am i crazy?
I think i'm going crazy..
In the workplace, i try to be the coolest person ever. Im funny and i never did let the pressure get to me.
everything changes when it's time to go home..
On my way home, i think of Nanay.. my journey is filled with thoughts of her. memories that we both shared. Everyday, i still expect her to be there.. in the sala watching television. My brain is my silent place. There, i ponder on life.. I talk to nanay.. I review my past.
I guess.. im still there.. in the process. Trying to cope up with my loss.
I still snap once in a while.. especially when my schedule gets crazy cause of other people.. and when i feel like that-- makes me think I am indeed getting crazy.
Most of the time.. I believe, i'm losing myself inside my brain. I don't know.. what do you think?
ps: the 2007 bar exams started 3 weeks ago. after all the stuff i have written regarding that.. writing about it now would just result into redundancy. Goodluck to all barristers and may you finish the examinations with your confidence and brains intact.
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posted by jaded fool @ 4:42 PM
