Of all places to be
This entry is typed in the weirdest of places and this is @ Kovan station mrt
8/31/2007 03:03:00 pm
Wednesday, August 29, 2007Of insurance and royal boards of music
8/29/2007 09:29:00 pm
Monday, August 27, 2007Today’s events
Well today was nothing much, I went for breakfast with mum at BK and I went to school to practice with Aloysius, only to find that I didn't bring the Piano scores for the exam. I rushed home by cab only to be caught in a jam that caused me to spend $11.50 and then another $7.50 for another cab back. Well eventually I got my practice but only a short while. I went to get the drawing from Zi Wei and got my ass back home.
When I was on the bus I was kinda taking up alot of space with my saxophone,flute , bag and drawing. However some stops into the ride, a violinist girl got up and she sat next to me. She was from AJC as far as I know and had probably just come back from practice. The funny thing here was of all places to sit she sat next to the guy taking the most amount of space and the thing i found funniest here was that we were both musicians and it just sorta looked funny thats all. Or at least to me that is.
I'm supposed to have practice with Aloysius at my place tomorrow and I'm just going to try make sure I do the best I can since the exam is just on Thursday. I'm feeling so worried about it.
These days I get some feeling that sorta picks at me and I can't put a finger on it. A few days ago I did the tarot thing the other day and I got the card "The Lovers"
No coincidences i suppose.
8/27/2007 10:36:00 pm
Sunday, August 26, 2007The days past..
Well nothing much has happened in the past few days. I've watched all seven movies of "The Police Academy". It was quite funny the whole lot. Non-stop laughter but too bad most people these days will call it old and un-entertaining.
While I've not exactly been the happiest daisy in the field I try to feel better on my own by doing things to keep my mind of the problems I have. While not exactly major problems they are little things that pick at your sanity for every moment you don't try to shift it away.
Today was Grandma's birthday and I pray that she will have many long years to go.
The past week I spent alot of cash. Too much on luxury, I watched two movies "Skinwalkers and Bourne Ultimatum". Skinwalkers was a show that made not much sense. Bourne Ultimatum was much more entertaining. The sax exam is on Thursday...bah...getting a little bit twitchy...
8/26/2007 06:42:00 pm
Thursday, August 23, 2007The secrets...
I wonder if people can see through me. Behind the hard front i hold up I wonder whether anyone really knows what I feel when the silence of the world bears down when I'm alone. Sometimes I wonder if people think I'm happy when I really I am not. Sometimes I wonder whether people think I'm ease when I'm really not.
Whenever I'm alone my mind wonders to the things I did, to the people I met, to the things I said and to the things I want to do. Sometimes there are things about a person that you just don't want to know about and it's these secrets about yourself that you know about that you too feel is either too embarrassing or too detrimental to yourself. Things that you wish you never did always sting your good side.
When you keep things to yourself you feel like bursting out or telling someone but you really don't know who you could tell it to for it to significantly make a difference in your life. So many things left unsaid. They always said not to trust too many people but what if it's not the amount of people you trust that is the problem? What if it's finding a person to trust?
That's my problem. Well I feel perfectly alright sharing my problems there are just things that I've never told anyone that bother me. I just feel that I wanted this up somewhere.
By the way this is NOT a cry for attention...this is just to let people who read this space to know that this person here too needs a person to trust.
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8/23/2007 11:39:00 pm
Just thought I’d do something
This is why my list is down to zero..
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The first one went off because of the rule silence is golden. Silence never helped and distances not bridged are too great obstacles. The hearing of a word or two coupled with a responsibility meant that this was the end.
The second one went off because of the competition. Although a good choice, the competition was too great and the knowledge of character after time meant that this one was off the list too.
The third one went off the list because of too big a distance. It would never work so it was off a long time ago.
The fourth was risky and if ever found would mean disaster thus it was off.
That's why my list is down to zero.
For the smart readers, go figure. For the slow...take some time to think haha
8/23/2007 12:03:00 am
Tuesday, August 21, 2007Approaching the end
Today's the last paper!! Chemistry at 2pm to 4pm then it's all over! HAHAHA
Relaxation and money to come!
I'm just so anticipating the end but I'm like as hell worried as to how the chem paper will look like later..well we do know its made of paper for one...but its the difficulty we need to think about haha. Alls well in effort and more :X
Time to either rush more work or pack off to sleep....
8/21/2007 04:37:00 am
Sunday, August 19, 2007I must be crazy
oMan, the last dream I had was the FREAKIEST one I've ever had. Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was a future insight. I have no idea but the details are just so O_O that i won't even put it here in fear that it might attract attention. No it has nothing to do with sex if thats what some perverts who read my blog might think.
Lets just say theres girl XYZ whom I've nothing much to do with to begin with. Secondly I don't even fancy her. Sure enough in some half cooked story in my dream I snogged her. When i woke up i went WTF?
I was really freaky and I don't know if i could face that person if i met her tommorow. Gee whiz it was freaky because even the expression was really cocked up as well. The facial expressions on her face was WTF and I was WTF and WTF was my dream self doing?
Seriously freakish. Thats the last time i have alchohol before bed so late into the night. It makes dreams go bad. Like I was told before, if it happens in your dreams. It'll probably never happen in reality. I hope he's right when he told me that.
Damn its embaressing enough as it is. Though I'll never say who that person in the dreams was. It'll probably make her flip so high she'd hit a jet plane. Freaky freaky freaky freaky.....
8/19/2007 09:45:00 pm
Another light show?
Well yesterday was yet another light show and fireworks display. This time with actual footage to compensate. Though due to blogger not being able to upload video clips from a computer itself I can't put it up. I met up with the gang at Marina Square at 3pm. Though, only Hali was NEAR on time. Next was Belinda and then Aloy. Finially Ke xin after we ate that is. We ordered out some food to bring to the river front and after helping an elderly lady find the fullerton hotel we got ourselves some seats at the riverside.
The fireworks today however were substandard and China did not put up a show as interesting as Spain's. After the fireworks we headed up to find Aloy's old friends and then we went to get some Baccardi and hang out at Suntec till 11.30. After that it was a MAD scramble to get onto the trains as the last few chugged out of the station for the night. I caught a ride home with Ke Xin and Gabriel and we chatted till Gab and I alighted at Bishan and got on the bus home. We were talking about Black adder and various Brit Coms. I have to say that all of them are funny. Now I'm sitting at home doing this entry haha. Well time to get to work. I'm not going to church this week and I'm going to hit the books later in the morning. ONWARD!
8/19/2007 12:55:00 am
Friday, August 17, 2007Great lightshow
Well I FINIALLY got my laptop back after I pressed the asus staff to get it done by today. I went to watch the fireworks display with Aloy and his piano club. We went to get dinner first and I met the first of his members "Paris". We took out some Subway sandwiches and some fruit juice and ate by the river side while waiting. Some fool kept switching on and off the lampposts near by causing quite a racket.
Regardless when the fireworks started it was a true blue sight. I actually for that mere 15 minutes..felt that i was patriotic to Singapore. I'm going down again tomorrow with the girls and some other people which i will cover in tomorrow's entry.
Now on my way home and I typed this entry on the bus. I'll just get some internet connection later and put this up. Well now I'm going to close the screen and listen to my music on the way home. Cheerios.
8/17/2007 11:34:00 pm
Thursday, August 16, 2007Chionging
Well this week has been full of "chionging". Rushing as much as possible to know all there is about math before the math final. Ah…..dammit I hate math!
I'm so damn worried about tomorrow that even playing Max Payne for a good 2 hours couldn't keep me calm. Mrs Kwoh says we should be alert and sleep as early as possible before the math paper. I'm just so scared and worried about it. I feel like I'm taking my O Level math all over again. So worried!
Yesterday's St Gabriel's concert was good and the study at Mos Burger with the girls and Azri was worth it. I learnt a few tricks for math and finished reviewing Mbio once.
Tomorrow marks a lot of good stuff. Sax lesson to which I want to try out the Menuet 1067 that I rescored for 5 instruments with Mr Steven as sight reading on the sax. The end of the math module and the return of my laptop from the repair shop. It wasn't damaged to begin with. Just a broken case and they are replacing the whole frame of the laptop. Well at least no more scratches on my lid…haha..
8/16/2007 11:56:00 pm
A long day
Well I started the day at Zi Wei's place and handed him one of my flutes to do the drawings. Then I headed down to city hall and got myself a portable hard disk and sent my laptop in for a casing makeover cause it was cracking at the expense of Asus due to warranty. Anyway, I went to study with Azri, Belinda and Ling Li at Mos burger at Raffles City. Before I met up with them I met Bart and Chen Chuan at City hall as well.
At 12.30 our group was complete and we went to eat and start studying. We studied considerably effective for about 4 hours and I think I learnt much about Mbio. Today..however I'm going down to school to ask Mrs Kwoh some questions before tomorrow's paper.
We went to meet Kexin at Marina square somewhere around 5 and went shopping for gifts for the players of the St Gabriel's concert. We got Aloy a big pink bloody bear and Jeremy Chua, a huge sunflower and some cookies from Famous Amos. I met one of the old 5a1 students of 2006 working at Minitoons at Raffles City. It was nice to see an old face after so long.
I enjoyed the St Gabriel's concert and I wrote it a good review. Went for supper with Aloy and the gang at Raffles Place Macdonalds. However didn't eat anything. Well I'm tired now time to sleep.
8/16/2007 02:00:00 am
Tuesday, August 14, 2007How I spent my Monday
Well I went to study with Joshua at 2pm after a hearty lunch at SIM Megabytes. We headed to the library and started our studying and at one point swapped ear pieces because I was unsatisfied with mine. Half way thru my ear pieces decided to die and was left with a half dead pair. The girls (Kexin, Belinda and Ling Li) came by at 4pm to join the studying. Josh and I completed about 4 good hours of study. However at 5pm I went to get new ear pieces and refreshments for everyone. I went down to the co-op got drinks and had a short chat with two girls who thought i was buying all the drinks for myself aha.
I went to the IT co-op and looked for a good ear piece and when asked if I wanted to test some of them I said alright and at first the songs I were given were not to my liking and eventually the man pulled out a PSP with nice songs. I flipped and I heard a familiar tune...it was an REO Speedwagon song that was for sure..and I knew it it was "I can't fight this feeling anymore"
Here are the lyrics of this beautiful song.
REO Speedwagon
I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.
And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.
And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.
Beautiful,absolutely beautiful!
Went back and completed some studying but there was incessant laughter from the girls and Joshua and eventually i found Aloysius's picture on my desktop -_-....how corny..it said I am your father lol...
Well we ended our spam session at 8.30 and ate at KAP and heres where I am now aha.
Anyway I've got alot of ground to cover and I got my job at aviva back. Yay!
Well anyway..listening to these kind of love songs does not help a healing heart. But its just so....I can't describe it in words but it makes me wish that I had someone to say that to but alas I have no one to tell that to anymore. Shows what a miserable love life I have huh?
Speaking of love life, What is the purpose of falling in love?
Sure its natural but why do people have these emotions which are tireless and troublesome to progress. Though i doubt that the world would be a better place without it.
Its always those little things which bite at your sanity when you are alone and with an empty mind. The most successful person who's never had a girlfriend or wife will eventually start to feel the pain when they go to sleep at night and realize they've accomplished everything but to gain the undying love of an individual who would dedicate their lives to them.
Partially what i find true to most guys...there are a few things which brighten our days with all the colours that exist in the world.
1. The girl of your dreams to tell you , you did well and that you're a nice guy.
2. To be supported in your depressed state by your girlfriend or the girl you like.
3. To have a quiet moment and share your deepest problems with the person you trust and apparently love most in the world with your possesions, your secrets and problems and for them to give you the moral support.
If any guy says otherwise then they live by different guidelines. Personally speaking I find that while people say you can live without a wife or husband. I say though while one can live without a life partner..one cannot be truely happy without a partner.
Just my current thoughs. I'm not desperate or anything or calling for attention or hoping some girl reads this and poof she becomes the one or something.
I feel that whoever was truely meant for me will present themselves in the least appealing of ways and not be the person that my own standards are. People might wonder what kind of choice i'd make but its ok..because its my happiness not theirs.
Nuff for the night.
8/14/2007 01:52:00 am
Saturday, August 11, 2007How True?
I found myself actually doing a personality test and what I actually found seems eerily true to a great extent. It's definitely got alot of accuracy but I find that there are minor flaws if any..
*Highlighted in red are those which are not true to my knowledge.
Benjamin's Existing Situation
Orderly, methodical, and self-contained. Needs the respect, recognition, and understanding of those close to him.
Benjamin's Stress Sources
Delights in the tasteful, the gracious, and the sensitive, but maintains his attitude of critical appraisal and refuses to be swept off his feet unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore keeps a strict and watchful control on his emotional relationships as he must know exactly where he stands. Demands complete sincerity as a protection against his own tendency to be too trusting.
Benjamin's Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow himself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Wants to broaden his fields of activity and insists that his hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that he may be prevented from doing what he wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore his confidence.
Very exacting in the standards he applies to his choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in his sex life.
Benjamin's Desired Objective
Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence his point of view.
Benjamin's Actual Problem
His natural ability to examine everything with critical discrimination has been distorted into an attitude of harsh disapproval, which opposes and denigrates without regard to the real facts.
Although on a personal note I must add that what it says about my personal problem..I think it's quite true..It seems that my tendency to criticise everything to its finest detail has caused possibly people to think that I harshly disapprove of something.
Although I have to add that my desired objective seems to be quite self hurting but sadly it seems true.
About restrained characteristics shamefully yes, I find that my choice standards for a life partner are beyond what people call possible. Maybe it seems just out of this world that I hope for a little miss perfect to come into view and pray she walks my way...right if that's ever going to happen.....
Under stress sources, it's also again quite true...I think I DO trust people a tad bit too much but I thought I learnt my lesson from that. Trusting some people apparently caused problems.
Existing situation is TOO EERILY true...I find that if I am not credited with a piece of work I am put down and ultimately unhappy. Why sadly does it seem to be too true?
Second personally test
You demand a free and unattached life for yourself that allows you to determine your own course. You have an artistic bent in your work or leisure activities. Your urge for freedom sometimes causes you to do exactly the opposite of what expected of you.
Your lifestyle is highly individualistic. You would never blindly imitate what is "in"; on the contrary, you seek to live according to your own ideas and convictions, even if this means swimming against the tide
Seems partially true...but yet I don't find the part where I do what is opposite of people's expectations of me true.
Sigh I'm still waiting for bro to come back so we can work on Math together as I'm nervous about next Friday's math exam but I feel to helpless on my own to work out on my own. Sigh ....
8/11/2007 10:47:00 pm
Project DIEREAR
Damnit it seems when the coughs away the dierear (diarrhoea) comes out to play. Its sickening to think that as soon as i'm getting better another one of those pesky microorganisms strike. To think I'm actually STUDYING them. MO's are our friends...yeah right...if they were so friendly, why the hell do they try to kill us!
Suddenly seem to be losing appetite too..thats not a good sign. I feel giddy to some extent and i feel REAL tempted to take panadol aka paracetamol. Math in a week minus a day, MBIO in 2 weeks plus TWO days and Chem in 2 weeks plus THREE days. To end of the month, Sax grade 4 exams..AH!!!!
Why do I have to be sick now!?
8/11/2007 03:01:00 pm
Friday, August 10, 2007REO Speedwagon
This has got to be the nicest song I've heard so far. I find its lyrics quite soothing and it's tune catchy.
REO Speedwagon – In my dreams
There was a time some time ago
When every sunrise meant a sunny day, oh a sunny day
But now when the morning light shines in
It only disturbs the dreamland where I lay, oh where I lay
I used to thank the lord when I'd wake
For life and love and the golden sky above me
But now I pray the stars will go on shinin', you see in my dreams you love me
Daybreak is a joyful time
Just listen to the songbird harmonies, oh the harmonies
But I wish the dawn would never come
I wish there was silence in the trees, oh the trees
If only I could stay asleep, at least I could pretend you're thinkin' of me
'Cause nighttime is the one time I am happy, you see in my dreams
[Chorus:]
We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I don't know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams
[Solo]
I keep hopin' one day I'll awaken, and somehow she'll be lying by my side
And as I wonder if the dawn is really breakin'
She touches me and suddenly I'm alive
[Chorus 2x]
Oho, in my dreams
It's not the first time I've heard this song but after hearing this again after some time, suddenly the meaning strikes true..if only In my dreams hmm…..
Too bad my thoughts are too earth bound these days that my dreams never seem any out of this world or impossible.
Current status:
Targeting Reticule – No Targets
Scanners – None
Possibilities – None at this date.
Probably seems like a bunch gibberish eh?
Well I guess its time to sleep. I got math online to finish in the morning.
Oh....think,twice its just another day in paradise...
8/10/2007 01:32:00 am
Thursday, August 09, 2007Some pretty weird shit
I just finished watching epic movie after downloading it for 6 hours and...dayum..its some pretty weird shit...its got some pronz in it but otherwise its like WTF man its plain funny. Just like its predecessors, scary movie and what ever it has a high FIRST WATCH value but very little replay value.
While its pretty random and makes frequent use of puns and odd catch phrases out of other movies and jumble it into one, it sorta funny in its own kinda way.
Well now I'm still sick but my mood has at least been lifted a slight bit by the movie. A good laugh helped lighten the mood and relieve some tension. Julian wants to go play DOTA sian.....
8/09/2007 11:22:00 pm
Yet another early morning and late night
I aint exactly in the pink of health still and I'm still sick and there goes my every right to practice music…zzz..germs will get into your instruments….sigh…went to do Math online with the guys today and pretty much yeah got most of it done but still 3 revisions shy and a short way to the math paper next Friday. It's very unnerving..
Well anyway here's a dedication to the night…
On my way - Phil Collins
Tell everybody i'm on my way
New friends and new places to see
With blue skies ahead, yes i'm on my way
And theres no where else i'd rather be
Tell everybody i'm on my way
And i'm loving every step i take
With the sun beating down, yes i'm on my way
And i can't keep this smile off my face
Cause theres nothing like, seeing each other again
No matter what the distance between
And the stories we tell, will make you smile
Or really lifts my heart
So tell'em i'm on my way
New friends and new places to see
And to sleep under the stars and could ask for more
With the moon keeping watch over me
Not the snow nor the rain, can change my mind
The sun will come out, wait and see
And the feeling of the wind
In your face can lift your heart
Oh... theres no where i'd rather be
Cause i'm on my way now
Well and true
I'm my way there
I'm on my way now(x3)
Tell everybody i'm on my way
I just can't wait to be there
With blue skies ahead, yes I'm on my way
And nothing but good times to share
So tell everybody I'm on my way
And I just can't wait to be home
With the sun beating down yes I'm on my way
And nothing but good times to show
I'm on my way
Yes, I'm on my way
I don't think I will do well for this sem and for even my best module but I guess it can't be helped..I hate this rush..I hate the stress, I hate the sickness…
8/09/2007 03:39:00 am
Tuesday, August 07, 2007Troubled Sleep
I admit that I've not felt well for the past two days. I went to see another Doctor on Sunday after my performance was further screwed up by whatever sickness I had as I had suddenly had myself choked by phlegm in my throat. On my way out to Horizon however I met Dr Wong , the father of Julian. I trust him to perform better and to my betterment I think I trusted well. Although I feel shitty after two days because of the strength of the medicine, after two vomiting sessions and alot of head spinning madness. It seems the cough isn't hurting anymore, neither is the throat choking so often. Although what's worse is the lack of study I got for the physiology exam. Now in the dead of the night on the actual morning of the exam, I have to rush the rest of what I didn't cover.
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Erythropoeitin controls the production of RBC's
The types of white blood cells are Neutrophils, Basophils, Eosinophils, Monocytes and Lymphocytes.
The passage of blood in the heart: Superior/Inferior Vena Cava ->Right Atrium ->Tricuspid Valve->Right Ventricle->Pulmonary Valve->Pulmonary Artery->Lungs->Pulmonary Vein->Left Atrium->Bicuspid valve->Left Ventricle->Aortic Valve->Aorta
The production of urine: Urine production in the nephrons require these steps. Glomeruler Filtration, Tubular Reabsorption, Tubular Secretion and Concentration.
Blood undergoes ultrafiltration in the glomeruler capsule and the filtrate falls into the renal tubule where any required material is reabsorbed by the body through Tubular Secretion. Excess water and waste material continues to fall through and goes into the collecting duct as urine.
Hormones made in the Anterior Lobe of pituitary gland.
FSH,HGH,TSH,LH,Prolactin and ACTH. HGH is the human growth hormone, FSH is the Follicle stimulating hormone which stimulates the follicles to produce eggs or sperms, Thyroid stimulating hormone, Luteinizing hormone which the ovaries and testes. ACTH is the adrenocorticotrophic hormone which stimulates the adrenal cortex to secrete glucocorticoids. Prolactin for the stimulation of milk production.
Blood consists of four components: Blood plasma, White blood cells, Red blood cells and Platelets
Blood clotting follows this process: When there is a cut or wound, Prothrombin activators activate Prothrombin to Thrombin which then converts the insoluble Fibrinogen to soluble Fibrin.
Why incorrect blood transfusion is dangerous: All blood cells have antigens expressed on it. For example an A blood type has A type antigens and B anti bodies which destroy any B type blood cells that may enter. If transfused with AB blood, the B antibodies will attack the blood cells with B type antigens regardless. The AB blood has no antibodies and are otherwise universal recipients but in this case, the antigens are attacked by the antibodies and causes the blood to agglutinate.
The electrical conductivity of the heart: SAN->AVN->BOH and its branches->Purkinje Fibres
Damn it this headache is killing me.....I can barely concentrate and the world seems to be spinning, my typing proficiency is decreasing and the words I have typed some of them are incorrect and were corrected by spell check. Damn this...damn..! I hate being sick!
8/07/2007 02:43:00 am
Saturday, August 04, 2007Where I’m at...
I'm at KAP now sitting in the middle of some pool place watching some of the band peeps play pool while I sit here on this comfy couch and do this entry. Been a few days since my last and it's because of a long list events that led to me being inexplicably busy or negligent of my blog. Regardless, the band bbq was otherwise successful on most terms anyway. The preparations although long and tiresome were fun and engaging. Those 4 hours spent at Karmen's place with the rest of the section making the mash potatoes for today were memorable and I think will probably stick with me. I have to add though, her dog , Sparkler is fun to play with in comparison to most dogs anyway.
Today I got lost with Kosin on the way back to Karmen's place to collect the goods for the BBQ we spent a good 1 hour or so walking around aimlessly in the neighbouring estates. Eventually we found our way out and took a cab there instead. Once we were there we made the sauce and got everything done up. Karmen's mum, a nice lady as she is, gave us a lift to school like she did the night before to KAP.
The BBQ was at the very least fun and was generally fun. Played Badminton with Wei Kit, Aloysius and Ling Li. Not such good conditions so yeah..anyway played another game of badminton later and that had better conditions.
This is until now of course where I'm doing this entry. I still have to get to church tomorrow, my responsibilities are otherwise necessary and I should not forgo them. When it comes to decision, which is more important?
Responsibilities in consideration for everyone or things that I want?
Till this date, I still haven't had things I hope for to come true and i don't think anything good will happen soon. Where's Doctor Feelgood now?
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8/04/2007 11:57:00 pm
Thursday, August 02, 2007I woke up early!
Today class is at 9am and guess what i wake up at 6am. I actually woke myself up early...WOW hahaha, well yesterday went to the library and crapped with Hali, Wei Kit, Pei Jun and Charissa. It was fun in the oddest of ways. Regardless, by the time i got home i was dead tired...I've no idea why i'm still up early..time to go sleep again ahaha
8/02/2007 06:03:00 am
Wednesday, August 01, 2007Dead of the night
Juz went to see the doc earlier, got the regular dosage of cough mixture, anti-biotics and such. I got voltrex to douse the pain. Argh being sick dosen't sound good at all..at least food is not related to this illness though haha. Glad to see that as i slept, people got things done. Aloy settled his problem. Cheers for ya, for the guilty parties, do listen and analyse the words properly it makes a big difference between I rejected and I was not interested. For the person herself, you have my pity, you've had problems and knew not the truths but do listen to the right sources and don't listen to the word on the street because it can be wrong. However everyone else might feel, I'm not at ease. Where others have happiness I've only have problems and problems. When will it my turn to experience something good for a change. Something worth blogging about or remembering. Something that would please me.
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Well theres no mbio practical later, it means a late day. I'll try to make good use of it.