as wallpaper ;D Hahaha, this is what sisters are for. I love you mei! :D the flaws are not mine alone - u andi both know that.its no longer about me,but the lives both of us live.i love you, tt's a fact.i wont change the way i respect my parents.i've changed.i've never treat u the way i treated him at all & everyone knows that.i've changed.i no longer insist my ways,or fuss abt the smallest things.perhaps u dont know the reasons why i bother explaning, why i do certain things.but i dont expect u to, because similarly there are things i do not understand bout u too.love,loving,loved.it's enough - i guess?dont wanna cry because its over,but wanna smile because it happened.(thanks ger).you will find better,confirm.i'm just not there enough for u (: the biggest blow,at the softest spot.but thank you,for all that we were,and all that u've thought me.i will continue reflecting&improve on myself.u too.wish u the best love.
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8:31 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Hello lovely :D & as the start off went, it's a lovely day today. Woke up kinda late, cos i was drifting in and out of sleep the entire time and all that. Supposed to meet beloved derek today but sacrifice lah, if not dont know when i'll be able to meet this babe up, sorry dee! :D Jie knows u understand (: Bathe and all that, went down to meet gin dear at town after alot of dating that never materialised :D Hahaha. Lunched at Swensens (i shall be nice and not post that ice cream picture of you here) & then walked around here and there to shop for her stuff, talking and chatting and catching up along the way and stuff (: Thank you for the treat to lunch! :D Hahaha we saw neo shop and she figured she hasnt taken a neo in ages so i treat her to 2 neos :D Hahaha cos the first one didnt turn out as nice cos we never 'warm up' :D So yah, photos! :D Still got quite alot from the neos but here are a few nicer ones luh :D
Steven Jr came down to join us while gin was waiting for B to come down to town and all that. Bummed around at Cine for abit, talked and all that & afterwhich she went off to meet her friend B at PS to catch movie. Hahaha, im sorry cldnt watch it with u - i 怕怕 ;D Hahaha ;D Silly thing was! By the time we left, it was pouring! Imagine the 2 glam girls running in the rain. She went one way & i went the other with Jr. Wanted to go to Taka to take bus back to CCK, so thought can take shelter from the hotel after a short distance. Then it was under reno wth! Then we ran in the rain all the way to Taka ZOMG please :/ Super romantic uh Jr! :D HAHAHA! :D Dinner-ed and talked about alot of stuff and all that and then he walked me home and TA-DA :D
& the last photo is on the bus after we got caught in the rain xD Thank you for all the sharing and conversation we had and ur advices and all that! :D Hahaha (:
Okay, Jr. asked me to post this up again, reasons why i need a boyfriend. So this is taken from April's post :D
1. Hannah is super clumsy and cannot hold her laptop properly for nuts. 2. Hannah is major unfit so she can't hold onto heavy things even for short periods of time xD 3. Hannah is always getting bullied by bad people xD 4. Hannah does NOT like crowds and needs a hand to grab to pull me through the crowd. 5. Hannah needs someone to entertain her esp when she get's severly random. 6. Hannah has a fetish for a cute keychain and needs someone to buy it for her. 7. Hannah does'nt like to travel alone, occasionally. 8. Hannah gets lost REALLY easily even in school :X 9. Hannah needs a good listening ear to rant her problems too. 10. Hannah wants someone to love her for who she is.
Happy birthday to the world's wonderful-lest brother (: It all started in Played Out.Reality bites in July 2007 when we came together as part of the cast for that event. It started with everyone looking at u with weird eyes, then we grew closer, started talking, getting to know you better, rehearsals after rehearsals. After PORB ended, no the friendship did not become stagnant, instead, it grew. Well, WE grew together! :D And being the first and only one to be able to 'scold me' yet make me feel like my ego is not hurt is really a biggie! :D I appreciate all that you've done for me deee. The times when i was down, troubled, happy or sad you never failed to stand by me to show me that there're ppl who want what's best for me and willl understand me (: LOVE YOU! :D Can't write too much here or else nth to write in ur gift! :D But jie loves you, and you know it (:
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