things inside my head
the thoughts of my Nanay is my refuge.
when work is hard.. when life stinks.. when everything is so messed up. it is the thoughts of her -- and her memories that keeps me sane.. though there are times that it felt like im going crazy.
After a days hard work-- i go home to her memories.. i think of her on my way home and remember how life was when she was still here. I miss her so much and it makes me cry when realization hits me that i am going to live the rest of my life without her. I still cry a lot, when i am lonely-- when i miss her.. when i long to feel her kiss or hug. It is frustrating to know that she will never be here to comfort me again.. to teach me the way of life.. it frustrates me to know that i am to learn life on my own.
in her thoughts i am home. in her memories i find solace.
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posted by jaded fool @ 8:30 PM
