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Updating my self and you // Buildings in mind // Time to dream
Much has happened in the past few weeks, and today is the first time I've been able to sit down and actually drink a cup of coffee without any books sitting in front of me. I still have work, no doubt, but for the first time in a while, I'm contemplating just going out to do some window shopping. Submitted my PhD application. Knowing that I came in second, I had to prepare for it. But the wait to receive their email was nerve racking. Then I received it yea. Interviews to prepare for. People to cook for. People to meet. I cooked. People didn't complain. I met. People didn't blink. I studied, my mind was churning. I interviewed, things could have gone better. But I got in. 4pm on the same day I got the email. Great. Next to prepare for the presentation. The post doc left. We drank. I think I felt sad for the first time in a while. Actually properly sad. Friday. Presentation made. Done. Good. Great. And then it hit me. All the energy drained off my bones. But you hit that reserve. I carry on with the day. Weekend now. Some time to myself. But I'm preparing for the next thing. Time to go. Time to do. Saturday, December 1, 2018
Toiled 10:24 PM ~
100% Effort, 100% Luck
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