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The looks when they realise a Chinese has better command of the English Language than themselves
Hmm, it pissed me off a great deal.
It's still an undercurrent that persists. Just need to deal with it. Meh. Check out The Bear and The Sea~ --- "What's so difficult about Physics? Rotational motion or not, isn't it just a formula" "..." So many thoughts just coursed through my mind. Why read an A-level textbook for Year 2 uni topics? Why don't you understand basic algebra? Why am I using a book that you think I can't understand? Why aren't you helping me and only asking me questions all the time? Why not fucking contribute to the project? "..." Take a deep breath. It's not worth it. After this 2 weeks, I'll hardly know you. Saturday, July 30, 2016
Toiled 7:14 PM ~
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Arrogant
Sometimes, I think I get a little too arrogant.
But I think I deserve it. Maybe it's not that I'm arrogant. But maybe the other person is just a puss. Friday, July 29, 2016
Toiled 6:52 AM ~
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But lately her face seems, slowly sinking, wastin'
Will miss Singapore, will miss the heat, will miss the three weeks of "could have been"s. Ohhh..
--- The excruciating things in life usually start with a departure. --- Let's go, round 1.8 See ya'll in a bit. Sunday, July 24, 2016
Toiled 8:02 PM ~
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Intricacies
And sometimes, it is the attention to detail that separates you from the rest.
The attention to detail is what pisses people off; is what makes people appreciate your effort. The attention to detail is what scares them; it's what I've tried to practise. But I guess sometimes, you need to make a gutsy move with your instinct. And just strike in the dark. Saturday, July 23, 2016
Toiled 12:46 AM ~
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Adventure Escape :) // ThefutureisBULLETproof,theaftermathissecondary,KILLjoys,makesomeNOISE
Thursday, July 21, 2016
Toiled 11:19 PM ~
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Quickly, at haste
And someday. Tuesday, July 19, 2016
Toiled 9:02 PM ~
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Still without an accent and not drinking cups of British Tea // To deaf ears
I sit here, typing things, scribbling things, cancelling, back-spacing, re-writing.
So much time has passed.
It's been a while since I've heard this song.
And normally I'll joke about how till now I still have not decided to ask anyone out.
But but.
I'm internally wriggling in discomfort over the fact how time has passed so fast.
I don't think I can honestly say I'm satisfied with how things have been so far.
Have I stressed how I can't believe time has passed so fast?
I'm afraid of time. Very afraid of losing so much.
Part of it can probably be attributed to the environment I suppose.
On one hand I have much gratitude to my environment, because they keep me sharp, keep me aware of how much I'm lacking, keep me hungry, keep me motivated. They are a really big "push"-factor for keeping me relevant and competitive I suppose.
But on certain days, I can't seem to contain this external movement on my psyche.
And it's days like these which end up making me feel awfully miserable.
--- Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Toiled 2:19 AM ~
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Before flying off again // Hastily scribbling down thoughts // Drought // Void to fill // Choice
It's been a while.
Will be seeing you soon Singapore. --- What if you could recreate your future. At the cost of forgetting about someone important in your life. And the greater the change, the more important the person must have been in your life. --- Much heat the past few days, not in the weather, but the bottled up emotions. I've still let up much, but I've still kept much. --- Still no chance yet, I'm sorry to myself. --- It's easy to make choices. It's always better to make choices. But sometimes you don't dare to. Does that mean you're too afraid? Or is it that you're still undecided. --- Questions. Looking forward to meet-ups. Saturday, July 9, 2016
Toiled 5:59 AM ~
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