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Tired
Motivation comes from within, but sometimes I'm just so tired.
I'm not tired of doing the things that I'm doing now.
It's just that I have this greater motivation to do other things.
...
Actually, I have the motivation to do nothing.
Nothing, like just a day off, not doing anything. Not thinking of anything.
Not having to worry about the deadlines.
Not having to worry about the chance of "failure".
Not having to worry about anything.
But I just can't do it.
And it pisses me so.
Because it's something that's been nagging.
But probably the one thing I can never accomplish.
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On a lighter note
tsundere's anthem. Thursday, December 29, 2016
Toiled 10:48 AM ~
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sometimes you sulk, sometimes you burn// transport, motorways and tramlines// Life is hard, but you're harder
@A note to self
Sometimes we see the change in our lives through the songs we listen to. Not the lyrics, but rather the atmosphere the songs concoct. You realise your outlook has changed, and that while your unsatisfied heart still beats with those big blooming aspirations, your attitude towards matters has mellowed. Mind you, mellowed, but undying. Mellowed, but more focused, more mature, more determined. Because if it has lasted for such a long time, it gets stuck to you like a virus, a drug, a parasite, a part of you. And you just can't drop it. So stop saying that you've changed. Yes people will change, but you're still what makes you you. --- Toiled 12:05 AM ~
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my god
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOmnfmXlZCc
Saturday, December 24, 2016
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Inexplicable
It's quiet again. It's a little more me time again. Merry Christmas to everyone! Wednesday, December 21, 2016
Toiled 3:01 AM ~
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the things you learnt from gazing at the stars, listening to the silence of the night leaves and feeling the touch of the gentle morning breeze
I stay here once more to grow.
To remember the things that this city slowly drains off of me. And to get what I need done see itself to completion. I take the time to ward myself off all distraction. Of all that doesn't matter. With the hopes of finding what truly matters. ... I hate this kind of posts, but I think once in a while they are necessary to keep myself true to myself. Thursday, December 8, 2016
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Relying on oneself once more
I think it's good to re-look at your thoughts once in a while.
Reconsider the effectiveness of past methods and troubleshoot them. Yea don't kill what works, but maybe they need to be better for future purposes. --- Wake up each morning. It's been a long time since I took a long, hard look into the mirror. I think the person who stares back at me is such a different person then compared to a year ago, 3 months ago even. So much has happened over the course of this year. Some things dreadful, some things unexpected. I still cry, I still bleed. I still smile, I still laugh. But I think my mind has changed in so many ways. It scares me sometimes. But this was what I wanted. To see myself grow. And well, you don't really see but haha. I can't let my dry humour get away from my essence now can I. --- Wednesday, December 7, 2016
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Pissed
Because sometimes people don't get it when I can't spend time "drinking, partying, getting a life".
But in order to not waste more time, I just smile and concede. I'm not aiming for second best here. Then again, maybe I'm going too hard too early, too fast. But hey, this burn-out thing has been an ongoing thing for years now. Tuesday, December 6, 2016
Toiled 9:01 AM ~
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Family
It's scary how so many people don't have a place to call home.
I think it's a vicious cycle, and I pity those caught in it.
Toiled 2:00 AM ~
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Song of the day
Friday, December 2, 2016
Toiled 9:16 AM ~
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