JESUS GOD. Leave me the fuck alone for awhile, would you?

Seriously.

when you dream

while i was away, i had a bizarre dream that Arthur, King of the Kittons, was curled up at my feet. this is where he usually sleeps, but he wasn't actually on the trip, so i was a bit weirded out, because he's been sick. i was afraid i'd come over all psychic. or that his ghost had dropped in for a 'goodbye'. very glad to find this was not the case. very relieved.

jump. jump start the funk.

god. i've had stress dreams the past couple of mornings and ended each day with neck pain and feelings of Doom. or maybe just doom.

but anyway. i'm in a ditch. there's an end to it, but i don't want to wait for that to feel, well, better.

awareness is usually the first step, but I'm not sure what the next is exactly.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Note to self: Focus on the positive.

Addendum: People who are upset/disappointed because they wanted you to create a different show than what you wanted to create are beyond your reach/help/influence.

Also? They were in the minimum for a blessed once. Stop being an idiot.

Finally: Remember, there is _nothing_ so unimpeachably awesome that someone, somewhere on the internet won't hate it.