This was taken quite a while back but i decided i wanted to share this. These men/boys are some of the best team members i have ever played with. Right in the centre is myself to my left is Raptor, Freekill, Sadistic. Their real names are Gyver, Li Qiang and Kenneth. I thought that it would be good to put this up here as the bandwidth that Songying is currently using may run out so yes. This is why i post this. Till we play again! (not so long anyway haha)
9/27/2005 08:07:00 pm
Monday, September 26, 2005Well today was one of the wierdest days by far and wide! What happened to all our teachers?
Half of them were missing from school. What happened? Miss Goh has gastritis she did'nt reply if she would come tommorow. Its already so close to the exams i'm starting to get worried that we won't have enough time. Especially for A maths. Prospects are looking bleak. Besides freezing my ass off in the AVA room along side Zi Wei and the people near me the day was rather stale. W did maths and english papers the whole time. Zi Wei is getting advanced now. HP and BB. Quite good to see that. At least now i can contact Zi Wei on the move. Anyway the room is a mess.
Just a short snippet. Just watched a documentary on the genocide at columbine high. How could two youths do such a thing? Fun? Anger? What was it that drove these homicidal boys on? They literally stuck guns under the tables and shot at people they could'nt even see. It is just cruel and sadistic. Would such a thing ever happen here?
9/26/2005 11:43:00 pm
Sunday, September 25, 2005lying
Ok first things first what have i done today.
I left at 6.15am for Choir with bro. Upon reaching we were the first people there. Set up and went for tuning and warm up for about 10 minutes. When i got back upstairs Edee and one of her sisters arrived( not sure which, they look quite alike ). Went upstairs to try the door still locked i thought. Went down wanted to talk to Father for awhile but he was busy heard someone playing Sanctus somewhere...Went back into the church hall. Practiced abit more. John heard me i walked outside. Mass started quite soon. Things went rather smoothly. Went for Breakfast with Bradon, Bro and Daniel. While there we happened to see perchance Sam and her boyfriend seemingly according to Daniel they were whispering sweet nothings and sharing french fries from lip to lip. Haha..we joked about it all the way back to church! Hahaha!! Then i walked into the toilet and i must have mentally gone GOD ALMIGHTY! There was this little kid helping his younger brother unzip his pants to pee into the urinal! I was like... YUCK!!!%@#@!
We went up for practice we practiced for nearly 5 hours. Later we practiced some carols after choir i went for lunch with Jon and Bradon. Met Kor Kor Bobby and he said there was no lunch so i bought my own lunch. Had a short chat with Jon and Bradon.
Was so exhausted came home and slept for 3 hours. Woke up figured out A maths, finished english. Played some NF for a while. 7000 more xp to my DIDO hahaha!!!. I'm going to be a CL!!
Maybe tommorow or tuesday doubt i'll have enough time anymore to gain that 7000. But i promised myself once i've obtained that DIDO and tested it. No more gaming for me.
Went to watch Liar Liar with bro and mum. Have you ever considered that it may be impossible to live an entire day without lying? Apparently true yah?
I remember when i watched this when i was i was still my pristine primary 3 self. Innocent and unawares i watched the show and could'nt get the dirty jokes that made it so funny. Watching it today made it even funnier! HAHAH!!@!@!. Sometimes it takes time to understand huh? hahaha
Anyway i said i completed english haha I lied I still got my summary to do so yep. Gotta finish it now. Nighty!
By the way this pen is REEEEE.....BLUE!!!. LOL!!@
9/25/2005 11:24:00 pm
Saturday, September 24, 2005| Your Power Color Is Lime Green |
 You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?" |
I'm bored....
9/24/2005 09:44:00 am
Thursday, September 22, 2005Noir
I don't know whats up today. I felt angry at people who wasted lesson time. I felt angry at unfairness. I felt angry at almost everything. What's up you ask? I wish i knew. I just felt really pissed at the world for a while. Anyway lesson turned out ok. I'm rather pissed at people like Ben Quek and his fellows. You not a good student then don't say i suck la. Its YOU who sucks ! Little boy!.
Now afterschool there was a band meeting. Quite alot of serious talk if you ask me. While waiting for meeting to start i went to check on the Detention people...Arthur was missing. I walked outside i saw him at the piano with Paul i spoke to him and i crossed eyes with that mystery person whoose name starts with M. I don't know her personally , i even forgot how i met her. I'm just abit unsure. She seems generally ok. Abit too open but shes alright. Anyway Arthur kept complaining...no body doing dentention and what not. I told him if he moved i'd nail him to the chair. Sorry abit too harsh i know. Sorry. Afterwards when we were walking back out of school. Zi Wei, Zhe Xuan , Jeff Bot,Tien yeh , Gan Ding and myself went to 7-eleven. We got some lunch there. We joked abit about Jeffery and such. We took the bus back. Zhe Xuan and Tien Yeh were going to TP, Jeff wanted to tag along. Gan Ding and Zi Wei stayed on the bus. I walked with Tien and the rest. We were talking about how if someone shot Jeff the bullet would richochet and kill him haha. Abit stupid i know. Anyway i'm out see ya.
9/22/2005 09:52:00 pm
Tuesday, September 20, 2005I'll make it short and simple today.
Pissed. Idiots who think too much of themselves. Timewasters. Hate end of year exams. Hate the pressure. Hate the stress. Hate Maths.
End. I don't feel like talking or typing now.
9/20/2005 11:15:00 pm
Sunday, September 18, 2005I haven't had the time to blog this week end sigh. Saturday was busy with flag day and cat class and guess what my computer crashed....zzzz and so did bro's...now i'm in the middle of getting my computer back into shape and getting bro's internet to work. This sucks. I'm like the resident mechanic here!
Today in just 1 hour i'll be in church playing solo. Well perhaps not entirely solo. I have Edee , the guitarists and the choir. So yah.
Anyway the dark of night still covers the land so i'll pretend its still dark and continue transposing my score.
9/18/2005 06:00:00 am
Friday, September 16, 2005Today was a funny day....First i had to be a negotiater/peace talker because Ryan and the AVA boys got into a scuffle. Second i was talked to by a GAY. This gay..he saw me walking back from school and he came to me and asked is that your lunch? I replied yeah it is. He went on to say I'm a really handsome boy and went on to ask all sorts of funny questions. Deborah and some of her pals walked by i can swear she noticed something funny about him because i certainly did. This guy tried touching my face 10 seconds after i talked to him. Then when i parted he tried touching me again but to his disapproval i moved away. Damn it was intense. That Gay was asking me questions to check if i was gay damn! Freaking hell! Scary as hell. I would have loved to tell him FUCK OFF but i'm too nice a person to do that in his face. Lucky my fast talking got me out of the situation in ten minutes or so. I thank my god for helping me out of the situation.
9/16/2005 05:03:00 pm
Thursday, September 15, 2005sigh....the week is slow....saturday is flag day. The guys and myself intend on hitting the streets of Singapore at Orchard. Why stay around bishan? I however have a second thought haha. Just crap the bloody collection and go home for a game. Then i give the can back and go home practice abit and go for cat class. Simple as ABC. I look forward to saturday for more then 1 thing. Saturday is Cassandra's birthday. Saturday is the resume of Catechism class( did'nt i say i love god?). Saturday is 1 day away from Sunday which is Choir day! Haz I'm slightly off right about now i just had the mathematics kicked out of me when bro just proved that Square root -1 can be done. Its like wtf? Functions test coming i pray i dun screw up like how i screwed Bio and Chem up. God help me through this difficult time.
9/15/2005 09:16:00 pm
Tuesday, September 13, 2005Sigh today miss goh did'nt come. A spare day to study and understand more. But now theres a chem test tommorow to worry about. We watched the pacifier during Miss Goh's lesson. I enjoyed it myself and i'm sure most of my classmates did too.
I'm still missing the time we spent during the youth mass. I enjoyed it. I can say its the best days of my life. A chance to relive those days would be great. I would have done better things and possibly taken the first initiative. I just got stop thinking about it. Somewhere in the back of my mind i can't let go of the event and the people.
I retract my statement against RI. Some are bad some are good. Now i've seen how the people i know can change under different situations. I just can't stop thinking! Why did'nt i do anything sooner?
9/13/2005 10:46:00 pm
Monday, September 12, 2005Sigh ...i still feel sad its over. But anyway i'll put the past behind me and look to brighter roads.
Tommorow there is a test on functions and wednesday there is a chem test on the periodic table. Then in 3 weeks its english SA2 then its the real deal. Things are about to get tough.
I'm dead worried. I'm afraid i won't be able to perform well for SA 2. God i pray to you that i may score well. I pray also for Tien Yeh who urgently needs help. He's failing and he's future doesn't seem bright. I pray that he'll have the heart to go on and keep trying before his future is written.
and kept to myself.
Liking is a perception its how you look at things. But if its a person it works both ways. If liking goes both ways you get the powerful answer. Love. Either general love or love between a man and a woman.
Most of all i feel i have not thanked somebody.
9/12/2005 10:35:00 pm
Sunday, September 11, 2005ISP is over. At long hated last. I loved working with the other con 3 peeps for the youth mass. They were really cool people i say. Damn cool. I will downright say that some of them are the best people i've ever talked to and worked with. Some are wierd , some are cool , some are just plain clickable. Although i may never get a chance to say this. I love you guys alot. Especially assenav (this is a name its just scrambled up haha). You're a damn helpful person. Even though you are a girl you still came to help me with the heavy stuff on that thursday night. I thank you greatly and again on sunday. The people that meet you would probably feel the same. I only say thank you. I prayed that you would do well for your match at the world cyber games. I only hope that the result was in your favour. As for the guys man , you're the best guys i've worked with. Well perhaps not those clowns who did'nt come from practice besides Kevin. But the rest of you guys are great. Alfred, Luke, Ee Kuan, Anthony, Gabriel. Take a bow. You've done good. To the rest of the girls who sang in the choir. I don't know all your names so i can't list all here. Those that i know by name Alessa , Amanda, Vanessa, Stella, Crystal. To all of you girls you guys were great Sops and Altos i swear! Well perhaps not Vanessa because you sang tenor, but you too did good! Take a bow all of you! To the band! Man you guys are good. Although we could'nt do as well as we expected we thank you for playing for us and being there. Thank you!
Today as i woke up and walked to church with bro i thought of the faces of the people i've been with. Its just sad that this is our last year together in catechism classes before we go our own ways. We'll never have a chance to work with each other anymore. When we were in the church i noticed Clare and Rachel the ava girl was not there. I noticed that the ISP people were taking a break. Clare turned up later on for practice and stayed long enough to practice the repetoire for next week. Edee(not sure how to spell your name sorry) plays the violin quite well. I look forward to playing with you again next week with John. Sooner or later we'll probably have a little instrumental section of the choir.
School is starting soon. I can't help but say that i love church, its people the parishians , the priests, god and my fellows! I've been listening to praise and worship the whole day. I'm going to miss this time. Why did'nt i try to bond better with you guys before? Its just sad for me that is. Time is running out for us all. Its just another 2-3 months. I look forward to the next important mass to meet up with my buddies and friends to sit and pray in god's house.
9/11/2005 10:15:00 pm
Friday, September 09, 2005Hello blog.
Ok here goes. Yesterday's church choir pract was enjoyable. Got to know some people better got to know others more personally. Some of them got weirder some were nicer, but we love em for who they are must we not? I find it hard not to laugh at myself for laughing at others even though its just wrong because we must take them for who they are.
I'm not gonna play for Saturday but i'll sing, the guys need me anyway. I can't wait for sunday. Morning mass is going to be so cool. Another Choir pract coming this Sat at 12 before the mass. Before that going to game abit with YK.
and lastly, i've done abit of writing and i came up with a story. I titled it a brave new world.
Click the link the links side or just type this in..http://thebravenewworld.blogspot.com/
Please post comments on it( no sadistic comments or assault comments )
Thanks.
9/09/2005 04:11:00 pm
Monday, September 05, 2005Its been a while yes?
I've finially got the mind to update on my life.
Anyway, Sunday was awesome! Greg said my solo was good! So did aunty Liz! I'm quite contented right about now. I can pitch the higher octaves at long last! Next week i'm doing a large repetoire together with the youth mass on Saturday. This is so thrilling! I'm excited!
Anyway todays Math's lesson was ok...having tried my work yet will get to it soon. Talked to the peeps at the bus stop for quite a while. Tien was hanging out of the 410 when he saw us.
Went for lunch with Zi Wei and Gyver just now. The world is getting too small for coincidences. I saw some of the BPSIANS i know off but the thing none seem to have seen me. After eating we went to get Zi Wei's game then he went off and Gyver and I went for some Lan we owned the noobs playing BF 1942 there haha. Wednesday finially she's free to go down to the library. But not the main one sigh. That library is great you must see it! Anyway back to Navy Field tata
9/05/2005 10:37:00 pm
Thursday, September 01, 2005Messed up
Shit...things have just gotten more complicated...the video is unedited from its normal state...Jeffery is SLEEPING. The dateline is tommorow. ARGH!!! We're toast! I don't even have the animations to recreate the scenes that need to be done!!!!! AH!!! TOAST MAN!!
9/01/2005 11:16:00 pm
Hmm , i got back my results it was satisfactory to my terms. Just 5 more marks for A maths and vioala. I went back to show my results to Mr Lee, he was stunned to see my CL had improved haha. Anyway the youth mass is coming up...next saturday. Today's choir pract for the youth mass was rather...should i say stale...only like 6 or 7 turned up.. hopefully by sunday more will come. Whats a 7 man choir? Anyway..today besides choir..i've sat my ass off on this chair...i need to get out to do smthing...i wonder if i shud ask cass abt the library again? She hasn't even told me a date yet...guess its up to me to spring the question right? and suddenly i love the beachboy's musics. Wonder how huh? Fun Fun Fun... zzzz , i wanna sleep now..