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Oh my god.
Ahahaha.
Anywayyyy, it's pretty irritating how I feel so helpless in a foreign country. With a language which u can hardly communicate in. mmmmm Maybe I should learn Japanese... Friday, July 31, 2015
Toiled 7:20 PM ~
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one thousa, two thousa, three thousa - Drop.
Thursday, July 30, 2015
Toiled 11:15 PM ~
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Split personality or wholly human
Me realise that when hanging out with different friends, my personality can vary quite a lot.
Me thinks that what it means to be me involves the core traits in each "split" personality and a whole lot of "me" when I'm home alone. Hmm Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Toiled 5:25 PM ~
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two door cinema club / what you know - Ron, Harry, Neville is that you?
Sometimes short posts are good, because they leave more room for imagination.
Asian parenting.
I sometimes think that it's good to be conservative, but that depends on the society we live in and the societal norms.
I think I might be too self-conscious.
Or maybe I just don't like the idea of spending money on myself.
Toiled 1:28 PM ~
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ChopSuey/Spybreak/Invadersmustdie
Was looking through old stuff, found some pretty interesting stuff that I forgot.
Oh.
I guess at the end of the day I'm still a critique. Someone who is naturally weary of the world, jaded and overly critical. Intense and caustic. Please make me smile once again. Tuesday, July 28, 2015
Toiled 10:12 PM ~
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Take me down to the river, underneath the blood orange sun
Days can be draining.
But since the time is short now I'm more than glad to. --- Ahahahaha, paiseh paiseh I just didn't see you. Sorry if you thought I was ignoring you, I'm not that bad of a person ya? •̀.̫•́✧ Ehhh, nice surprise though :) m(°ｏ°)m Japanese emoticons are really fun. ♪└|ﾟ皿ﾟ |┐♪└| ﾟ皿ﾟ |┘♪┌| ﾟ皿ﾟ|┘♪ Toiled 1:00 AM ~
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Monday, July 27, 2015
Toiled 1:33 AM ~
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Last Angel
Sometimes we take too large a step forward.
And you forget your roots. Don't discount yourself. But don't discount others. No point in trying to stay humble, instead find out why others argue with you. Don't dismiss them with notions of your own superiority. Remember where you came from. Stop fucking around. --- 泣いていたね 叫んでいたね 声になってなかったね 嘘じゃないから 夢じゃないから 目覚める事もないから もう悔やまない 振り返らない 前に進むしかない 愛しくても 懐かしくても 二度と逢えなくても Friday, July 24, 2015
Toiled 10:05 PM ~
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Doing it/ CharliXCX
I don't think I need to face too much pains to understand what joy is.
Thinking will do that just perfectly. I need to do something to start prancing around again lalalala We're staying all night We never slow down I think we better do it like we're doing it now~ Thursday, July 23, 2015
Toiled 10:28 PM ~
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Electron Affinity is actually positive
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Toiled 11:25 PM ~
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Frustrated/ Pierce the veil
Why do people have to act certain ways.
When you understand their motives, you just get angry that they are not being "truthful".
Then you start thinking about why they can never understand you.
And you just shut yourself off from them.
It's so easy to burn bridges.
One thing I really hate is when someone does something which they think is "good for you", whatever the fuck that means and however the fuck they actually think themselves better to understand what is better for you without asking you. And then when they say no they tell you it's already been done already, and that it'll be wrong for you to say no now. And what can you do? Shout at them? Continue to tell them no? I'll just make them angry, because I think they fucking deserve it. Monday, July 20, 2015
Toiled 8:22 PM ~
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High altitude freefall
So if you're out there
I swear to be good to you But I'm done lookin, for my future someone Cause when the time is right You'll be here, but for now Dear no one, this is your love song Toiled 12:57 AM ~
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On that note
I think no matter the outcome, I think it's pretty unfair to compare people.
I understand that I went through quite a bit of shit during army and things didn't work out the way I hoped they wanted them to be. And now that I have completed army, I understand what the other person has to go through when his plans just get thrown out of the window. If anyone has the right to gloat, I think it should be the people who have experienced the same tragedy. Tragedy I say because when things don't fall into place, it's just so utterly disappointing and a vicious cycle can cause one to become myopic and make one think the situation is worst then it actually is. On hindsight I doubt it's a tragedy but I understand the feels of having expectations being shot down. And I don't see people gloating. If anything I feel obliged to encourage him, because that's where we all walked and I understand the feelings. Hey, I too didn't choose the infantry life. But we make do with it. I wasn't proud to be an infanteer, and I still can't say I'm proud to be one. But I can assure you that the course they put you through is one of the shittiest things you can undergo, and that you'll feel a certain sense of satisfaction when you come out of it. In army you'll meet shitty people, and wonder how in the world they got into OCS based on character alone, but you also meet a bunch of awesome people who you can share your grievances with, and maybe once in a while find something to smile and laugh about. Treasure them, because acquaintances or not, you'll have many memories to fall back upon. You know, every Sunday. At around 5pm, if I catch myself in the mirror, I'll stare hard at my reflection. I've grown just a tiny bit, I think you will too. Saturday, July 18, 2015
Toiled 11:18 PM ~
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You need to build more pylons!
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So work is finally over, and I have time for myself. I think a nice walk around Singapore is to be answered. A complete recovery of my hip flexor is long overdue. A bit of cooking here and there and a touch of baking because the cleaning is a hassle. Maybe I'll pick up a game or two? Reading up on a bit of medicinal chemistry and some math work. Some time for myself hopefully, to just sit there and stare into blank space. And sing some opera! Bring in the organs, bring in the wine glasses to shatter! I think a new chapter is beginning. And I think it smells of fun and interesting times. Change is always good, but when it comes we wish for it to end. or change? Change is always good. Toiled 10:34 PM ~
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Out of control/ayu
It's been a while since I posted in office.
And what better time to post while sorting through stacks of un-contracted items. A simple thought just came and didn't go. I think it's pretty funny how I've always seen a great number of people around me as mere acquaintances. Yet, when they want to meet up, we always end up having lots of fun. I know that we got along pretty well when we still together, but it was only for a brief moment of 1 year? I'm really appreciative for meeting such awesome people. Funny people. Independent people. And it's interesting to see from their perspective once in a while. Too much JC does things to you. And sometimes they give us windows for reflection. Last day of work, let's concentrate now yea? On whatever I need to do anyway. Thursday, July 16, 2015
Toiled 8:46 AM ~
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Slow/Love/Slow/Nightwish
Tomorrow will be my final day at work.
At least something will go right this week. After a fever. After a viral cough. After a flu. It's like a months worth of illnesses after being healthy for the past years. Meh. Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Toiled 10:46 PM ~
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It's counterproductive when there's too many things on my mind, cos it makes me hyperactive and unable to focus all my attention on one thing.
Creakk Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Toiled 8:55 PM ~
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This song should be called birds jajajaja
Saturday, July 11, 2015
Toiled 4:15 PM ~
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Grace Under Pressure
Yesterday I met my friend who I hadn't seen in the gym for a long while.
"Hey, you in army now ah?" Singaporean slang, hm, I'll miss it.
"No lah, I just recovered from injury. I got into a car accident, as a pedestrian. Shattered both my feet, required metal implants in legs. 6 months to recover..."
"Ohh..."
After breaking my toes, overstretching my hip flexors, overstretching my adductors, straining ligaments in my pecs, shoulders and wrist, I think I'll not give up Squats.
How would you behave under the pressure. Love squats.
Thursday, July 9, 2015
Toiled 12:16 AM ~
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Always less than three
Even if you don't like parkour, just watch this for the amazing effort into the video. Awesome stuff. Guaranteed :) Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Toiled 9:44 PM ~
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On work efficiency
I think if a coworker isn't willing to give work to someone else, he must have reasons to do so.
And I think one of the reasons is because he believes that even without a head start, he can complete the work before the other person completes theirs.
A good boss should be able to see that no?
Unless you just flew all the way to the top without experiencing this things first hand.
Monday, July 6, 2015
Toiled 8:28 AM ~
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The brief comfort from cracking your L2
I run, and fall.
I fly, and fall. I reach, but I fall. I fall, and that is a constant. At least you only fall, because you can still move on. Sunday, July 5, 2015
Toiled 10:16 PM ~
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I have died everyday waiting for you
Toiled 12:00 PM ~
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Fucking whose fault is it
Sometimes it seems a world of strangers is nice, because you know no one will be close enough to hurt you.
Fuck you. Even if you say sorry, which you obviously didn't, I won't accept them. Even if you cry, they'll be crocodile tears for naught. Cry me a river, you'll at least die from it. Because you never learn. You never see. You never fucking try. Saturday, July 4, 2015
Toiled 3:56 PM ~
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