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For all the sad people out there
It's good to dream.
Cos surely you'll accomplish it someday. Through grit, through tenacity. Because you're fated. Sunday, March 31, 2013
Toiled 3:15 AM ~
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Depressed
I want to be strong, I want to stand, but sometimes you can't help but feel that you're inferior.
You crouch down, your tear ducts well.
Judge me for all you want, say that the society, the system has won me. Yes they are stronger than me, they brush it off and walk forward. But just because you're not affected, does that mean you're stronger, or does that mean you simply do not care?
Sorry, it's perspective. I really do not mean any harm.
I'm feeling the blunt end.
I know my grades are supposedly good. But who cares if you're fifth in standard for chemistry when you're still an A. How would that B affect my university prospects? There are so many 4As out there, what makes me stand out? H3 Chem has such a high A rate, does that not make my grades comparably poorer? I really doubt my capabilities to perform after they have pulled me up so high, only for those thin strings of assurance to break. I know my family loves me, shower me with love, but what if I'm still sad. Blessed, but I curse my own shortcomings.
I feel insecure. What if you know.
I want to cry.
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Toiled 1:57 AM ~
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Ask yourself
After years of studying, are you telling yourself that the reason you like chemistry is cos it's challenging?
Good job, you fail. Toiled 1:54 AM ~
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Tough life
Inferiority complex.
Have been lashing out. Sunday, March 17, 2013
Toiled 4:00 PM ~
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The things I will not forget
I will like to thank my teachers.
I will like to thank my friends. School? I don't know. People ask, should you send your child there? If I say yes, will you hold me culpable if your son turns whack? People never change. Put up the facade, I do too. Forgive, but don't forget. Sometimes, I won't forget. All the hurt. Sunday, March 10, 2013
Toiled 8:55 PM ~
100% Effort, 100% Luck
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