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Hi, sorry for interrupting you but would you...
"Zhong Hui ah, maybe after you settle down in the second year maybe you can..."
"Aiya I know where you're going with that and I know la, you think I don't want meh..."
Haha, I know it's not the time.
But sometimes, you just want to blurt it out.
You get up from that bench, and what's your first thought?
You come back home, and you check your mail, what are your first thoughts?
Sometimes you smile to yourself.
Sometimes I smile to myself.
Man, I must be getting sick.
Maybe I am becoming mad?
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Today was one of those philosophical days where you just want to sit down and do nothing.
But when you do nothing you feel bad and feel obliged to do something lest you waste time.
Internal conflict much!
So my suggestion to this? Sleep.
Pop the pills and just sleep those thoughts away.
------------------------ Anyway thanks Solomon for the gym workout, it's been a while since we actually gymed.
The last time we went in we were without plans.
How different now.
Enjoy your trip :] Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Toiled 11:09 PM ~
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Sit back and breathe the heavens
I know this is japanese music. But sometimes you need not know the lyrics. Sometimes, you listen to music for the atmosphere. For the ripples that start to quiver within you. What I've been feeling this days can be summed up here essentially. I'm doing well. But well isn't what I'm aiming for. Along the way :) Sunday, September 28, 2014
Toiled 8:36 PM ~
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Aesthetic Athleticism
Very often you do something and feel like crap, and perhaps your performance matches your feelings.
But just know that you need to believe that the effort you put in will reap rewards. Today was the first time I ran with the HQ branch. I've always been running alone, running the extra round. When they run 2, I go 3. When they run 8 I go 10. Today, I finally beat the crowd. It's definitely a good feeling. So I tried 130kg, failed once. Then I tried 130kg, even more fatigued. Managed to grind my way true. Road to 150kg is starting on Friday. Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Toiled 8:46 PM ~
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Imperfection
If there was a god, I think he meant for us to be imperfect.
To my friends, I'm sure you know that I will show sides to them while I hide sides from them. To my family, I'm sure you think you know me, but I'm only sharing some of my sorrows. There are skeletons which even they would not want to know. To myself, I've yet to fully understand myself. I'm still an empty canvas ready to be painted with blood. - Have you ever looked back at your previous work and realise that you've lost so much. If it takes 1 year to lose all that, how long is it going to take to regain it all. They always tell me that I have a full life ahead. But all I can see is the clock ticking slowly, second by second, second by second. Seconds were wasted. Seconds that could I have been better spent. Back to work. Back to the gym. Bar don't lie. Back to the books. Results represent all. Monday, September 22, 2014
Toiled 8:17 PM ~
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Music makes the mood
Have you ever woken up, feeling like crap.
Feeling like the world owes you a living. That you're just tired of being the nice guy. I've somewhat grown up. Because that's how I always feel. But this short 20 years have taught me otherwise. I'm humbled by all the people I meet, the experiences I have underwent. But sometimes you just wake up on the other side of the bed. And it's this times which really tests how much you have learnt. Haha, baby steps huh. For once I didn't lash out at anyone. Accomplishment much? Or maybe my expectations for myself have lowered considerably. Rarrrr. Thursday, September 18, 2014
Toiled 12:43 AM ~
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