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Logic of the day:
If you want to be superhuman,
your efforts must be superhuman.
So therefore, this will be my very first HIATUS;
I won't be back until after the A levels!
THIS IS IT
TAKE THESE TESTS BY THE HORNS,
BRING THEM DOWNNN.
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Tomorrow onwards everything will change, alright!
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I'm in school, and the last thing I remembered doing was walking towards the sofa. The next thing I knew, I woke up lying on it an hour later, with a throbbing head and more painfully a sense of lost time.
So now as I scramble around trying to retrieve my bearings and making sense of what's happening around me I shall return here to post yet again. I even feel funnily detached as I type this so it does feel a little creepy.
About a fortnight remains to the second most important exam in our lives. It's just that real, yet so surreal for the fact that I'm not adopting a good sleep pattern + my room still happens to remain the very warzone it was a few weeks ago, with notes and worksheets of all subjects mixed and mashed to form two undefeatable mountain stacks. Everytime I have to search for something important it costs me an entire journey of digging and swimming until I find it - and probably with the other half missing and hiding elusively within the very same stack. It's cost me some time, and it will continue to cost me further time so I shall make sure I FINISH WHATEVER THAT CONCERNS FILING AND ORGANIZING BY THIS WEEKEND, YES REMINDER TO SELF.
Many many worries concerns breathing down my neck, haha I can never really stop worrying. About how math will come back to haunt me, about how history will make my head explode, and about how everything else in between will stupefy me. But yet again it's quite liberating to gradually feel that you have an increasingly clearer idea about what your entire syllabus is about and you start to be able to answer questions quite steadily. Still, time constraints have quite a constricting effect, to the effect of a chokehold on your neck, or something like that yada blah blah.
H3 HISTORY IS DUE SOON. SO GET IT DONE.
Actually everything is due soon - get everything done.
Oh, my god.
I'm still not thinking right hahah.
Okay gameplan, rush and study and keep at it.
Somehow I just want to account for these bouts of deep-sleep dozes.
It feels very horrible to wake up halfway and not know where you are, what you were doing, or perhaps even Who You Are, hahaha OKAY STUDY LA STUDY JONLIM.
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