When a Girl is quiet; millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing; she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions; she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds; she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you; she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest; she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday; she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you '; she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you '; no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Find a Guy
Who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who :
kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her! '

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Overdue pictures from the Finals of the captain ball competition! :D

Okay, im having this wicked back ache and my shoulders are giving up on me and causing me to have bad headache pangs and all the rubbish i just DREAD having. Rah.

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Can bestfriends be lost too?

Sometimes you hold so tight
it slips right through your hands;
Will i ever understand?
We built it up, to watch it fall,
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave, the best of me
but couldn't give you what you need/

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Okay, there were like 159 photos in total but oh well, there will be a flood if i posted all up ;D Hahaha. It was a hard game with 3 girls needed on court each time so the girls were pretty worn out :/ & i woke up with butt muscle aches today ZOMG ;/ Weird feeling. Anyways WE WON! :D So it makes us the top 2 in our team :D Hahaha ;D Tough fight against 4 teams, we won 3 of them and got trashed like mad on one team :/ Rah. Today'll be the finals so team W15L JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D

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Updates from M'sia trip. Bleh, there wasn't good food at all. Neither was there any good buys for me to shop for. I bought myself only a black weird looking jacket, bras bras and MORE bras like seriously :/ NO PORK ZOMG :X Hahaha, sister and brother went crazy just because they didnt have pork for 2 days xD Hahaha, then when we came back for dinner in SG, we ordered like all prok dishes and ate pork lard and all, really insane. We didn't camwhore as much a expected because it was just seriously cold and half the time during the travelling to and fro it was just SLEEEEEPING. The weather was crazy cold so yeah it was hoodies all the way. Bro overspent there lah! Me and sister cldnt get much stuff and it was boring and MISERABLE without handphones. Well the very least my trusty mp3 sustained me :D

Okay there's captain's ball competition today so HOOOORAY! :D Let's go w15L! :D






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School ended SLIGHTLY earlier because president Nathan came to school so lessons had to end by 4 to allow us to prepare to welcome him upon his arrival. Woohoo, supposed to have Adventure Learning Camp thingy but nah, decided to give it a miss to acc tze to kia kia and eat eat eat 360degrees of food at Lau Pat Sat xD Hahaha, on the way to JE (yes geraldine i'm getting there) there was this glam girl, dressed up and looking good - happened to start swnging her head VIGOROUSLY beside me (apparently she was sleeping in case u didn't get the point) and scared me. Hahaha, ended up she tilt tilt and tilt till she went flat on my shoulder. Eh, be thankful i was nice to let her sleep there for awhile until i cldnt have but laugh after seeing geraldine sitting with her bf literally bursting into tears ;X Hahaha okay that was one helluva experience :D

OH todayyyy! :D Went JE to catch The Dark Knight ;D :D :D Erm, a very smart movie so ppl like me and tze cldnt make much out of it but it was action packed with occasional shocks and squeals and all. Plot wasn't that good but overall worth watching. 3.5 stars (: Okay we're having dinner at Cafe Galilee now at JE while i'm finishing up on my work and all so yes i'll do updates someother time (: LOVE! :D

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We had a family trash out again. Yeah, it was bad. But God, i'm going to keep praying - im not willing and not contented to give up this life and let it go bad. I pray for my Dad's health and finances that it will all go according to Your plans. Thank You for providing for my family all this time, Amen. & Dad, let's keep believing, and dont give up yet, alright? Maybe it'll be too late to regret then but as for now, let's make it count. Afterall, we are a family. & a family shld share thoughts together with weal and woe. Even if that is too much to ask for, i just hope we communicate more often and stuff. Thanks for working so hard and trying your best to handle joshua. It has been hard on you. Thank you again & i love you.

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It seems like this blog lacks personal updates. Maybe its just that or i've been blogging everything at the private blog :/ Well i guess i'll update you guys on the things that have been going on.
Well for a start, Bro stole from Dad again. And over the conversation or 'quarrel' they had, Dad revealed that he has been struggling with trying to provide for the family - having to sell stuff at home and stuff. He told him only, but Mom happened to overhear and tell us about it too. But even though the financial status in the family is as such, he still brought us to expensive dinners and scrumptious breakfast which isn't really needed. Sigh, if only i could tell him. I guess it's time i took up part time? My brother seems to not feel anything at all now. I hate it i hate him. For wrecking the family inside and out, and not feeling anything now - it pisses me off. Thank you Dad for all you've done. I love you/

Got tagged by jannnnet :D
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20 people that comes to my mind.
1.Esther
2.Liying
3.Tze
4.Christbel
5.Derek
6. YunQi
7. Chelsea
8.Nathanael
9.Frog a.k.a DeQiang
10.David
11.Ken Seah
12.Chinrong
13.Alison
14.Justin cheong
15.Hannahoo
16.Jon oh
17.Steven Jr
18.Siew Chong
19.Li Fen
20.Geraldine

how did i meet 14 (justin)
my primary 4 classmate that had a crush on me xD
wat would u do if u nv met 1? (esther)
she's my sister! i'd die i think? ;/
wat if 9 (ke ai - deqiang) and 20 (geraldine)are fated?
ermmmm, well .. weird & uneasy?
will 6(yunqi) and 17(stevenJr)date?
HAHAHAH gays?
describe 3(tze)
i'd go on and on and on, but he's THE BEST & the only one who can make me cry & laugh & angry all at the same time (:
is 8 (nat) attractive?
OF COURSE! RIGHT? *winks
describe 7 (chelsea)
MY BESTFRIEND & hell of a funnybone
do you know any of 12's (chinrong)family members?
yeah i think so, been to his place (:
wat if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you?(siew chong)
ERM! I DONT KNOW!
wat language does 15 (english) speak?
English?!
who's going out with 9 (de qiang)?
erm he as a girl on his mind (:
how old is 16(Jon oh)?
16 this year (:
when did u last speak to 13 (Alison)
Yesterday.
who is 2's (Liying) fave singer?
Not sure (:
would you ever date with 4 (Bel)?
HAHAHAH WITH MY BESTFRIEND? HAWT.
will you ever date with 17(steven Jr)?
yah to get cameras but date love? guess not :/
19 (Lifen) single?
NOPE! she's to hawt for any guy to resist :D
wat is 10's (David) last name?
ZHEN YANG - ITCHY! :D (im so glad i chose u for this question :D)
where does 6 (yunqi) live?
boon lay?
wat is your fave thing of 5(derek)
he's the best brother on earth and the only one that can rebuke me but not tear my ego at all :D
have you seen 2 (liying) naked?
NO! I THINK NOT!
5ppl I choose to do this test
1. Bel
2. Tze
3. Derek
4. Liying
5. YOU!

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A capella was gooooood yesterday. Although the IG head came to talk to us about the possibility of being withdrawn from the competition. 1 because we dont have enough funds, 2 because we're really unprepared and on top of that we dont have instructor for now cos she's pregnant. But the IG teacher who was an ex choir instructor worked with us for quite abit and SWBL sounded REALLY GOOD for the first time! :D Major bitching session on after A capella with the seniors but oh well, conflcits always arise. Photos :D


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHERLEEJIAXIAN MEIMEI! :D

Hello meimei! :D Hahaha,i know i've already written a very sweet & nice card but eh! Let me share share with all my readers abit lah okay. Alrighty, so for this sister of age 14 today, made me pissed off at being her sister when we were younger. She irritated me, yelled at me, did stupid no-brain things, immature, senseless and all the other things u can think of. BUTBUTBUT! There's always a twist in a scary and sad story right? This young girl suddenly changed to be come a great sistser soon after joining Ignyte Ministry at the end of her primary school childish ways and she has blossomed into a great woman of God (: Soon her thinking matured, she started to understand the mess i was in sometimes & has been there to share my tears and my joy. Usually she can't do anything about it, but still she's there & that is more than what i can ask for. I really thank God that He has grown our relationship so much and blessing me with not only a sister but a friend. Aw mei, i love you! (:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NGJUNJIE BUDDY! :D

I think he's one of the most memorable people i will remember from my secondary school days (: The one who has spent 4 years knowing me, and 2 years spending it as close friends - sitting beside one another, sharing tears and joy with me, always being the one who cheer me up, drawing silly things to make me smile, bearing with stupid shit math lessons, physics lessons AND BIO LESSONS ZOMG, standing by me for alot alot of times whenever shit happens and yah alot of other stuff that had built our friendship so strongly. I love you bro! (:

Something interesting i found on Junjie's blog while wishing him birthday (:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The analysis:
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

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DAMN! D: D: D: The culture faci as usual asked personal questions after our presentations and today's was whats one thing u want to say to the class. OMG after 2 of them denise and shafiqa everyone was crying away already. We still have like 20plus more people to go, so yes W15L will be a swimming pool after that. I love all you guys, really alot. DAMN THESE TEARS ARE REALLY ENDLESS!

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Went down to meet sister and michelle after school ytd along with tze since the 2 school girls ended early and mei spent the whole day sms-ing me bout her new adidas shoes ;D Hahaha, headed down to Westmall. Since her birthday was coming, Tze treat her to suuuuuushi ;D Wahaha, and we went mad there gorging ourself with tempura ice cream xD Hahaha ;D And so we had fun again (: Heh, walked abit more - headed playground, went home (:



Oh and today's cotton on day in class, heh but only 4 poor supporters wore. Hahaha ;D Oh well, i know this is a very random lazy post but i'm more caught up with spins and turns and stuff more than just blogging today. Hahaha step up 1 is just HOT and yessssss, i wanna learn dance D: BOOOOOO! & thanks alot tze for helping DL :D

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Went for dental appt ytd and skipped might as well skipped school to make sure i have an entire day for myself (: Went SGH for lunch with tze, dont ask why :X Hahaha, headed down to AH and changed doctorrrr D: Gah, i dont like D: She's brutal, she makes things fast and not as experienced. But oh well, at least my teeth get straighter over a shorter period of time. Okay, back to presentation :/

I dont know, it seems it was all directed at me. Maybe i'm thinking too much, but i doubt that. Somehow or rather it all feels so far away now. If there's anything wrong i'd like for you guys to tell it to me straight instead of doing all these. We're friends are'nt we? Talk things out. I'm really sorry i didnt do much today because the module was totally alien and i know i didn't bother to go ahead to do any research and stuff but i thought u were okay because you pretty much had all the information done before everyone else did and i never got informed of what to do. Well if there was any displeasure you could have told me & i would have worked on it. Instead of backstabbing me and making me feel damn lousy and betrayed? I've never been in this position before and i dont know hwo to go about trying to mmake things better for you and for me and for the rest of the team.So, in any case, i can only apologize.For al the friendships i tried to build up, we're watching it fall are we not? I dont like the way things are turning out now. Not at all, tell it to me in my face. I'm sorry, really sorry.



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A day to celebrate the 3 years and running of what God has been doing in the 3 year old IGNYTE MINISTRY (; Awesome awesome event :D :D :D Both Ignyte at Adam & Paya Lebar gathered at the summit today to attend this 060708 event (: Attendance was around 700+, which was beyond crowded. There were alot of First Time vistors and many many salvations! :D :D :D We were history makers. During praise and worship, oh my goodness, sweet presence of the Lord came upon the place. The band was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G, the dance team was stupendous and when 700 ppl started jumping for God, the ground LITERALLY shook. And i was overwhelmed, i look around to see more unfamiliar faces, which is good! It just goes to show how much Ignyte has grown over the past 3 years. In 2006 we came up with a new name and a new theme or our Youth Ministry, as Ignyte; His purpose.My Generation. Started off with 350 ppl odd. Then came 2007 when Ignyte multiplied into 2 centres, Adam & PL. Attendance was around 150-170 each for both centers. Painful time when the friendship had to be separated and stuff. But God grew us, and now after 2007 has drawn to a close, we as Ignyte has doubled our attendance to 670 average! :D And just to witness and see how much Ignyters have grown, how much Ignyters have brought people to Christ and made a difference in our generation. Applause! :D :D :D Took alot of photos today, on top of people, were more people :D

Sermon today was a well done given by senior pastor Dominic Yeo. Amongst all the things he shared, i rememberd one thing. We are champs. Yah so what if i may be heavy lower bodied, so what if i dont have the nicest smile, so what if i have rough hairy skin, so what if i'm not the best in all i do - I am beautifully and wonderfully made in the image of God. It's no mistake that i came out looking the way i am today. I am a champ, and i live for a cause (: & when we sang this song, i teared. I'm tired of being not good enough. I know i have been made like that, and i want to love myself just as Jesus has loved me.



Today finally had a last FULL FLEDGED YTSS people lunch + camwhoring session :D Gah, i was the only one from Saturday there at lunch and it made me super sad and happy at the same time D: I will REALLY REALLY miss all of you D: Photo of the day goes to Adriel :D

*FYI, only tze knows about it. I didn't go around complaining to my other friends besides my 3best friends and sister. & i still told them NOT to spam. Believe it or not up to you, the only one tt was my friend on ur tag board was tze. In any case to QR, whatever you told your mom you know whether it was the whole story. I still remember every quarrel i had with you, every tear we shared, every fight we got into, all the smiles i shared with you. For all that has happened, my apologies. It's already over so no point reaping it up, cos i can only apologize. I'm sure Jayda will treat you better so, good luck. Whatevers past is past, let bygones be bygones. We'll both start our lives afresh now.

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