alam ko na to
hi blogger.. I know I have been remissed of writing. Work is demanding tenfolds of my time. My private life is still a mess. And i'm still a stubborn woman. Around me are depressing events like death and controversy in the family. With this rain, i'm feeling melancholic and lonely. I wish life could be more kinder to me. It's lonely working out things by myself. I need a companion, a partner who will be my source of strenthe when I am growing weak. Someone who will push me to be brave when I become afraid. I am pleading to God to show me where to go. After all these years, i'm still yapping about the same thing and i'm still feeling like a lost teenager. God, if you please. Save me from this loneliness I brought upon myself. Please guide me to be a better person.. To be the best person I can be.. To be more kinder, more compassionate to my family and friends.. To be more understanding of my enemies.. To be prepared for the person you created for me. I may not be perfect as an individual, but I will do my best to be perfect for my partner. Thank you for blessing me all the time.. And for making me feel better. I offer you the week ahead, and may everything start and end with you. Amen. I know my Nanay is not happy when I am lonely or sad.. It is times like these that I miss her more. I am tired of this heartache.Labels: ikaw kasi, my thoughts exactly, relationships
posted by jaded fool @ 7:50 PM
