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"Tell her I'm sorry"
I hate it when my eyes flick open at the end of the dream.
I hate it when cold sweat trickles down my forehead.
I hate it when I wake up crying.
I hate it when I know it could happen to me someday.
It's scary when you know that someday you might become a nobody in this world.
And you don't know anybody in this world.
Saturday, February 28, 2015
Toiled 2:31 PM ~
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And just when the song starts playing in your head, you hear it on the radio
Just a phase.
SOC. 107.5 for 10. Wednesday, February 25, 2015
Toiled 10:23 PM ~
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A talk about relationships from a guy who has never been in a relationship
So among the interesting things we talked about till 6am that morning was about relationships.
How long should you be in a relationship for before you decide, "Yes, now is the time. This person is the one for me." I have cousins who have dated for 7 years only to end the relationship. And then I have cousins who have dated for what 2 years and boom, marriage. 1 child, 2 children. Yes bundles of "joy". "Where's your sword?" "Oh in the kitchen ._." Maybe it's the duration for both persons to know the idiosyncrasies of their partner. But when their nasty bits start to arise, how do you know what is tolerable and what will just drive you walnuts? What if there is a certain aspect that just can't be changed. And I guess it's pretty common knowledge that the "romance" period is but a phase. Where the intensity of the "love" for one another will eventually smolder and diminish. Then people talk about responsibility, commitment to one another. How do you know this person is the one you want to "commit" your life to? That flat key? Or that broken condom? Or is it there a mysterious voice in your head that nudges you, giving you "She's the one". Knock knock, is that the angel or the devil speaking? And let's just put it this way. This world is so huge. When would you stop being a Pokemon Master and decide to just settle down. Or maybe you don't, and continue to roam the world in your endless search. Complicated much. All this coming from someone without experience. I guess more questions will just pop up in the future. I hope I get the opportunity to anyway. Monday, February 23, 2015
Toiled 11:32 PM ~
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Respect those around you
I just realised this would be the last time in a long while since I'll be spending CNY with my relatives in Singapore.
Hmm. --- Furtive glances around the table. You realise I have been left out. The look in your eyes. I'm no mind-reader. Apologetic? I don't know. But I forgive anyway. Toiled 12:10 AM ~
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Crack under the pressure
I don't know if this was how I was like in the past.
Did I always complain and show a black face when it gets late and I still have piles of work left over. If it's so difficult, that you always complain of not doing only to change your mind and say that you need to do it because you seat on a higher plane and feel obliged to do it lest you suddenly become a less worthy human/student, then just shut the fuck up and do your work without having to engender anger and sympathy from those around you. Because all you will get from me is anger. I don't even sympathise myself. What makes you think I'll show you my sympathy now. If you always talk a big game, then you jolly well walk the talk. Sunday, February 15, 2015
Toiled 12:57 AM ~
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Musssseeee
Lol coins everywhere Saturday, February 14, 2015
Toiled 9:32 AM ~
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And tomorrow's Valentine's Day
Friday, February 13, 2015
Toiled 11:27 PM ~
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Deadlift party, not!
There are just too many songs going through my mind now.
I can't really decide. I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart. 2! Thursday, February 12, 2015
Toiled 11:20 PM ~
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Weakness?
Rant
Perhaps the one thing that I cannot stand with my job is Duty Planning.
I hate it when people suddenly tell you that they're unable to commit, expecting you to come up with a solution for them.
And when you tell them to work out their own problem, they bring it up to the higher-ups.
And oh the irony, your own superiors blame you for their problem and force you to take over their duty, telling you to "take this as a lesson".
Why does it have to be my responsibility in ensuring that people who do not meet reporting deadlines can throw a sucker punch the last minute and I have to be the one to absorb the pain.
Why does it have to be my responsibility in finding replacements when something crops up the last minute.
I can continue telling myself that it's a flaw in the system.
But what if the system was just against me.
An impressionable officer who was willing to comply to all orders.
3!This song came up after the bro session with Solomon. Magic. Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Toiled 9:20 PM ~
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Countdown to the :) Day
I'm really not one to listen to this type of happy-ish songs. But the lyrics are kind of cute. And I kind of cried. 5! ----- "Hey you got girlfriend one a not.." Lol, what a way to meet my understudy. 4! What are you waiting for Tuesday, February 10, 2015
Toiled 1:43 AM ~
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The 30 year old virgin
We made a promise and we both broke it :P
Guess we're even ya? That sticker is still there... Hmm I'll make it up to you. I don't wanna go to school I just wanna break the rules Monday, February 9, 2015
Toiled 12:29 AM ~
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BFF - Blueland Friendly Forces :)
Masterpiece is pretty much a feel good song now.
"I'm perfectly incomplete" "I'm still working on my masterpiece" Tuck me to bed. Friday, February 6, 2015
Toiled 1:01 AM ~
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Chic
Monday, February 2, 2015
Toiled 10:10 PM ~
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The 2 days ago
It's so difficult to be a better person.
But it's so fucking easy to be an asshole.
Sorry.
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Toiled 1:26 PM ~
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