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haha sorry people. i know it's been stagnant. well alright now that i really need to blurt alot of stuff out, so... yeah. here goes...
it's the end of week 5. this coming week is week 6. the following week will be week 7. that's the common tests. and now, i'm already feeling like dying. track comps, homework, projects, assignments, drama scripts, prefect work... just doesn't seem to fit into one guy's schedule. well seems to many that i'm alright, cuz basically i'm just laughing matters off into thin air. but yeah, i'm really sick and dying. of course i thought talking to my mom would help but in the end, she went on saying that it's my track comps which took up my weekend time, and you should skip those comps, that's your problem... oh whatever... track's one of my two priorities and no way am i gonna quit or skip anything. that's her problem if she says it that way. yeah sure, that talk was a hell of alot "comforting". i don't really give a shite anymore. then again, putting off a good front in school doesn't really help either, but just that... i don't know how to change. it's just... my way of life in school. haha. makes it much easier to get by. the only problem starts when i reach home, uhhuh and everything pours out of my mind.
seems to me that nobody understands my plight. only a select few who have been really caring and helpful. i owe linan alot. he's like a damn great friend during this period of time. haha... the other time i was studying, and somehow the workload just seems to be increasing and increasing... and so i kinda broke down and went all violent at home... argh argh argh. went breaking stuff like my pencils, and just hit everything i saw. well luckily i didn't face the com... then i was thinking i gotta stop myself, but then it didn't really seem to take much effect. then after that i went online and told linan this, and for the hell in the world he was the heaven, and helped me overcome it. haha i tore up my geog precipitation notes, and he helped me photocopy a new set. that was great. haha linan, thanks for being a great buddy. i'll vote for you in the prefect elections if you get in. haha.
track and field. my leg has recovered and now in full operation. so i started taking up 800m training a few weeks ago. seems like 800m isn't fun. i hate stamina training... argh. well then i think i changed my running style already... from the full sprint to the constant stride, and yeah man i'm gearing up. but somehow i think my hamstring's gonna go anytime. haha. and now these days i'm going to the gym to train. figures, if i wanna improve faster than everybody i gotta work harder than everybody as well. so that takes up my sunday afternoon. well it takes a load off my mind too. talking about track, i finally got myself a track jersey for out-of-school training! yay! a nike one, blue on top and white below. fits perfectly and very comfortable. haha. well it cost me quite a bit. 40 dollars i think. figures i'm not gonna buy any track stuff for the time being. =P
now i'm just sitting in my study, in front of the com, early in the morning at 8.50. planning to work on my chinese project before i crack up and start smashing things again. yesterday i got chided by the whole family for being such a spoilsport, choosing to do homework instead of going out and relaxing, and being in low spirits everytime i reach home after school. walao. they simply don't understand don't they? telling them won't help. what i'll hear for a reply would be telling me to be in high spirits and smile all the time. yeah man, i'm dead sure i can do that. lame shite. curse the world.
never mind. i shall endure. the moment common tests are gone i'm free. and it's only 2 weeks away. argh jonlim you gotta hang on. sometimes i feel like i need a dosage of inspiration. haha. so crucial to me. makes me work hard. argh. and thanks again, linan.
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what a life i've had. these 2 days. heheh.
monday. was so keen on resuming training. yeah man finally. well figures, i spent a rather *coughs* meaningful lesson time, and then i sped off to RJC track. and woozah, i was there, talking to coach about my decided venture into 800m, and soon enough i was on my middle-distance training path. yay. well soon later i found that it was pure hell. well i realised that long ago, but it's been ages since i focused on stamina. i've been sprinting since july last year and now i'm still slow as ever... even slower thanks to my busted leg. coach asked us to run 3 sets of 1km, and each no slower than 4 mins. well haha that was easy. except for the last run. totally ran outta breath and ended 4.20. craps. well that's what you get for not being able to train for a week. now feel so guilty. haha. yeah whatever. and yay, tmr no trng cuz of x-country finals.
tuesday. today. so fun. made an announcement infront of 2000 students + teachers and made a fool outta myself. screwed up and i hung there, for a short while. apparently i had forgotten my lines so i just conjured a few magical sentences which i did not remember and scooted off soon after. oh and that was my very first podium announcement. hahaha. French was fun, we had our lessons in the AVA room. Aircon!!! Yay... hahaha. Mathan and I were like scanning thru the website m.yong told us to go to, and we finished the exercises fast. and only 2 wrong. haha. yay. another victorious day. this time i'm not gonna screw up my chinese test tmr. gonna be the same victor i was these 2 days. yeah man. bye
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what the hell is the big problem with blogger.com?!?!?! i had sooo much to tell yesterday and they just kept wiping my long-typed post out after i press the publish button... and in the end i couldn't even access my account at all. blogger.com administrators don't just sit there, do somethingggg.
well my busted joint wasn't getting me anywhere close to being able to go for training again, so i went to the national stadium clinic early in the morning to get it looked at. turns out it wasn't really the joint. wahh lucky man. joint probs could take months. it turned out to be my butt muscle. it was really stiff and i had probably aggravated it during last week's competition. freak. haha. but well i think i can resume physical activities la. just stretch everyday and do light jogging for the following week ahead. yeah.
and i just slept through the whole morn after i came back. couldn't help it, i was mugging till 12-2 am everyday. after that i got up and went for lunch. mugged the rest of the afternoon away. or that's what i think i'm gonna do. it's only 2pm now. lol.
yeah that's my saturday. crappy blogger.com, i hate you. i had so much to say yesterday and now i can't recall that vividly. freak you freak you...
oh ya. i only remember one thing. my new reflective blog's now up and running! haha it looks much nicer than this crappy blog in which i put two shoes, a tagboard and nothing else. haha. well the interface in my new reflective blog is much nicer. but do note that i'll still be using this blog for my daily life recount. haha. the link will be just below the tagboard, above the friends' links. k bye
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haha yeah! my reflective blog's up and ready! the link will be at the side, just below the tagboard... people please link me and tag too, thank you... haha.
well there's nothing much happening these few days, particularly because of me not being physically able currently for track training... haiiz all because of my busted joint. tomorrow i'm gonna go to the clinic in national stadium to checkup. can't stand it any longer. gotta recover fast so can resume training...
yeah that's about it. bye
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well these two days ain't heavy on anything, but so far i've just finished my new reflective blog template. gonna upload it soon. guys watch out for it. i'll post the link rightt here ya. so... cya!
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woozah. so tired yesterday, i dumped the whole idea of blogging altogether. evil friends, i have...
well yesterday was kinda like... hell. went to gombak at 12 and waited for goodness knows like about 2 hours. yeah. then it was time for warmup. 200m heats comin right up for me. craps. it was kinda obvious that i was gonna be thrashed. firstly, i ain't that good in sprints. moi strength ain't enough. another thing is that there's this joint injury blaring in my thigh in acute stitches. aargh the lil' injury doesn't want to be forgotten. lol.
i still ran anyway. for the first time, in my second individual inter-school race, i used a starting block. goodness knows i'm not accustomed to one, but hey i'd be losing out if i didn't use it. 4x200m relays during SPH comp showed me. so i used it. aargh craps. the track was hot and dry. sun glaring down on it, it got much hotter by the minute. i was like hopping up and down, twiddling my fingers to make sure they didn't get burnt. and they were sorta scalded after that. haha... "BANG" went the gun and i was off, just to see the lane 6 guy overtake me about 70 metres into the race. haha was he a good friendly guy then, now he's totally thrashing me in the face. hahaha... oh nvm. i ran on and on and on, until i reached the end and finished 7th. lane 7 for 7th. yay... but i finished with a time of 27.9 secs... still ultra slow but hey at least i have improved. i'm wasn't really satisfied, even being so. haiiz. so after that i went back into the stands, trying to nurse my scalded fingers... and a much more aggravated joint injury. boohoo...
well not too long later a big gust of wind sent the speakers toppling, and it was actually a tailwind for the 200m people running currently. haha good. but that gust came again and blew the speakers off again. finally, it rained. then i realised i left my watch on the competitors' stands on the other side of the track and it's now in the rain getting hit on. craps. so i ran all the way back but anyway it got heavier. so i stupidly got outta my pe and into my jersey, then ran all the way round the curve to get it, barefooted. haha... luckily my feet didn't get stepped on again. wouldn't want another si kai incident again.
got my watch back. so lucky. it didn't die. and nobody koped it. haha. pays to have a brandless watch. yet the design rocks. haha. and when i went back to the stands after drying myself, i found that kama used up all my deep heat rub. walao crapsy. he didn't even wanna give me a bit of his on saturday lor!!! oh nvm la. today i went to buy 3 more tubes. hahaha. and this time i'm gonna use it solely for myself unless people need it, and even so, not exessively. haha...
well then i went back home at about... 10pm? lol. then i realised that there was a megaton of work to do. improvement of philo essay, some history worksheets, and the most crapiest of all, the making of a history drama script. and all deadlines were today. haha. so i proceeded to make my drama script. haha and i finished at 2.30am. yay. the history worksheets, i finished during assembly period, being a simple NIE quiz and nothing else. i got an excuse and a postpone of deadline for philo. hahahaha i'm just so... jian. weee...
yeah and there's nothing much today. no track trng today cuz of my busted joint. lol.
oh yeah i almost forgot. i was sooo inspired by wangting's successful earning of USD200 thru his sooo simplistic and meaningful blogging, so i'm due to start one reflective blog. hahaha. just try and see how it goes. well if it really doesn't suit me and it's so totally not natural then i'll scrap it sooner or later. haha...
k byeeee
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i came. i saw. but hey, i didn't conquer. lol... obvious la.
but it was kinda wasted. my 400m inter-sch run today @ gombak stadium. wahaha, it was scheduled to start at 5pm, and i came at 12! weeees~ so fun, i just spent 4 hours pinning the 2 tags on my jersey and watching people run. 100m heats was dragged for hours... and i saw a few potentially powerful people just as during the SPH relays...
budden, all i looked forward to was my race. Under 15 40om boys.
started warming up at 4 and before that i applied deep heat rub to my legs... wooooh man that rocked... my legs were burning and ready. hahaha... well at 4.45 i went to report. then i found out how impossible it was to win a medal for 400m. out of 88 people running 400m only 3 will attain medals. wah craps. so, just don't expect to win... just run for fun. yay. and there i went.
stood poised, without starting block. at the sound of "ke-garisan." at that time i think i heard some cheering, haha hoped that was for me, but hey i didn't bother to think, just thought of runnin, runnin, and running. "sediah" went the gun guy. then the gun went bang. i left my starting mark. i hopped, and i was steady, striding at a ultra comfortable pace... hey it really was a comfortable pace, and for one sec i thought i was leading!!! then lalala, i went on and the others were appearing at the left corner of my vision... was taking lane 6 by the way.
and i was still leading at 300m!!! woohoo... the RI crowd was cheering like siao. but then, the most wasted thing happened. probably the most wasted thing ever so far this year. my pelvis joint injury acted up. and i couldn't run much. 3-4 people overtook me and... yeah. the rest is history. weee...
forget about it and on with life. i went for dinner with jason, zhi jie, and si kai afterwards and westmall... we were daring each other to gulp down chilli padi! hahaha. i objected and opted out. some guy with no chilli tolerance in definitely not gonna win anything here. So jason and si kai fought while me and zhi jie watched. we were moved to tears. yeah sure moved to tears man. jason was groaning away and having a totally distraught face whilst si kai's face was like... constipated. lol. we took away their cold drinks and they went home constipatedly. haha... had a real good laugh then... weeee...
then i went home. yeah. tomorrow, 200m. haiiiz.
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today was nothing great. throughout the day i just kept thinking about tomorrow...
april fool!!! the first thing i saw when i entered junior block was the corny message telling everyone that junior block is unstable due to ongoing construction, and all sec1 and sec2 students must go hall... damn lame... i just walked in and sure enough the people weren't stupid... thank heavens, though i did spot a few sec ones staring around at the entrance of the hall... 0_o
then today instead of jacking the teacher, we students kena jack. 2A switched classrooms with 2B and waited for the 3rd period. otto fong went in and began rattling info and announcements. for some stupid reason, 2A was freakingly unspirited, so it ended up like a mixture of students in both classrooms. we freaked otto and told him we got combined RE and his lesson would be moved next week. walao and 2B monitor Si Kai (haha incidentally the one who stabbed me with his spikes) went to give the cue and everybody wailed "april fool". actually it wasnt a positive wail. more like mourning. in the end otto just sighed and asked us 2A people to disappear. omg it was damn jack, another april fool's day ruined... lol
okay. april fool's done and over with. tomorrow. big day. junior track meet. i'm gonna die big time... 400m... nooooooooooooooooooooooooo. my one and only target is a min flat. at least. i suck anyway, so i'm not gonna expect anything big. i'm expecting last. but not gonna give up. gonna try to overtake people. yeah yeah yeah. drive drive drive. 400m here i come...
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haha. i simply dunno how to describe today. so neutral.
well the first thing in the morning that i could remember was that i was sneezing my head off... lol. heavens simply don't want me to run for junior meet. my leg's loads better and i can run liao, but here comes a flu to tie me down. walao.
started with english trial today... well we started off with a rather stern lecture on the immoral act of "kope-ing" people's worksheets and copying their answers, and even photocopying them for their own use. haha i'm to blame for this lecture, cuz i was the victim and i told razif. hey xiao wen and yiu hin, not my fault, i didn't name any names to him, you all confessed yourselves. yiu hin stop blaming me for giving you bad luck that caused you to fail your german test, you would have passed or even scored, if you didn't try to cheat and put cheat notes into your pencil case... that's very jian you know. sooo immoral. totally supports my trial in proving that man in intrinsically evil. hahaha. well that's over and done with. i found my lost study sheets under the table finally in class, with coffee stains and foot prints all over it. argh typical la. happy that i got my work back anyway.
next was science. and for once i was listening sooo attentively, but somehow i could tell i wasn't exactly listening. cuz when i tried to do the worksheets after that i ended up with alot of crap. haha. physics is nice but tough. everything's tough for me if you need logic... i'm more "humanistic". lol...
maths was good... for me. the teacher just wrote all the answers on the board. and of course instinctively we copied away. final question was tough and she didn't write it, so i did it and got 0.2 metres squared off the correct answer... haha turned out that i used an authentic approach which got me a rough, but wrong answer. hehehe... i tell you if eddie chua doesn't come back to teach, my maths (and the whole class's maths) will drop beyond hope. danny and jg make too much noise. haha. danny...
geog!!! free period. for some reason mrs cheong nv come today, and i spent the hour mugging chinese and maths and geog (haha i didn't do the worksheets and the deadline was today, that cost me half an hour) whilst hooked on an mp3. lucky i had my earphones on. wouldn't have made it through that hour of insane screaming and yelling throughout the class. all jg's fault again. he damn irritating la, for some reason come and kerchau me. jg go mug la.
and history. the best possible period today. we went thru classmates' worksheets for evaluation. teacher picked out mine and a few others' work and commented and wrote notes. haha. so satisfied. my answers all very balanced. 3/5 for first one, 3/5 for seocnd one and 3/5 for third one. not like foo lai. lol he got 5/5 for first one and 1/5 for another. crapsy. was really contented with hist. bullied edmund in class cuz he kept kope-ing my hp.
french at 2.30. sneezed alot on the way to 3rd lang centre. was dozing off during lesson cuz it was rainy, wet and hot and sticky in the classroom. then i hooked on mp3 again during break and mugged my remaining parts of the dossier 1o. finished it and handed it in. well then i was quite awake for the second half of the 2hrs. on the way home i slept like crazy. couldn't remember much when i got off... haha.
friday tomorrow. april fool!!! hahahahaha... teachers, prepare to get jacked. wee~~ =P
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