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Sunday, July 26, 2009
Quizzes
I think my mood score just dropped into the red zone...

Life is kinda boring now...I long for some change..go somewhere new or go exploring at my own time and expense...

I have that really crabby feeling now...maybe thats the cancerian in me....all crabbied up...

Over the years..my favourite quiz was always the color quiz...no idea how the hell it works. Its just random colors but it seems to get close to it...

Your Existing Situation

"Seeking for his own identity, is sensitive and seeks close nurturing relationships and environments. Has an eye for beauty and a desire to have his emotions protected and further developed."

Your Stress Sources

"Not a team player and is unwilling to be involved in most activities. In the past he was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to his fear of over involvement, he now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around him. "

Your Restrained Characteristics

"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."

Current situations have left him feeling overwhelmed and tormented. Needs to avoid further activity or demands and concentrate on relaxing and becoming emotionally sound.

"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."

Your Desired Objective

Longs to be accepted and recognized. Needs to impress others and be respected. He feels separated from others and wishes to belong.

Your Actual Problem

Afraid he will not be able to achieve the things he wants and demands others recognize and acknowledge this right to them.


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This isn't the only one that tells me I want a change in life...even facebook says so too...at least the quiz on famous literary characters...

This mind needs some adventure...I miss the old life..competitive gaming...the good old days...the glory days...its been a long time....

I never had much of a life then...every competition was the adrenaline rush....like the rush of water that forces its way through the crack...

Taking down my foes with every precise mouse click and giving aid to those who needed it. Gone are the days...sad :(

What I think i need...is to go out and get a life beyond the limitations of a computer, a book or anything modern. I need to get out there...beyond the walls. Wheres the excitement of staying in here?

7/26/2009 05:21:00 pm


Chasing rabbits
The phrase started out as a native american saying.

Chase two rabbits and you'll lose them both.

Now its more common but in different variations.

I think i just made the mistake of chasing two rabbits. I think i've lost both..

Life sucks..FML..

7/26/2009 12:02:00 am

Sunday, July 19, 2009
Interesting quiz

Well i took some random know yourself better quiz...

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


 

PRETTY Reflective if you ask me...though i think this only worked because i really thought about the answers anyway. Look at the answers and imagine the scene in your head before picking an answer.


 

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx - For readers who might want to try it out. Drop me a message and tell me if you're run on it was accurate.

7/19/2009 09:51:00 pm

Thursday, July 16, 2009
Ripieno

Gotta hate ulcers, nasty big one on my right lower lip...

They cause pain and stop you from eating good tasting food and enjoying yourself. Nasty buggers...

Perhaps I should report on some of the big stuff that has happened recently.

Namely Ripieno.

So well it started on a piece of paper. A dream something that was just an idea. That idea became a reality. Was it a mistake? Should it ever happen again?

I don't know the answer to that but this concert. This very one we had on the 4th of July 2009. That was no mistake. That night, we the members of Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band, Strings and Guitar Ensemble showed to our friends, family and school that we were capable of working together. Against all odds, to put up a good performance. Everyone came a long way.

Not too long ago we had our first practice with our string friends. It was pretty lack lustre but my confidence never wavered. As time went on, they just kept getting better and better.

For the band, I can't really say I'm all too pleased with our own performance but we tried. Amidst a challenging repertoire, we put our best effort to it.

To you guys and girls in Np Strings. You guys did well, nothing anyone can say or do can change that. With many of yall coming from a fresh background in guitar or one of the orchestral string instruments, I'm truly amazed at what you guys have accomplished within the period of a year or two. You guys are talented!

Through many problems, disagreements and any sort of difficulties that we faced in preparing for this concert, we made it happen. Good job everyone!

The next day, I had dinner with John,Jess and my two best bros at my place. Apparently my real blood brother...thought it would be easy to hide from me that he was planning a little birthday surprise for me. I caught on even before it happened. It was a good dinner...we then watched Michael Jackson Videos and Moonwalker lol...Pretty lame evening if you ask me. It was good fun though. God rest your soul, MJ

The following Monday after concert was well..birthday day. Celebrated with the good guys and gals of NP band...after eating a hearty meal...forced to ride some hideous little kiddy rides...I never had much of a liking for those rides as kid..barely rode them...

So a great concert, a good birthday. Probably something i won't forget...along with a whole list of other things...but those are stories for another time...I never said when. :D


 

7/16/2009 05:56:00 pm

Sunday, July 12, 2009
Topic-less

Well anyway just an update. I've screwed up my life quite badly but o well...pickup off the ground and build it up again. This person isn't gonna lie in the dirt just because he was knocked down. Stand up, head high and face the world again. One step at a time and life will be back to normal...minus one thing anyway...

I still don't know if i'm on the right track or not. It's hard to understand....sigh...

7/12/2009 11:09:00 pm